Wednesday, February 25, 2004

i linger in the doorway
of alarm clock screaming monsters calling my name
let me stay
where the wind will whisper to me
where the raindrops as they're falling tell a story

in my field of paper flowers
and candy clouds of lullaby
i lie inside myself for hours
and watch my purple sky fly over me
don't say i'm out of touch
with this rampant chaos - your reality
i know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
the nightmare i built my own world to escape

swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
oh how i long for the deep sleep dreaming
the goddess of imaginary light
< imaginary> evanescene


today marks e end of my career as a temperature taker... finally quit my job.. it was kind of done of impulse...but come to think..i dun regret my decision.. after all... i was never happy working there... and 2 complaints in 3 days aint veri great u know.. sometimes i think i really have to learn to keep my cool...

Monday, February 23, 2004

i think a blog is not e thing fer mi la........ veri sian to blog alreadi....n even forgot my own address to my own blog..haha
aniway to all my long lost friends there who have not heard from mi fer quite some time... i am still pretty much e same...same lousy job n same life... on days where i dun feel like meeting anione, i juz stone around..n tok less then 10 sentences a day...haha quite funny rite? for someone who used to crap alot last time... aniway dun tok to e ppl eat my workplace... i mean e onli pple there who r my age r this malay gal n this freak-a-zoid guy who realli freaks mi out..loong story.... i mean e nurses r ok...some la... try to tok to mi... some even try to matchmake mi..... pfft.....how exciting



Friday, February 13, 2004

happy friendship day to everyone i know!! n happy vday to all e couples out there!!! hope u all will have a romantic day tmr!!
quite lazy to blog recently... been turning into a meanie.... juz feel like one.. been treating everyone coldly... been scolding any patients who try to b irritating... sigh aniway work hasn't been that bad recently.. i am particulary amused by the blangadesh workers...u see... they dun realli undertand english... and i dunno how to speak e blangadesh language so when i asked them any question, they juz stare at mi with this realli frightened look... n there was one who took off his shirt to show mi his wound in a desperate attempt to tell mi what he was there fer...n i din even dare to look at it...i mean it was abit bloody la... n today two of the blagadesh workers came together.. n both could understand some english...so i asked them if they were together...meaning if they came togehther... i must say they are quite smart la..they thought i meant if they were toghether as in attached... haha that realli amuse mi n i kept laughing but they juz contnue standing there with a blur look... oh well..

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

juz reached home...went to town to meet up wif weiwei john n sheryl... was quite fun..we ate at crystal jade n i was forced to treat them... haha den after dat we went to do a bit of clowning ard.... weiwie wanted to go to tiffany's n co...but we were all quite scared to go in cos the place was very high class... haha so john suggested we go to hugo bosss n have a feel of wat it is like to b in such shops.. n pretend to enter e shop with poise n class... haha it was realli fun man... haha after that we bought some MILDLY alcoholic drink n juz sat around talking... haha n we all looked like retrenched workers actualli....i think its realli cool to chill out wif frends after work...
met xh yesterday to get a hamster...haha dunno if i mention this b4 but my big fat killer hamster went away n never came back...aniway she wanted to shop for a v day present so we went to polo rauph... ahh but sigh they had no sizes left fer e design we want...booo..its reali hard shopping fer guys...1st thing... u nvr know wat they want..secondly... u can nvr seem to get their sizes right...haha ok xh u might not b reading this...but actualli i do realli hope everything will turn out well!! haha although it means i will b e onli lonely soul left among u crys aloy n sharon..haha

Saturday, February 07, 2004

finally its pay day todae!!! haa but guess minus all my shoping expenses not much is left..
had a new guy at work.. he's quite nice and veri punctual so i have no choice but to b early too...
sigh aniway my brother is off to thailand fer a month...boo hoo... all alone at home again..sigh
went swimming e other day..did less den 30 laps den cannot take it already... but found a new place of stoning at last
got sick of shopping already... singapore is realli quite boring act..
watever

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

read zh n debra's blog..and must realli say this..mine's si so bloody childish... haha ok watever..
think work is turining mi into a zombie....
wake up evryday wif e same feeling of dread..
SSDD.. i rem e phrase from e movie -dream catcher..
somehow that pretty much describe how i feel everyday....