Monday, December 31, 2007

I feel obliged to post because today is the last day of the 2007.
There are many reflections and thoughts i have about 2007 and the coming year.
But i am still struggling with my paper. So instead of counting down to 2008, i will be re-reading those 70 pages of crap i wrote. Anyhow, i am not exactly those crazy party goers who enjoy counting down party.

Anyhow.

Happy New Year!
2008......will be brilliant. I hope. New life (working life after graduation.bleah!), new love-i wonder who i will meet next. Can i fast forward time a little and peak into the future(hopefully, it's someone gorgeous, smart and with the right morals and character *always good to aim higher.LOL*). This is exciting!

"You're cold, maybe you just missed the sun"

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Let 2008 be a year without regrets as well.
For there are many things in life , that you don't have the chance to look back and do them all over again once you have missed out on them. Do what you want to do, and never look back

Friday, December 28, 2007

Been a little more busy these days.
The year is coming to an end. I guess i have many new resolutions. Will write them after i am done with my report.
Survived D-day 1 and 2. Now, i have to deal with D-Day 3.
D-day 1. Ending something that was once so precious and dear to me. On hindsight, i really can't decide how i should look back upon the last 1 year, at those memories and the person who once meant alot to me. I am really walking between the dark side and the good side. But as of now, i don't really think about all these anymore. Just a little disillusioned because many things that i once believe and hold on to and thought were beautiful have ceased to be and evaporated in a whiff . Often, i wonder if they had been real. Do i even know you? Sometimes, i only wish the reason for closure was something else. Well, it really don't matter anymore. D-day came, and went away. So did I.

D-day 2. Results. This Semester has been weird. My first official semester back in NUS after a year. And i have to admit, i didn't study as hard. I only had school 2-3 days a week and it got to a point i felt everything was too relaxing. I wasn't as muggerish. After a semester at ISU, after a semester at internship, i kinda became less muggerish. But ironically, my grades were the same as how i did in ISU. So i am very thankful and happy. In fact, this has been the best semester so far. Relaxing yet productive. But i know next sem, i will be roasted alive. The word to describe=> dead. But one last sem, i will give it my best.

And now, D-day 3. Jan 2, handing in of my FYP report. My FYP is screwed up. Sigh. But Sorry if i have been un-contactable and MIA these days. Really busy. But everyday is well-spent. Writing report, play, going out, maple. Poei and i are the noob at ktv,Arcade games and bowling. Hahaha Poei laughed at me when i sang my favourite song at ktv yesterday. And he can sing this cantonese song by TWINS. (u know u have listened to a song too many times when u can sing it in a language u don't speak.haha)

Alright back to report.
Take care all!

I think there's something more, life's worth living for
Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Honestly, Christmas is a joyous festival, but for 2 years in a row, i have had pretty bad experience and stuff happening near Christmas, that sorta dampen the mood a little.


Light up the darkness-- From "I am Legend"
[the show was just so-so though]
When things or people try to get you down, you dont crumble but instead you get right back up. You light up the darkness..yourself. Cos at the end of the day, no one is gonna get u out of it.Tilt your head and turn into the sun.

Hope, faith and love.
3 things in life that one should never lose.


Alright i will be hibernating till the new year.. Sorry that there aint anymore dramas. I have said too much. I 've had enough too.

Merry Christmas everyone! have a good one! =)

Till next time..Xoxo

Sunday, December 23, 2007

My friend said my eyes exude some kind of ferocity and disgust .. uh oh don't tell me i have ventured to the dark side. Haha. Hmmm...Maybe it's more like i feel insulted.

Anyhow. Xmas party at cherry's place.. This is the 1st time i went to her house, other that her place at Frederikson. It's been so long since we hanged out!! There may be stepmoms but Cherry mumee will always be da best!
And then, there were reminiscent of the crazy US travelling with all the US-gang, especially the time spent in Philadelphia.



Mumme and Ax, Some of the Chem Engineers































Me and mumee, Me and Ax.










































My classmates from CN2A->Ax and Cory






































Me and pretty SZ, The US Travelling gang.








































Merry Xmas Everyone! Have a good one.

Saturday, December 22, 2007

aloy

He's never going to forgive me for this. But i suffered severe internal injury..
dont worry aloy! no alot of pple reads me blog.. and i know, u were a little high plus there were 4 bitches forcing u to do it. So it's our bad *grin*
And i think that was sharon singing and crystal was saying "quick la"(dam bossy la)

and i still haven figure out how to rotate this thing. maybe u guys could erm rotate urself or ur computer? hahahhaha

Friday, December 21, 2007

By the dark side, i mean, starting to see the bad of people, and letting contempt overcomes me. Which isnt good cos once i dislike someone, it's a point of no return. Thus far, I have crossed over the dark side once. Towards a particular Japanese dog.

Anyway, i can't decide what is it i feel now.All i know is i am sitting in front of my laptop, reading tons of papers on gene delivery, dozing off, trying to stay awake to type some stuff. And thinking if i should go take a nap AGAIN. Not good. In between all these dozing n typing, i can vaguely hear Poei talking in the background about some noob and stuff in maple. Haha. He plays games 24/7 and talks about it every other minute. In a way, it kept me from drifting towards negative thoughts. HAhaha thats why i m O.k so soon. At the end of the day, im in this thing alone. There's no point to feeling down when others are happy right?
haha and anyway, maple is like MSN with graphics.
Maple actually reminds me of Buchanan. Back then, school was pretty easy so i had the time to play. It's been a year since i last played. I always feel happy when i play cos it's like u are in another world. Now i sound like some 10 yr old kid. Uh-oh.

N orchard road is just horribly crowded.But the Xmas mood is everywhere! There was even some kinda Xmas parade. In fact, it's comparable to Xmas mood in New York.Spent Xmas there last year. Crazy crowd, crazy traffic, crazy shopping, crazy decorations and ornaments.
But one thing, don't ask me to shop and buy present. I will faint and probably end up buying a cup of coffee at starbucks and sitting down there comfortably.

On a more random thought, everyone knows me as taptap now. U know i can imagine say one day taptap becomes my real name and i go to an interview. " Hello, my name is taptap"
Do u think they will laugh at me?

Ok anyhow, overdue pics i forgot to post! Xmas gift Exchange with Acksx. I got a Harley Davidson cap and perfume for my bday. Haiz, i am good at breaking glass bottles. My room still reek of the Gucci one i broke. The smell is nice, but heart pain la!
Thanks sharon for choosing them though. Aloy U DIE DIE also must like the shirt me n Xh got for u. in fact, i expect u to WEAR it the next time we go out! haha
[All my dearies, i know we might do and say some stuff that unknowingly upset each other. Apologies ok! hope our friendship stays strong ok!Love u all]

Um..and i don't know why sharon had that expression when crys helped her to put on her necklace. No pics of myself. Haha.

Thursday, December 20, 2007

Trust, Respect, Patience and Honesty.
The big 4 i will look for in a person.

Anyhow. Actually. I am really O.k already. Zee said that was fast. haha. i told him i am crossing over to the dark side for A****( a dark guy in ISU). Talking to people helps,esp since half of the time it was talking about random crap and i ended up laughing at all the random crap. And given the situation and reason, it was easy to let go. Half of the time, i give pretty subtle hints on my blog, and people fail to comprehend them. Obviously, i am not dumb and there are many things that i already know that i don't say, hoping they will be honest about it. Like i did mention in a few post back(Dec12th n 17th) about letting go, having no regrets, things happening for a reason( in this case, it was to bring things to an end and to let me see more to a person) and that things not meant to be will fall apart on its own.

Anyway if i have sounded bad, mean, horrible and saying horrible and ugly things about people, I am not gonna apologise. LOL. Just joking.
I meant to say, I aint no sane. I was bad and i really shouldnt have said those stuff and will not do so anymore. At the end of the day, like what poei says, as long as everyone happy can already.
For me..i will take it as some sort of liberation. And i still believe and see the good and beauty of people . I haven cross over to the dark side yet.haha and i am still tippity tappity taptap who laughs and talks non stop(not that this is a good thing and i haven lost any ounce of confidence. I haven lost myself. My priority in life is still the same- family,studies-> do my best in my last semester, graduate, find a job, and learn not to be a bimbotic engineer. haha
So let's bring everything to a closure and move on. Plus i got other important things to worry about.
Next please.
WEe!
Smile! I like how aloy look in e pic! so Serious! haha

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Thanks crys thanks aloy.
Crys for bitching with me, aloy for being such a sweetie
[̲̅ ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] is the key to my ❤ - gamebit.blogspot.com says:
i will always lend u my shoulder to lean on if u need
[̲̅ ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] is the key to my ❤ - gamebit.blogspot.com says:
though its not broad lah


Oh by the way, i didnt name any names in all my posts. So i need to emphasize that all the things and people u read abt and whom u think are, are based on figment of ur own imagination.

And if u are those kind who reads and gloat abt stuff, i say get lost.Or even worse, the kind who pretends to be concerned but actually is secretly happy. " is kailing ok?" (deep now they are like. haha i knew it. this is gonna happen). Did i sound like i was going to die? or i m depressed? *roll eyes*. If i am really sad n going to die i wldnt be chatting on msn and playing maple with poei.
And some people are just stupid and dumb. i cannot tolerate dumbness. like saying " i hope by doing blah blah blah i am not blah blah blah". When OBVIOUSLY they know they are. maybe they have really high hope. *shrugs*. If i can, i will just roll my eyes 10 times at them.
And then read a friend's blog
its time to do some reflections on myself. Sometimes i know i say the wrong things, albeit i don't mean it, i will never want to put someone down but instead want them to feel good abt themselves.
Couldnt help feeling sad though.
I felt like the people who are dearest to me all decided to stab me somewhere.

Anyway, i m o.k. Apologies for the surreptitious and depressing posts. But i do feel better penning my thoughts down.
The kind of girls i look down on. are the ugly ones. Ugly mostly because of their actions and character. I make this silent promise to myself to never be like them and never to do anything that will hurt someone else . I want to walk with pride for the things i do and the way i treat others. For this is the way i want to live my life. Or at least i hope. Learning to empathise, putting urself in someone's else position is something i am still learning as well. To treat people not just the way you want to be treated but the way they want to be treated. It's simply asking yourself :" how would u feel if that was you?"
Anyway thanks mistress.. Who was there when things started a year back, and was here for me when things ended, listening to me and cheering me up with all the ass and random talk.

Zee says:

i will jus show her my ass !

taptap says:

and sing" mah mah nah nah, my jinggly ass"

Zee says:

hahaha

taptap says:

shake it in front of her face

Zee says:

horny tap tap

taptap says:

then fart

taptap says:

hahhahahahahahahahaha


And i promise to keep in touch, like drop him 1000 msg on Facebook every other week. haha just joking.

Well
At the end of the day, i am proud of myself for choosing to walk away. It's the right thing to do, the best for us and the one last thing i can do for you.
And i will stick by what i have promised. I will feel happy for you.





挥手拜拜祝你们愉快,我会一个人活得精采
this is from some elva's song that i always sing in ktv and the above sentence took me 10 min to type. haha.


Back to gene delivery. i m at page 45. geez.
and the last thing i need is a dog barking.

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

I would be lying to say i feel nothing
It hurts..the feeling is not good.
Trust has been broken.
Lies. Painful.
A sense of disillusionment.
There's really nothing left to be spoken.Nothing left to hold on anymore. I have too strong a pride to tolerate such things.

Still i give u all my blessings.
Poei is back. Which is good. I told him everything. And then we talked abt random stuff, played maple, went to pierce our ears (yes i have 7 now and now both the evil bro and the real bro has a piercing). Feels alot better.

But there's one thing i am certain.
My conscience is clear. I didnt do anything wrong. And i did all i could.
I will walk out of this, a stronger and better person.

"Love is kind. It's not supposed to hurt. But I'm now so used to it hurting that it feels off when it doesn't hurt. Like there's a hidden surprise waiting to spring itself. I don't like surprises; unpleasant ones, that is"--O.C

I can relate to this totally.


"Et tu Brutus?"

Enough is said.
What i need now really, is some peace and quiet.
沒有地球太陽還是會繞
Life goes on no matter what, tomorrow when we wake up, it will be a brand new day. A fresh new start.


Monday, December 17, 2007

Today's the day.
Strangely, it was not as bad as i thought. Just some sort of disappointment that the reason thing came to a closure was the one thing i hated most. But before i made that call, i know i wont regret and there's no turning back. And i know myself well enough to know that i will never ever look back anymore. never.
Maybe in my mind, before i know the real reason, i have already figured out things out. I cant accept it. And I dont hold on to things that are not worth my effort.
So at the end of the day, he's happy, she's gonna be even more happy. That is a good enough reason.
As for myself, i will find my happiness. I know i will.
Rushed to the mall to get a Xmas Card for my kitty sis in Finland.
And then, the moment i reached the mall, i almost regret coming. The mall was swamped by hordes of people doing their last min xmas shopping. Totally horrible.
I am so not buying any xmas presents for anyone.Wanted to post pics of the Xmas gift exchange with ACKSX, but there's some problem with blogger.
I think there are a couple of xmas gatherings and party on the way. Which is bad because i realise i have no time to do everything. Am still doing my final year project report, which is progressing at a snail pace. I am only at page 40. Doesn't help that there's just too many distractions. From tv- deliberating between Torres, Ronaldo, Shevchenko and Lampard to maple story to msn.

Many thoughts of stuff recently. Like most people, i like to take long walks by myself or drive alone to ponder and reflect on my life.
Earlier on, i made some complaints about driving and i know have a very bad habits of being horrendously late. In retrospect, i am pretty disappointed with myself. I always make it a point to empathize and think for others instead of myself, but yet at times, i fail to do so--> To treat others not just the way you want to be treated but the way they want to be treated.

There's no such thing as true love or whatever they call it.People fall in love when conditions and circumstances such as the time, place and everything other thing is right. Every other things simply includes looks, intellectual level, family background and stuff like that. I believe many things in life happen for a reason.And i do believe in fate and that there's a reason for every person who enters your life. I mean out of the world population of 6.6 Billion or maybe even more, there has to be some sort of fate and reason why you only meet certain people in your life, whether the encounter or reason is postive or negative. On my part, unfortunately, love is anything but storage to me.
Andrea Fonseka wrote in her blog :
"Still, I don't know which relationship I'd rather have - one with moments of brilliance, or one with a steady pulse rate."

i think i am still at the age where i would go for the former rather than the latter. Immature u may say


I hate making decisions and being stuck in a quagmire. It's almost like standing at a crossroad. Which ever path i choose, i wouldnt know if i will regret because i wouldnt know what things will be like if i had taken the other path. Thus, often, i find myself lingering at the same crossroad, never being able to move on. Or sometimes, i will hope that someone comes along the way and tell me which path to take. But this time round, i am, for once, certain of the path to take. And i know, i won't ever look back anymore. This path wont be easy, but i know, i will make it through.What's meant to be will work out perfectly, and what's not meant to be will simply crumble.


That said, if u have read every single words of this post, i thank you for your patience. Anoy is right. Writing does make one feels better, which is the reason why i still blog and will still blog.


i hope to make it to page 50 tomorrow. Sigh. Gene delivery-->One day i will save mankind.
From now onwards, i will try to blog only about happy stuff. Since life is already sad itself, i dont think people wants to read about depressing stuff.

~Forget yesterday, let us not look back anymore~

Sunday, December 16, 2007

ok haha i cant be bothered to reaarange them..i just want to say, thanks for everything!! love u all*muacks
Special thanks to sharon for the cute elmo cake.
there is 100 photos..so i guess if u guys really want them, i can try to upload on FB.
The 1st pic was how sharon reacted when she was told there's sthg going on between me and aloy. hahaha NO LAR! Aloy is just nicer to me( he doesnt scold me but scolds crys) but i can assure u, in his heart, there's only Sharon Teo Shiok Hui.


And since it was my birthday, bitch suggested we
all dress nice nice. But then again, i always dress nice nice when i go out what. hahaha the ironic thing is we dress nice nice but we went to Seoul Garden..where we had to bbq our own food and ended up smelling bad!
















Aloy does a strip tease

haha dont say i dont share gd stuff..but this video is pretty dark n i cant seem to rotate it. i m a youtube noob. haha

Saturday, December 15, 2007


Ok before i blogged abt my birthday this yr woth ACKSX, here what happened last yr..i had a cute SANTA BABY with hot ass..check out the curves..

Anyway! I got Zee to praise me too! wahhahaha although i know he was lying through his pea-sized eyes.but here's why mistress is my favorite mistress!! [yup, i know, i am gonna get killed by mistress for this]







Zee says:

i see all the girls here
Zee says:
huh no hope lah
Zee says:
taptap the best
taptap says:
YES LAR!


HAHAHHA..anyway please read dont take e previous post too seriously.. half of the time, i don't think what i write is what u think it means.

Friday, December 14, 2007

Happy Birthday to myself!
Thanks to everyone who remembered and wished me! Really appreciated that!

Special Thanks to ACKSX for celebrating it with me!
Pics will be up soon!
love ya all!

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Been keeping myself busy these days. In fact, ever since i ended exams last week, there hasnt been a single day i am at home. It's wakeup, go out, do report, sleep. In a way, it's good, because being out with people, being busy take my mind off a lot of things. Life isn't always as pretty as the way i try to paint it. There are many things that upset me that i wouldnt say, there are many things that i dislike that i would keep to myself.

Read the bimbi's blog. And i was actually pretty upset by the news he gave me about his popo. And i was just reminded of the times I spent in KL with his family. I didnt get the chance to talk to her much but i remember the first time we talked, she had to talk to me in Chinese because i didnt know cantonese. And then bimbi told me she likes to observe me at meal times and knows that i like char siew. I was a little surprised. Because even my mum doesnt know that.But it is little little things like these that i remember so vividly. Although i felt out of place being there because it was like a stranger appearing out of nowhere. I really didnt mind much at the end because i could see that at every family's dinner, everyone was happy.And I could tell that bimbi's presence made his popo and parents happy.

In a short span of a few months, many many things have changed. I am not too blind to know that many things would never be the same again and that some things will never materialize at the end of the day. But at the end of everything I am already thankful to have the chance to know everyone. And i know, i would look back and remember her and everything else in grace and beauty.

I have been doing a lot of random thinking about life these days.
Thus far, i think i have really tried my best to live and do things without regretting. For things i have no control over, I will just let them be. And i have pretty much learn to let go when the time calls for it. I wrote a msg to a friend, who was upset at what i wrote. And after reading his reply, i cried too. Everything just seems so real. And i was sad because i knew that it was something i had to or will have to do. But i know i can say this in pride - i have been there, done what i could and really, i have no regrets for everything. And i am gg to learn from Poei- to not let anything get me down.


And just the other day, joined a discussion with two of the professors and my post grad students. Apparently they were trying to send this paper on the project i am doing for publication in some journal. Somehow, i became a co-author. But for the 1st time, i felt really dumb and small. The ways thing have been recently, they just made me realise that many a times, there are many things i wish i could do but couldnt. There was more i know i could do but wasn't able to.

Today. Was not too bad. Had ktv with poei then went swimming with Poei. The 2 things i always wanted to do.Yup, bimbo taptap swims. Did a 1k swim, to my own surprise. I know i look like some skinny and frail girl now. And i agree i am a far cry from the swimmer-self i was a few years back.
Didnt think i could make it that far myself. But Some things, i guess you would never lose them.
I really love this fatigue i am feeling right now. It's been a while.

Ok back to more writing. i am only on page 16. Screw this. I feel so useless.
On a lighter note, Xmas is round the corner. Such a joyous festival. The only thing is that i have done 0% of xmas shopping, yes i haven even bought the cards. And there are many many presents to buy.sigh.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Poei, lala and taptap went out. Golden compass was pretty ok.. because there were many cute ice bear. haha. and there's a pretty nice kolo mee at vivo city.. i heard it originated from some place in Msia. Poei demands all his photos to be posted. But there were just too many. I will upload the rest specially for JL to see la. haha and eh lala. just kill me. hahahah i know u are gg to. and i relaly like this close up macro shot of us. sure to scare everyone! whahaha















































































































































Lala does a strip tease whil Poei was on the phone. Poor taptap! haha. Ok girls. lala is also Single & available. U all can send resume to me also. The standard not very high one. hahhahahahaha. send already most prolly can get through. hahahaha






Saturday, December 08, 2007

We walk through our life every single day, but most of us would never learn to appreciate and cherish the simplest thing in our life. Most of us fail to realize that many a times, the simplest thing in life is often the most beautiful.
Just waking up to a brand new day, just seeing the people you love, being around them, or having them in your heart, and knowing that that they are doing well. Being able to do the things you want to, going to school, being able to walk down the streets and looking up at the pretty sky above you.
But i couldn't agree more that there are just so many things we have no control over. "If only", " I wish"-questions and thoughts that never fail to flow through us.

I always believe that it is fate that brings people together. And that there has to be a reason why people walk into your life or go away. There are people who go away and gets forgotten. But there are some whom you will always keep close in your heart, remembering them for their grace and how beautiful they are, and how they have shined upon your life in one way or other.

*ok edited this post because people seem to be speculating on some crap.
OK SHARON! just for you!

taptap says:
so now who u thinK is the Hottest! Sexiest! Babelicious!

[̲̅ ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅]♡ rainie عُلاقة جنسيَّه، مُضاجَعَه - gamebit.blogspot.com says:
HEHE

[̲̅ ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅]♡ rainie عُلاقة جنسيَّه، مُضاجَعَه - gamebit.blogspot.com says:
oh sharon!
[̲̅ ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅]♡ rainie عُلاقة جنسيَّه، مُضاجَعَه - gamebit.blogspot.com says:
sharonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
[̲̅ ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅]♡ rainie عُلاقة جنسيَّه، مُضاجَعَه - gamebit.blogspot.com says:
hottest sexiest prettiest babelicious
taptap says:
gd gd

Friday, December 07, 2007

Poei is back!!

So i wont be blogging or msn-ing much! Since our laptop are beside each other, it's weird to be writing and talking to people. He was watching me surf facebook and writing on oli's wall.
So we ended up talking and stalking people on Facebook and checking out blogs of hot babes.

And the only reason why i have time to write the above is cos his girlfriend called and he went to his room. Hahahhahha

i really need to start on my report though.

Thursday, December 06, 2007

sorry sharon, but i gotta present u with the cold, harsh 'truth'.

taptap says:
i help u advertise on my blog
taptap says:
for hot babes
taptap says:
(as HOT as me) hahhaa
[̲̅ ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅]♡ rainie عُلاقة جنسيَّه، مُضاجَعَه - gamebit.blogspot.com says:
haha no
[̲̅ ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅]♡ rainie عُلاقة جنسيَّه، مُضاجَعَه - gamebit.blogspot.com says:
ur hottest
taptap says:
true
taptap says:
hahahhahaha
[̲̅ ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅]♡ rainie عُلاقة جنسيَّه، مُضاجَعَه - gamebit.blogspot.com says:
haha hottest
[̲̅ ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅]♡ rainie عُلاقة جنسيَّه، مُضاجَعَه - gamebit.blogspot.com says:
du yi ru er
taptap says:
Yea man! no doubt to that

HAHAHAHHAHA.
Yet another wet and gloomy day. I have not been really sleeping well the past 2 days. I'll go to bed at 1plus am and lay on my bed till 4 or 5am before i sleep. Then i will keep thinking about vampires and freak myself out. And then for some weird reasons, i will wake up at 9.30am. Doesnt help i have a waning appetite. So in short, i think i look like a zombie cum vampire














See. Gloomy day. This was at 3pm. Despite the gloom weather, i still wore my shades. Need to cover those dead tired eyes. I was told there's a girl in ISU who looks totally like me when she wears shades. Haha, hopefully she is a hot babe. I'll be happy
Anyway, for a really nice place to chill, try TCC at Milennia Walk. It's quiet and the ambience is not too bad.
And try the new Xmas coffee-->Frosty Bailey. It's pretty expensive but good. Bailey and coffee goes pretty well. Although i got a little flushed after drinking it. Sheesh. Ax was amused totally i think. My coffee looks so pretty with stars and snowman.




























And yup, this is what u get when don't sleep well. Bad.
>>AX..Thanks for e birthday treat!





















Ok somehow I got Aloy's meimeis and Sharon thinking we are together. Haha so funny!!
Sharon went like " THE TWO OF YOU REALLY WENT OUT TOGETHER?" WHAT DID U ALL DO!!!!" ( and her eyes were opened really big)
And Aloy sent me a msg from this meimei of his who told him that me and Aloy looked good together. I laughed for a while though.
Alamak!!!! What did we do? hahahaha
Relax girls. Aloy is still single and available. Please chase after him more. If u wish to know more about him, u can mail me your resume. Haha. The criteria is of cos u must be hot, single, naturally beautiful, with big round eyes, long hair,with good complexion and a nice smile. But because my expectations of a hot chick is very high, selection criterias are very strict and we regret to inform you that only those successful will be notified.
There aloy, don't say i never help you. (why do i feel like i am gonna get killed and scolded though)




Ok its 10pm. I m feeling wobbly now. Maybe i should go rest in bed and wake up at 11pm to do work. I should really stay home for e next couple of days. If each day i go out, i squander a minimum of 30 bucks, in 10 days time, i will be 300 dollars poorer.I got like close to 10 Xmas presents to buy. Alamak!
And must write report. Sigh.

And I try to believe you,
but not today.
Tomorrow it may change.
I don't know what to feel or say. But i'm gonna do what i have to do

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

This post is not relevant to readers other than ACKSX
Anyway, this is what i subject Poor Aloy to every other night.

[̲̅ ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅]♡ rainie عُلاقة جنسيَّه، مُضاجَعَه - gamebit.blogspot.com says:
i like her cos shes naturally beautiful
taptap says:
ya like me like that
taptap says:
naturally beautiful
[̲̅ ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅]♡ rainie عُلاقة جنسيَّه، مُضاجَعَه - gamebit.blogspot.com says:
haha ya
[̲̅ ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅]♡ rainie عُلاقة جنسيَّه، مُضاجَعَه - gamebit.blogspot.com says:
i agree
taptap says:
YES LAR
taptap says:
hahahhaah
[̲̅ ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅]♡ rainie عُلاقة جنسيَّه، مُضاجَعَه - gamebit.blogspot.com says:
seriously its truth lah
[̲̅ ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅]♡ rainie عُلاقة جنسيَّه، مُضاجَعَه - gamebit.blogspot.com says:
u do look good without make up
taptap says:
yes laR! so am i in ur top 20 no 1?
[̲̅ ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅]♡ rainie عُلاقة جنسيَّه، مُضاجَعَه - gamebit.blogspot.com says:
haha u no.1 k?

Sorry Crys, sorry sharon.
NB: *anyway please dont take me seriously when i praise myself. Mostly i am just musing around. I know i look like Alvin the chipmunk really*
Today was really weird. I thought i was really in my own world the whole day. Helps that it was a really dark and gloomy day(like that of the vampires scene yesterday). SO i basically hid under my blanket the whole afternoon and thought through a lot of stuff and ended up feeling depressed.
Met my darlings for dinner and drinks. Felt much better. Anyway Crys, we missed u! But let me update u about our latest news. From now on, its no more bitch, bimbo, bossy. We are now known as Aloy's dear(sharon), baobei(crys), baby(Xh) and darling(me)-> sorry sharon. Kailing Darling sounds better than Kai Ling Dear so i took the name from you)
Crys, We even changed ur name in his handphone to Crystal Baobei.
So now it"s Xiuhui Baby, Kai Ling DArling, Sharon Dear and Crystal BAobei.
Had a so-so dinner at Hans and then we went to chill at some bar. And i think Sharon got a little high from drinking. But it was really funny stuff that we talked about. Censored stuff.Ok the Pink color ice kachang looK alike is actually strawberry margarita. Actually i didnt get to drink much cos i had to drive.
Xh:" Kai Ling, thats not fruit juice ok"
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Ok and of cos pics to end the day... Can't wait for Xmas and gift Exchange. Maybe i should start writing my wish list here.
Anyhow pictures (scandalous ones). Sorry to all Aloy's female fans. It was a Friend-only-hug for members of ACKSX. Sorry guys, don't expect any hug from me . I don't hug anyone anyhow.I am a very prim and proper girl ok(roll eyes). Aloy, u are like so dam lucky.Hugs from 2 babes.(roll eyes two times). Yes Crys i know you are seething with jealousy because me and sharon took advantage of your baobei.(LOL). And Sharon looks like a working adult totally.

Haa ok la i have to blog everything now. Cos i won't be blogging as much after this week. I'll be in the land of report writing.In fact i will start tomorrow.