Saturday, April 30, 2011

one of those days that i really want to do nothing and waste my time..
dont really care anymore.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

i finally understood many things
people have been telling me how unhappy i looked these days. not just these days but for a while. which i never understood why. i guess life and the things in it have an effect on you that you are certainly not aware of. and so what i did to get out of it make sense. sometimes, u get suppressed unknowingly.
my appetite has been terribly bad to the extent i force myself to eat and feel sick. but if i dont force myself, i know i am going to disappear soon. i dont suppose its eating disorder because i haven been eating very normally all these while. another of an unknown suppression i suppose.
Lets hope for happier times ahead.
whatever it takes.
life's like this. you never know what you will regret. but hey, thats life aint it? you dont know what lies ahead till you are there.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

너무 먼 곳만 보지 말아줘
나의 자리 언제나 영원토록

Friday, April 15, 2011

i know. hazel so does not go with the outfit of the day.


still stuck in the turnaround. bruises sometimes from hitting monkey ladders and being clumsy inside those drums and towers.
other than that, there are many things i am confused about.
Occasionally she dreams of italy. she dreams of cheese shops, persnickety fiats and very fine leather goods. - Kate Spade

and the bluebell baby has arrived!

Thursday, April 07, 2011



have a good day! i miss korea!!한곡에 그리워. planned to go in may but with the radiation thing going on in japan...any travel plans are ruined. work is..physically tiring. Life has been unusually depressing these days be it work rlship or any other thing. and i am broke....like....my latest interest is bag.......and i have bought a little too many kate spade these days. so its like a vicious circle or cycle as u like it. spend to distress , spent and be stressed. anyway. i realise there are like an influx of msian in singapore??? how to recognise a msian. they are generally skinny, has interestingly dyed hair and speaks cantonese. that is a big difference from singaporean guys and a dead giveaway. ok thats a sterotype. but in general u can tell the difference between a singaporean and a msian, be it girl or guy. just different. ok time to enjoy my off day. 2 week ago was facial, last week was hair salon..this week? ( study) haha. shall not hit the malls to do more damage. shall save up to stay in korea. haha