hee intersting day today..ok i wasted my day when i shd b mugging abt matrix which i haf no idea wat it is and i think one day must go mugg abt it but i dunno how..or i shd go find some cute maths geek and terrorise him..
aniway shdnt say waste my day..it was quality time spent wif my long lost ah soh gang violet n weiyi.. miss u all sooo much..=)haa we had fun taking photos..ya i look bad in photos.. or rather not jus in photos..bleah.. haha ya den violet drove my car ard nus.. n we went holland v, clementi to eat ice creamm.. i m quite sure i haf gained some kg.. hahaha... ya den we went back to her room to slack ard... hmmm ya.. i wld say..we tok abt stuffs dat we din used to tok abt... and it does left mi pondering over some things..abt myself.............. nvm.. as usual..onli i know wat i m toking abt
yeah den our violet dear had to go fer her bball match... wanted to stay n watch..but it was too late..so sorry.. yeah n den i sent dear weiyi home n ALMOST got lost in tanah merah..but if there is one thing kailing e great is good at, its reading road signs n u turning here n there.. n i think i must go perfect my 3 point turn someday..juz in case... hahaha

yeah mayb will upload e pic soon..........
ooh aloy..something to boost ur ego again..all my frends who say ur photos think u r cute=X
i think i will stop blogging so much alr.. and stop going on e internet....
but it was a weird day.. i met lilian, chen ann and riece the moment i stepped out of lab.. n den soon i saw violet.... haha a day of meeting old frends=P
ya.. better go mugg...............

how my brother "tortures" mi after he ORD

1) ya u all know abt my ear..it has healed..after 3 weeks
2)pull my hair..ya he does pull my hair... armed wif 2 teddies each time..
3)scares mi.. ya.. in e day n in e night.. he hides in one corner and den jump out all of a sudden... armed wif a teddy each time..he knows i dun realli dare to slp alone at night.. the other day..he was telling mi abt how e scary it is to leave the windows open at night..frm den on.. i always close e window..even if i dun on e air con..this morning, he scared mi again..
4) feeds mi wif junk n unwanted food.. hahaha
5) "tok" to whoever calls my house phone.. i mean... screaming beside mi when i m toking..
in case u guys are still wondering...my brother is older than mi

met my dear zihua today... that gal..deserves some scolding.. she pretended to offer to matchmake mi wif some of her law frends..but guess wat was her real motive??to find out more abt my brother who veri unfortunately fits her criteria of a future doctor, who is frm swimming, who is single..but fortunately doesnt goes to church which was her most important criteria when selecting her future bf/ husband.. so luckily my bro was thus dropped frm e list.. haha juz joking...
ya... i think i m realli bcuming an old hag.... frm all e photos that i took... boo hoo hoo... i must sleep more..haha

and haha i m becoming a more n more reckless driver.. so..sorry to my dear sl n qj..fer scaring u guys everytime i send u all home.. kl loses her concentration veri easily.. i promise to concentrate more on e road frm now on..
anione still trust mi to chauffeur them around?? haha

i think
i m getting more n more lazy...n i think its e car effect..i m now too lazy to walk or take public transport... sometimes i even feel like juz driving to the interchange... sigh..so my mum keeps scolding mi.. but i realli like driving alone...... one day... i m so gonna pump one full tank of petrol...and den go on a solo trip around singapore..


toking abt my mum, she is actualli quite cute..its like she was devastated that the two little hamsters went missing.. and den keep whining abt it.. secretly..she is the one playing wif e hamsters half of the time..haha but she is also a freakazoid..its like 3 days ago, she had her tooth extracted..so i dunno why its still bleeding now.. and she has to keep showing it to mi.. knowing veri well that i will faint upon seeing blood... ya watching gory movies hasnt help... if u haven alr notice..half of the time when someone kills someone in a show..or if someone is gonna get killed, kailing e great would actualli close my eyes and not watch the scene...hahaha

bleah..spent my whole night trying to figure out that funny maths online virtual lab....and took cow years to finish it...bleah

yeah..crys.."insipred" by ur post
i have also decieded to be a mugger starting frm tmr (when was kl not a mugger?) haha no la.. actualli these 2 wks.. kinda slack alot..and was quite distracted.. so starting tmr, wif things under control, kailing e great shall be like wat crys said " have to start revising and mugging and whatever shit that a student is expected to do" ..haha i like this phrase of urs... hahaha

after mia frm several class outing( my dear 4J), including being caught red handed at e esplanade wif my jc class, giving lame excuses like buying of a bed, kailing e great is finally being "censured" by her fellow classmates... i better try to hide nxt time in nus...

haha
exciting day today...kailing e great..ya "the great" almost "fainted" from a shock.. haha

the invincible fortress of kailing e great is down after so so many years.. haha in a good way of course... no one probabaly knows wat i m talking abt.. haha thats e whole point aniway=P

3 weeks after my brother shoved my teddybear at my ear, it is still bleeding=(
now u know wats so bad abt having multiple ear piercing..bleah

haha oh chi new year... hmm if u all coming means i must clean up my house..very lazy lei...oh ya aloy.. a wig will b cool.. but wait my dad thinks how come i befriend a transvesitte how? haha

now must pretend and attempt to mugg... its hard. haha but i'll try

yeah
2ndpost..bcos i dunno wat the hell my sociology reading is abt!
so i was juz reading all ur blogs..
aiyo wats wrong wif all my darrrlings huh? esp sharon.. is it abt mc tan?? heh cheer up guys..
sometimes
its realli better if u dun ponder n think too much n let urself wallow in depression.. easier said den done though
chi new yr coming..hope to see u guys den... =)

yeah
long weekend..to mugg n stone n mugg n stone... veri lazy to go aniwhere..
although i can feel a bit of e chinese new yr mood ard mi...haa but to mi chi new yr is juz another boring festival..its like- go relative's hse.. den i also dunno wat to talk to them..so i juz eat n stone n eat..
haha eh no la.. i think aloy u cannot come my house la... its like wait my dad will think u r my boyfriend..den its e end la.. he will scrutinize u frm top to bottom left to right..hahaha den poor aloy confirm freak out and get traumatised for life.................. lol

ok gtg back to stone n mugg n rot n mugg n stone n slack

yeah mugging has slowly crept in.. i like.. haha
went shoppin wif my frends yesterday...din buy much..cos finally e truth has dawned upon kailing that she has far too much clothes that for new year and probabaly the nxt new yr that she dun haf to shop at all..yeah and den we followed my frend to kimage to cut n highlight his hair.. haha i still rem the other time mi n debra( was it?) went wif yj to cut her hair n the whole process took us 3hr n we actualli waited fer her there n stone..
den my classmates came to my hse this morning..heh more n more pple is slowly realising the pig sty i live in... wif the ever-messy room filled wif funny teddies.. haha

ya met crys yesterday... that gal is getting "smarter" but more lazy..she refuses to go to sch fer this wk.*shake head*..haa nxt mon u want mi to gif u a lift? den u can experience kailing the great at the car..

ya..must go mugg again.. =P

i love driving along SLE.. haha cos no car.........
juz send my bro back to camp.. i m beginning to b a part time chauffeur..sometimes my parents made them drive them ard too..bleah....
haa sharon if u want mi drive u all ard on ur bdae..must tell mi where u going 1st..if not.. we will end up in jurong or some off shore island..i dunno wat exactly happened to u..but qiute worried fer u... cheer up babe ;)
i meeting our dear crys tomorrow... haha she scared i realli go arts stalk her.. den report to jon abt her spying hunks activities

haa as if i dun haf enuf of my frend's matchmaking, my auntie also want to matchmake mi... lol looks like they are all quite worried i will turn into an old hag

i like ayumi's song.. although i haf no idea wat she is singing.. haha

hmm been having this weird feeling recently

sleepy saturday..all thanks to someone.. haa

a realli slack week..no mugging at all...... hope e mugging starts soon.. haha

ya crys... nxt time u drive mi k... i alr bought some safety helmets n belts n airbags liao=)
rem our hot date at nus nxt week.. if not kailing e great will stalk u at arts

oh....and if i am not wrong..another one of my close frend is attached... u shd know who u are la.. haha secret again..but things r getting interesting
poor kailing... but no la.. i stil think stay single has advantages..got alot of freedom.. den can mugg n mugg..den can think of many guys..lol...

Kl is getting distracted so easily..
It happened on this fine fri afternoon
She n her dear sl was on e way home

And they were busy toking
And kl e great missed e exit
And we got lost
Haha
Of cos kailing e great saved e day in e end

Still
U all must trust my driving ok

haa ya crys i m dam ego one cannot ah!! kailing e great n taffy e great is invincible..haa acc to huichong... yup... i shall b cool on both the outside n e inside=).. and u better appear in engine fac soon to pass mi the sociology bk if not i wil haunt u in arts n make u introduce all ur arts hunks to mi... its like today we haf this sociology lec in engine fac..den i think got quite some arts n business babes... all my class guys so happy...
haha toking abt old crushes.. i still rememeber sharon used to like this funny polo guy who looks like a mouse..rite sharon???? as fer crys..haiyo... its like every lane 8 guys i think she also crush b4 lo..bernard, mr X, all e nicholas....
i miss trainings
i miss feeling tired n dead frm trg
i miss having catherine chen poking my leg during pulling everytime and sharon's fighting wif her
i dun miss aloy n his lane 8 kakis toking during trg n making mr kang angry.. i miss my dad the dad though..and my enzio n tamil kitty..haha just joking

i miss rj

i miss mugging=)

there are just so many times
i dun even understand myself anymore

today
feels like one long day
went sch fer a pathetic 20min lec.had decided not to go alr. change of mind last min.wrong move.
came home
slept a while
went ntuc to buy food wif bro
had water bee hoon fer lunch thanks to the great cook
did my homework
went fer a walk

just haven been in the best of my mood these days=(

my new year resolution
to study n study n mugg n mugg
thats all

a better day today..haahaa
my "dear" shuling came to my hse.. haa 1st visitor of kailing the great... aint u happy? haa no la..u r not my "dear" sl animore..cos u too hot la..too many pple want u.. kl will find someone else to replace u.. HAHA and how can u be AFRAID of all my so cute teddies??!!!!! its an insult to them u know? haaa
den we went to the coffee shop to eat..... n to shop at NTUC..die la..kailing is realli turning into a ah soh....sl keeps showing mi all e cheapo places la... tsktsk.. haha i juz realise there is a pet shop near my hse..got dogs also..so cute.. haha
ahaha niway shuling... dun be too "traumatised" by wat that happened... i m sure u also haf an answer in ur heart more or less =)

and now must scold that stupid bird..make mi keep ur secret fer nothing.. haha u idiot!! betta post e pic of her soon la... all ur 6B frends here dying to see liao... if not i must help u post liao la!!

and yeah zx is right..mayb i kind of overdid it in my previous post..the part abt pple being shallow..i guess there will b and are nice pple ard..pple who treats others sincerely..

everything's fine btw everyone
taffy e great feels better

yay tmr no sch..mayb i shd go on a nvr ending ride ard singapore... haa n stone n stone... i think sch i gonna get more hectic den no time to stone liao.. so now must stone

toking abt sch...... i m quite sick of it...
n weird things r happening btw my classmates also
i dun exactly know wat happened...but some childish prank... get a life
but hopefully...they can settle it .. i dun want class to turn hellish..
sometimes i realli wonder how am i gonna get thru this 4 yrs

sometimes knoing too much isnt a good thing

but watever it is... its sometimes a good thing to heck care alot of things if u can.. the more u think the more u feel depressed n troubled...

" i wake up in the morning
put on my face
the one thats gonna get mi thru another day
doesnt realli matter
how it feels inside
this life is like a game sometimes"

i think i typed this sometime ago... its a song frm avril..but it describes how i feel often

life is sometimes full of facade...pple, things do get veri shallow sometimes..
its like..u see someone.. u smile at someone..but mayb deep down, u are thinking otherwise..mayb even silently dreading every moment of having to tok to n entertain that person
or u cld be someone who pretends everything is ok n under control...and continue to appear happy in front of everyone..
or u cld be e kind who claims that looks and appearance dun matter.. yet in e end..the 1st impression u haf of someone is usually based on looks
there are many many more example... that i noticed.. it din used to be like that.. kl used to b happy being left in her own world...
a weird nite.. i m toking rubbish again
mayb i shd go do some maths or physcis question to entertain myself.. haa haa

today
kailing drove to sch
and she got lost on her way home..
of cos she found her way home in e end...or else she wun b here blogging
haha

1st day of school
was ok cos i onli had a 1hr lec..which was crap.. and there is still no homework..no nothing
my frend was trying to matchmake mi n introduce mi to some guy
haha luckily i can hide veri well..lol... BUT its revenge time;P
ate macs though i dun like macs cos i wanted to try the curly fries.. which was like e A&W fries last time... feeling xtremly bloated now
den went town wif my frend..it feels different walking along orchard.. i dunno why
and once again kl got "terroised" by some funny woman frm some funny agency
kl has got to be the surveyors/flyer distributor/ etc worst nightmare
juz ask e poor marketing gal at KFC that day how she was terrorised by kl...
haha and flyer distributor are always cursing kl..bcos they can put e flyer right b4 kl n still get dao... haha
oh ya i met our dear crys on e way to school.. that LAZY gal deserved to be scolded..she is gonna pon sch... fer e rest of e wk..to drive,..haha

last long post b4 sch starts
this hols..has been quite ok actualli
i
1) learnt how to drive n park albeit still bad
2) got to stone fer as long as i wanted to
3) manage to shop alot alot
4) went to pulau ubin fer e first time..
5) went ktv and sang fer e first time
6)managed to terrorise xh,aloy,crys n sharon.. i'll be back soon
7) met up wif 6B.. played tennis..my onli workout other den pulau ubin cycling
8)celebrated new yr eve at ktv and at nus..
9) completed theme hospital after 5 yrs..haa
10) blogged alot of boring posts
11) i read some books
haa i m like doing e sharon way of blogging

aniway
i haf to learn to b more decisive...
i m always leaving things hanging in e midair..
which is not gd
cos it has caused mi lots of problem...
i dunno..i think i made someone realli angry some time ago..n he used the f word on mi...till today i still can remember the msg..although i dunno wat realli happened... he asked mi sthg n i gave some realli crappy answer i think..but i guess its still traumatising... bcos frm frends we kinda bcum enemies...mayb dats y i always aviod "such" topic.. sometime giving no answer is e best

aniwy... my indecisiveness i also causing mi lots of problem in my sch work.. the more indecisive u r..the more likely u will end up wif a wrong choice..

aniway..wats more sad
losing sthg u used to haf
or not being able to have sthg u wanted

i m realli toking rubbish here
toking rubbish reminds mi of crys cousin... he is realli getting a bit weird lately...not that he was normal to start wif... haha

maybi... its e pre-uni-blues

sch starts in 10 hrs time

sigh

haiz
last day of hols
went on a one-man-show around singapore..haa haa
i dun even know wat time i must go sch tmr..n i dun care
haha i m actualli listening to ayumi's song

nice day today=)
met up wif my usual gang to ktv.. haa ok i think i went abit "high" today... i guess u all saw a kailing u all haf nvr seen b4.. actualli i think we all went abit crazy...esp doing all e ABBA- dancing queen n mama mia song... haha and i got the A Du voice..haha u all stop laffing k... i told u b4 that u all will cringe when kailing sings rite...haha and crystal realli make her 13 bucks worth it man... i think e 4hrs there, she sang 3 hr.. wif all her funny david tao song dat i have nvr heard of b4... haha den aloy did this funny rendition of M2M..haha also dunno y i keep going ktv recently..not that i like singing..but i juz think its quite funny... today was even better den the day i went wi fmy uni class..cos i know all e songs that we sang today..
haha den we met xiuhui and went to east coast park fer a romantic night walk.. haha somehow i think everyone like veri high today leh.. haha esp when we were playing heart attack n e funny memory game.. haha i think we create quite a scene at coffee bean though... and ooh..i got molested..by SHARON!!! u PERVERT... haha actualli basically everyone there got molested by her..tsktsk..terrible gal...

yeah one of my BUDDIES told mi today that he is attached..but i cannot say who..but u know who u are... haa yeah i feel so happy fer u... i KNEW it lo..that u confirmed will find a gf there one.. make it last k..u know who u are...
haa i alwatsfeel happy fer my frends when they get attached.. although i will feel a bit "sad" also cos it means that we wun b as close as b4 cos wait e gf jealous how.. but still i feel happy n excited fer them..haha=P

my brother is the onli person honest wif mi now..
he is e onli one to tell mi.. "u r fat"..

nice day but haiz our last outing b4 sch starts.. sch.. bleah..
crys.. at least i will still see u sometimes in school.. must meet up k.. or else i stalk u in arts..must learn to trust my driving k.. n gd luck fer yer test
aloy..study hard k... i know receptionist very hot..eh juz drop a pencil k.. juz drop it.. den make her bend down..yeah.. haha
xiuhui.. haa study hard too!! but rest well too k..u look tired today..
sharon: enjoy yer hols..dun complain u haf too much hols..think of how the rest of us are suffering in sch...
see u guys soon... mayb sharon's bdae..but no one seems to be able to remember when leh.. when is it huh??!! haha OF COS we remember la..hopefully by den i know the roads well enuff to drive u all

yeah uploaded e pic we took today..not as interesting as last time.. but i juz think its cool to take photo whenever we go out.. dunno y also.. ay!! i onli bring my camera when i go out wif u all LO.. haha

take care all

i know this is a realli long post
but must think..
when sch starts..
this blog will b deserted
haha

watched movie today.. London voodoo... man.. it was a torture sitting thru e show.. it reminds mi of e time lui made us watched e Adaptation show... yeah london voodoo.. name sounds so interesting.. but the cast,the plot is such a crap..i give it half a star man..haa


i have decided that if i go out of job.. i might go n b an ice cream seller/maker at venezia or gelare or ani shops that sell nice ice cream... the other day i was at taka wif my mum n while she was chatting wif some unknown person, i found new interest in watching the ice cream gal scoop up ice cream... hahhaha.. yeah dat bored

oh by the way.. i found a new crush-Marat safin.. haha

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yeah i did say i was gonna b faithful to my old avril blogskin..but.. i decided i cant b faithful all e way..haha

yup i agree wif crys.. bidding sux.. keep thinking of wat modules to take, how many modules to take.. i guessi am very much influenced by wat pple say.. in a way i m quite fickle also..not decisive enuf

in case u all dunno wat e crap is bidding..its likes stock market/ auction house.. u haf some points dat u use to bid fer the modules u want.. so u are basically competing wif pple.. the higher points u haf, u win.. so u haf to keep monitoring n changing ur bid so as not to get outbid... come to think its like neopets auction house...well its one long n complicated story dat i spend one semester trying to figure out wats happening n i still dun get it.. n i dun wish to dwell on it.bcos i hate it...

yeah so wat r we doing on fri ? ktv n bowling is it.. sorree someone need to confirm wif mi.. i'm like living in some sort of trance recently..

Life is a tragedy full of joy


a quote i read somewhere
" i have learned to live each day as it comes, and not to borrow trouble by dreading tomorrow"

unfortunately
the above does not applies to me


its so true that its hard to find someone who understands u
and that it takes a lifetime or maybe more to understand someone else

Life is a tragedy full of joy


a quote i read somewhere
" i have learned to live each day as it comes, and not to borrow trouble by dreading tomorrow"

unfortunately
the above does not applies to me


its so true that its hard to find someone who understands u
and that it takes a lifetime or maybe more to understand someone else

a sense of dread overwhelmes mi when i see that IVLE page filled with modules again... the workbin are up but i dun even want to look at it
did i ever mention i hate ivle.. and dat i dun like school.?
and this pt of the time every year, i cldn't help but wish i was living in seclusion at some island or country side...
crys frend says i look more haggard.. n its true...i m ageing very fast.....sigh
y did u think kailing always says she is gonna b an old hag..
haiz

yeah 2005
it feels fast..that a yr has gone by..
well... went out wif my uni class yesterday..surprisingly..i guess i was bored stoning wif e wall n having a headache abt which module to take
went to marina fer steamboat.. act..i dun like marina..cos its freaking hot n troublesome cos u gotta cook urself.. and marina is so out of e way..but i guess e company was ok la...
and den we went ktv.. haha until 3..so had to stay over at my frend's hostel... i am still waiting fer my dad to come home to scold or chop mi up..haa cos he doesnt like mi staying out late or staying over..for those usual reasons... din realli want to stay...cos singing is reaali not my interest..but felt abit guilty being a oarty pooper also... haiz.. haa yeah ktv was quite funny.... my classmate did this fuuny rendition of huan zhu ge ge.. haha its freaking funny.. and generation gap btw e gals n e guys also la..its like all those supposeldy tragic depressing love songs they did sounded happy fer some weird reason.. and i seriously have never heard of all those songs in my entire life...and ya..1st time i went fer countdown where ppple reallli countdown together..but its juz not my kind of things.. i dunno... i dun like parties..crowds,pple being in crazy party mood etc... i juz cant get into e party or joyous mood that everyone ard mi is feeling..pple always ask mi wats wrong wif going clubbing ,drinking etc..i can t realli explain y.. i juz dun like it..for e same reason more or less.. even though i haf nvr been there b4.. i guess i m a boring person...or rather there are juz some reasons or other that make mi unable to feel truly happy despite a new year..watever..

realli sad..hols is ending..

happy new yr
i m embracing this new yr wif nothing but dread..

spend my whole day reading yest... abt some guy who died..quite a touching bk abt family.. kailing dun juz read morbid stories u know.. although i do feel like reading some morbid killer story right now bcos i feel so irritated...

i hate making decisions... i realli hate it... bcos i know..watever decisions i made..ultimately i will still rgret it... which is why i hate choosing modules... shd i TAKE FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING OR MARKETING!!!?? bleah

zara sales today..but no..kailing is gonna stay at home n think abt her modules..n when she still cant make ani decisions, she will go bang her head..sounds drastic..haha its realli quite irritating la

i hate it whenever e yr comes to am end.. bcos it means...hols are ending n sch is starting.. it doesnt help that i hacve to start bidding fer modules................ headache... disgusted... bleah
yeah toking abt sch starting.. haiz... why do hols pass so fast... i usually spend e last few days of hols mourning over e loss of the hols... sigh.....so i guess i better stay at home to mourn over the start of a new sem..niway i am broke la..blame it on e mango sale......... so stay at home bexst..wun spend $$$$..but crys aloy n sharon n xh.lets meet up one last time b4 sch starts.... we can go canoeing bowling ktv or juz stone... hahaha i shall go dig up my remaining savings...
and my ah soh gang.. we still haven meet up at all!! hope to meet up..

heh bird received yer present..thanks!! kailing the great is gonna send u another card...

and shuling if u read this..thanks fer e flower

shall go n stone n stone n stone n stone

cant slp............. bleah... gb dun work bcos if my lousy wireless connection.. reading books dun help cos it juz dun........ stoning doesnt help..

went ikea today... i realli cannot stand it when ur parents are beside u when u are driving.. its like.. "why haven on signal".. "why u dun stick to center lane"...blah blah blah
aniway.. wedding dinner..things get both awkward n funny when e mistress meets the wife in e toilet..
the mistress :"Hi" ( in an almost too causual tone)
wife:"hi" (abit forced), hows things( i wonder if she meant.."things btw MY husband n u" or wat?)
mistress:" ok..not bad.."

kailing:(smiles secretly)

very sleeepppy..... reached home at 1245 am today n yup almost got killed by my parents...but too lazy to talk back.. its all e so called vanilla vodka 's fault la.. which was horrrible.. and its like kailing cannot drink one la.. so she onli drank liess them 1cm of it n den her whole face turened quite red n everyone thot she was drunk la... no choice la.. its like 10 percent alcohol she will also turn red one la..let alone 40 percent.. aniway had lotsa fun playing tennis.. although still very noobish.. but at least i got a good workout.. n e mixed doubles was realli funny.. esp when we started "communicating"..but played until my whole legs got blister.. lousy addidas sneakers... had to limp home.. n it din help that i had to run to catch e last bus today... walking alone e street at night is realli quite scary.. n i dun dare to drive cos i m a road idiot.. i m totally clueless abt roads

i m so gonna get fat though.. had some buffet yest at some hotel to celebrate my cousin bdae.. today ate alot at jervis's party.. tmr going out to eat wif my mum..sunday got wedding dinner... sigh

haa ok after ransacking the room 4 times.. i finally found that cable.. yeah uploaded e pics liao

hee fun day today.. went to celebrate our dear crys n my veri belated bdae.. haha ktv was fun wif u all!! for once kailing sang quite a bit, albeit the fact that i think our dear crys aloy n sharon must have been cringing in pain when she was singing.. haha and i think our crys is addicted to ktv liao.. haha she was singing so happily there..
haha den we went to botanic garden for a "picnic"..haha wa lau we forgot to kill that swensen's dumb waitress.. its like we bought an ice cream cake n asked fer a plastic knife n she stupidly tell us that the ice cream was veri hard n that even metal knife wun work.. and that we need stainless steel knife.. ya sound freaking nonsensical doesnt it.. and when we opened the ice cream cake..it was like normal ice cream wat..could even scoop wif a PLASTIC spoon... bleah...niway the ice cream cake was good.!! ex but good!! haha mi n crys juz keep eating n eating.. ya i know i was suppose to be on a diet.. but ice cream cake too good to resist la..

haa n den we had an exciting experience wif hair extension..its all aloy's fault la.. he says he wanta try ma.. so mi n crys how nice to accompany him.. so ya.. we all got an hair extension.. if u dunno wats dat..wait till u see mi...i got a purple one.. crys n aloy got blue ones..n den we went to marche fer dinner n met xh.. haha marche.. nice food!!! we hogged the table for so long that the waitress keeps coming to clear the plates.. oh n we saw mr sam chng pi leong.. so poor thing that guy.. came to meet us and now he owe sharon n crys pressents...

haha oh den we went to OG.. to try on clothes.. haha old grandpa's grandma's clothes.. realli hilarious man.. its realli the ultimate kind of clothing u wouldnt be caught dead in.. haha but very funny!! luckily all the salesgal der veri slack n dun even care.. haha

yeah enjoyed myself today, although its another grow fat day cos i keep eating n eating

thanks aloy fer e forever friends bear.. must praise u abit.. haha yeah i m veri touched..cos the bear is so cute!! n the fact u actualli wrap the present so nicely(u sure not ur mum wrap one?) haha, though destructive sharon strikes again n destroyed it.. haha n thanks fer e xmas card too!! considering the fact that aloy always saes his handwriting is ugly.. him giving a xmas card is a rare event..trust mi la.. ur handwriting is as "good" as mine

yup thanks crys too!! fer e earring and card that u made!!! the card is realli cool!! n the earring..hehe i know u like it.. nxt time i share wif u la.. u half i half.. hahahah

thnks xh! fer the roxy pencil case..cos i realli needed n pencil case.. not that i am looking forward to sch.. i am mot n will never be.. haa yea VERI nice pencil case..veri pinkish=)

did i forget to thanks anione?? haha ooh thats all rite

jokin la.. wun dare to forget sharon lo.. forget to take tomato sauce fer u onli want to chop mi up liao.. haha
yeah thanks fer that cool candle thingy u madew urslef in new zealand.. see crys it shows that she is still thinking of us while holidaying in new zealand..=P n i got the nicer one...lalallala ok la i know u like the pink nalgene bottle i gave crys.. nxt time la.. i will get realli good stuff fer u all man!!!

trying to find that digi cam wire to upload the photos.. the room has been ransacked twice n still no sign of it.. sighhhhhhhhh

bleah.. i feel fat....... ate pasta...at some pasta place called L'Emozione at milenia walk... den went to esplanade to eat mrs fields..den haagen dazz.. we had 9 pple wolfing down one bowl of ice cream.. ha and den i came home n my mum made mi eat some more supper.. how not to gain weight? i better go on diet fer e nxt 3 days.. aniway.. thanks to all those who came today to celebrate my belated bdae.. haha..special thanks to rence n daryl n seng chiew fer e piggy.. n yj fer e bracelet..

bumped intp my sec sch class at e esplanade... haha was supposed to go class outing wif them also.. and almost got "killed" when they saw mi.. haha morale of the story: nvr go to the esplanade.. haa jking.. but i realli had to go to hunt fer a bed in e afternoon.. thats y nvr go ma...

and.. bird.. i haven send ur card.. i thot send card veri fast one ma.. hehehe BUT dun worry.. yj's card is on the way!!

yay sharon.. i finally can read ur blog w/out having pops up all over the screen.. =) haha yeah excited abt our "outing" nxt tue.. haa ktv... and ALOY U MUST PERFORM ok.. u promised mi a live singing as my bdae present.. haha n i am also hoping U do a duet wif sharon.. hahaha.. n watch out! sharon is bringing us to Botanic garden for a picnic.. but i think..secretly she juz want to TERRORISE the flowers there.. tsktsk..*shakes head*
haa sharon always has all these exotic ideas..

sigh
i feel stupid
typed sthg wrongly on neopets and lost 40000
urgh
i m so not gonna play the game
it brings back bad memories

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at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
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talent for many things (sports, music, art).
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the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
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can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
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helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
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Why Ktv bores kailing sometimes
1) she cant sing
2) she doesnt sing
3) she doesnt know almost all e chinese songs there
4) listening to pple sing is boring..realli.. i m sorri..but it is

and its ex.. if i wanted to sing..i can sing at home rite.. hahaha n so kailing cunningly sneak off during a karaoke session to shop..

oh happy birthday to myself.. i realised that i m 19 finally..i keep thinking i am still 18.. and i think i will still continue to think that i m 18.. haha yeah a big thanks to all those who remembered my bdae n bothered to wish me..=).. oh ya must praise the samuel BIRD..THANKS fer calling mi frm US.. yeah i dun want to say this..but i think 38 min of talking on the phone frm US shd be quite ex rite? haha i pity my rival though.. who is sharing e phone bill.. ya speaking of my rival..tsktsk.. ask him to stop SMOKING la.. or is the bird secretly smoking too.. hahaha..niway remember hor.. nxt june or is it july u come back, i EXPECT to see a gal wif u.. inidan, korean, african, caucasians i dun care!!! hahaha
no.. i din celebrate my bdae.. all thanks to pulau ubin yesterday.. whole body aching today..haha no i m not complaining.. bdae isnt that important aniway.. but i think my most memorable bdae was in perth.. i cant rememeber how old..( i can nvr remember my age).. ya i tink was on a swimming trip.. kinda had a surprise celebration.. n got thrown into the pool.. haha
aniway i have decided to exercise more..haha..

pulau ubin today wif my class.. 1st time going there n taking a ferry... mixed feelings abt e trip.. as in i am not exactly a nature-loving person actualli..as in i like llooking at nice scenery but eh not forest, mangrove swamps ..so honestly speaking the chek jawa thing or watever its called where u go n loook at stuff like crabs, star fish etc actualli bores mi..though quite fascinating.. and ya i m officially dead.. blisters on my leg.. cycled for like frm 12 to 6.. can die... its was realli horrible.. swimming training nvr felt this bad.. even kang's 400 m fly set isnt that bad..even ricky's broken swim was better.. as least u feel tired but great.. cycling is not my thing.. haha the morale of the story is.. nvr go cycling wif guys.. their idea of a leisure n relaxing n slow paced ride is actualli a farce.. they PROMISED a leisure relaxing ride but it ended up wif u cycling up the slope until realli can die...den u haf to come down n push the bike..den theere is this freaking rain thats keeps following us.. somehow.. and den poor kailing is always lagging behind(obviously..i m WEAK)..ok la at least the guys were quite nice to wait fer poor kailing n offer their help to push e bike up the slope..but i could see that they were half dead also la.. hahaha nxt time i shall choose a place where i KNOW the way..so that halfway i can juz sneak offf myself to go back home.. haha
niway pulau ubin dun realli haf interesting stuff leh.. the scenery quite ok la.. but the cycling is BAD!!!
AND my favourite addias shoes is gone.. after having mud plus sand plus water on it... its the end alreadi.. sigh
but it is definitely MEMORABLE cos i am so not going back to pulau ubin again... haha joking la.. the "expedition" was quite entertaining actualli la.. hahaha and aniway need to go to pulau ubin at least once ma.. if not like very country bumpkin like that..

oh and as usual..kailing plays lightbulb again...sigh...

sigh n i m gonna spend a beautiful tue resting at home... dun think i will be able to get out of the bed tomorrow... think i will just want to lay in bed forever..but hopefully i have lost some weight.. although i DOUBT so since i had a plate of oily fried rice fer lunch.. ok din finish.. n a plate of oily nasi lemak..the so called veri famous nasi lemak in changi village..

haiz completed theme hospital..ended up one week of hibernation in the virtual world..bleah nothing fun to play liao.. i better go dig up some old games tmr to play.. haha yeah i like wasting my time n life like this.. haa niway s'pore is too boring... its always orchard ,city hall, bugis....sian man...... haha

yeah record 12 hrs wif my computer
i feel like i m wasting my life.. haha

aniway
parents ARE cunning
so i was wif my dad..
and den he asked casually.. "so do u have a boyfriend.."
seriously i dunno how to answer him.. hahaha
if i say yes.. den its the end la.. i foresee two hours of lectures
if i say no.. ya i m sure he will believe mi.. haha its realli quite funny

time realli pass by veri fast when u r busy.. haha busy wif computer games
i cant believe i juz spend 5hr sytraight at the computer.. n guess wat i m playing.. theme hospital..its realli brainless.. haha

haa went on a "hot date" wif yj today to watch incredibles.. haa the show realli funny.. n cute
den met up wif the rest of e class to eat.. haa rence is terrible la.. he juz went to crystal jade n ticked one of every dish.. onli he din realise that he ordered all the pork dishes.. so we had a dinner of pork baos.. theres the small xiao long baos n basically everything is the same thing wif the same filling.. onli different shape n sizez n designs.. haha den went to jervis's house.. haa the first time i squeezed into a car wif 7 people.. haha i pity the car though.. i think jervis mum probably got a shock when she saw so many of us popping out of the car..
quite a fun day.. i realli miss everyone la... somehow i still prefer this ex class den my present class.. no offence.. hahahahhaha

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home and I walk alone I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone

a song from green day.. sounds pretty nice.. haha
one week's gone
sigh

yup my parents juz have to complain abt everything
one moment he is toking abt my room den e nxt he complains my hair is too long
my mum too.. now she thinks i m getting fat
parents.. sigh

bleah went for facial today..quite shiok..
sigh dam depress abt my driving.. my dad keeps scolding mi when i m driving..
den went wif ikea wif my mum to buy a computer table.. haa den met up wif my long lost buddy shiwei.l.who is serioulsy love sick cos his dear is in australia.. haa shiwei driving is quite pro liao n he knows his way well enuf to send mi home.. haha yeah buddy dun worry friday will be here soon.,=P .
i need to learn how to drive.. i need to buck up..damn

feeling dam depress n dam dumb.. bcos i cant seem to drive properly or even park... haiz............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

haa happy birthday rongren..thanks fer yer party.. haa
actualli i think if i wouldn't celebrate my 21st bdae.. bdae aint that important to mi i guess.. haa haa
die alreadi.. going ktv later.. i hope when i sing they dun cringe too much.. hahahaha
ok la gtg liao........

haa met up wif crys n xiuhui today... and orchard is realli so small dat u keep seeing yer frineds around..bumped into this uni frend of mine who bought mi to zara and frm then on its e same old story.. yeah aniway.. ya our dear xh n crys were busy looking fer xmas present fer their dears.. ahah see thats thet good pt of being single.. u dun nneed to spend on bf..so i can spend on myself.. hahah yeah suppose to go ktv today but dunno wat happened also.. haa but nvm shoopping's quite fun also..so long nvr go to town... not much has changed though.. and den i met up wif my mum to eat some steamboat.. veri nice leh.. which i forgot to say..my mum thinks i m in depression..it started frm e exam period.. i think one day i was studying until quite tired la..so my eyes were like veri tired n den she walked into e room n thought i was tearing owing to stress..n frm den on she thinks i m in depression... and no i must say i m NOT depress or anithing..i wldnt cry studying lo.. ha ya but its still quite funnyy..
aniway recently i bet u all have seen a tremendous impreovement in my sms speedd... hahhaa kailing used to be the sms god wif lighting speed of smsing lo.. haa haa just joking la...
haa and sharon i manged to read yer blog after having to read thru all those funny funny pops up.. hey hope everything's ok btw u n mc... dun be too depressed k.. cheer up=)..going new zealand soon rite.. have fun gal..
hhaa aloy..going msia rite... dun get caught smuggling bubble gum lo..like one of my bro dumb frend.. haha yeah enjoy yerself.. i know all abt yer gigimonmon liao.. haha
and dam i realise that the stupid hols is so short.. haiz sian la... there dun seem to be anihting to look forward to lo....bleah
my room is still in a mess... haha but who cares.. kailing luv a messy room

i dun like people who calls themselves princess.. i dun mean u cant b called princess watever.. i mean if u are no where near loooking or behaving like a princess, its a mockery to call ur self princess blah blah blah,,
hahahaha whatever...

i dun like people who calls themselves princess.. i dun mean u cant b called princess watever.. i mean if u are no where near loooking or behaving like a princess, its a mockery to call ur self princess blah blah blah,,
hahahaha whatever...

well i m back............. did u all miss mi...
yeah exam ended today..leaving mi wif a sense of emptiness though.. the papers all like screwed. sigh.. and so after my paper today i juz went home.. nvr even go out... too dead......... hmm like time in jc its like after every test and exmaS the class will go out.. i guess in uni is different.. my class is a dead class..
one month of slacking n stoning till another horrendus sem.....

so aniway i have moved.. as in moved house to a few streets away... so.no big deal..

i feel so dead.......... urgh

ok full time mugging from now till forever...
had a realli bad cough recently that probbly piss those sittting wif mi during lectures.. oops.. and its not helping that i m still eating ice cream n drinking iced water.....

haa saw my bro's old crush at nus today finally..ooh she has short hair now... wanted to stalk her la but lost sight of her after a while
yeah no sch till dunno when cos i m gonna pon sch till dunno when which is good as i can stay at home to rot n mugg n yeah like i sed feel dumb
crys e agony ends only on the 30th nov..............................................boo hoo
to make things worse.. that bro of mine going msia for holidays nxt wk wif his army kakis..while poor kailing is rotting at home feeling miserable
and with so many changes going on in my life... y do i not feel ani excitment at all

haa saw my bro's old crush at nus today finally..ooh she has short hair now... wanted to stalk her la but lost sight of her after a while
yeah no sch till dunno when cos i m gonna pon sch till dunno when which is good as i can stay at home to rot n mugg n yeah like i sed feel dumb
crys e agony ends only on the 30th nov..............................................boo hoo
to make things worse.. that bro of mine going msia for holidays nxt wk wif his army kakis..while poor kailing is rotting at home feeling miserable
and with so many changes going on in my life... y do i not feel ani excitment at all

hmm my dad is out to make mi fat.. i just know it.. how can i possibly eat 2 macchicken?????
heh i cant remember but is it mr Lui bdae today? haha bad memory.. aniway it shd be coming soon rite..if so happy bdae! hahaha
bleah i dun like studying alone but i study better alone... sigh

yeah feeling good..bcos no sch till wed.. which means i have so many days to stay at home n mugg n rot n feel dumb
haha yeah i was suppose to not shop animore.. i made a resolution (as usual)..but its not my fault mango deciede to have new collection the day i made that resolution.. so................ haiz.. i am starting to think i am COLLECTING clothes rather than WEARING them.. yeah was packing my stuff e other day n i realise i got 2 big box of new clothes.. if my dad sees it, i am so DEAD..
haa yeah so cool.. looks like everyone miss 6B..so do i.. haha its like i am always telling pple how fun my class WERe... i sHALL not comment on my current class.. i WILL not comment..everything's GREAT..aniway... hahaha e ct rep is retIRED n expired alsola.. so she is unlikely to do anithing for e time being.. hahaha BUT if some BIRD decides to fly back or anione who else is coming back.. of cos e slack n expired ct rep WILL try to organise sthg... HAAHAAHAA..

" everything's changing and out of my control"
recently i feel that there are juz too much changes in my life.. i dun exactly know how to put it also..
haha operation - make-aloy-study has officially begun. spearheaded by sharon teo, the operation is expected to last fer a few weeks..hopefully aloy is still alive den..haa

screw this

" And when i'm alone i feel so much better"

Yeah its true.. i am realli tired of all the facade around mi.. i realli hate it when people bitch and bitch abt others.. when build ur happiness at the expense of others? i rather b alone den hear u bitch..seriously get real

met crys today.. realli miss u guys..n i feel that i m drifting away frm u guys actualli..esp xh..sigh

haa need my dosage of complaining on my blog every now n then..so there u go...

so i pon sch today, though in e end i went for lab cos lab is lab..

saw alethea and jacelyn yesterday.. 2 hot babes..xm must be so jealous

aniway... life's realli boring... though the days do get by realli fast.... i dunno..e year seems to go by pretty fast... and soon.. it wld be e much awaited exams.. i so love life like this...

my uni frends are quite cute.. they r always trying to matchmake mi bcos they r worried i might end up being a spinster.. its realli quite funny sometimes

yay crys meet up soon.. tsktsk dat day saw u but u were busy concentrating on ur food den to notice mi...*shake head*

my brother is goona learn driving soon.. he better make sure he pass on the first attempt..

i m getting sick of blogging..

yeah uploaded e photos we took yesterdat...haa realli enjoyed myself.. been long since i laughed so much.. hmm realli sad cldnt join u guys fer e picnic.. haha but was a "relief" also bcos the picinic was so "porn" tsktsk. u wld think aloy, crys n sharon plus aloy's nine year old sister going fer a bdae picinic at sentosa sounds innocnet rite.. i mean wat can 1 guy 2 gals n a little gal do..u wld juz expect them to mayb sit n eat n talk n mayb sun tan or swim... no..thats wheere u are wrong.. with 3 colour wolfs(obviously i meant sharon aloy n crys), things go terribly wrong.. juz look at all e photos they took of themselves...hahahhaa poor aloy's sister...i bet she is traumatised fer life.. after seeing 2 colour wolf women bath together.. in one night, sharon is now crys's and crys is now sharon's... hahaha and den i met them at pasta mania... and we played some number game..poor xh got a bit "high" and drunk that she cant even remember the number.. it must be that pepsi twist la... i bet sharon out some drugs inside.. haha yeah aloy remmeber not to eat the sand sharon gave u hor... i bet he has thrown it away and use the bottle to put his cookies liao...hahaha
and seriously i think aloy is being terrorised by mi.. u can see e fear in his eyes ( actualli not realli cos he closes his eye) whenever he takes photo wif mi... haha ok though i wld like to say that this colour wolf here is realli sweet to his sister.. veri brotherly indeed.. haha
niway aloy happy bdae in advance in case i forget to wish u.. haa STUDY aloy STUDY..
yeah thanks fer e wonderful time yesterday..love u guys!! will miss u all!=)

classic eg of how i stone in e morning... one fine morning i was on e bus n i din realise my class mate was nxt to mi till i reach my stop... n my classmate was even nice enuf not to disrupt my stoning session
aniway yeah tmr no sch... can stay at home to mugg n mugg
sry eh aloy cannot not attend yer bdae picnic at sentosa although i wld realli like to go..but i m like physically n mentally drained of energy..n if i go i think i will b even more stressed out after i reach home n see e piles of work left to b done...so hopefully can join u all fer dinner=) ..hopefully aloy can see lotsa hot babes at sentosa..
aniway must realli scold my bro..u wld think kailing is e spend thrift rite..no thats where u are wrong.. someone onli shops at levis n topshop n spend 50 plus on a thin white shirt and den spend another 80 plus on some quiksilver pants..tsktsk..even kailing dun spend like that.,...she does it over time; not in one go

and i realli feel like going for a facial and eyebrow trimming soon.. its realli relaxing whenever i goes fer facial.. haa
sometimes i think its good not to have any dreams and hopes actualli..this way u wun be disappointed in the end
but i think that if i realli have the time in the future it wld be to go travelling.... there's so many places that i want to visit..haha


and one thing.. i realli hate being restricted.. i get pissed when i return home juz slighty later then usual and my mum keeps calling..ok i know thats cos she cares abt mi.. but i dunno.. i guess i like freedom.. so u know y kailing hasnt been in any relationship yet.. and even if i realli find a bf nxt time he better makes sure he dun control mi.. haha ah but that will probably be cow years later la.. its like i have enuf books n tutorials to accompany mi now la.. so no hurry...*ahem huichong.. * i m more concerned abt u n ur "passenger"

aniway i hope i dun dream abt e communist and chin peng tonight.. yesterday i dreamt abt hawker centre.. haha i dun realli rem all my dreams la...juz e gist of it..somehow

ok gotta head back to my brainless lab report.. yeah cool..

I wake up in the morning
Put on my face
The one that's gonna get meThrough another day
Doesn't really matterHow I feel inside'
Cause life is like a game sometimes

yup died for chem test as expected.. but i realli tried my best..sigh
went shopping fer aloy present today...BUT.. heh i ended up going to Mango and buying this skirt... sigh.. shopping isnt realli helping mi to destress animore... my dad thinks i am freaking stressed..he's been telling mi abt the danger of being overly stressed n burned out n den getting mental disease.. haha well this is because i 've beeen very bad tempered..and i do mean REallY.. haa and i realise actualli from the time i get out of my bed, it takes mi 2 hrs actualli to b fully awake.. so.. this explains y i am so stone in e morning

" there's no point in thinking about yesterday, its too late now it'll never be the same again."
sometimes i realli hate pple who bitch abt other.. yet sometime i find myself doing that.. life's so full of contradiction.. recently can t seem to stand this particular guy.. someone whom i feel treat pple like his subordinate instead of frends..but hopefully its juz a passing feeling.. n sumtimes i think i do things or say things dat hurt others unknowingly.. do i or do i not? i think i do.. and i realli go into extreme mood swings.. sumtimes i act realli hyper in class n den i juz start to die off n stone... haa sumtimes i find i dun understand myself...
aniway yeah aloy bdae.. juz give him a photo alblum of himself la.. or a video tape of HIMSELF.. den he can play it n watch it over n over again.. hahahaha i hope i can find e time to celebrate his bade today... yesterday i had weird dreams again..this time abt jap occupation.. n i dreamt i was taking some nippon airline.. dun sound too good rite... hahaha ok aniway back to aloy.. yeah finaaly in a few days time he will b same age as us la hor... little boy growing up to b another little boy la.. haha we juz need to set him up wif some hot babe on his bade think he will be happi liao la...hahahhaha

yay nxt week got mid term test for chem..so happi... got test again..words cant describe the "JOY" of being able to have a test..someomore open book.. yeah.. how cool... crap wat the hell am i talking....
aniway great discoveries today...well 2 pple in my class r attached..haha so exciting!! its like jack so fast..steady man... yeah feel so happy for them.. i always feel happy when i see my frends getting attached.. i think its wondenrful thiing to be able to be with the one u love..=) aniway..but within class a bit werid though.. its like today i unknowingly bcame a lamp post-lamp post cos technically i wasnt in e middle but sitting nxt to them..haha ah but how interesting..haha

i think i m bcuming emotionally unstable.. i can cry after watching some show which wasnt realli touching ..i dun mean emotionaaly unstable as in i have been jilted or ditched.. serioulsy there is no time for such things now... i guess i m stressed la.. been thinking alot of the past... nono not as in singapore history.. i finally manged to finsh my essay hopefully tonight i dun dream about Raffles or Sri tri buana again.. but i thnk i am gonna fail my essay cos it dun make sense at all... wth does an engineering student know abt writing history essay aniway

i think my hamster is dying.. .. it juz feels so sad to watch him stuggling to live.. he doesnt run around animore.. he doesnt llook at mi animore..he jus close his eyes n pant n wait for his time to come..

everything in this world is juz so fleeting and ephemeral..

heh i guess i shall not for once complain abt sch..life's like that.. i have resigned to fate.. haa
aniway.. its pretty werid.. i have been dreaming abt sch work all e time.. my dreams now come as physics qn and chem equations.. den sometimes i can wake up in e night n think abt singapore history...juz e other day i dreamt i was on a chinese old junk boat sailing to some island..no not stress..juz hardworking... n e results of mugging

life's pretty stagnant on e whole.. juz that i am bcuming a meanie as usual
told a big fat lie abt something to someone but i guess is shall not say what it is here juz in case...

aloy study!! - from ur favourtie nag machine

heh how can i ever b thin when i am eating like a pig recently.. when i mugg i have to eat so i wun fall asleep... n so late at night, i m still eating like chips.. n its not helping i have weird craving recenlty.. haa like on sat i had cravings for tako pachi, den fries den today bk n sundae pie... bleah..no not pregnant...juz have these weird cravings... haa so aniway how to be thin like that.. took my friend's car today..haa not too bad... was a smooth trip..but if i'm e driver it wld b another story....
aniway.. pleasantly surprised by a few old long lost friends who bothered to keep in touch wif mi... my dad e dad yk, weiwei n my ah soh gang.. i feel so detached from all my old friends sometimes.. it juz seem that life has taken a dramatic change all of a sudden wif so many things changing..
aniway i have been receiving some weird msg from unknown pple in friendster..weird huh..and i feel quite bad to b dao-ing them.hahaha..
bleah.. i got to go do my history essay..yeah wt e hell m i writing history essay... i also dunno... sigh

bleah a realli "traumatising" week... finally finished all my 3 tests BuT then again e weekend isnt for slacking also... there is onli some tutorials, a 1500 words essay plus some ctw project which uo till now my group still hasnt thought of a topic ... sigh... and so i went shopping today for a short while intending to splurge on something to de stress..BUt... i ended up pigging on food... speakimng of which yesterday my dad was scolding me..he thinks i am trying to go on a diet and said that i looked awful when i m thin..i guess he likes mi looking plump.. haa but realli i am not on a diet... in fact i am trying to eat as much as i can.. if i have e time n appetite..haha wat rubbish... but realli lo... on fri for eg, i din even had a chance to eat any food until dinner... but its my fault la.. was trying to do my lab report n tryint to print it in school... hiaz lucky got his classmate of mine who was quite nice to help mi... bcos i m a computer dummy... and den there was lab... its weird..last time in jc where we had to do individual work chem lab was actualli quite ok fer mi.. now we had a partner n i feel more blur..haha no la.. not my partner blur..is i am e one blur.. and so not surprisingly kailing is always e last one to leave the lab.. my aim for e nxt prac is to b e 2nd last to leave...haha
aniway i think my bro went drinking yesterday.. n e funny thing is he came back to tell mi he feels like he is drunk..haha so funny rite...
yup crys is a pedaophile..she likes little boys.. hahhaha... speaking of all e little kids at sasa reminds mi of my "dear" enzio and my tamil kitty.. haha i wonder how they are eh.. that tamil kitty is e best..u keep scolding him he also wun react one.. and i still rem ricky always make them stand on e starting block for clowning ard too much..haha oh ya crys i was lookingt thru my red swastika yr book which i found when my mum was clearing up e house.. haha n omg i saw jon..he was my pre primary classmate.. wa so cute man.. he from small got this killer- u-owe-mi-money look..hahhaha

kailing is such a meanie..she lives so near to changi airport and yet she din even go to send janice off...haiz... realli soree... cant help it the damn chem engine department decide to rob my so called mid term break by giving mi three tests in a week... aniway to those happily settled overseas now, take care=)

i think actualli my blog is boring.. or rather i m a boring person.. haa its like someone was asking mi to introduce myself.. and i find that i have nothing interesting to talk about..no interests, no hobbies (unless u mean shopping), no nothing.. i dun enjoy movies in particular, i dun reaalli play ani sports or swim now, i dun go clubbing, i dunno how to play card games like bridge or whatsoever.. i dun chat online, i dun play computer games, no not animore..gunbound and i are over..nothing in particular interest mi.. haa i onli mugg... n stone..hahaha
and yeah i miss all e thick stacks of post cards and all e letter writing last time in SASA.. haa its like despite the fact we see each other like 3 times a week for trg we still write to each other..haa and i realise we realli gossip alot... esp crys ... she always have some guy to talk about.. but den again dat was before she found jon jon.. actualli if u ask mi if i miss swimming..yeah a bit.. the training.. i wld say ok la.. i miss the 8x100 sets that ricky always give.. and how we can predict his trg..although i NEVER miss the 1500m warm up kang gives or the 400M fly set.. haa but actualli i miss the pple there most la.. haiz.. i guess u nvr realli cherish something until u lose it.. its true...
sometimes i feel rotten when pple or old friends msg mi or ask mi out and i dun reply or cant meet up..ok how ironic.. so from now on.. i shall do my best to reply them..=)

hmm who is honey bee..hahah
bleah i have reverted back to my old self of not replying smses... not my fault... e phone sux n i am juz too lazy..so if i dun reply u it dun mean i dun like u/cant stand u/cant b bothered wif u or wat..its just me
aniway i guess janice is flying off tom.. bon voyage.. will miss ya too..

sigh i haf three test to mugg for so why am i still here? bcos i feel so dead.... can go bang e wall already.. nus juz rocks.. they give u a four day so called mid term break to let u catch up wif ur work and in btw that stingy four days they make u go back to sch fer tests..screwe this man...
yeah resident eveill...feel like watching...but doubt i have e time...
aniway my class getting better..dam full of scandals also.. but sometimes i think pple can get too critical.. i dunno.. i rather not look into a person too deeply..
hmm i am getting more n more boring... i also dunno wat the crap i am talking here.. i shall go back to my physics n continue to wander in a world of torque angular speed and all e crap..

i guess my blog is rather dead
realli haven had the time to blog
my senior who saw mi today complained i look stress.. i hope i am not walking ard wearing a stress n zombified look
but den again with three tests nxt week...things are realli not loooking good
and crys yeah life is rather meaningless to mi.. i wonder why i feel like that

on a lighter note
saw yew jia e other day..haa my frends thot u were my senior cos u were dressed quite formally...
and aloy study n stop playing gb!!
crys: haa our fac juz opp to each other but somehow it seems so far away
sharon: haven had the time to read ur blog..hope u r doing great

ok gtg n mugg n mugg n stone n stone...

i guess my blog is rather dead
realli haven had to time to blog
my senior who saw mi today complained i look stress.. i hope i am not walking ard wearing a stress n zombified look
but den again with three tests nxt week...things are realli not loooking good
and crys yeah life is rather meaningless to mi.. i wonder why i feel like that

on a lighter note
saw yew jia e other day..haa my frends thot u were my senior cos u were dressed quite formally...
and aloy study n stop playing gb!!
crys: haa our fac juz opp to each other but somehow it seems so far away
sharon: haven had the time to read ur blog..hope u r doing great

ok gtg n mugg n mugg n stone n stone...

yay tomorrow i dun want go school...can sleep late... haa
aniway school..bleah dun tok abt it...saw crys on tue..den had lunch wif her..haa yeah must get xh to join us one day=)
aniway..i get turned off easily by guys who are un-gentlemanly... haa its like today on e bus some guy was nice enough to let mi get up e bus first n i was quite surprised cos it seems that alot of guys are so ungentlemanly...haa ok i m complaining too much rite... if u r a guy n reading this u will b like why the hell do we need to b gentleman..aint gals n guys suppose to b equal..haa ok if u insist..=P
aniway i think my bro quite confirmed going to melbourne to pursue his dreams of studying medicine.,..poor kailing is all alone in singapore..sigh i was i wasw going away too.... life here is juz so bad.. argh.. i hope he realli goes there n in e future get some citizenship there den i can migrate there too n like wat set up n animal farm there n stone n rot there for e rest of my life n nvr come back to singapore again..hhahaha

ok for once i shall not whine abt how screwed up life is.. although rite now i m realli screwed trying to churn up some essay... great
aniway on a lighter note..went wif my dad n some old uncles to look at cars today..quite ok la.. although those old uncles of mine realli cute... haha they prounounce the name of e brand like lexus in a realli amusing manner... aniway eh ya cars.. i dunno anithing bout them.. n frankly eh if u gif mi a new car to driv ei think i would drive at a tortoise speed... haa
aniway bird has a blog.. haa i am too lazy to post e link.. n the great news is bird n yj went clubbing!!! ahhaha even kailing e great here hasnt gone clubbing b4... tsktsk n bird says he can dance salsa...haa so nxt time u all can vring him to club n laugh at him

crap..juz reached hme after a screwed 3hrs prac...i wonder wat went wrong...urgh dun wnat to think abt it.. aniway freaking busy week.. i got so many work due n i juz hate school...haiz everytime i take e train frm buona vista i will b reminded of my rj life... bleah.. mayb jc life was busy wif all e mugging esp in j2 but at least i still haf free time to go training like twice a week at least n to crap ard or to de-stress.. and even in school i still crap or stone ard..and weekends i still go out.. i mean at least i haf a life..now its like juz mugging everyday.. no time to do anithing else.. weekends are spent wif my notes n ttorials and mayb i dun realli know e class well also... or mayb they are juz different i guess....
urgh i feel so tired...bleah
btw i still stone alot.. i think even more so now..

i think having a laptop realli is distrating.. bleah although i find myself slowly distancing from all my friends.. aloy crys n sharon n xh, violet n my ah soh gang..n even e tubs n co... i dun even talk to them now.. n dun even hf e time to read blogs...even if i use e net it wld be to surf the ever intresteing ivle webpage of nus to look fer tutorial and online lectures and the endless mail those nus pple flood mi wif... =(

hahah i am in e library mugging!! ya rite.. niway so birdbird flying off today...he is probably on e plane right now..guess i will miss him.. ha bird aint u so touched after reading this?? aniway yeah i got my laptop finally... its so cool.. haa and the first thing i did was to install gunbound..not reLLI for playing..but i guess e sight of tha familiar icon on my laptop makes mi feel so better... hahhaha... ok as usual i need to go n mugg... n yeah i saw crys yesterda..hehehe her hair so cute...

back frm class outing and feeling sick of staring at physics..aniway its like deja vu again as aloy-dream gal lost...i can still rme watching e match 4yrs ago where e same scenerio happened...
eh aniway class outing..eh dun wish to comment..haha make mi walk here n there.... haa and now must realli scold e bird bird..so on a wonderful sunday, birdbird was so anxious to buy yj's present n so he made poor kailing go shopping wif him.. n since the mango at raffles city din haf e size, he made poor kailing walked all e way to suntec..bleah..... always like dat one leh..go out wif him no matter is take bus or wat sure must walk a lot one... haa aniway rite e shirt actualli i wanted to buy fer myself also..but haha buy fer yj liao so cannnot...aniway so eh janice serena pooon n e bird flying off soon... take care guys..!! willl miss u all! haa so today concluded probably e last class outing..haa till den take care everyone! must go do maths now..

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bleah back frm econs...to do more self mugging den going fer facial..eh dun ask mi y..my mum ask mi go one and booked a lot of session fer mi alreadi so i have to go..aniway i have quitted gunbound.. now i onli do physics n maths in my free time albeit e fact i dun get e answers veri often..aniway i juz found out this classmates of mine has a car liao.. so lucky eh... rich parents.. haa den i think maybe nxt time can take his car to schoool.. i hope he is a steasy driver though unlike mi... haha eh guess i got to go n do more physics now... =)

bleah i end at 8 pm today.. bad...its like 8-8.. den i had a 6 hrs break n so wat did kailing do? go to library to mugg n stone n sleep n look at cute guys... there was one sitting nxt to me.. ah well thats not e pt.. n i found out there is this guy in my class who actualli rejected dentistry fer chem engine.. eh weird eh...and so after such a tiring day i still had to sit down n msg e whole class one by one eh.. bleah... actualli i m sad to announce i dunno where we r eating on sunday.. so eh... sorry eh.. i will go think of sthg soon....

haa met up wif debra serena yew jia today... n not forgetting crystal..haha i m like usuing my breaks to meet up wif pple... niway serena baked thia cake fer us wif white chocolate in it..so nice!!! haa wat can i say..issac is a lucky guy...haha n debra's room is so cosy..haha yeah feeling a bit better after meeting up wif everyone..=P

wee i pass my driving!! so fluke..i tink e tester is nice to mi...aniway haa i got 18 pts..actualli i htink he can minus a lot more but den he din.. haa so dun count on me to drive.. like i say i m a dumb driver..but who cares..haha and den i was sitting at e place waiting to watch some video when this rrather cute guy approach mi.. n being in a good mood i talked to him... haa he gave mi his name card den ask mi to msg him but hehehe i din.. feel so bad.. but oh well.. kailing is scared of strangers...haiz ok gtg 2 mugg n mugg n mugg...

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yay monday dun need go school..haha niway i forgot to elaborate on e interesting pple i have met so far.. well to start off wif the guys r weird..for eg i haf this classmate who suddenly pop up in front of mi one day wif this magazine n asked if e cover gal is mi.. and e gal on e magazine i must say looks too pretty to b mi.. but this kinda reminds mi of e time zixuan commented i look like this thai gal in newsweek whose occupation i do not wish to comment bcos it gives mi nightmare... and i haf this senior called samuel but reminds mi of shiwei bcos of e way he talks n laughs... for eg he will tease someone den laugh loudly.. but e laughtre is veri similar.. n den the other day on e bus i saw this guy who looks like a fatter version of jervis..haha as for e gals.. i haven had e time to go n notice them.. mayb i shall do that nxt week..haha

and so tpday was quite ok day since i onli had an one hour lecture den can go home... however due to unforseen circumstances, i woke up at eight after pressing that snooze buttorn fer some gazillion times when my lecture starts at 9..so not surprisingly i was late.. well i am rather broke alreadi after spending 100 bucks on 5 textbks each 1000 pages n more..so great rite.. can mugg n mugg..en i came home to do some maths.. in which i spent 40 min juz starting at one question which i thot was dam hard n turn out to b so eaas..duh... and so mr aloy u having maths exam tmr.. good luck dun let miss LMAO crystal GOh down..
so naiway our dear miss sheryl chen xiaoying is leaving fer duke tmr.. i guess i will miss her... can still rem all those morning in rj where we will stone ard in the lt and commenting on guys.. haiz..so pretty soon more n more pple will b going away..haiz..so sad huh..
sian..tmr still must go sch fer econs lecture... haha am i e onli one dreading sch this much huh? i hope e rest of u r enjoyjng ur uni life.. haa i can imagine miss Zihua camping at e med fac canteen every day juz like u know in those counterstrike games where those snipers camp, and desperatelyt hunting fer her neurosurgeon etc..haha
oh well... freaking boring post here.. i guess after stoning ard in sch everyday, i lost my crapping skills... or rather i cant b bothered to crap ard animore... ok i need my daily dosage of gunbound now... so bye..

and so school started... lectures are ok i guess ince they are like doing jc stuff now...
i dun like uni though.. i dun like meeting new people.. i think everything is such a facade.. nvr felt like this before.. bleah... mayb i juz dun like talking to strangers.. i rather b alone

national day...bleah suppose to go watch the village wif aloy sharon n crys..but haiz..nvm... so now i m stuck at home doing this online maths lecture on function limits n stuf.. its so sian... but at least u get to pause n rewind when u dun understand... n e lecturer sounds weird... but e onli hting abt online lect is that i get distracted..ahem gunbound ..n now i m blogging ...n neopets..sigh... not used to studying again though..bleah tmr marks e start of school.. wif lectures n stuff....haiz i so wish i was going to JC and seeing e tubs zh n all e gals ok e guys also rather den my new class... hopefully...things get better... but den again i m quite set on being antisocial freak... haa which wld haf been e case in jc too if some Mr khong tinky winky din make mi e ct rep..haha... by e way..happy birthday mr tinky buddy winky khong... ur present eh... mayb must collect nxt year liao la... haha at night got lots of tv shows..esp singapore idol.. ahem sharon.. u think we wld see u? lol... juz e notion of it makes mi laff.. n got ndp..haa my brother is in it.. but i alreadi caught e preview last wk... and my stoopid bro got us a seat where e fireworks appear directly behind us.. dam... so aniway i m juz writing realli boring stuff... cant help it whe ur mind is full of domains, range n limits... bleah gtg back to my lecture... tataz

haiz shopping to destress isnt a gd idea..so i squandered my money on some tops n bag frm mango today... GREAT... haiz..hopefully when sch starts, i will stop shopping b4 i have to pawn my teddies to get money..but den again e idea of having to go to sch juz put mi off..haiz...aniway my brother is learning frm mi.. in fact he spends more den mi..levis is his fave shop.. diedie also must buy things there.. haiz i think i shall not waste my time blogging n go n do some more constructive things like gb liao..

haa ok i think my blog is ok.. aint u all so happy now? hahaha.. hmm after going mia fer so long, actualli nothing much has happened to mi..lol.. ok this wek was orientation... freaking boring oreintation.. and ok my class is quite sian.. serioulsy i missed 6B u know...i was so happy to chance upon our ziihua dear during my frreaking stupid scavenger hunt.. aww aint u all touched now? hiaz... aniway u can tell that my class is rather sian.. i think 100% mugger type.. and i think fer my faculty there is also this senior thingy which is like quite important... as in.. they emphaises alot on it.. n apparent u have to rely on them fer nots, lab report n stuff..so aniway u see during o week we were supposed to go to sentosa on thur..so being e ultimate slackers, none of us turned up n i think e seniors were not happi.. n so i had to force myself to go to a stoning bbq cum movie session yesterday.. eh it was ok la.. juz that they keep making e freshies play games that had stupid forfeits n so i ran home.. hahahha
oh n my ogl is this funny thai guy who has quite a cute thai accent.. who plays gunbound by e way..haha..oh by e way my time table sux too... so u will think chem engine is abt chemistry n physics,,thats where u r wrong.. apparently i haveto take modules like maths, phyiscs chemistry, gp stuff(critical thinking), econoomics... its JC all over again.. n we were told to mugg DAM hard.. GREAT!!! i luv mugging... so on this wonderful wed nite i was feeling ultimate sad..cos of the class n timetable...bleah.. haa lucky mr aloy was there to entertain mi wif his webcam n hung act!! haha
ok as fer cute guys eh..alot man.. ya rite.. like i care eh.. uni is juz abt mugging n myself.. hahaha eh i guess i shdn't complain too much abt ani one.. u nvr know who is gonna read ur blog........ so long nvr blog.. dunno wat else to say... aniway its still dam sad eh..when lessons start nxt week.. its byebye to tv, shopping n slacking... haiz..

another test

hmm.. so is this alright?