lousy weekend:(

was sick again. maybe cos i am a lil stress at work plus all the kitkats, coookies, snacks, calamari etc etc. plus being surrounded by sick/just recovered colleagues, taking the trains with people coughing n sneezing..sigh..so i had a bad throat and fever on sat and i just stayed in bed.booo
i am into reading books recently. but i always get headache from reading on the trains.
other than that, online shopping and caught twilight over the weekend..(yea i know abit slow here)

like most girls, i love the show for Robert Pattinson's Edward Cullen character in the show.
i suppose girls always find such stories romantic. Maybe it has something to do with the idea of having a cool, suave and sensitive guy with undying love for you. One who sweeps you off your feet with brooding good looks & the perfect character, one who is always there to protect and take care of you, one who impresses you in every other way.
BUT reality holds. No one's perfect. Maybe us girls get too ccaught up with such romatic and ficticious character who exudes such charm so much so that we have set our expectation of boyfriend to be unreasonably high. Maybe that's why i CANNOT tolerate guys who cheat on their girlfriend or who has a change of heart. Maybe that's why i cannot tolerate insenitive and uncaring guys. Maybe thats why i cant tolerate un-gentlemanly guys. Maybe thats why i cannot tolerate guys whose character stinks.

Crap aside, since i m into reading, i shall buy the whole series of Twilight to read. my comp is spolit. so i cant do much or upload pics.
i m contemplating taking mc tmr. which reminds me i have 21 days of leave to clear by the end of the year:)

"but my thoughts...you can't decode"