Jealousy gets u nowhere but crankiness

girls. or rather women. are meant to be jealous creatures. these days i finally realise what it means.
i think if u r pretty if u r confident if u are really well liked, then why be so jealous of others. like. i think jealousy is a show of an inferior complex actually. so go on, be jealous and kill yourself. i am secretly amuse actually. i always like to take a step back and watch all these dramas around me. it doesn't matter to me because it matters to you. and being mildly rebellious, i like to do the things u dont like me to do.

never chased and never would know what it is like to chase

such lifeless day. in a natural state of equilibrium, i am not zen. i m frowning. dont really know whats wrong with me myself except that maybe satisfaction knows no boundary. distractions are everywhere. not that they matters. sometimes its the frustration of slow progression of learning. like i say, sometimes, i expect too much from others and from myself.bleah.

하양눈을 언제 다시 한번 볼 거예요?
(when am i going to see the white snow again)

so many taptap

so many taptap picture. afternoon tea time. ok this is not a baby G. but here's how i have sinned. i just got 2 baby G.

mini sizedpopcorn for hazel and nutt... ok and me too. they are right in saying "twilight fans will love any movie from the entire twilight saga. " make me one of those nut head.

going to jb and bored. sometimes u wonder why they dun make it easier for Singaporean to go jb. like hello, we help to contribute to ur GDP and not to mention we often get robbed there. sigh.

my colleagues always say i am on a disappearance act. which means i am getting skinnier. not so much of getting skinny but i think i look pale.ok here's why my disappearance act happens. the pionner canteen sells horrible food. other than the cute guy that comes by, there's really nothing else to motivate me to eat. work wise. i am just glad the project controls setup which i had been working have finally ended with that two rollout session. It's pretty stressful to speak in front of a crowd of engineer and having questions directed at u. oh well. i think public speaking is part of working life. gotta get used to it. more interesting stuff- my colleagues are helping me set up a KLFC (kai ling fan club) which i thought is quite funny. i think having great colleagues is really very important. why stab each other.

Eclipse

so finally had the time to catch Eclipse.
and i think Jacobs reminds me of Ziting. haha. i dunno why though.
so here's why Stephanie Meyer's book makes high school girl fall in love with love itself.
lines like " it's like seeing the person and for that moment, its no longer gravity holding you down. It's her"
bullshit. i doubt there's such thing in real life.
Watched Date Night yesterday too. I thought it was quite a funny movie too.
really tired..guess i will continue another time. nightz!

i love SMRT* YA RIGHT*

and they came out

theres an uncle behind kaya

haha so many poohies outing. this time rouund with kaya and guyu. had a long day today..well not cos of the hours but cos of a 2.5hrs of presentation to the engineers. another one next week. cant wait for it to be over. back to language classes. lesser time for blogging, shopping etc. gotta stay zen. alrighty time to study.

aint u all sick of me by now? haha

a pooh pooh post