Cranky taptap

Everyday i go to work, i tell myself: today i shall heck care and go home at 5.

I always end up gg home at 6.

Never ending never ending.

I guess tht' why we are paid:)

*stare at the aeroplane in the sky* (i am seeing things)

Last fri= last min dinner with JC friends.--> Yj's recommendation : Burmese food.

photo whoring queens

so fri, all dont want to go home, go chjimes to chill.

how come it's only thursday tmr??????

Crazy taptap

b4 anything,
just wanta wish sharon a Happy 23th bday! hope u had a great one yesterday. Stay pretty n crazy woman!! welcome to the mid twenty crisis. hahaha

i am not sure if i am supposedly better
been kinda temperamental these days. is this me i am lookin at?

it's sunday. haiz. and i am suppose to go do some work. and sunday is depressing bcos i am reminded of the gloom last week.

out of sight, out of mind.

admist the gloom last week, we had a short vday celebration. vday: all e couple decide to go out. overwhelming number of couples spotted.

1. science centre for kids! like us! find out the number for ur name and find the character traits.

2. female tuptup.

3.teddy taptap

4.many taptap. i love my bag. it's given to me by tuptup. i love my bag. i love tuptup.i love my bag.so i bought another one myself of e same color. i love online shopping for dresses. i love my dress. i love my shoes. tuptup bought them too. don't u think he pamper me too much?

5.one tuptup and his shirt i got for him.

6.taptap tuptup.

7/taptap tuptup hazel nutt.

8.hazel nutt loves omelett. i love this fried rice at Shudoku!

depressing day.
heart wrenching to see your dad tearing, your mum and your relatives crying. and i let my tears fall
terribly horribly empty depressing feeling. you know that feeling when you know something is gone and will never come back.
this is not cliche- cherish your loved ones and don't leave any regrets. nothing's more important than to see all my loved ones safe and sound.

R.I.P.

Final Farewell.

just came back from my uncle's wake.

can't really describe this feeling. really really sad. from seeing someone alive and smiling to seeing him motionless and lifeless. and the notion that you wont see the person anymore. unsurpassable grief. all the memories just make the heart feels heavier. and because it was so sudden, no last words were left. the thoughts of his unfulfiled wishes brings tears to my eyes. i wish everything hadnt happened.
tmr's the funeral.
one last goodbye
T_T

the thin thin line

life's really so fragile
all those stuff about cherishing your loved ones
don't mean a thing until reality deals you a cold hard blow.
we are so busy and caught up with our own stuff that we don't even have the time to pause and look around and show some care and concern or warmth to the people around us.
we fuss over insignificant stuff, we stress ourselves with work, school, affairs of the heart.

you know, having something to fuss or stress about isnt so bad after all because you still wake up to the beautiful daylight.
some people don't.
i remember chinese new year 2 weeks back. i saw my uncle. he was well and alive.
and last night i heard he has passed away.
i think my dad must be very sad. because they were very close.
everything felt so sudden. so sudden that it's scary.

slowing down, i think about the little things that make life great
and i wouldnt change a thing about it

cherish. yes. thats the word.
apologies for all these depressing stuff.
havent had the best week.
:(

Scissors paper stone

stone. i win.

that's my mood anyhow. stone.

everyday i go to work, come home, feel very very tired, eat watch tv and then slp.

this cycle repeats for 5 days. and when fri comes, the mood gets a little better but often, i'm too tired to go out and play also.

somewhere along the way, i think i lost alot of my zest and that craziness i used to have. i dont really meet up with friends or talk as much to friends. my handphone is as good as useless.

and then poei went back to melb so taptap and lala are bored again.

i love sat. it's my fave day of the week.

other than that, my other excitment comes from online shopping. the cheap thrill of the unknown. when u buy something and receiving it.

fri we go to ikea.

and it's 0.75 of a year. thanks for everything. i have already realise not too long ago, i am a terrible gf.

goodness there's a melancholic note in everything i wrote today.

tomorrow i am going to find a cave and sleep and stone and run away from evryone

lazy sunday

sunday. the cycle repeats.

the two things that make me smile. hazel and nutt.

Anyhow, had a nice and fun steamboat CNY lunch at Yingyan's place today. Thanks Yy for inviting us and stuffing us with food :)

SPent the rest of e day watching Australian Open. Good game lah.

As we grow older, we find new worries. And worries saddling heavier weigh.

Sleep is the solution. haha