haiz
spent cow years doing programming lab..still cannot do.. in the end haf to do it wif the MAJOR help of my classmate.. ok nice guy.. haha although he demanded a treat but still he was nice enuf to help mi n explain things to mi.. but haiz i m so so dead fer this module.. computer programms n kl are like two different world.. n haiz.. stress...stress stress...how like dat how.. sounds so birdbird..but realli..sigh

aniway
i finally got to "beat" the ERP today.. u know.. there is always this cheap thrill of beating the ERP like say at 9.31 when is stops operation at 9.30..well no i din managed to do that.. i mean "beat" as in realli went past the ERP w/out putting cashcard..so ya..its not my fault.. city areas are so cunning..the moment i do a right turn i find myself infront of the ERP n den its e end alr la.. haiz

now..time to do some banging of head against e wall...
mayb i will be better at developing algortihm after this..=(

another whiny post
yeah. i feel so drained of energy.. came home tried to mugg n fell asleep for a while n woke up feeling more dead.... afternoon nap nvr work fer mi.. sleeping doesnt work fer mi too.. n den i got lost in the world of chem engine principles.. n now i m stoning wif my comp looking for crap fer genes n society essay

ok crys.. chances of a date at nus is bleak.. my break are.. onli like mon 12-1, tue 10-11.. haha.. the rest of the time i spent zombifying ard.. no dun say u r a lightbulb..thats an understatment..u r juz one cute lamp post..haa

n ok sharon is right la.. i dun think anione will be used to kailing displaying some emotions.. hahaha i mean i pretty much stone my life thru aniway

weekend=

i juz feel everyweek passes by so fast... i do the same thing every single day,week after week, see the same few people, (ok not that i m complaining... i still look forward to seeing someone everyday=P), eat the same food.. go to school n stone, come home n mugg...slp.. nothing new..juz the same routine..
haa oh well but i dun think i can handle ani more new excitment in life..

aniway.. its either i m too stressed up or wat.. i've been having realli weird n eccentric dreams.. i mean realli weird.. like dreaming that my brother has a thai lover..lol... and to make things worse, i m starting to imagining that my teddy bears are moving.. u see i always put 2 bears nxt to mi, side by side.. n then this morning this bear which was at the furthest end nxt to mi! the position has shitfted..gasp... mayb in my dreams i rearange them or something.. haa

oh n den i met a realli old old acquaintance of mine in sch today... quite surprise that he still remember mi.. if i m not wrong i think we onli briefly converse during some year end trip n thru icq.. haa its funny sometimes how i can converse wif pple whom i dun realli know.. but there's someone i miss... haa Big ben.. haha ok dunno y.. i tink seeing that old acquaintance of mine juz reminded mi of him suddenly..cos they both frm h20 waterpolo..
we used to icq occasionally n sms.. haa w/out even toking to each other b4 in real life.. haa but dun get mi wrong.. i mean "miss" as in wondering how he is doing... i m a faithful lover..haha ok n if sharon n crys u guys remember.. there's this other guy whom junlin claims walks like a penguine.. haa ok watever... an occasional indulgence in memories of the past..everyone does that..
some pple will walk in n out of yer life leaving behing a great trail .. while there r some who juz comes n goes..barely significant .. yet somehow.. i still remember them.. so long as they are WORTH remebering..haa weird huh..ok another weird post by mi...

programming is the most loved module of mine
words cant express how much i love it
so much so that i wld bang my head against e computer and gobble up e tutorial sheet if i haf to........ haha
niway operation gain weight is going a little too smoothly
haa i think now i can eat more then some guys in my class... ya guys also alot on diet one i realise..not all like e hungry aloy eat n eat still so skinny.. i m turning into a rolling ball soon.. i had ice cream fer breakfast..
a fat zombie will b cute though

ok i must start sounding normal on my blog
and in fact in school too

whatever


life's realli bad atm
but i guess a blog isnt a good place fer mi to write off my frustrations

aniway
so some pple might b mildy interested in knowing who he is
haa mayb someday u'll find out.. i feel funny blogging abt it....


sigh tutorials...tutorials..... =(

ok haha so the one in melbourne knows about my dark secret... haha i suppose there r lots of secret spies around..
haa nice of him to haf that much faith in mi.. but i guess he knows my character quite well also.. haha so...... no comments
haa but its funny sometimes
my brother usually finds out stuff abt mi thru his friends n in e past, i used to find out abt his secret thru his friends also.. hahaha i guess we dun realli tok abt such stuff...
BUT i cannot imagine my brother in a relationship..lol.he will juz keep pulling the gal's hair or like feed her wif food everyday.. haha...juz like i think he probably cant imagine mi in one either..lol
so go ahead n prove mi wrong=P

aniway
i m not going bonkus
juz a bit stressed n tired thats all
i think i need a swim..lol..funny how i miss swimming but nvr realli get down to e pool..
but human being are wretched creatures
its like
u dun cherish something till u lose it
or u dun know wats happiness till u tasted sadness

ok shall stop toking rubbsh b4 the whole world thinks i m crazy
hahaha

Ok bad day today
I think my mid term is so dead..sigh
Oh well..its over..n I dun like to look back at things..will work harder

Haa
Ok I deleted the previous post
It sounded too weird
I must have been possessed when I typed it
Or too stressed up
But niway BIRD thanks fer calling mi..in e middle of my test..but.. ya I got such a nice buddy=)

Ya
Juz slacking my night away
Wat a precious night.cos tomorrow I would haf to start on my mountains of tutorials
So I was randomly surfing tv.. haa Lindsay lohan is juz so cool.. I like her.I m starting to like teenage boopers..jojo..hilary duff..haa
Yup n then juz now I went for a solo walk ard e world again.. haa I miss that feeling n wld prob not haf the chance to do so till this horrible sem ends
Operation gain weight has begun
My dad tells mi I look too horribly skinny..allthough I think I m ok..but oh well juz to make him happy I shall go put on some weight
And ya I was buying ice cream at gelare
This ice cream boy so cute.. he was too busy watching mi eat my ice cream n din realize that he gave mi too much fer my change..haa and I haf to tell him twice that the change was wrong…aint I such a nice gal rite.. haha any normal people will haf juz kop e change rite

Ok crys.:woman stop hiding in nus la.. where is my lunch date.. u deserve a spanking..or should I stalk in in ARTS my dear???

Huichong: haa glad yer enjoying life.. Unlike mi=( haa no psycho serial killer.. b careful u know..check e fridge fer like eh frozen body part=P..did u eh miss suan kim?

under my mum's instruction, to the one in melbourne called lala poh:
PLEASe
lock ur door
dun leave ur room door wide open, showing off ur handphone, laptop ur bed etc..
sources in melbourne has reported to us that thats wat u haf done today
pls
for goodness sake...be more careful

sources in melbourne has also reported that mr lala poh had gals over at his room
way to go man... jack ah! haha

aniway
i used to say
that when i m alone i feel so much better..ok avril's lyrics again
but the 6th consecutive night i m alone at home dun realli feel gd
i locked myself in my own room fer safety reasons.. lol
n my hse is running out of food..
lol

bleah
there's something wrong wif mi.. i keep eating.. haha
after sharing some sea food platter wif Pi leong at fish n co,here i am, barely 2hrs later, snacking on pineapple tarts and biscuits
n in sch, i keep eating little snacks like hello panda.....yam yam...
die la
haha but luckily out of all e funny prawns n oysters n squid n rice n fries n fish..i onli ate some fish n squid n rice leaving all e ex stuff fer mr sam..
share food wif kl always veri worth it one..unless...its meat..or to b precise, something called chicken...lol
oh ya..met up wif my dear crys aloy xh sharon n new addition pi leong..ok sam.. to celebreate sharon's bdae
sorry that i have to leave early to mugg...=(
things not looking gd wif 5 tests coming ..soon i will turn into one of those walking dead frm resident evil..haiz hope u guys haf fun at watever funky places u all r going.. i know sharon n aloy wants to go clubbing... and mr sam is an old pro at clubbing.. lol.. aloy.. why u suddenly haf e cravings fer alcohol ah...
n yup u guys r horribel..making mi blush n turn red wif all yer grilling ..sharon..u good!lol
sharon: wish u happy bdae in advance... stay cute n funky or and of cos pretty n sexy n happy
aloy: funky hair n clothes huh... y so scared of mi..take photo also scared..haha
xh: u look tired... rest welll now thats yer exams r over=)
crys: haha wat zhong se qing you... i m free n available for u everyday
sam: still used to calling u pi leong... haha i realise i think i talk more to u today den we ever did the past few yrs in SASa... haha gd luck man..wif u know who

bye blog
see u in one-2 weeks time unless i m realli bored frm stoning n mugging

bleah
aquick one while i take a rest frm killer programming that makes m want to bang my head
been alone at home these few nights cos my mum has her own activities till quite late
yeah
almost a week since mr lala poh has left
my dad calls home every single day countless times
international call so cheap ar
he claims
he is veri worried fer my bro
mr lala poh claims
everythings ok n under control
jz dat he still cant access e internet there
n he starts orientation this week

new sch
new friends
new life
mayb hot babes..ang moh babes china mei ; indian n pakistan chiobu
typical of guys to gawk n scan fer babe during orientation..lol n esp knowing mr lala poh..
sounds pretty ok
changes may b good or bad
depending on how u deal wif it

haa
guess u all must b wondering wat e future-would-be old hag did yesterday.. haha she went on a hot date..lol v day of cos need to go on hot date ma.. haha kailing has a secret lover la... hah u all believe mi rite? ya bIRD my vday veri hot la!! but guess urs hotter rite!! hahaha

yup
i think i have been acting like a meanie recently
sometimes, i do say stuffs that i dun realli mean...

ha my blog sounds like a guys blog
well if u all haf not alr noticed..kl isnt exactly veri feminine......haha

midterm coming
time to revert back to mugger mi

not a happy day today

yup send my brother off..lots of pple were there...
relatives,brother's friends......
was trying to look nonchalent..
but yeah when my brother walked into e departure gate..
i cld feel this sadness overcoming mi n having to fight back my tears...
i guess i wun b used to going home feeling e emptiness of e house......
i m not kai ling e great after all..
never was and never will be.....

aniway
take care over there
dun miss lala n mi
posted e pic liao

partings are but part of life
mayb one day i will learn to b emotionless
i think certain things that happen in life are inevitable
wat is meant to happen will happen
thats y i dun believe in holding on to certain things.. even love...
i want to b someone who can let go of things easily
if something is meant to b, then u dun even haf to bother doing anithing..n e outcome will still b e same
alot of things in life i believe are predestined
the kind of pple u meet, e one u eventually end up wif, ur frends; the kind of path u end up taking in life..
do i sound like some freaking cynical person resigned to fate
haha maybe..
ok i sidetracked a little


aniway
yup
n i stepped on some shaving knife today
funny thing is i felt no pain when i ripped e blade out

nvm
shall stone here wif my comp

boring weekend

my mum woke mi up to drive my bro ard

ok
crys..wat SCANDALOUS pair... u are mistaken la.. that one is my frend..he is interested in ur chio frend!! introduce!!!!!!!!!

sharon..haha u want go clubbing?? u dance fer us is it... btw kl e GREAT may b e GREAT but when it comes to such thing she is a noob
and night safari... u all sure u want mi to drive?? i m a self confessed dangerous driver....
but haa night safari will remind mi of that yr end camp.................................

happy birthday mr rabbit jervis!!
see kl e great rem yer bdae!
niway best wishes n may u jack miss-you-know-who soon!

post chi new yr blues
keep stoning during lec.. oh if u see KL e great closing her eyes during lec, dun b mistaken she is sleeping..she is juz listening wif her eyes closed..lol

bleah dun like shopping fer presents... haha bcos i haf lousy taste in buying present.. always end up buying some cannot-make-it stuff... =(

cny
and i m sitting wif my laptop doing c programming..bleah
shiwei e buddy claimed that i have forgottena bout him... haha i DID NOT OK!!

yeah
boring day la
went visiting
drove to woodlands...... cool journey... i like
den
my smart cousin asked mi in front of parents n my relative if i haf a bf
of cos
i said no
i m gonna be an old hag
den after that
as we were on e way home
my dad told mi that he has utmost confidence in mi that i will find some bf
its juz so funny
wat am i supppose to say aniway

i realise..my bro shares e same dream as mi..ha ya i secretly read his blog
yeah
i also feel that one day i wld like to juz abandon everyone.. to wander to some ulu but nice place..
solitude isnt realli a bad thing
u dun haf to face ani pple, esp shallow ones.... u dun haf ani expectations to live up to

but
i dun believe in love at 1st sight
but i believe that love is fleeting
juz like most things in life are..looks...figure...wealth...happiness etc
but den again
isnt life juz an endless pursuits fer all these stuff?

haa yeah aloy boy is realli bcuming a sweet boy..juz like wat crys said..so for once..kl the great is gonna praise him too... yeah aloy.. will miss u when u go ns... haha will try to see if i m free to drive u to town to shop..but u know how much i luv to mugg also..nxt hols k.. u save up den we go on spending spree =)

yup hope everyone is enjoying thier new year
gotta hit my c programming tutorial again

cny eve
happy new year everyone
dun eat too much during cny..if not will get fat
i know its not easy to do that
bcos kl the great herself haf 2 tubs if pineapple tarts stocked up in her room..plus tons of goodies in her kitchen plus tons of soft drink
one day if u see kl the great rolling down n stairs n ard nus u know wat happened


kl e great needs to find back "the great" in which she used to be
i cant stand the way i m right now

cny eve
happy new year everyone
dun eat too much during cny..if not will get fat
i know its not easy to do that
bcos kl the great herself haf 2 tubs if pineapple tarts stocked up in her room..plus tons of goodies in her kitchen plus tons of soft drink
one day if u see kl the great rolling down n stairs n ard nus u know wat happened


kl e great needs to find back "the great" in which she used to be

cny eve tmr
n i haf sch till 4
but whatever
not in e mood fer cny animore..
bleah
its not that time of e month
but y do i feel so moody everyday
=(

haha
today kl e great "cooked" her own lunch which comprises a maggie porridge which she stupidly found in e cupboard which tasted horribly disgusting.. maggie stuff dun work fer mi.. n one pathetic piece of honey baked ham..

yeah exciting day at suntec city.. first i saw my dear sharon e cheeky gal wif her dear mc tan..haha act i din see her..my classmate did..see sharon..thanks to bigbiglala.blogspot.com, and ur cheeky pics posted by kl e great, u are famous!!! they know u sharon, they know!!hahaha
no la.. that guy is realli my grp mate la.. we doing sociology project... must observe a group of youth so we posed as a couple on some hot date at coffee bean ma...its like how can kl THE GREAT ever be attached RITE?? haha i said he is my bf to confuse u one la.. GOTCHA....... hahahaha
isnt things more exciting now??=P

lol sharon, do u sERIOULSY want to celebrate yer bdae at the ZOO??

oh and den i was suppose to go to my sec sch class outing... which reminds mi i haven been organising ani class outing fer 6B since cow years ago...but u all din miss each other rite.... HAHAHA so i guess...soon la..soon... when e time is rite n when the birds fly home themselves n when u all miss each other we will haf some class outing

e crap wif programming
wats e problem wif my stupid program...

heh juz read aloy's blog.. ya my dear aloy.. dun feel sad cos yer e onli single soul in our grp
cos
we will always love u=)
n i m sure ur princess will come along soon=P
n who knows... kl e great will join u soon... hahhaha oops

listening to this oasis song..which is in this cd burned by my enemy.."stop crying your heart out"..ya e crap wif oasis.. but e song aint that bad...haha it reminds mi of this guy who sat nxt to mi in sec 2.. always getting bullied by mi n my 2 frends..he likes oasis.. n i always tell him they are ugly
he an lian this gal sitting behind mi
so we taught him to use e ohp mirror to look at her..n he realli did..n e teacher found out
my frends are worse...
"swindle" him of his money by selling him e gal's neoprint
we taught him how to walk "correctly" to impress e gal
n he realli did it our way

miss those days

bleah now shall go back to c programming

did anione catch aviator???
wat a crap show
i walked in n out of e movie not understanding wat happened at all..... its worse den london voodoo..haha
or maybe someone was distracting mi ..too much.. =P

chi new year nxt wk
i feel so much happier

i feel like an idiot
in class... esp cn 1111 tutorial;
bcos of my hair,
u know things are not looking gd
when onli ur brother likes it..
n pple comment that its cute..
i realli hate my hair
and
kailing e great left her file somewhere i dunno where..but its my favourite file frm kino..freaking ex but thats not e pt.. the pt is i wonder wat notes is inside n wat tutorials there are.. freak


aniway
things in life are so unpredictable
soemtimes it seems that everything is going on juz fine
n den e nxt moment everything comes crashing down..
of cos life doesnt always go they way we want
but still...

no not refering to myself..not at this moment
jus something that happened to someone
as usual
kailing luv to keep everyone in suspense
but no.. i dunno who will b reading this so i cant say the name
watevr

i shall go mourn over e loss of my file n my hair
haha

after some freak accident at e hairdresser, where e freaking hair dresser cut off my fringe-less hair to some freaking short fringe.. i feel like i look freaking weird now...

and i dun feel like going to sch tmr bcos i haf to take train=(

i hate it when pple are nice to mi when i haf done sthg wrong

i hate it when pple let mi down...
but i'd rather u let mi down den mi letting u down

bleah...lousy day
feel like banging my head against the wall..yes that wall that i stone wif

bleah
andy roddick lost =(

sigh

haa i went almost ard singapore today
frm nus to bedok to tampines to yishun..
of cos
as usual.. i lost my way..its like if kailing e great ever not lose her way den may pigs fly n cows walk home themselves..anyway i was suppose to go to tpe n i ended up in pie.. ya watever..luckily my bro was there if not i wld surely panick n go to jurong..ya today i played nice sister fer a while..by going to help my bro bring his stuff home frm camp.. n den i think this ns guy guarding e place was 'terrified" by mi,..cos it was raining n i dunno where to park the car..so he went over to mi.. i panick... forgot how to bring e window down, making him stand there fer awhile.. n he din know wat to do..so he went back to his partner, they discussed n were laughing at mi.. bleah...very funny meh..pfft

hee intersting day today..ok i wasted my day when i shd b mugging abt matrix which i haf no idea wat it is and i think one day must go mugg abt it but i dunno how..or i shd go find some cute maths geek and terrorise him..
aniway shdnt say waste my day..it was quality time spent wif my long lost ah soh gang violet n weiyi.. miss u all sooo much..=)haa we had fun taking photos..ya i look bad in photos.. or rather not jus in photos..bleah.. haha ya den violet drove my car ard nus.. n we went holland v, clementi to eat ice creamm.. i m quite sure i haf gained some kg.. hahaha... ya den we went back to her room to slack ard... hmmm ya.. i wld say..we tok abt stuffs dat we din used to tok abt... and it does left mi pondering over some things..abt myself.............. nvm.. as usual..onli i know wat i m toking abt
yeah den our violet dear had to go fer her bball match... wanted to stay n watch..but it was too late..so sorry.. yeah n den i sent dear weiyi home n ALMOST got lost in tanah merah..but if there is one thing kailing e great is good at, its reading road signs n u turning here n there.. n i think i must go perfect my 3 point turn someday..juz in case... hahaha

yeah mayb will upload e pic soon..........
ooh aloy..something to boost ur ego again..all my frends who say ur photos think u r cute=X
i think i will stop blogging so much alr.. and stop going on e internet....
but it was a weird day.. i met lilian, chen ann and riece the moment i stepped out of lab.. n den soon i saw violet.... haha a day of meeting old frends=P
ya.. better go mugg...............

how my brother "tortures" mi after he ORD

1) ya u all know abt my ear..it has healed..after 3 weeks
2)pull my hair..ya he does pull my hair... armed wif 2 teddies each time..
3)scares mi.. ya.. in e day n in e night.. he hides in one corner and den jump out all of a sudden... armed wif a teddy each time..he knows i dun realli dare to slp alone at night.. the other day..he was telling mi abt how e scary it is to leave the windows open at night..frm den on.. i always close e window..even if i dun on e air con..this morning, he scared mi again..
4) feeds mi wif junk n unwanted food.. hahaha
5) "tok" to whoever calls my house phone.. i mean... screaming beside mi when i m toking..
in case u guys are still wondering...my brother is older than mi

met my dear zihua today... that gal..deserves some scolding.. she pretended to offer to matchmake mi wif some of her law frends..but guess wat was her real motive??to find out more abt my brother who veri unfortunately fits her criteria of a future doctor, who is frm swimming, who is single..but fortunately doesnt goes to church which was her most important criteria when selecting her future bf/ husband.. so luckily my bro was thus dropped frm e list.. haha juz joking...
ya... i think i m realli bcuming an old hag.... frm all e photos that i took... boo hoo hoo... i must sleep more..haha

and haha i m becoming a more n more reckless driver.. so..sorry to my dear sl n qj..fer scaring u guys everytime i send u all home.. kl loses her concentration veri easily.. i promise to concentrate more on e road frm now on..
anione still trust mi to chauffeur them around?? haha

i think
i m getting more n more lazy...n i think its e car effect..i m now too lazy to walk or take public transport... sometimes i even feel like juz driving to the interchange... sigh..so my mum keeps scolding mi.. but i realli like driving alone...... one day... i m so gonna pump one full tank of petrol...and den go on a solo trip around singapore..


toking abt my mum, she is actualli quite cute..its like she was devastated that the two little hamsters went missing.. and den keep whining abt it.. secretly..she is the one playing wif e hamsters half of the time..haha but she is also a freakazoid..its like 3 days ago, she had her tooth extracted..so i dunno why its still bleeding now.. and she has to keep showing it to mi.. knowing veri well that i will faint upon seeing blood... ya watching gory movies hasnt help... if u haven alr notice..half of the time when someone kills someone in a show..or if someone is gonna get killed, kailing e great would actualli close my eyes and not watch the scene...hahaha

bleah..spent my whole night trying to figure out that funny maths online virtual lab....and took cow years to finish it...bleah

yeah..crys.."insipred" by ur post
i have also decieded to be a mugger starting frm tmr (when was kl not a mugger?) haha no la.. actualli these 2 wks.. kinda slack alot..and was quite distracted.. so starting tmr, wif things under control, kailing e great shall be like wat crys said " have to start revising and mugging and whatever shit that a student is expected to do" ..haha i like this phrase of urs... hahaha

after mia frm several class outing( my dear 4J), including being caught red handed at e esplanade wif my jc class, giving lame excuses like buying of a bed, kailing e great is finally being "censured" by her fellow classmates... i better try to hide nxt time in nus...

haha
exciting day today...kailing e great..ya "the great" almost "fainted" from a shock.. haha

the invincible fortress of kailing e great is down after so so many years.. haha in a good way of course... no one probabaly knows wat i m talking abt.. haha thats e whole point aniway=P

3 weeks after my brother shoved my teddybear at my ear, it is still bleeding=(
now u know wats so bad abt having multiple ear piercing..bleah

haha oh chi new year... hmm if u all coming means i must clean up my house..very lazy lei...oh ya aloy.. a wig will b cool.. but wait my dad thinks how come i befriend a transvesitte how? haha

now must pretend and attempt to mugg... its hard. haha but i'll try

yeah
2ndpost..bcos i dunno wat the hell my sociology reading is abt!
so i was juz reading all ur blogs..
aiyo wats wrong wif all my darrrlings huh? esp sharon.. is it abt mc tan?? heh cheer up guys..
sometimes
its realli better if u dun ponder n think too much n let urself wallow in depression.. easier said den done though
chi new yr coming..hope to see u guys den... =)

yeah
long weekend..to mugg n stone n mugg n stone... veri lazy to go aniwhere..
although i can feel a bit of e chinese new yr mood ard mi...haa but to mi chi new yr is juz another boring festival..its like- go relative's hse.. den i also dunno wat to talk to them..so i juz eat n stone n eat..
haha eh no la.. i think aloy u cannot come my house la... its like wait my dad will think u r my boyfriend..den its e end la.. he will scrutinize u frm top to bottom left to right..hahaha den poor aloy confirm freak out and get traumatised for life.................. lol

ok gtg back to stone n mugg n rot n mugg n stone n slack

yeah mugging has slowly crept in.. i like.. haha
went shoppin wif my frends yesterday...din buy much..cos finally e truth has dawned upon kailing that she has far too much clothes that for new year and probabaly the nxt new yr that she dun haf to shop at all..yeah and den we followed my frend to kimage to cut n highlight his hair.. haha i still rem the other time mi n debra( was it?) went wif yj to cut her hair n the whole process took us 3hr n we actualli waited fer her there n stone..
den my classmates came to my hse this morning..heh more n more pple is slowly realising the pig sty i live in... wif the ever-messy room filled wif funny teddies.. haha

ya met crys yesterday... that gal is getting "smarter" but more lazy..she refuses to go to sch fer this wk.*shake head*..haa nxt mon u want mi to gif u a lift? den u can experience kailing the great at the car..

ya..must go mugg again.. =P

i love driving along SLE.. haha cos no car.........
juz send my bro back to camp.. i m beginning to b a part time chauffeur..sometimes my parents made them drive them ard too..bleah....
haa sharon if u want mi drive u all ard on ur bdae..must tell mi where u going 1st..if not.. we will end up in jurong or some off shore island..i dunno wat exactly happened to u..but qiute worried fer u... cheer up babe ;)
i meeting our dear crys tomorrow... haha she scared i realli go arts stalk her.. den report to jon abt her spying hunks activities

haa as if i dun haf enuf of my frend's matchmaking, my auntie also want to matchmake mi... lol looks like they are all quite worried i will turn into an old hag

i like ayumi's song.. although i haf no idea wat she is singing.. haha

hmm been having this weird feeling recently

sleepy saturday..all thanks to someone.. haa

a realli slack week..no mugging at all...... hope e mugging starts soon.. haha

ya crys... nxt time u drive mi k... i alr bought some safety helmets n belts n airbags liao=)
rem our hot date at nus nxt week.. if not kailing e great will stalk u at arts

oh....and if i am not wrong..another one of my close frend is attached... u shd know who u are la.. haha secret again..but things r getting interesting
poor kailing... but no la.. i stil think stay single has advantages..got alot of freedom.. den can mugg n mugg..den can think of many guys..lol...

Kl is getting distracted so easily..
It happened on this fine fri afternoon
She n her dear sl was on e way home

And they were busy toking
And kl e great missed e exit
And we got lost
Haha
Of cos kailing e great saved e day in e end

Still
U all must trust my driving ok

haa ya crys i m dam ego one cannot ah!! kailing e great n taffy e great is invincible..haa acc to huichong... yup... i shall b cool on both the outside n e inside=).. and u better appear in engine fac soon to pass mi the sociology bk if not i wil haunt u in arts n make u introduce all ur arts hunks to mi... its like today we haf this sociology lec in engine fac..den i think got quite some arts n business babes... all my class guys so happy...
haha toking abt old crushes.. i still rememeber sharon used to like this funny polo guy who looks like a mouse..rite sharon???? as fer crys..haiyo... its like every lane 8 guys i think she also crush b4 lo..bernard, mr X, all e nicholas....
i miss trainings
i miss feeling tired n dead frm trg
i miss having catherine chen poking my leg during pulling everytime and sharon's fighting wif her
i dun miss aloy n his lane 8 kakis toking during trg n making mr kang angry.. i miss my dad the dad though..and my enzio n tamil kitty..haha just joking

i miss rj

i miss mugging=)

there are just so many times
i dun even understand myself anymore

today
feels like one long day
went sch fer a pathetic 20min lec.had decided not to go alr. change of mind last min.wrong move.
came home
slept a while
went ntuc to buy food wif bro
had water bee hoon fer lunch thanks to the great cook
did my homework
went fer a walk

just haven been in the best of my mood these days=(

my new year resolution
to study n study n mugg n mugg
thats all

a better day today..haahaa
my "dear" shuling came to my hse.. haa 1st visitor of kailing the great... aint u happy? haa no la..u r not my "dear" sl animore..cos u too hot la..too many pple want u.. kl will find someone else to replace u.. HAHA and how can u be AFRAID of all my so cute teddies??!!!!! its an insult to them u know? haaa
den we went to the coffee shop to eat..... n to shop at NTUC..die la..kailing is realli turning into a ah soh....sl keeps showing mi all e cheapo places la... tsktsk.. haha i juz realise there is a pet shop near my hse..got dogs also..so cute.. haha
ahaha niway shuling... dun be too "traumatised" by wat that happened... i m sure u also haf an answer in ur heart more or less =)

and now must scold that stupid bird..make mi keep ur secret fer nothing.. haha u idiot!! betta post e pic of her soon la... all ur 6B frends here dying to see liao... if not i must help u post liao la!!

and yeah zx is right..mayb i kind of overdid it in my previous post..the part abt pple being shallow..i guess there will b and are nice pple ard..pple who treats others sincerely..

everything's fine btw everyone
taffy e great feels better

yay tmr no sch..mayb i shd go on a nvr ending ride ard singapore... haa n stone n stone... i think sch i gonna get more hectic den no time to stone liao.. so now must stone

toking abt sch...... i m quite sick of it...
n weird things r happening btw my classmates also
i dun exactly know wat happened...but some childish prank... get a life
but hopefully...they can settle it .. i dun want class to turn hellish..
sometimes i realli wonder how am i gonna get thru this 4 yrs

sometimes knoing too much isnt a good thing

but watever it is... its sometimes a good thing to heck care alot of things if u can.. the more u think the more u feel depressed n troubled...

" i wake up in the morning
put on my face
the one thats gonna get mi thru another day
doesnt realli matter
how it feels inside
this life is like a game sometimes"

i think i typed this sometime ago... its a song frm avril..but it describes how i feel often

life is sometimes full of facade...pple, things do get veri shallow sometimes..
its like..u see someone.. u smile at someone..but mayb deep down, u are thinking otherwise..mayb even silently dreading every moment of having to tok to n entertain that person
or u cld be someone who pretends everything is ok n under control...and continue to appear happy in front of everyone..
or u cld be e kind who claims that looks and appearance dun matter.. yet in e end..the 1st impression u haf of someone is usually based on looks
there are many many more example... that i noticed.. it din used to be like that.. kl used to b happy being left in her own world...
a weird nite.. i m toking rubbish again
mayb i shd go do some maths or physcis question to entertain myself.. haa haa

today
kailing drove to sch
and she got lost on her way home..
of cos she found her way home in e end...or else she wun b here blogging
haha

1st day of school
was ok cos i onli had a 1hr lec..which was crap.. and there is still no homework..no nothing
my frend was trying to matchmake mi n introduce mi to some guy
haha luckily i can hide veri well..lol... BUT its revenge time;P
ate macs though i dun like macs cos i wanted to try the curly fries.. which was like e A&W fries last time... feeling xtremly bloated now
den went town wif my frend..it feels different walking along orchard.. i dunno why
and once again kl got "terroised" by some funny woman frm some funny agency
kl has got to be the surveyors/flyer distributor/ etc worst nightmare
juz ask e poor marketing gal at KFC that day how she was terrorised by kl...
haha and flyer distributor are always cursing kl..bcos they can put e flyer right b4 kl n still get dao... haha
oh ya i met our dear crys on e way to school.. that LAZY gal deserved to be scolded..she is gonna pon sch... fer e rest of e wk..to drive,..haha

last long post b4 sch starts
this hols..has been quite ok actualli
i
1) learnt how to drive n park albeit still bad
2) got to stone fer as long as i wanted to
3) manage to shop alot alot
4) went to pulau ubin fer e first time..
5) went ktv and sang fer e first time
6)managed to terrorise xh,aloy,crys n sharon.. i'll be back soon
7) met up wif 6B.. played tennis..my onli workout other den pulau ubin cycling
8)celebrated new yr eve at ktv and at nus..
9) completed theme hospital after 5 yrs..haa
10) blogged alot of boring posts
11) i read some books
haa i m like doing e sharon way of blogging

aniway
i haf to learn to b more decisive...
i m always leaving things hanging in e midair..
which is not gd
cos it has caused mi lots of problem...
i dunno..i think i made someone realli angry some time ago..n he used the f word on mi...till today i still can remember the msg..although i dunno wat realli happened... he asked mi sthg n i gave some realli crappy answer i think..but i guess its still traumatising... bcos frm frends we kinda bcum enemies...mayb dats y i always aviod "such" topic.. sometime giving no answer is e best

aniwy... my indecisiveness i also causing mi lots of problem in my sch work.. the more indecisive u r..the more likely u will end up wif a wrong choice..

aniway..wats more sad
losing sthg u used to haf
or not being able to have sthg u wanted

i m realli toking rubbish here
toking rubbish reminds mi of crys cousin... he is realli getting a bit weird lately...not that he was normal to start wif... haha

maybi... its e pre-uni-blues

sch starts in 10 hrs time

sigh

haiz
last day of hols
went on a one-man-show around singapore..haa haa
i dun even know wat time i must go sch tmr..n i dun care
haha i m actualli listening to ayumi's song

nice day today=)
met up wif my usual gang to ktv.. haa ok i think i went abit "high" today... i guess u all saw a kailing u all haf nvr seen b4.. actualli i think we all went abit crazy...esp doing all e ABBA- dancing queen n mama mia song... haha and i got the A Du voice..haha u all stop laffing k... i told u b4 that u all will cringe when kailing sings rite...haha and crystal realli make her 13 bucks worth it man... i think e 4hrs there, she sang 3 hr.. wif all her funny david tao song dat i have nvr heard of b4... haha den aloy did this funny rendition of M2M..haha also dunno y i keep going ktv recently..not that i like singing..but i juz think its quite funny... today was even better den the day i went wi fmy uni class..cos i know all e songs that we sang today..
haha den we met xiuhui and went to east coast park fer a romantic night walk.. haha somehow i think everyone like veri high today leh.. haha esp when we were playing heart attack n e funny memory game.. haha i think we create quite a scene at coffee bean though... and ooh..i got molested..by SHARON!!! u PERVERT... haha actualli basically everyone there got molested by her..tsktsk..terrible gal...

yeah one of my BUDDIES told mi today that he is attached..but i cannot say who..but u know who u are... haa yeah i feel so happy fer u... i KNEW it lo..that u confirmed will find a gf there one.. make it last k..u know who u are...
haa i alwatsfeel happy fer my frends when they get attached.. although i will feel a bit "sad" also cos it means that we wun b as close as b4 cos wait e gf jealous how.. but still i feel happy n excited fer them..haha=P

my brother is the onli person honest wif mi now..
he is e onli one to tell mi.. "u r fat"..

nice day but haiz our last outing b4 sch starts.. sch.. bleah..
crys.. at least i will still see u sometimes in school.. must meet up k.. or else i stalk u in arts..must learn to trust my driving k.. n gd luck fer yer test
aloy..study hard k... i know receptionist very hot..eh juz drop a pencil k.. juz drop it.. den make her bend down..yeah.. haha
xiuhui.. haa study hard too!! but rest well too k..u look tired today..
sharon: enjoy yer hols..dun complain u haf too much hols..think of how the rest of us are suffering in sch...
see u guys soon... mayb sharon's bdae..but no one seems to be able to remember when leh.. when is it huh??!! haha OF COS we remember la..hopefully by den i know the roads well enuff to drive u all

yeah uploaded e pic we took today..not as interesting as last time.. but i juz think its cool to take photo whenever we go out.. dunno y also.. ay!! i onli bring my camera when i go out wif u all LO.. haha

take care all

i know this is a realli long post
but must think..
when sch starts..
this blog will b deserted
haha

watched movie today.. London voodoo... man.. it was a torture sitting thru e show.. it reminds mi of e time lui made us watched e Adaptation show... yeah london voodoo.. name sounds so interesting.. but the cast,the plot is such a crap..i give it half a star man..haa


i have decided that if i go out of job.. i might go n b an ice cream seller/maker at venezia or gelare or ani shops that sell nice ice cream... the other day i was at taka wif my mum n while she was chatting wif some unknown person, i found new interest in watching the ice cream gal scoop up ice cream... hahhaha.. yeah dat bored

oh by the way.. i found a new crush-Marat safin.. haha

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yeah i did say i was gonna b faithful to my old avril blogskin..but.. i decided i cant b faithful all e way..haha

yup i agree wif crys.. bidding sux.. keep thinking of wat modules to take, how many modules to take.. i guessi am very much influenced by wat pple say.. in a way i m quite fickle also..not decisive enuf

in case u all dunno wat e crap is bidding..its likes stock market/ auction house.. u haf some points dat u use to bid fer the modules u want.. so u are basically competing wif pple.. the higher points u haf, u win.. so u haf to keep monitoring n changing ur bid so as not to get outbid... come to think its like neopets auction house...well its one long n complicated story dat i spend one semester trying to figure out wats happening n i still dun get it.. n i dun wish to dwell on it.bcos i hate it...

yeah so wat r we doing on fri ? ktv n bowling is it.. sorree someone need to confirm wif mi.. i'm like living in some sort of trance recently..

Life is a tragedy full of joy


a quote i read somewhere
" i have learned to live each day as it comes, and not to borrow trouble by dreading tomorrow"

unfortunately
the above does not applies to me


its so true that its hard to find someone who understands u
and that it takes a lifetime or maybe more to understand someone else

Life is a tragedy full of joy


a quote i read somewhere
" i have learned to live each day as it comes, and not to borrow trouble by dreading tomorrow"

unfortunately
the above does not applies to me


its so true that its hard to find someone who understands u
and that it takes a lifetime or maybe more to understand someone else

a sense of dread overwhelmes mi when i see that IVLE page filled with modules again... the workbin are up but i dun even want to look at it
did i ever mention i hate ivle.. and dat i dun like school.?
and this pt of the time every year, i cldn't help but wish i was living in seclusion at some island or country side...
crys frend says i look more haggard.. n its true...i m ageing very fast.....sigh
y did u think kailing always says she is gonna b an old hag..
haiz

yeah 2005
it feels fast..that a yr has gone by..
well... went out wif my uni class yesterday..surprisingly..i guess i was bored stoning wif e wall n having a headache abt which module to take
went to marina fer steamboat.. act..i dun like marina..cos its freaking hot n troublesome cos u gotta cook urself.. and marina is so out of e way..but i guess e company was ok la...
and den we went ktv.. haha until 3..so had to stay over at my frend's hostel... i am still waiting fer my dad to come home to scold or chop mi up..haa cos he doesnt like mi staying out late or staying over..for those usual reasons... din realli want to stay...cos singing is reaali not my interest..but felt abit guilty being a oarty pooper also... haiz.. haa yeah ktv was quite funny.... my classmate did this fuuny rendition of huan zhu ge ge.. haha its freaking funny.. and generation gap btw e gals n e guys also la..its like all those supposeldy tragic depressing love songs they did sounded happy fer some weird reason.. and i seriously have never heard of all those songs in my entire life...and ya..1st time i went fer countdown where ppple reallli countdown together..but its juz not my kind of things.. i dunno... i dun like parties..crowds,pple being in crazy party mood etc... i juz cant get into e party or joyous mood that everyone ard mi is feeling..pple always ask mi wats wrong wif going clubbing ,drinking etc..i can t realli explain y.. i juz dun like it..for e same reason more or less.. even though i haf nvr been there b4.. i guess i m a boring person...or rather there are juz some reasons or other that make mi unable to feel truly happy despite a new year..watever..

realli sad..hols is ending..

happy new yr
i m embracing this new yr wif nothing but dread..

spend my whole day reading yest... abt some guy who died..quite a touching bk abt family.. kailing dun juz read morbid stories u know.. although i do feel like reading some morbid killer story right now bcos i feel so irritated...

i hate making decisions... i realli hate it... bcos i know..watever decisions i made..ultimately i will still rgret it... which is why i hate choosing modules... shd i TAKE FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING OR MARKETING!!!?? bleah

zara sales today..but no..kailing is gonna stay at home n think abt her modules..n when she still cant make ani decisions, she will go bang her head..sounds drastic..haha its realli quite irritating la

i hate it whenever e yr comes to am end.. bcos it means...hols are ending n sch is starting.. it doesnt help that i hacve to start bidding fer modules................ headache... disgusted... bleah
yeah toking abt sch starting.. haiz... why do hols pass so fast... i usually spend e last few days of hols mourning over e loss of the hols... sigh.....so i guess i better stay at home to mourn over the start of a new sem..niway i am broke la..blame it on e mango sale......... so stay at home bexst..wun spend $$$$..but crys aloy n sharon n xh.lets meet up one last time b4 sch starts.... we can go canoeing bowling ktv or juz stone... hahaha i shall go dig up my remaining savings...
and my ah soh gang.. we still haven meet up at all!! hope to meet up..

heh bird received yer present..thanks!! kailing the great is gonna send u another card...

and shuling if u read this..thanks fer e flower

shall go n stone n stone n stone n stone

cant slp............. bleah... gb dun work bcos if my lousy wireless connection.. reading books dun help cos it juz dun........ stoning doesnt help..

went ikea today... i realli cannot stand it when ur parents are beside u when u are driving.. its like.. "why haven on signal".. "why u dun stick to center lane"...blah blah blah
aniway.. wedding dinner..things get both awkward n funny when e mistress meets the wife in e toilet..
the mistress :"Hi" ( in an almost too causual tone)
wife:"hi" (abit forced), hows things( i wonder if she meant.."things btw MY husband n u" or wat?)
mistress:" ok..not bad.."

kailing:(smiles secretly)

very sleeepppy..... reached home at 1245 am today n yup almost got killed by my parents...but too lazy to talk back.. its all e so called vanilla vodka 's fault la.. which was horrrible.. and its like kailing cannot drink one la.. so she onli drank liess them 1cm of it n den her whole face turened quite red n everyone thot she was drunk la... no choice la.. its like 10 percent alcohol she will also turn red one la..let alone 40 percent.. aniway had lotsa fun playing tennis.. although still very noobish.. but at least i got a good workout.. n e mixed doubles was realli funny.. esp when we started "communicating"..but played until my whole legs got blister.. lousy addidas sneakers... had to limp home.. n it din help that i had to run to catch e last bus today... walking alone e street at night is realli quite scary.. n i dun dare to drive cos i m a road idiot.. i m totally clueless abt roads

i m so gonna get fat though.. had some buffet yest at some hotel to celebrate my cousin bdae.. today ate alot at jervis's party.. tmr going out to eat wif my mum..sunday got wedding dinner... sigh

haa ok after ransacking the room 4 times.. i finally found that cable.. yeah uploaded e pics liao

hee fun day today.. went to celebrate our dear crys n my veri belated bdae.. haha ktv was fun wif u all!! for once kailing sang quite a bit, albeit the fact that i think our dear crys aloy n sharon must have been cringing in pain when she was singing.. haha and i think our crys is addicted to ktv liao.. haha she was singing so happily there..
haha den we went to botanic garden for a "picnic"..haha wa lau we forgot to kill that swensen's dumb waitress.. its like we bought an ice cream cake n asked fer a plastic knife n she stupidly tell us that the ice cream was veri hard n that even metal knife wun work.. and that we need stainless steel knife.. ya sound freaking nonsensical doesnt it.. and when we opened the ice cream cake..it was like normal ice cream wat..could even scoop wif a PLASTIC spoon... bleah...niway the ice cream cake was good.!! ex but good!! haha mi n crys juz keep eating n eating.. ya i know i was suppose to be on a diet.. but ice cream cake too good to resist la..

haa n den we had an exciting experience wif hair extension..its all aloy's fault la.. he says he wanta try ma.. so mi n crys how nice to accompany him.. so ya.. we all got an hair extension.. if u dunno wats dat..wait till u see mi...i got a purple one.. crys n aloy got blue ones..n den we went to marche fer dinner n met xh.. haha marche.. nice food!!! we hogged the table for so long that the waitress keeps coming to clear the plates.. oh n we saw mr sam chng pi leong.. so poor thing that guy.. came to meet us and now he owe sharon n crys pressents...

haha oh den we went to OG.. to try on clothes.. haha old grandpa's grandma's clothes.. realli hilarious man.. its realli the ultimate kind of clothing u wouldnt be caught dead in.. haha but very funny!! luckily all the salesgal der veri slack n dun even care.. haha

yeah enjoyed myself today, although its another grow fat day cos i keep eating n eating

thanks aloy fer e forever friends bear.. must praise u abit.. haha yeah i m veri touched..cos the bear is so cute!! n the fact u actualli wrap the present so nicely(u sure not ur mum wrap one?) haha, though destructive sharon strikes again n destroyed it.. haha n thanks fer e xmas card too!! considering the fact that aloy always saes his handwriting is ugly.. him giving a xmas card is a rare event..trust mi la.. ur handwriting is as "good" as mine

yup thanks crys too!! fer e earring and card that u made!!! the card is realli cool!! n the earring..hehe i know u like it.. nxt time i share wif u la.. u half i half.. hahahah

thnks xh! fer the roxy pencil case..cos i realli needed n pencil case.. not that i am looking forward to sch.. i am mot n will never be.. haa yea VERI nice pencil case..veri pinkish=)

did i forget to thanks anione?? haha ooh thats all rite

jokin la.. wun dare to forget sharon lo.. forget to take tomato sauce fer u onli want to chop mi up liao.. haha
yeah thanks fer that cool candle thingy u madew urslef in new zealand.. see crys it shows that she is still thinking of us while holidaying in new zealand..=P n i got the nicer one...lalallala ok la i know u like the pink nalgene bottle i gave crys.. nxt time la.. i will get realli good stuff fer u all man!!!

trying to find that digi cam wire to upload the photos.. the room has been ransacked twice n still no sign of it.. sighhhhhhhhh

bleah.. i feel fat....... ate pasta...at some pasta place called L'Emozione at milenia walk... den went to esplanade to eat mrs fields..den haagen dazz.. we had 9 pple wolfing down one bowl of ice cream.. ha and den i came home n my mum made mi eat some more supper.. how not to gain weight? i better go on diet fer e nxt 3 days.. aniway.. thanks to all those who came today to celebrate my belated bdae.. haha..special thanks to rence n daryl n seng chiew fer e piggy.. n yj fer e bracelet..

bumped intp my sec sch class at e esplanade... haha was supposed to go class outing wif them also.. and almost got "killed" when they saw mi.. haha morale of the story: nvr go to the esplanade.. haa jking.. but i realli had to go to hunt fer a bed in e afternoon.. thats y nvr go ma...

and.. bird.. i haven send ur card.. i thot send card veri fast one ma.. hehehe BUT dun worry.. yj's card is on the way!!

yay sharon.. i finally can read ur blog w/out having pops up all over the screen.. =) haha yeah excited abt our "outing" nxt tue.. haa ktv... and ALOY U MUST PERFORM ok.. u promised mi a live singing as my bdae present.. haha n i am also hoping U do a duet wif sharon.. hahaha.. n watch out! sharon is bringing us to Botanic garden for a picnic.. but i think..secretly she juz want to TERRORISE the flowers there.. tsktsk..*shakes head*
haa sharon always has all these exotic ideas..

sigh
i feel stupid
typed sthg wrongly on neopets and lost 40000
urgh
i m so not gonna play the game
it brings back bad memories

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Why Ktv bores kailing sometimes
1) she cant sing
2) she doesnt sing
3) she doesnt know almost all e chinese songs there
4) listening to pple sing is boring..realli.. i m sorri..but it is

and its ex.. if i wanted to sing..i can sing at home rite.. hahaha n so kailing cunningly sneak off during a karaoke session to shop..

oh happy birthday to myself.. i realised that i m 19 finally..i keep thinking i am still 18.. and i think i will still continue to think that i m 18.. haha yeah a big thanks to all those who remembered my bdae n bothered to wish me..=).. oh ya must praise the samuel BIRD..THANKS fer calling mi frm US.. yeah i dun want to say this..but i think 38 min of talking on the phone frm US shd be quite ex rite? haha i pity my rival though.. who is sharing e phone bill.. ya speaking of my rival..tsktsk.. ask him to stop SMOKING la.. or is the bird secretly smoking too.. hahaha..niway remember hor.. nxt june or is it july u come back, i EXPECT to see a gal wif u.. inidan, korean, african, caucasians i dun care!!! hahaha
no.. i din celebrate my bdae.. all thanks to pulau ubin yesterday.. whole body aching today..haha no i m not complaining.. bdae isnt that important aniway.. but i think my most memorable bdae was in perth.. i cant rememeber how old..( i can nvr remember my age).. ya i tink was on a swimming trip.. kinda had a surprise celebration.. n got thrown into the pool.. haha
aniway i have decided to exercise more..haha..

pulau ubin today wif my class.. 1st time going there n taking a ferry... mixed feelings abt e trip.. as in i am not exactly a nature-loving person actualli..as in i like llooking at nice scenery but eh not forest, mangrove swamps ..so honestly speaking the chek jawa thing or watever its called where u go n loook at stuff like crabs, star fish etc actualli bores mi..though quite fascinating.. and ya i m officially dead.. blisters on my leg.. cycled for like frm 12 to 6.. can die... its was realli horrible.. swimming training nvr felt this bad.. even kang's 400 m fly set isnt that bad..even ricky's broken swim was better.. as least u feel tired but great.. cycling is not my thing.. haha the morale of the story is.. nvr go cycling wif guys.. their idea of a leisure n relaxing n slow paced ride is actualli a farce.. they PROMISED a leisure relaxing ride but it ended up wif u cycling up the slope until realli can die...den u haf to come down n push the bike..den theere is this freaking rain thats keeps following us.. somehow.. and den poor kailing is always lagging behind(obviously..i m WEAK)..ok la at least the guys were quite nice to wait fer poor kailing n offer their help to push e bike up the slope..but i could see that they were half dead also la.. hahaha nxt time i shall choose a place where i KNOW the way..so that halfway i can juz sneak offf myself to go back home.. haha
niway pulau ubin dun realli haf interesting stuff leh.. the scenery quite ok la.. but the cycling is BAD!!!
AND my favourite addias shoes is gone.. after having mud plus sand plus water on it... its the end alreadi.. sigh
but it is definitely MEMORABLE cos i am so not going back to pulau ubin again... haha joking la.. the "expedition" was quite entertaining actualli la.. hahaha and aniway need to go to pulau ubin at least once ma.. if not like very country bumpkin like that..

oh and as usual..kailing plays lightbulb again...sigh...

sigh n i m gonna spend a beautiful tue resting at home... dun think i will be able to get out of the bed tomorrow... think i will just want to lay in bed forever..but hopefully i have lost some weight.. although i DOUBT so since i had a plate of oily fried rice fer lunch.. ok din finish.. n a plate of oily nasi lemak..the so called veri famous nasi lemak in changi village..

haiz completed theme hospital..ended up one week of hibernation in the virtual world..bleah nothing fun to play liao.. i better go dig up some old games tmr to play.. haha yeah i like wasting my time n life like this.. haa niway s'pore is too boring... its always orchard ,city hall, bugis....sian man...... haha

yeah record 12 hrs wif my computer
i feel like i m wasting my life.. haha

aniway
parents ARE cunning
so i was wif my dad..
and den he asked casually.. "so do u have a boyfriend.."
seriously i dunno how to answer him.. hahaha
if i say yes.. den its the end la.. i foresee two hours of lectures
if i say no.. ya i m sure he will believe mi.. haha its realli quite funny

time realli pass by veri fast when u r busy.. haha busy wif computer games
i cant believe i juz spend 5hr sytraight at the computer.. n guess wat i m playing.. theme hospital..its realli brainless.. haha

haa went on a "hot date" wif yj today to watch incredibles.. haa the show realli funny.. n cute
den met up wif the rest of e class to eat.. haa rence is terrible la.. he juz went to crystal jade n ticked one of every dish.. onli he din realise that he ordered all the pork dishes.. so we had a dinner of pork baos.. theres the small xiao long baos n basically everything is the same thing wif the same filling.. onli different shape n sizez n designs.. haha den went to jervis's house.. haa the first time i squeezed into a car wif 7 people.. haha i pity the car though.. i think jervis mum probably got a shock when she saw so many of us popping out of the car..
quite a fun day.. i realli miss everyone la... somehow i still prefer this ex class den my present class.. no offence.. hahahahhaha

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home and I walk alone I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone

a song from green day.. sounds pretty nice.. haha
one week's gone
sigh

yup my parents juz have to complain abt everything
one moment he is toking abt my room den e nxt he complains my hair is too long
my mum too.. now she thinks i m getting fat
parents.. sigh

bleah went for facial today..quite shiok..
sigh dam depress abt my driving.. my dad keeps scolding mi when i m driving..
den went wif ikea wif my mum to buy a computer table.. haa den met up wif my long lost buddy shiwei.l.who is serioulsy love sick cos his dear is in australia.. haa shiwei driving is quite pro liao n he knows his way well enuf to send mi home.. haha yeah buddy dun worry friday will be here soon.,=P .
i need to learn how to drive.. i need to buck up..damn

feeling dam depress n dam dumb.. bcos i cant seem to drive properly or even park... haiz............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

haa happy birthday rongren..thanks fer yer party.. haa
actualli i think if i wouldn't celebrate my 21st bdae.. bdae aint that important to mi i guess.. haa haa
die alreadi.. going ktv later.. i hope when i sing they dun cringe too much.. hahahaha
ok la gtg liao........

haa met up wif crys n xiuhui today... and orchard is realli so small dat u keep seeing yer frineds around..bumped into this uni frend of mine who bought mi to zara and frm then on its e same old story.. yeah aniway.. ya our dear xh n crys were busy looking fer xmas present fer their dears.. ahah see thats thet good pt of being single.. u dun nneed to spend on bf..so i can spend on myself.. hahah yeah suppose to go ktv today but dunno wat happened also.. haa but nvm shoopping's quite fun also..so long nvr go to town... not much has changed though.. and den i met up wif my mum to eat some steamboat.. veri nice leh.. which i forgot to say..my mum thinks i m in depression..it started frm e exam period.. i think one day i was studying until quite tired la..so my eyes were like veri tired n den she walked into e room n thought i was tearing owing to stress..n frm den on she thinks i m in depression... and no i must say i m NOT depress or anithing..i wldnt cry studying lo.. ha ya but its still quite funnyy..
aniway recently i bet u all have seen a tremendous impreovement in my sms speedd... hahhaa kailing used to be the sms god wif lighting speed of smsing lo.. haa haa just joking la...
haa and sharon i manged to read yer blog after having to read thru all those funny funny pops up.. hey hope everything's ok btw u n mc... dun be too depressed k.. cheer up=)..going new zealand soon rite.. have fun gal..
hhaa aloy..going msia rite... dun get caught smuggling bubble gum lo..like one of my bro dumb frend.. haha yeah enjoy yerself.. i know all abt yer gigimonmon liao.. haha
and dam i realise that the stupid hols is so short.. haiz sian la... there dun seem to be anihting to look forward to lo....bleah
my room is still in a mess... haha but who cares.. kailing luv a messy room

i dun like people who calls themselves princess.. i dun mean u cant b called princess watever.. i mean if u are no where near loooking or behaving like a princess, its a mockery to call ur self princess blah blah blah,,
hahahaha whatever...

i dun like people who calls themselves princess.. i dun mean u cant b called princess watever.. i mean if u are no where near loooking or behaving like a princess, its a mockery to call ur self princess blah blah blah,,
hahahaha whatever...

well i m back............. did u all miss mi...
yeah exam ended today..leaving mi wif a sense of emptiness though.. the papers all like screwed. sigh.. and so after my paper today i juz went home.. nvr even go out... too dead......... hmm like time in jc its like after every test and exmaS the class will go out.. i guess in uni is different.. my class is a dead class..
one month of slacking n stoning till another horrendus sem.....

so aniway i have moved.. as in moved house to a few streets away... so.no big deal..

i feel so dead.......... urgh

ok full time mugging from now till forever...
had a realli bad cough recently that probbly piss those sittting wif mi during lectures.. oops.. and its not helping that i m still eating ice cream n drinking iced water.....

haa saw my bro's old crush at nus today finally..ooh she has short hair now... wanted to stalk her la but lost sight of her after a while
yeah no sch till dunno when cos i m gonna pon sch till dunno when which is good as i can stay at home to rot n mugg n yeah like i sed feel dumb
crys e agony ends only on the 30th nov..............................................boo hoo
to make things worse.. that bro of mine going msia for holidays nxt wk wif his army kakis..while poor kailing is rotting at home feeling miserable
and with so many changes going on in my life... y do i not feel ani excitment at all

haa saw my bro's old crush at nus today finally..ooh she has short hair now... wanted to stalk her la but lost sight of her after a while
yeah no sch till dunno when cos i m gonna pon sch till dunno when which is good as i can stay at home to rot n mugg n yeah like i sed feel dumb
crys e agony ends only on the 30th nov..............................................boo hoo
to make things worse.. that bro of mine going msia for holidays nxt wk wif his army kakis..while poor kailing is rotting at home feeling miserable
and with so many changes going on in my life... y do i not feel ani excitment at all

hmm my dad is out to make mi fat.. i just know it.. how can i possibly eat 2 macchicken?????
heh i cant remember but is it mr Lui bdae today? haha bad memory.. aniway it shd be coming soon rite..if so happy bdae! hahaha
bleah i dun like studying alone but i study better alone... sigh

yeah feeling good..bcos no sch till wed.. which means i have so many days to stay at home n mugg n rot n feel dumb
haha yeah i was suppose to not shop animore.. i made a resolution (as usual)..but its not my fault mango deciede to have new collection the day i made that resolution.. so................ haiz.. i am starting to think i am COLLECTING clothes rather than WEARING them.. yeah was packing my stuff e other day n i realise i got 2 big box of new clothes.. if my dad sees it, i am so DEAD..
haa yeah so cool.. looks like everyone miss 6B..so do i.. haha its like i am always telling pple how fun my class WERe... i sHALL not comment on my current class.. i WILL not comment..everything's GREAT..aniway... hahaha e ct rep is retIRED n expired alsola.. so she is unlikely to do anithing for e time being.. hahaha BUT if some BIRD decides to fly back or anione who else is coming back.. of cos e slack n expired ct rep WILL try to organise sthg... HAAHAAHAA..

" everything's changing and out of my control"
recently i feel that there are juz too much changes in my life.. i dun exactly know how to put it also..
haha operation - make-aloy-study has officially begun. spearheaded by sharon teo, the operation is expected to last fer a few weeks..hopefully aloy is still alive den..haa

screw this

" And when i'm alone i feel so much better"

Yeah its true.. i am realli tired of all the facade around mi.. i realli hate it when people bitch and bitch abt others.. when build ur happiness at the expense of others? i rather b alone den hear u bitch..seriously get real

met crys today.. realli miss u guys..n i feel that i m drifting away frm u guys actualli..esp xh..sigh

haa need my dosage of complaining on my blog every now n then..so there u go...

so i pon sch today, though in e end i went for lab cos lab is lab..

saw alethea and jacelyn yesterday.. 2 hot babes..xm must be so jealous

aniway... life's realli boring... though the days do get by realli fast.... i dunno..e year seems to go by pretty fast... and soon.. it wld be e much awaited exams.. i so love life like this...

my uni frends are quite cute.. they r always trying to matchmake mi bcos they r worried i might end up being a spinster.. its realli quite funny sometimes

yay crys meet up soon.. tsktsk dat day saw u but u were busy concentrating on ur food den to notice mi...*shake head*

my brother is goona learn driving soon.. he better make sure he pass on the first attempt..

i m getting sick of blogging..

yeah uploaded e photos we took yesterdat...haa realli enjoyed myself.. been long since i laughed so much.. hmm realli sad cldnt join u guys fer e picnic.. haha but was a "relief" also bcos the picinic was so "porn" tsktsk. u wld think aloy, crys n sharon plus aloy's nine year old sister going fer a bdae picinic at sentosa sounds innocnet rite.. i mean wat can 1 guy 2 gals n a little gal do..u wld juz expect them to mayb sit n eat n talk n mayb sun tan or swim... no..thats wheere u are wrong.. with 3 colour wolfs(obviously i meant sharon aloy n crys), things go terribly wrong.. juz look at all e photos they took of themselves...hahahhaa poor aloy's sister...i bet she is traumatised fer life.. after seeing 2 colour wolf women bath together.. in one night, sharon is now crys's and crys is now sharon's... hahaha and den i met them at pasta mania... and we played some number game..poor xh got a bit "high" and drunk that she cant even remember the number.. it must be that pepsi twist la... i bet sharon out some drugs inside.. haha yeah aloy remmeber not to eat the sand sharon gave u hor... i bet he has thrown it away and use the bottle to put his cookies liao...hahaha
and seriously i think aloy is being terrorised by mi.. u can see e fear in his eyes ( actualli not realli cos he closes his eye) whenever he takes photo wif mi... haha ok though i wld like to say that this colour wolf here is realli sweet to his sister.. veri brotherly indeed.. haha
niway aloy happy bdae in advance in case i forget to wish u.. haa STUDY aloy STUDY..
yeah thanks fer e wonderful time yesterday..love u guys!! will miss u all!=)

classic eg of how i stone in e morning... one fine morning i was on e bus n i din realise my class mate was nxt to mi till i reach my stop... n my classmate was even nice enuf not to disrupt my stoning session
aniway yeah tmr no sch... can stay at home to mugg n mugg
sry eh aloy cannot not attend yer bdae picnic at sentosa although i wld realli like to go..but i m like physically n mentally drained of energy..n if i go i think i will b even more stressed out after i reach home n see e piles of work left to b done...so hopefully can join u all fer dinner=) ..hopefully aloy can see lotsa hot babes at sentosa..
aniway must realli scold my bro..u wld think kailing is e spend thrift rite..no thats where u are wrong.. someone onli shops at levis n topshop n spend 50 plus on a thin white shirt and den spend another 80 plus on some quiksilver pants..tsktsk..even kailing dun spend like that.,...she does it over time; not in one go

and i realli feel like going for a facial and eyebrow trimming soon.. its realli relaxing whenever i goes fer facial.. haa
sometimes i think its good not to have any dreams and hopes actualli..this way u wun be disappointed in the end
but i think that if i realli have the time in the future it wld be to go travelling.... there's so many places that i want to visit..haha


and one thing.. i realli hate being restricted.. i get pissed when i return home juz slighty later then usual and my mum keeps calling..ok i know thats cos she cares abt mi.. but i dunno.. i guess i like freedom.. so u know y kailing hasnt been in any relationship yet.. and even if i realli find a bf nxt time he better makes sure he dun control mi.. haha ah but that will probably be cow years later la.. its like i have enuf books n tutorials to accompany mi now la.. so no hurry...*ahem huichong.. * i m more concerned abt u n ur "passenger"

aniway i hope i dun dream abt e communist and chin peng tonight.. yesterday i dreamt abt hawker centre.. haha i dun realli rem all my dreams la...juz e gist of it..somehow

ok gotta head back to my brainless lab report.. yeah cool..

I wake up in the morning
Put on my face
The one that's gonna get meThrough another day
Doesn't really matterHow I feel inside'
Cause life is like a game sometimes

yup died for chem test as expected.. but i realli tried my best..sigh
went shopping fer aloy present today...BUT.. heh i ended up going to Mango and buying this skirt... sigh.. shopping isnt realli helping mi to destress animore... my dad thinks i am freaking stressed..he's been telling mi abt the danger of being overly stressed n burned out n den getting mental disease.. haha well this is because i 've beeen very bad tempered..and i do mean REallY.. haa and i realise actualli from the time i get out of my bed, it takes mi 2 hrs actualli to b fully awake.. so.. this explains y i am so stone in e morning

" there's no point in thinking about yesterday, its too late now it'll never be the same again."
sometimes i realli hate pple who bitch abt other.. yet sometime i find myself doing that.. life's so full of contradiction.. recently can t seem to stand this particular guy.. someone whom i feel treat pple like his subordinate instead of frends..but hopefully its juz a passing feeling.. n sumtimes i think i do things or say things dat hurt others unknowingly.. do i or do i not? i think i do.. and i realli go into extreme mood swings.. sumtimes i act realli hyper in class n den i juz start to die off n stone... haa sumtimes i find i dun understand myself...
aniway yeah aloy bdae.. juz give him a photo alblum of himself la.. or a video tape of HIMSELF.. den he can play it n watch it over n over again.. hahahaha i hope i can find e time to celebrate his bade today... yesterday i had weird dreams again..this time abt jap occupation.. n i dreamt i was taking some nippon airline.. dun sound too good rite... hahaha ok aniway back to aloy.. yeah finaaly in a few days time he will b same age as us la hor... little boy growing up to b another little boy la.. haha we juz need to set him up wif some hot babe on his bade think he will be happi liao la...hahahhaha

yay nxt week got mid term test for chem..so happi... got test again..words cant describe the "JOY" of being able to have a test..someomore open book.. yeah.. how cool... crap wat the hell am i talking....
aniway great discoveries today...well 2 pple in my class r attached..haha so exciting!! its like jack so fast..steady man... yeah feel so happy for them.. i always feel happy when i see my frends getting attached.. i think its wondenrful thiing to be able to be with the one u love..=) aniway..but within class a bit werid though.. its like today i unknowingly bcame a lamp post-lamp post cos technically i wasnt in e middle but sitting nxt to them..haha ah but how interesting..haha

i think i m bcuming emotionally unstable.. i can cry after watching some show which wasnt realli touching ..i dun mean emotionaaly unstable as in i have been jilted or ditched.. serioulsy there is no time for such things now... i guess i m stressed la.. been thinking alot of the past... nono not as in singapore history.. i finally manged to finsh my essay hopefully tonight i dun dream about Raffles or Sri tri buana again.. but i thnk i am gonna fail my essay cos it dun make sense at all... wth does an engineering student know abt writing history essay aniway

i think my hamster is dying.. .. it juz feels so sad to watch him stuggling to live.. he doesnt run around animore.. he doesnt llook at mi animore..he jus close his eyes n pant n wait for his time to come..

everything in this world is juz so fleeting and ephemeral..

heh i guess i shall not for once complain abt sch..life's like that.. i have resigned to fate.. haa
aniway.. its pretty werid.. i have been dreaming abt sch work all e time.. my dreams now come as physics qn and chem equations.. den sometimes i can wake up in e night n think abt singapore history...juz e other day i dreamt i was on a chinese old junk boat sailing to some island..no not stress..juz hardworking... n e results of mugging

life's pretty stagnant on e whole.. juz that i am bcuming a meanie as usual
told a big fat lie abt something to someone but i guess is shall not say what it is here juz in case...

aloy study!! - from ur favourtie nag machine