Presenting. rendenvous 1. kl in KL. actually i thought KL was a pretty nice place. and the stuff there were pretty cheap. places that i thought i liked were of cos KLCC, the Petronas Twin tower.. Look out point, Eye of Msia and of Cos Genting! i absolutely love the weather and scenery in Genting. But sadly, despite the wonderful scenic view, i got distracted by bimbi..haha

so this is taptap in various parts of KL

and KL was good because i had a good driver. who happens to hate walking. so taptap didn't have to walk much at all. haha. but the driver got very stressed at times. and taptap was too busy photo whoring to entertain the very "stressed" driver. the traffic was actually worse that Singapore's. so anyway. here's some screen time for the very wonderful host.
and we caught the simpson at cineleisure.
oh and we had a hot date with the mistress ZT too. sweet times in the ferris wheel man. haha
actually i thought my stay in KL was too short cos there was so many stuff i didnt get to do like ..SHOPPING and eat. haha but i figure i better leave ASAP before aunty and uncle throw me out of the house.

my trip there was really relaxing and happy. It was like for that few days, all my worries were safely tucked at the back of my mind. Chances are pretty slim i will travel there again. but nevertheless, it was a trip truly memorable and beautiful..that will definitely go down memory lane.

this blog post is dedicated to the someone very special to me.. actually this is part 1. of bimbi in singapore. the second part of the 'sizzling hot' rendenvous will come sometime. looking at the photos and videos never fail to bring a smile across my face. so let's forget the sad part of everything and reminise about the beautiful memories :)
1)Bimbi chris at Palawan Beach (albeit we were dressed horribly wrong.my bad).
2) i don't know why. but he is obssessed with that pose.
3) trying to seduce taptap with his eyes. haha
anyway. Singapore was too tiring for bimbi. because he had to walk. like from wisma to far east. was too far for him. haha ok i was a really terrible host too.

and so bimbi proclaims that the one thing he does at every beach is a handstand. even the little boy behind was staring and wondering what he was doing.
and the only thing that probably impressed him was our national library. haha i absolutely have to pose the last photo of bimbi smiling. because he looks so happy. and it's ur smile i will miss seeing.. but whatever it is, i wish that u have many more happy times ahead. and i'll be happy for you.

ok some screen time for myself.. i was a happy girl. and a lucky girl. i must say.

of course, we took some shots together. i used to have only one pathetic photo to look at..the one taken during grad night. so now. i have many many more to look at already..the 'nicer ones" are not being posted for certain reasons. haha
anyway i like the last one cos it looks like we were modelling for our guess shirt. haha ok la. i'll say something mushy here while i still have the chance to. i heart bimbi.

and our final farewell.this was taken at 6am. and we were both pretty dead. i slept for 1.5 hrs. then went to school. and as Dr Raja was explaining FTIR, i was pretty sure i was already in wonderland. i really wondered how i got through friday. probably with images of u, ur smile and ur lingering presence and touch. ok no. the sad stuff will be another post. i will do up another post on my rendenvous in KL first.

i miss bimbi! =P
ok time to slp. more another time.

still disliking school
taking a few classes with the year 3... although honestly i can say. everyone's pretty transparent to me these days.
and then had a class with mumee..and it was reminiscence of our ISU days in CHE357 and 440 where we sit and daydream . it's being long since we had a class together.. and mumee gave me some truffles today;)
there's just too many things on my mind right now.
but i believe
everything is gonna end soon. a closure. or not. it will all be over soon.

yup
it's monday
hello there school. it's been a while

Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

and school is gonna start on Monday
and so a brand new life awaits
this hols have been pretty great, had my fair share of fun and bittersweet moments.

but it's mundane stuff like rotting at home, taking random naps ,watching tv, surfing website (eating junk food@ the same time) that i will miss. am suppose to meet up with a couple of friends today. instead i chose to rot at home.. let's see... woke up at 10, ate breakfast. and started watching tv from 11-4. slept from 4-6. dinner from 6-8. and guess what i did after dinner, i slept. and woke up at 10.30pm. watched some tv and it's 1 now. i am thinking of what to do. in fact i felt a little guilty for wasting my time like this..it's like wasting my life away.
but i only have Sunday left to waste.. aRGh

i guess my new resolutions for the sch year remains pretty much the same as previous years
1) minimize MSN.
2) minimize crap surfing of the net( esp facebook.com and blogs. and blogging)
3) to pay attention during lectures.

forget yesterday
and we'll make the great escape

it's like closing one chapter of the book. a whole new chapter awaits.
the way life have been has taught me many new things
i am probably more sure of my directions in life right now, in term of career& relationship .
the kind of stuff i want to do in the future, the kind of guy i want.
i used to think i will love to travel the world alone n leave my footprints around. but probably not so now anymore. i used to think that way because i am too used to leading a life on my own, making decisions on my own. but it's nice to have someone to fall back on and to take care of u.

of course, the ideal directions have been set.
but there are also times when i fall back to my comfort zone.
i guess what i really need is courage and determination.

sentosa.vivo city.wisma. takashimaya. bugis. east coast park. more place with traces of me and you. more memories to keep close to my heart.some stuff are ephemeral. some last for a life time. but the sun set at the end of the day and twilight approaches. everything comes to a closure. the days stopped short.


i love you.even if it was for just one more day.
if i have my way, i would never get over you
but life don't always go our way
and i'll let go of you now.
till next time. and till then i walk alone.

a post specially for a very special n great friend whose birthday happens to be today. and in view of that, i deliberately chose a nice photo to be put up. (like how often do i put up nice photos of people)
i sincerely wish u all the best in ur future and may ur smile be with u always and stay happy each day.

Eye of Malaysia, curve, 1u, Setapak, Cineleisure, Batu caves, midvalley, KLCC, Twin towers, Look out point, Genting(i heart genting!). and a superb tour guide.

Thanks for the memories. i guess a few years down the road, i will look back with sweet reminiscence
xoxo

i guess i am at the stage of life where the future is pretty much undecided and uncertain. somewhat shrouded. and i start to ponder about stuff a little too much.
right now, i pretty much just want to get through my last yr of school and graduate. and from then on, it is pretty much like standing at a crossroads. like i really want to make good use of the years to come to do the stuff i like before i decide to settle down eventually(if ever). and i really wish i have the freedom and chance to fulfill some of these dreams.
i really wonder. one year from today, where would i be, what would i am doing, who will i be with.

maybe one day, we'll all look back
and realise that today didn't matter anymore
what seems difficult now
may actually be a blessing in disguise.

love is about letting go. so then, when do u know it is time to do so?

that aside, was at some National Day function today.
just how patriotic am I?
just how proud am i to be Singaporean.
the answer to the latter is yes.
but i really didnt have an answer to the first question.

ok don't say i never share good stuff. i took off my braces. so here i am photo whoring in someone's car in some secret place smiling(woot lucky driver!haha)
actually strangely, i didnt feel that happy because i guess it was overshadowed by other BETTER stuff.
and of cos the smile was because of you. >.<
if that was a dream, at least it was a good one
if it all ends here, at least there aint regrets.

i guess love is when that one person meant the world to u.... (to be continued)

So she sat on, with closed eyes,
and half believed herself in Wonderland,
though she knew she had but to open them again,
and all would change to dull  reality.
-Alice in Wonderland

A closure or continuation. Which one do u choose?

Guess my mind is pretty much still in a whirlpool.


going back to hibernation
for once, i didnt need others to understand
or know how i feel

PLGA, PLL, PEI, PLA. SIgh all these polymers. PT sounds better la
say this word now :spectrophotometrically.

whatever. presentation later. and i am not prepared. so not prepared.

like great
tmr is going to be a crazy day
as if things are not bad enough
i realise i have two class outings. and i forgot abt one totally. hoho. like ..ugh.. i have been pretty absent minded and forgetful and doing air headed and bimbotic stuff.

ok for andy
mum: oh andy thought i don't remember him anymore ah?
KL: u say you don't what
mum: ya but he put on weight right
kl: ya he DAM vain la, keep going to the gym. so you think he look better now or last time
mum: of course now la, must ask Poei to go to the gym more. and oh change the name of that bear of yours, dont call it lala anymore. call it momo.

today was movie day
watched the horror show called Alone with lala. It was actually not as scary as compared to the previous ghost shows i have watched like Shuttler but there was a pretty sinister and nice twist. And i guess it wasn't scary because i was (as always) hiding my eyes behind my hand at all the scary scenes. And at the end of the show, there was some kinda saw 3 scenario.

weird sightings: 1) mammoth thighs of a girl wearing mini skirt.ugh!
2) boob exposing girls. don't know whats with some Singaporean girls these days. must wear clothes to expose part of the boobs. maybe guys find it sexy. but i feel it distasteful.
3) cute guy, not cute girl friend

andy: " usually for a couple , one looks good but the other usually dont look as good"
kl: " ya lo, either the girl very pretty then the guy is not good looking, or the guy very good looking, the girl very ugly"
andy:" so is ur boy boy good looking ?
aha this is a trick question.

so lala spent the afternoon convincing me that true love doesn't exist. That a guy is definitely going to cheat on you somehow. Because i said if a guy ever cheats on me, then i m gonna dump him immediately. So the lala was trying to convince me that they deserve a second chance. HORRIBLE right. Guys are just horrible. and also apparently, i was told that asking a guy his shoe size is a sensitive question because of certain reason. this stupid lala is corrupting me with all his thoughts la! grr
and then met mummy for dinner and she saw lala. i reckon she thinks lala and i had something going on. but I didnt have the heart to tell mummy that lala belongs to a group called The Others. hahahahah

that aside, i pretty much still exist in a semi daze, declining appetite(no not anorexic). Sigh..am still trying to figure out what is wrong me really.


The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
[Big Girls Don't Cry]

I am a big girl. right

suffering from some kinda waning appetite these days, like i dont even feel hungry. not to say my weight loss is tremendous. 2 kg. soon it will be 45kg again.
so it's like 12pm now. i woke up at 8.30am and i dont feel hungry at all.. but upon reading sharon's blog n seeing e photo of my very unhealthy leg, i promptly decide to go cook the bowl of noodle now n try to finish it all. i really want to gain weight la.bleah. shopping with the bimbos later.=)

crys leg is so hei!!!

my B's. we are all gonna get the same hairband. and then i will look more like a gypsy. haha

been blogging incessantly probably because i was feeling pensive about stuff.
not good
but i just realised it's like TWO weeks till school starts. SIGH. how did time pass by?
so i guess, i really just want to enjoy my last 2 weeks of hols.
my timetable nxt sem is like a 3 days weeks on even week and 4 days week on odd. sounds good? only on the days i am in school, i will have lesson from 8am(DAM!) to 5/6pm. yea. not fun you know.only 1-2 hr break. very huge contrast from my timetable in ISU. but oh well. this is NUS. 23 credits is normal i guess.

whatever it is, yea shall not think so much. and shall not blog so much.shall enjoy my hols.

le+shJ) .: says:
AIYOH THE PICT SO SWEET LEH!
:. le+shJ) .: says:
put the hand so nicely across his shoulder
taptap says:
the pic hor
sharon says:
my turn go see (sharon is forever very slow)
taptap says:
he go pull my hand and make me put my arms ard him one
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le+shJ) .: says:he called me the other day
taptap says: what?!
taptap says: so his voice sexy not?
le+shJ) .:ya...his voice very deep leh......

(they have been carrying out a secret affair. i knew it)
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:. le+shJ) .: says:
now bimbi cannot use to call aloy already
:. le+shJ) .: says:
we call him bastard la
sharon says:
i shall not get involve in word politics

(aloy, i m not very sorry) haha