after some freak accident at e hairdresser, where e freaking hair dresser cut off my fringe-less hair to some freaking short fringe.. i feel like i look freaking weird now...

and i dun feel like going to sch tmr bcos i haf to take train=(

i hate it when pple are nice to mi when i haf done sthg wrong

i hate it when pple let mi down...
but i'd rather u let mi down den mi letting u down

bleah...lousy day
feel like banging my head against the wall..yes that wall that i stone wif

bleah
andy roddick lost =(

sigh

haa i went almost ard singapore today
frm nus to bedok to tampines to yishun..
of cos
as usual.. i lost my way..its like if kailing e great ever not lose her way den may pigs fly n cows walk home themselves..anyway i was suppose to go to tpe n i ended up in pie.. ya watever..luckily my bro was there if not i wld surely panick n go to jurong..ya today i played nice sister fer a while..by going to help my bro bring his stuff home frm camp.. n den i think this ns guy guarding e place was 'terrified" by mi,..cos it was raining n i dunno where to park the car..so he went over to mi.. i panick... forgot how to bring e window down, making him stand there fer awhile.. n he din know wat to do..so he went back to his partner, they discussed n were laughing at mi.. bleah...very funny meh..pfft

hee intersting day today..ok i wasted my day when i shd b mugging abt matrix which i haf no idea wat it is and i think one day must go mugg abt it but i dunno how..or i shd go find some cute maths geek and terrorise him..
aniway shdnt say waste my day..it was quality time spent wif my long lost ah soh gang violet n weiyi.. miss u all sooo much..=)haa we had fun taking photos..ya i look bad in photos.. or rather not jus in photos..bleah.. haha ya den violet drove my car ard nus.. n we went holland v, clementi to eat ice creamm.. i m quite sure i haf gained some kg.. hahaha... ya den we went back to her room to slack ard... hmmm ya.. i wld say..we tok abt stuffs dat we din used to tok abt... and it does left mi pondering over some things..abt myself.............. nvm.. as usual..onli i know wat i m toking abt
yeah den our violet dear had to go fer her bball match... wanted to stay n watch..but it was too late..so sorry.. yeah n den i sent dear weiyi home n ALMOST got lost in tanah merah..but if there is one thing kailing e great is good at, its reading road signs n u turning here n there.. n i think i must go perfect my 3 point turn someday..juz in case... hahaha

yeah mayb will upload e pic soon..........
ooh aloy..something to boost ur ego again..all my frends who say ur photos think u r cute=X
i think i will stop blogging so much alr.. and stop going on e internet....
but it was a weird day.. i met lilian, chen ann and riece the moment i stepped out of lab.. n den soon i saw violet.... haha a day of meeting old frends=P
ya.. better go mugg...............

how my brother "tortures" mi after he ORD

1) ya u all know abt my ear..it has healed..after 3 weeks
2)pull my hair..ya he does pull my hair... armed wif 2 teddies each time..
3)scares mi.. ya.. in e day n in e night.. he hides in one corner and den jump out all of a sudden... armed wif a teddy each time..he knows i dun realli dare to slp alone at night.. the other day..he was telling mi abt how e scary it is to leave the windows open at night..frm den on.. i always close e window..even if i dun on e air con..this morning, he scared mi again..
4) feeds mi wif junk n unwanted food.. hahaha
5) "tok" to whoever calls my house phone.. i mean... screaming beside mi when i m toking..
in case u guys are still wondering...my brother is older than mi

met my dear zihua today... that gal..deserves some scolding.. she pretended to offer to matchmake mi wif some of her law frends..but guess wat was her real motive??to find out more abt my brother who veri unfortunately fits her criteria of a future doctor, who is frm swimming, who is single..but fortunately doesnt goes to church which was her most important criteria when selecting her future bf/ husband.. so luckily my bro was thus dropped frm e list.. haha juz joking...
ya... i think i m realli bcuming an old hag.... frm all e photos that i took... boo hoo hoo... i must sleep more..haha

and haha i m becoming a more n more reckless driver.. so..sorry to my dear sl n qj..fer scaring u guys everytime i send u all home.. kl loses her concentration veri easily.. i promise to concentrate more on e road frm now on..
anione still trust mi to chauffeur them around?? haha

i think
i m getting more n more lazy...n i think its e car effect..i m now too lazy to walk or take public transport... sometimes i even feel like juz driving to the interchange... sigh..so my mum keeps scolding mi.. but i realli like driving alone...... one day... i m so gonna pump one full tank of petrol...and den go on a solo trip around singapore..


toking abt my mum, she is actualli quite cute..its like she was devastated that the two little hamsters went missing.. and den keep whining abt it.. secretly..she is the one playing wif e hamsters half of the time..haha but she is also a freakazoid..its like 3 days ago, she had her tooth extracted..so i dunno why its still bleeding now.. and she has to keep showing it to mi.. knowing veri well that i will faint upon seeing blood... ya watching gory movies hasnt help... if u haven alr notice..half of the time when someone kills someone in a show..or if someone is gonna get killed, kailing e great would actualli close my eyes and not watch the scene...hahaha

bleah..spent my whole night trying to figure out that funny maths online virtual lab....and took cow years to finish it...bleah

yeah..crys.."insipred" by ur post
i have also decieded to be a mugger starting frm tmr (when was kl not a mugger?) haha no la.. actualli these 2 wks.. kinda slack alot..and was quite distracted.. so starting tmr, wif things under control, kailing e great shall be like wat crys said " have to start revising and mugging and whatever shit that a student is expected to do" ..haha i like this phrase of urs... hahaha

after mia frm several class outing( my dear 4J), including being caught red handed at e esplanade wif my jc class, giving lame excuses like buying of a bed, kailing e great is finally being "censured" by her fellow classmates... i better try to hide nxt time in nus...

haha
exciting day today...kailing e great..ya "the great" almost "fainted" from a shock.. haha

the invincible fortress of kailing e great is down after so so many years.. haha in a good way of course... no one probabaly knows wat i m talking abt.. haha thats e whole point aniway=P

3 weeks after my brother shoved my teddybear at my ear, it is still bleeding=(
now u know wats so bad abt having multiple ear piercing..bleah

haha oh chi new year... hmm if u all coming means i must clean up my house..very lazy lei...oh ya aloy.. a wig will b cool.. but wait my dad thinks how come i befriend a transvesitte how? haha

now must pretend and attempt to mugg... its hard. haha but i'll try

yeah
2ndpost..bcos i dunno wat the hell my sociology reading is abt!
so i was juz reading all ur blogs..
aiyo wats wrong wif all my darrrlings huh? esp sharon.. is it abt mc tan?? heh cheer up guys..
sometimes
its realli better if u dun ponder n think too much n let urself wallow in depression.. easier said den done though
chi new yr coming..hope to see u guys den... =)

yeah
long weekend..to mugg n stone n mugg n stone... veri lazy to go aniwhere..
although i can feel a bit of e chinese new yr mood ard mi...haa but to mi chi new yr is juz another boring festival..its like- go relative's hse.. den i also dunno wat to talk to them..so i juz eat n stone n eat..
haha eh no la.. i think aloy u cannot come my house la... its like wait my dad will think u r my boyfriend..den its e end la.. he will scrutinize u frm top to bottom left to right..hahaha den poor aloy confirm freak out and get traumatised for life.................. lol

ok gtg back to stone n mugg n rot n mugg n stone n slack

yeah mugging has slowly crept in.. i like.. haha
went shoppin wif my frends yesterday...din buy much..cos finally e truth has dawned upon kailing that she has far too much clothes that for new year and probabaly the nxt new yr that she dun haf to shop at all..yeah and den we followed my frend to kimage to cut n highlight his hair.. haha i still rem the other time mi n debra( was it?) went wif yj to cut her hair n the whole process took us 3hr n we actualli waited fer her there n stone..
den my classmates came to my hse this morning..heh more n more pple is slowly realising the pig sty i live in... wif the ever-messy room filled wif funny teddies.. haha

ya met crys yesterday... that gal is getting "smarter" but more lazy..she refuses to go to sch fer this wk.*shake head*..haa nxt mon u want mi to gif u a lift? den u can experience kailing the great at the car..

ya..must go mugg again.. =P

i love driving along SLE.. haha cos no car.........
juz send my bro back to camp.. i m beginning to b a part time chauffeur..sometimes my parents made them drive them ard too..bleah....
haa sharon if u want mi drive u all ard on ur bdae..must tell mi where u going 1st..if not.. we will end up in jurong or some off shore island..i dunno wat exactly happened to u..but qiute worried fer u... cheer up babe ;)
i meeting our dear crys tomorrow... haha she scared i realli go arts stalk her.. den report to jon abt her spying hunks activities

haa as if i dun haf enuf of my frend's matchmaking, my auntie also want to matchmake mi... lol looks like they are all quite worried i will turn into an old hag

i like ayumi's song.. although i haf no idea wat she is singing.. haha

hmm been having this weird feeling recently

sleepy saturday..all thanks to someone.. haa

a realli slack week..no mugging at all...... hope e mugging starts soon.. haha

ya crys... nxt time u drive mi k... i alr bought some safety helmets n belts n airbags liao=)
rem our hot date at nus nxt week.. if not kailing e great will stalk u at arts

oh....and if i am not wrong..another one of my close frend is attached... u shd know who u are la.. haha secret again..but things r getting interesting
poor kailing... but no la.. i stil think stay single has advantages..got alot of freedom.. den can mugg n mugg..den can think of many guys..lol...

Kl is getting distracted so easily..
It happened on this fine fri afternoon
She n her dear sl was on e way home

And they were busy toking
And kl e great missed e exit
And we got lost
Haha
Of cos kailing e great saved e day in e end

Still
U all must trust my driving ok

haa ya crys i m dam ego one cannot ah!! kailing e great n taffy e great is invincible..haa acc to huichong... yup... i shall b cool on both the outside n e inside=).. and u better appear in engine fac soon to pass mi the sociology bk if not i wil haunt u in arts n make u introduce all ur arts hunks to mi... its like today we haf this sociology lec in engine fac..den i think got quite some arts n business babes... all my class guys so happy...
haha toking abt old crushes.. i still rememeber sharon used to like this funny polo guy who looks like a mouse..rite sharon???? as fer crys..haiyo... its like every lane 8 guys i think she also crush b4 lo..bernard, mr X, all e nicholas....
i miss trainings
i miss feeling tired n dead frm trg
i miss having catherine chen poking my leg during pulling everytime and sharon's fighting wif her
i dun miss aloy n his lane 8 kakis toking during trg n making mr kang angry.. i miss my dad the dad though..and my enzio n tamil kitty..haha just joking

i miss rj

i miss mugging=)

there are just so many times
i dun even understand myself anymore

today
feels like one long day
went sch fer a pathetic 20min lec.had decided not to go alr. change of mind last min.wrong move.
came home
slept a while
went ntuc to buy food wif bro
had water bee hoon fer lunch thanks to the great cook
did my homework
went fer a walk

just haven been in the best of my mood these days=(

my new year resolution
to study n study n mugg n mugg
thats all

a better day today..haahaa
my "dear" shuling came to my hse.. haa 1st visitor of kailing the great... aint u happy? haa no la..u r not my "dear" sl animore..cos u too hot la..too many pple want u.. kl will find someone else to replace u.. HAHA and how can u be AFRAID of all my so cute teddies??!!!!! its an insult to them u know? haaa
den we went to the coffee shop to eat..... n to shop at NTUC..die la..kailing is realli turning into a ah soh....sl keeps showing mi all e cheapo places la... tsktsk.. haha i juz realise there is a pet shop near my hse..got dogs also..so cute.. haha
ahaha niway shuling... dun be too "traumatised" by wat that happened... i m sure u also haf an answer in ur heart more or less =)

and now must scold that stupid bird..make mi keep ur secret fer nothing.. haha u idiot!! betta post e pic of her soon la... all ur 6B frends here dying to see liao... if not i must help u post liao la!!

and yeah zx is right..mayb i kind of overdid it in my previous post..the part abt pple being shallow..i guess there will b and are nice pple ard..pple who treats others sincerely..

everything's fine btw everyone
taffy e great feels better

yay tmr no sch..mayb i shd go on a nvr ending ride ard singapore... haa n stone n stone... i think sch i gonna get more hectic den no time to stone liao.. so now must stone

toking abt sch...... i m quite sick of it...
n weird things r happening btw my classmates also
i dun exactly know wat happened...but some childish prank... get a life
but hopefully...they can settle it .. i dun want class to turn hellish..
sometimes i realli wonder how am i gonna get thru this 4 yrs

sometimes knoing too much isnt a good thing

but watever it is... its sometimes a good thing to heck care alot of things if u can.. the more u think the more u feel depressed n troubled...

" i wake up in the morning
put on my face
the one thats gonna get mi thru another day
doesnt realli matter
how it feels inside
this life is like a game sometimes"

i think i typed this sometime ago... its a song frm avril..but it describes how i feel often

life is sometimes full of facade...pple, things do get veri shallow sometimes..
its like..u see someone.. u smile at someone..but mayb deep down, u are thinking otherwise..mayb even silently dreading every moment of having to tok to n entertain that person
or u cld be someone who pretends everything is ok n under control...and continue to appear happy in front of everyone..
or u cld be e kind who claims that looks and appearance dun matter.. yet in e end..the 1st impression u haf of someone is usually based on looks
there are many many more example... that i noticed.. it din used to be like that.. kl used to b happy being left in her own world...
a weird nite.. i m toking rubbish again
mayb i shd go do some maths or physcis question to entertain myself.. haa haa

today
kailing drove to sch
and she got lost on her way home..
of cos she found her way home in e end...or else she wun b here blogging
haha

1st day of school
was ok cos i onli had a 1hr lec..which was crap.. and there is still no homework..no nothing
my frend was trying to matchmake mi n introduce mi to some guy
haha luckily i can hide veri well..lol... BUT its revenge time;P
ate macs though i dun like macs cos i wanted to try the curly fries.. which was like e A&W fries last time... feeling xtremly bloated now
den went town wif my frend..it feels different walking along orchard.. i dunno why
and once again kl got "terroised" by some funny woman frm some funny agency
kl has got to be the surveyors/flyer distributor/ etc worst nightmare
juz ask e poor marketing gal at KFC that day how she was terrorised by kl...
haha and flyer distributor are always cursing kl..bcos they can put e flyer right b4 kl n still get dao... haha
oh ya i met our dear crys on e way to school.. that LAZY gal deserved to be scolded..she is gonna pon sch... fer e rest of e wk..to drive,..haha

last long post b4 sch starts
this hols..has been quite ok actualli
i
1) learnt how to drive n park albeit still bad
2) got to stone fer as long as i wanted to
3) manage to shop alot alot
4) went to pulau ubin fer e first time..
5) went ktv and sang fer e first time
6)managed to terrorise xh,aloy,crys n sharon.. i'll be back soon
7) met up wif 6B.. played tennis..my onli workout other den pulau ubin cycling
8)celebrated new yr eve at ktv and at nus..
9) completed theme hospital after 5 yrs..haa
10) blogged alot of boring posts
11) i read some books
haa i m like doing e sharon way of blogging

aniway
i haf to learn to b more decisive...
i m always leaving things hanging in e midair..
which is not gd
cos it has caused mi lots of problem...
i dunno..i think i made someone realli angry some time ago..n he used the f word on mi...till today i still can remember the msg..although i dunno wat realli happened... he asked mi sthg n i gave some realli crappy answer i think..but i guess its still traumatising... bcos frm frends we kinda bcum enemies...mayb dats y i always aviod "such" topic.. sometime giving no answer is e best

aniwy... my indecisiveness i also causing mi lots of problem in my sch work.. the more indecisive u r..the more likely u will end up wif a wrong choice..

aniway..wats more sad
losing sthg u used to haf
or not being able to have sthg u wanted

i m realli toking rubbish here
toking rubbish reminds mi of crys cousin... he is realli getting a bit weird lately...not that he was normal to start wif... haha

maybi... its e pre-uni-blues

sch starts in 10 hrs time

sigh

haiz
last day of hols
went on a one-man-show around singapore..haa haa
i dun even know wat time i must go sch tmr..n i dun care
haha i m actualli listening to ayumi's song

nice day today=)
met up wif my usual gang to ktv.. haa ok i think i went abit "high" today... i guess u all saw a kailing u all haf nvr seen b4.. actualli i think we all went abit crazy...esp doing all e ABBA- dancing queen n mama mia song... haha and i got the A Du voice..haha u all stop laffing k... i told u b4 that u all will cringe when kailing sings rite...haha and crystal realli make her 13 bucks worth it man... i think e 4hrs there, she sang 3 hr.. wif all her funny david tao song dat i have nvr heard of b4... haha den aloy did this funny rendition of M2M..haha also dunno y i keep going ktv recently..not that i like singing..but i juz think its quite funny... today was even better den the day i went wi fmy uni class..cos i know all e songs that we sang today..
haha den we met xiuhui and went to east coast park fer a romantic night walk.. haha somehow i think everyone like veri high today leh.. haha esp when we were playing heart attack n e funny memory game.. haha i think we create quite a scene at coffee bean though... and ooh..i got molested..by SHARON!!! u PERVERT... haha actualli basically everyone there got molested by her..tsktsk..terrible gal...

yeah one of my BUDDIES told mi today that he is attached..but i cannot say who..but u know who u are... haa yeah i feel so happy fer u... i KNEW it lo..that u confirmed will find a gf there one.. make it last k..u know who u are...
haa i alwatsfeel happy fer my frends when they get attached.. although i will feel a bit "sad" also cos it means that we wun b as close as b4 cos wait e gf jealous how.. but still i feel happy n excited fer them..haha=P

my brother is the onli person honest wif mi now..
he is e onli one to tell mi.. "u r fat"..

nice day but haiz our last outing b4 sch starts.. sch.. bleah..
crys.. at least i will still see u sometimes in school.. must meet up k.. or else i stalk u in arts..must learn to trust my driving k.. n gd luck fer yer test
aloy..study hard k... i know receptionist very hot..eh juz drop a pencil k.. juz drop it.. den make her bend down..yeah.. haha
xiuhui.. haa study hard too!! but rest well too k..u look tired today..
sharon: enjoy yer hols..dun complain u haf too much hols..think of how the rest of us are suffering in sch...
see u guys soon... mayb sharon's bdae..but no one seems to be able to remember when leh.. when is it huh??!! haha OF COS we remember la..hopefully by den i know the roads well enuff to drive u all

yeah uploaded e pic we took today..not as interesting as last time.. but i juz think its cool to take photo whenever we go out.. dunno y also.. ay!! i onli bring my camera when i go out wif u all LO.. haha

take care all

i know this is a realli long post
but must think..
when sch starts..
this blog will b deserted
haha

watched movie today.. London voodoo... man.. it was a torture sitting thru e show.. it reminds mi of e time lui made us watched e Adaptation show... yeah london voodoo.. name sounds so interesting.. but the cast,the plot is such a crap..i give it half a star man..haa


i have decided that if i go out of job.. i might go n b an ice cream seller/maker at venezia or gelare or ani shops that sell nice ice cream... the other day i was at taka wif my mum n while she was chatting wif some unknown person, i found new interest in watching the ice cream gal scoop up ice cream... hahhaha.. yeah dat bored

oh by the way.. i found a new crush-Marat safin.. haha

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yeah i did say i was gonna b faithful to my old avril blogskin..but.. i decided i cant b faithful all e way..haha

yup i agree wif crys.. bidding sux.. keep thinking of wat modules to take, how many modules to take.. i guessi am very much influenced by wat pple say.. in a way i m quite fickle also..not decisive enuf

in case u all dunno wat e crap is bidding..its likes stock market/ auction house.. u haf some points dat u use to bid fer the modules u want.. so u are basically competing wif pple.. the higher points u haf, u win.. so u haf to keep monitoring n changing ur bid so as not to get outbid... come to think its like neopets auction house...well its one long n complicated story dat i spend one semester trying to figure out wats happening n i still dun get it.. n i dun wish to dwell on it.bcos i hate it...

yeah so wat r we doing on fri ? ktv n bowling is it.. sorree someone need to confirm wif mi.. i'm like living in some sort of trance recently..

Life is a tragedy full of joy


a quote i read somewhere
" i have learned to live each day as it comes, and not to borrow trouble by dreading tomorrow"

unfortunately
the above does not applies to me


its so true that its hard to find someone who understands u
and that it takes a lifetime or maybe more to understand someone else

Life is a tragedy full of joy


a quote i read somewhere
" i have learned to live each day as it comes, and not to borrow trouble by dreading tomorrow"

unfortunately
the above does not applies to me


its so true that its hard to find someone who understands u
and that it takes a lifetime or maybe more to understand someone else

a sense of dread overwhelmes mi when i see that IVLE page filled with modules again... the workbin are up but i dun even want to look at it
did i ever mention i hate ivle.. and dat i dun like school.?
and this pt of the time every year, i cldn't help but wish i was living in seclusion at some island or country side...
crys frend says i look more haggard.. n its true...i m ageing very fast.....sigh
y did u think kailing always says she is gonna b an old hag..
haiz