feeling extremely like a piece of crap for the whole of today. i guess i have been unusually strange these days. maybe its the overwhelming stuff to pick up at work. or the overwhelming stuff outside work to cope with. feel so bad for being a tad off today and towards people.
or maybe its the recurring pangs of guilt. sometimes i dont even know whats wrong with myself and why i am feeling so unusually down.
such a terrible day


ugh