decisions

i came to realise i am hopelessly stubborn at times. Giving up on things in life sux. So often, i lapse back to the thoughts of holding on to them. By the way, this refers to the general context of life rather than certain specific things if you are wondering or thinking too much.

anyhow, i think i make things complex for myself all the time.

I think(haha) i think alot. Well if i don't, then i won't be who i am today.
It would be nice to have someone think and make decisions for me.
But then again,
i have not met someone who know me well enough or is smart enough to do so.
LOL

Nonsense aside. more random CRAP.
I really can't wait to finish the korean exams next week. then i can sit at some random coffee place on a nice afternoon and watch the world goes by around me. LOL.
I think people watching requires some skill. I have had male friends who stare at girls in such an obvious manner that sometimes i find it amusing. Being discreet is an art and a form of well, politeness in many aspects.

That aside, i really wished i had a lil more free time to go to Korea. I can so imagine. Walking down the streets of Myong-Dong, stoning at the 경복공 in peace.

Lastly, i am becoming a slave and a lover to the new doggie that my brother bought. It follows me around whenever my bro is not at home. It keeps me up some night or wakes me up at the wee hours at times. I have to feed it and run around with it. Well, hopefully at the end of the day, i learn to be more caring and loving towards well, the world in general. LOL