random-ness

yue bing are coming... hahatime for some lanterns again

it's hazeland nutt's birthday today :) it's amazing how little poohies bring so much joy to our lives. haha

on a random note. i hate childish people.
life's simple. u r nice to others, it's highly possible they treat u with kindness in return. U r unkind, then dont even bother expect a tinge of kindness from others.
and life's has its own karma. i think there are too many bitches around who selfishly construct their happiness on others unhappiness. Someday also, u will get the karma u deserved. trust me.
If u want respect, earn it.

Worklife

one of my close friend at work is moving to another position. kinda sad cos she sits next to me so i am now less one snacking and gossip buddy. BOO.

inche (whos moving and i). check out my CMI desk

my favourtie "aunty" at work

gossip buddies :P

at swensen for farewell lunch. sian. really getting old and haggard. need botox soon. haha

ACKSX

whoo its been a while since i blogged..haben been feeling too good these days..satisfaction from nowhere...sigh.. i think i am so f* up . anyway i removed me twitter from my blog..was told some funny password thingy appearing on my blog..cos i actually protected my tweets..
that aside,had a really good time with the ACKSX less Xh last night at the airport... <3<3>
i haven laugh so much for a while :)

so sweet! even the guy behind cannot take it also want to be in the picture. or maybe he is bio-ing me!haha.

.the tkgs bitch and aloy. (ahahhaha kill me crys)

the i-am-in-denial aloy and me (ahh pardon the makeup-less face. )

siao eh concentrating.. so pretty la..
hope u get past the evil witch at work and get ur promotion soon man!

stupid teeth finally giving me less problem but i have yet to remove those damn stitches from the mouth. wisdom teeth are a pain seriously. its like u pay money to get tortured. past 1 week was just sian and the nagging pain in the mouth made things worse. i find that i tend to talk to strangers easily..this time round it is to a girl.. she's very nice. i only know she is from my korean class. but the other day we started chatting on the bus. kinda envy her dream which is to work in korea.. and she is kinda working towards it. and cos she's still in uni, she is taking classes in korea and plan to do a summer program in korea. after that get a scholarship with the korean embassy and work in korea. sigh..i wish i cld do that with my life too..i wish i were a student too..like that given a choice, i may not do an exchange in USA but go to korea. then again, i also like US.. so it would have been a tough choice. but yea... there u go..people who get to do what they like in their life vs me.. the-i- live-one- day- at- a -time
haiz.. monday blues again.

not good

the most hardworking student always sit in front. heh heh..

kaya guyu went to jb and found some food at Old town white coffee

then they found nandos which they heard from hazel and nutt when they went to melbourne

sibei photo whore strikes again

just went for the stupid wisdom tooth surgery ..a very scary experience..there were drilling, tugging and stitches.
i hope when the anesthetic wears off its not too painful :(

past few days just haven been good. maybe its the time of the month.
had the most stupid bus ride yesterday after my lessons.
some random cranky old man kept shouting on the bus cos it was very crowded. lucky me was seated comfortably. or at least i thought i was lucky. so at every stop the old man just kept yelling at people to hurry up and move to the back of the bus. So a random indian dude went to confront him and asked whats his problem. so u know lah, they end up quarreling them. lucky me was just watching the show when the guy (some random guy in his 30s) suddenly talked to me. bloody hell. he started from the show to random stuff.. keep saying i look very pretty( u know it's like 10 pm and i know i look like a zombie so i wonder what the hell he is talking abt like seriously) and then asked for my number. TMD. wanted to tell him to F off. like seriously, get a life. so u see, lucky me became unlucky me. just when i thought i am seated comfortably, i need to entertain some i-got-no-life dude from nowhere.
can u all just give me some peace HUH??? very tiring day already.

ok the bloody(now really bloody) tooth is getting uncomfortable.:(
need to do work later also. :(
TMD. why lah.

long weekend.. quite busy. daryl's wedding, tuptup's grandma bday, pri school gathering. no time for nothing. had sakura buffet on saturday as well. some pics from the wedding. the first of my JC mates to get married. it feels kinda weird attending one. i dunno. cos somehow i feel i am not at that age yet. though it's funny cos people think so actually. prolly another interesting thing is that the guys are complaining that our "value" is depreciating exponentially at this age. haha. and one of my pri sch guy friend was saying " it's quite scary to be dating girls at 25 cos you are obliged to marry them. cos say u break up after 2 yrs and the girl is 27 then u will feel very bad for wasting their time. "

but was just looking at the RJC S06B facebook page. damn. i miss those days. haiz. life tunes to a more serious channel as you grow older, like it or not.

photowhoring . sigh. gg for wisdom tooth operation next week. kinda sian. SIGH. goodbye to the long weekend. happy birthday singapore.

Where is Paba?

Hi this is hazel. Mame left out Paba's picture (probably in consideration of fellow internet users), but i'm not so considerate. i'm hazel. so here he is! Yucks! Bleah! Plttt!

Argh

u see, wait for the train until sian so take photos.

really like aglio oglio.

I think i have been alittle cranky and weird these days. there's just too much on my mind. ARGHHHHHHHH going crazy. dont want to go to work tomorrow. caught inception yesterday. am i the only one who finds the movie overrated? haha. its like admist all the complexity and myriad of intriguing details, it's a pretty simple plot. i am not saying it's not a good show to watch .Ok Whatever. i really cant be bothered ok. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.RAWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Jealousy gets u nowhere but crankiness

girls. or rather women. are meant to be jealous creatures. these days i finally realise what it means.
i think if u r pretty if u r confident if u are really well liked, then why be so jealous of others. like. i think jealousy is a show of an inferior complex actually. so go on, be jealous and kill yourself. i am secretly amuse actually. i always like to take a step back and watch all these dramas around me. it doesn't matter to me because it matters to you. and being mildly rebellious, i like to do the things u dont like me to do.

never chased and never would know what it is like to chase

such lifeless day. in a natural state of equilibrium, i am not zen. i m frowning. dont really know whats wrong with me myself except that maybe satisfaction knows no boundary. distractions are everywhere. not that they matters. sometimes its the frustration of slow progression of learning. like i say, sometimes, i expect too much from others and from myself.bleah.

하양눈을 언제 다시 한번 볼 거예요?
(when am i going to see the white snow again)

so many taptap

so many taptap picture. afternoon tea time. ok this is not a baby G. but here's how i have sinned. i just got 2 baby G.

mini sizedpopcorn for hazel and nutt... ok and me too. they are right in saying "twilight fans will love any movie from the entire twilight saga. " make me one of those nut head.

going to jb and bored. sometimes u wonder why they dun make it easier for Singaporean to go jb. like hello, we help to contribute to ur GDP and not to mention we often get robbed there. sigh.

my colleagues always say i am on a disappearance act. which means i am getting skinnier. not so much of getting skinny but i think i look pale.ok here's why my disappearance act happens. the pionner canteen sells horrible food. other than the cute guy that comes by, there's really nothing else to motivate me to eat. work wise. i am just glad the project controls setup which i had been working have finally ended with that two rollout session. It's pretty stressful to speak in front of a crowd of engineer and having questions directed at u. oh well. i think public speaking is part of working life. gotta get used to it. more interesting stuff- my colleagues are helping me set up a KLFC (kai ling fan club) which i thought is quite funny. i think having great colleagues is really very important. why stab each other.

Eclipse

so finally had the time to catch Eclipse.
and i think Jacobs reminds me of Ziting. haha. i dunno why though.
so here's why Stephanie Meyer's book makes high school girl fall in love with love itself.
lines like " it's like seeing the person and for that moment, its no longer gravity holding you down. It's her"
bullshit. i doubt there's such thing in real life.
Watched Date Night yesterday too. I thought it was quite a funny movie too.
really tired..guess i will continue another time. nightz!

i love SMRT* YA RIGHT*

and they came out

theres an uncle behind kaya

haha so many poohies outing. this time rouund with kaya and guyu. had a long day today..well not cos of the hours but cos of a 2.5hrs of presentation to the engineers. another one next week. cant wait for it to be over. back to language classes. lesser time for blogging, shopping etc. gotta stay zen. alrighty time to study.

aint u all sick of me by now? haha