sunday. ah. marks(hopefully) the end of an otherwise terrible and emotional week. some days i just lose it. at the end, i am filled with guilt and remorse. i am sorry for all the outburst.
thAt plus all the grey topics i have been reading about- holocaust (no thanks to Inglorious Basterds) has sorta made me really crazy. war time atrocities are really sickening.
i shall not attribute my nutcase situation to stress from work, yada yada. i am not a good person . thats all i can say. when i get irritated and upset, nothing matters. i just go crazy and throw away everything.
Guess only my parents and tuptup can (barely) tolerate me.
Sorry. Sorry to everyone.
Ah, unhappy stuff aside. Met a long lost friend today. Had a good chat. How true that in times of adversity, you realise who matters, who never, and who would never. You realise how important family is, as they are the people who stand by you through the sun and the rain. And i particularly like the notion that " we can be happy now" . Often, we keep envisioning about the future, setting goals and dreams like " i wan to achieve this and that" so i can be happy, i want to have this and that to be happy. But really, you can be happy now, there are many things you have now that is enough to make you happy. But enough is never enough. Long story short, dont neglect the present for the future. What you have in control is the present and the very first thing you can is to make a change to the present and be happy. You can be happy now.
Last agenda on the list as always( long backdated photos).
random duh pictures
1)tuptup waiting for train
2)taptap acting pretty
3) off to JB
Bubble tea!! i prefer Singapore's Sweet talk!
We love mee goreng, nasi briyani and Horlicks
JUSCO!!! so fun!!
Dinner at Sizzling stone grill.
more pics next time! time to sleep!
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