spending two long days in school sux. but beats going to school on multiple days.
tue was spent yet again with another controller. this time round, it looks like those thermo flask u have at home. so for 5 hrs, as i stared at the controller and listen to the slow trickling of water in the flask, i could picture myself in some kind of aquarium like sanctuary. and not surprisingly,pretty soon, i drifted away to another land..

food science and tech class makes me perpetually hungry as the lecturer flashes all the images of food. i wonder if people who does food science feel hungry all e times.hahha ok that sounds bimbo.
well more bimbotic moments.today me and mumee were hanging out in the com lab while waiting for our tutorial class. so we were looking at random photos on facebook. laughing and commenting on crap stuff. and then at the end of it, we realised that the com lab, despite being fully occupied was in some kind of silence. and that we were the only ones talking n laughing. and people probably heard what we said rather clearly.
cherry: i think they all think we are some bimbo with nothing better to do.

Safety Health and Environment tutorial today was absolutely painful. the tutor kept asking questions. and everyone refused to open their mouth to speak up. very typical Singaporean style. everyone knew the answer but just don't want to talk. but the silence was just painful and unbearable. and the poor tutor was like so awkward. so in the end, me and cherry had to answer almost all of the tutor's question. =.=

i seriously think i have problem communicating with my ching-chong chinaman(from ZT) post grad student. my chinese is pretty ok. but it's kinda hard talking in chinese to him because his chinese is well in another superior realm and i really have problem understanding what he is trying to say,especially when he starts explaining procedures in chinese.... and of course, communicating in english is just plain horrible. sigh...so anyway. i think he is probably also irritated by the fact that i kept asking him if there's anything i have to do because he has nothing for me to do. =.=
or wait. maybe he is trying to tell me i have to do something but i misunderstood him. haha

gonna be a pretty busy weekends... argh... i think i have problems balancing school n social life.
must tell myself. it's the 3rd week of sch alr.

every morning, i wake up to the same feeling, i think about the same thing. and i tell myself the same two things.
every year at this time of the year, i think of the green day's lyrics-wake me up when September ends .
every once a while, i think of you
every now and then, i have the notion to do something crazy.........


17-2=15
=/

it's actually pretty late now.130am. still doing some lab reporting. don't like leaving stuff till tmr. so i guess it's gonna be a long night ahead.
i wouldn't really proclaim myself to be in the best of moods these days. like somehow, every morning i wake up to a sense of emptiness in my heart that goes right down to the gut. i guess i still miss the bimbi. but probably in the days to come, it will get better. sometime.somehow.



some photos. since some people are getting 'jealous' over the excessive photos n posts on bimbi.
i took many photos with aloy cos he was wearing the shirt i got him from iowa for his 20th bday. well.at least the size fits him. i am terrible at buying clothes for guys. so unless i really really like u or know u, i won't buy u clothes. haha. and sharon the bimbo was dressed really nice since she was going clubbing.
dinner + supper with my dearest ACKSX. all e growing up talks..esp relationship. *sigh. something i am really apprehensive of. esp looking at the ways thing have been around me. and my last rlship was my greatest regret n nightmare ever.
at the end of the day i concluded that love is fleeting. just cherish whoever u have right now.
accompanied my dearest Xh to some retail therapy today. and she wanted to look for accessories to go clubbing. i guess it's a gd way to getting ur mind off stuff. but in the end she couldnt find the necklace she wants. so i lend her one of my bling bling necklace that i happened to be wearing.

a really random post. just taking a break from my microwave controller. am hungry now. i have erratic and weird meal habits. like eating potato chips for breakfast. ok.back to work*sigh

;)
updates maybe later. i m a little bonkus today. tryin to read some minature graph and doing lab report. and my new thumbdrive. DIED. freaking disgusted. bad day. #@#@#@$!#!

ha yea recently a lot of post on bimbi. but u see ah must blog more now. if not next time when we forget abt each other, then won't have any post on the cute bimbi anymore.
ha actually these are neoprints we took at 1U in KL. was studying today n saw them in my drawer and i started laughing.ahaha my camera macro function is not too bad right.it was really funny and ZT was protesting and against the idea. but well, we got him to take it in the end. and haha let me present to u the greatest cam whore of all time. u see. the moment he knew where the camera was, he hogged the camera and forgot about his two other friend, the hunk and the babe(haha).
so in e end me n ZT gave up and left him to take photos of himself( as we can see in the 1st photo) .and he nvr really realised we were gone cos he was too caught up with the camera.
wahahahha i am pretty sure i m gonna get killed for revealing this secret. haha


okok back to books. =/
and yea. will stop blogging incessantly. but
it's friday tmr!

i like u just e way u r

greetings from NUS com lab. at 6.11 pm.
i spent 10 hours in school today. 8am-6pm. hohoho. i told u i love school.
yesterday was in school from 12pm-9pm.5 hours of staring at a microwave size controller. that plus last week. = 10 hrs. and the worst thing is the controller went haywire midway, and they couldnt fix it. so i have to go back on fri to finish the experiment. now can u imagine 12hrs of staring at ur microwave. haha

and it's a different feeling as compared to staying in school. when i was in staying in campus in US. during my free time btw lessons, i can go back to sleep, play Maple, do laundry, walmart.. whatever. here. i keep seeing the same thing.the same people. and so. i pretty much stone. and talk to people. or walk from engine to arts and arts to YIH then YIH to engine.. looking for books. and sometimes i hang out in the com lab. doing nothing. ok. checking out the exchange students. i am actually pretty tempted to talk to the exchange students in my class..the one from denmark seems pretty cool.
yup somehow the days got through doing random stuff.

so anyway I saw CRYSTAL GOH TODAY! like finally. the cool thing was she just msg me in the morning abt how she was just thinking of me. so anyway. i can't wait to meet everyone on friday.....like finally.......i dont have to hang out in NUS...........................................
really random stuff. i m pretty much dead tired now...but one gd thing that came out of the day is that i guess i finally decided on which class to take.
making decision really bothers me.but i guess this is part of growing up.
haha. theoretically i bid for 26 credits worth of class. dam screwed up. and my FYP is really like lost in translation. and now theres the dumb tutorial registration problem. *&%*$(^#)%##($#!***.

gonna walk from engine( ok it means engineering building ) to arts again. to buy my books. the reason for my linger here. is to avoid the traffic jam on the ECP.
* long sigh*

*counting down to friday*

i guess i am pretty indecisive most of the the time. esp when it comes to choosing classes.( food tech or petrol tech) argh. one is like food science. not totally my interest. but. probably not as killer as petrol tech. i think tmr i am gonna flip a coin to decide. thats what my friend say. when u are somewhere in between and can't make a decision. let fate decide. hahaha sounds a little bimbo though.
anyway. seriously. NUS is like overcrowded. i totally hate seeing so many people. like even the com labs is filled with people. i can't even spend an additional 5 minutes in school. so it's like once my classes end, i go home straight away. oh and of cos i am still trying to recontruct that dam timetable of mine to minimize time spent in school. =.=

ok, that was all. and i guess it was pretty scandalous. but i thought it was really bittersweet memories in some sense and i wanted to blog about it so that i can remember them more vivdly. so probably many many years down the road. i will reminisce about the bimbi n dadee, who has in some sense made a lasting impression in my life. i don't know what lies ahead. but as u all can see, i tend to be pretty pessimistic about stuff.

One more night, i dreamed it was a good one
only that wasnt a dream, that was real




well but whatever it is, i am not really thinking anymore. some stuff are better left to oblivion. and as for what lies ahead and what the future has in stall for us, only heaven knows. it's really something we have no control over. so i think i will just take whatever that comes my way.
right now, i guess i just gotta focus on the present. new sem. new stuff in life. back to mugging life. one more year. yea.
tata.

Presenting. rendenvous 1. kl in KL. actually i thought KL was a pretty nice place. and the stuff there were pretty cheap. places that i thought i liked were of cos KLCC, the Petronas Twin tower.. Look out point, Eye of Msia and of Cos Genting! i absolutely love the weather and scenery in Genting. But sadly, despite the wonderful scenic view, i got distracted by bimbi..haha

so this is taptap in various parts of KL

and KL was good because i had a good driver. who happens to hate walking. so taptap didn't have to walk much at all. haha. but the driver got very stressed at times. and taptap was too busy photo whoring to entertain the very "stressed" driver. the traffic was actually worse that Singapore's. so anyway. here's some screen time for the very wonderful host.
and we caught the simpson at cineleisure.
oh and we had a hot date with the mistress ZT too. sweet times in the ferris wheel man. haha
actually i thought my stay in KL was too short cos there was so many stuff i didnt get to do like ..SHOPPING and eat. haha but i figure i better leave ASAP before aunty and uncle throw me out of the house.

my trip there was really relaxing and happy. It was like for that few days, all my worries were safely tucked at the back of my mind. Chances are pretty slim i will travel there again. but nevertheless, it was a trip truly memorable and beautiful..that will definitely go down memory lane.

this blog post is dedicated to the someone very special to me.. actually this is part 1. of bimbi in singapore. the second part of the 'sizzling hot' rendenvous will come sometime. looking at the photos and videos never fail to bring a smile across my face. so let's forget the sad part of everything and reminise about the beautiful memories :)
1)Bimbi chris at Palawan Beach (albeit we were dressed horribly wrong.my bad).
2) i don't know why. but he is obssessed with that pose.
3) trying to seduce taptap with his eyes. haha
anyway. Singapore was too tiring for bimbi. because he had to walk. like from wisma to far east. was too far for him. haha ok i was a really terrible host too.

and so bimbi proclaims that the one thing he does at every beach is a handstand. even the little boy behind was staring and wondering what he was doing.
and the only thing that probably impressed him was our national library. haha i absolutely have to pose the last photo of bimbi smiling. because he looks so happy. and it's ur smile i will miss seeing.. but whatever it is, i wish that u have many more happy times ahead. and i'll be happy for you.

ok some screen time for myself.. i was a happy girl. and a lucky girl. i must say.

of course, we took some shots together. i used to have only one pathetic photo to look at..the one taken during grad night. so now. i have many many more to look at already..the 'nicer ones" are not being posted for certain reasons. haha
anyway i like the last one cos it looks like we were modelling for our guess shirt. haha ok la. i'll say something mushy here while i still have the chance to. i heart bimbi.

and our final farewell.this was taken at 6am. and we were both pretty dead. i slept for 1.5 hrs. then went to school. and as Dr Raja was explaining FTIR, i was pretty sure i was already in wonderland. i really wondered how i got through friday. probably with images of u, ur smile and ur lingering presence and touch. ok no. the sad stuff will be another post. i will do up another post on my rendenvous in KL first.

i miss bimbi! =P
ok time to slp. more another time.

still disliking school
taking a few classes with the year 3... although honestly i can say. everyone's pretty transparent to me these days.
and then had a class with mumee..and it was reminiscence of our ISU days in CHE357 and 440 where we sit and daydream . it's being long since we had a class together.. and mumee gave me some truffles today;)
there's just too many things on my mind right now.
but i believe
everything is gonna end soon. a closure. or not. it will all be over soon.

yup
it's monday
hello there school. it's been a while

Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

and school is gonna start on Monday
and so a brand new life awaits
this hols have been pretty great, had my fair share of fun and bittersweet moments.

but it's mundane stuff like rotting at home, taking random naps ,watching tv, surfing website (eating junk food@ the same time) that i will miss. am suppose to meet up with a couple of friends today. instead i chose to rot at home.. let's see... woke up at 10, ate breakfast. and started watching tv from 11-4. slept from 4-6. dinner from 6-8. and guess what i did after dinner, i slept. and woke up at 10.30pm. watched some tv and it's 1 now. i am thinking of what to do. in fact i felt a little guilty for wasting my time like this..it's like wasting my life away.
but i only have Sunday left to waste.. aRGh

i guess my new resolutions for the sch year remains pretty much the same as previous years
1) minimize MSN.
2) minimize crap surfing of the net( esp facebook.com and blogs. and blogging)
3) to pay attention during lectures.

forget yesterday
and we'll make the great escape

it's like closing one chapter of the book. a whole new chapter awaits.
the way life have been has taught me many new things
i am probably more sure of my directions in life right now, in term of career& relationship .
the kind of stuff i want to do in the future, the kind of guy i want.
i used to think i will love to travel the world alone n leave my footprints around. but probably not so now anymore. i used to think that way because i am too used to leading a life on my own, making decisions on my own. but it's nice to have someone to fall back on and to take care of u.

of course, the ideal directions have been set.
but there are also times when i fall back to my comfort zone.
i guess what i really need is courage and determination.

sentosa.vivo city.wisma. takashimaya. bugis. east coast park. more place with traces of me and you. more memories to keep close to my heart.some stuff are ephemeral. some last for a life time. but the sun set at the end of the day and twilight approaches. everything comes to a closure. the days stopped short.


i love you.even if it was for just one more day.
if i have my way, i would never get over you
but life don't always go our way
and i'll let go of you now.
till next time. and till then i walk alone.