Thursday, February 28, 2008

had a nice really time with this "baby"(she calls herself that. and so each time i hear a song with the lyrics "baby" inside, i think of her. instead of 1,2,3,4.)
we jet off to somewhere peaceful and quiet, in which we almost knocked down a peacock crossing the road. i'm serious. the peacock crossed the road. and then i came head on with a lorry and almost got killed. thanks to the peacock.

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other random shots at our secret rendevous location

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like tourists!don't tell u where we go. after that, met the pimp and the babe at T3 . .had a reallly nice time seeing evreyone after so long, catching up, photo whoring and bitching!!! and then we had a crazy ride to sengkang! sharon dear, it was really good to see u smiling throughout e night! don't let tree trunks get you down,u win hands down easily la!!! n i will help u whack tree trunk with my metal rod!


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love u all! ok crys u too! but i guess i will have to see u in nus.
to Sharon n Xh: stay pretty n happy k!! and may many many cute n NICE guys come to u all. thanks for the great time yesterday. it really took my mind off all the stuff that has been troubling me. i haven laughed this much for a while. see yer all again soon!*xoxo*



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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

i guess these days i only have horrible stuff to blog about. tuesday saw a half dead taptap crawling out of bed with 4 hrs of sleep to get to the singapore refinery for an excursion exclusively for students of CN4201 . pungent smell and climbing of a 8 storey high tower<-- not for the faint hearted and those afraid of heights. but that sums up the not so glamorous job of chemical engineers.
so with the taptap doldrum, i start getting more mean. While there is 1,2,3, who make my day, on the other extreme of the spectra lies 98,99,100. People i dislike. i am not sure if dislike is putting it mildly. 98 has pretty much sowed the seed of hatred in me. I have been tolerating his nonsense for 2 years. It has come to the point i asked him to "F off". But u know what, even after using the most crude language ever, he doesnt get it. He still think i have something for him. Here 's an example:
" till this day, i would still love to be the silent driver who drives you to no where...............you still make me feel soft and fluffy inside when ever i see you around in school......"

to that, i replied :"F*** off"
I can bet u that he is gonna continue sending those lame msg. Like " oh i am sorry..blah blah blah...i won't do this again..blah blah blah.
I swear, if 98, 99, 100 show their fugly face in front of me, i might smack the daylight out of the with a plastic water bottle. Ok scratch that, i will use a metal rod instead. I am serious about this.

I think when i meant ugly, it usually refers to both a person's appearance and his/her heart. Thats when i say i am ugly. I look half decent and i am not the nice kind of girl.
But i reckon, there are always uglier people around. And i have had first hand experience with girls of an ugly face and ugly heart. or guys even.But then again, who am i to judge people.


And finally, if you have a problem with me, don't bother telling me. After all, it's you problem not my problem.

I am so asking to be killed. I know.
But Somehow
Im still alive inside
You took my breath
But i survived
I don't know how
But i don't even care

I've got this song stuck to the back of my head. And no, this song isnt dedicated to anyone.

Friday, February 22, 2008

i was driving randomly today and i couldn't help but wish i had a silent driver who will drive me to nowhere.
on a bright side, another horrible week is gone.
the down side, there's more to come.

i wont bother explaining why i am feeling so negative. It's a multiplier effect.

i am small and the world is big

not to mention i haven been in touch with friends. zero. i have no idea what's going on in their life. Except for some whose blogs i read. Even my 1,2,3,4 have been relegated to the last priority.
And i apologise for all the missed calls. There has to be a reason why Crystal gave me the superlative in FaceBk :Have a cellphone but never answer it.
Actually, most of the times it's cos my phone is silent since these days i spent most of my time in schools and it's very troublesome to switch the profile.

Ok........i need my beauty sleep now...........else i will be relegated to being fugly. ugh

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Happy 22nd sharon babe!!!
A collage of everyone over the years....miss ur sunshine smile!
May bitches disappear from ur life forever and that u will be filled with happiness and love always!




















Sigh
Gone were the days where everyone seemed so carefree and cheerful.

bleah


T_T

Monday, February 18, 2008

A bad start to a bad week
went to bed at 4am. couldnt sleep. watched dad n mum go to work at 7.30. fell asleep.woke up at 11. saw someone i abhor in school.

quote of the day that a friend told me : "

when i think of u sometimes when im alone, i giggle to myself



I am wondering what i said/did to him.


Wednesday, February 13, 2008

random stuff
1) i feel like i am waiting for my doom day.
2) Poei says i am muthi-> muthu sister.
3) my latest craze are G and P.
4) i like cooling tower. right.
5) i am not nice. i dont like entertaining people i dont like. and i dont care how u feel if i dont like u. i am bad. i am not nice.
6) friends should remain as friends. I believe in pure platonic friendship with the opposite sex. nothing more.
7) Aloy asked why ex cannot be friends. It's not impossible. But depends on why pple break up and what happen after that.
8) i am superficial. i laughed at the beauty and the beast couple too. LOOKs matter. sorry.
9) i wish i have 36 hours a day.
10) The alarm clock is the most cruel object that pulls one away from his/her sleeping refuge.
11) i need to get back to work.




Tuesday, February 12, 2008

I lost count of the amount of stuff i have to do, projects reports, presentations, tests, posters, career talks and fairs.
But i know half of the time, i am doing what i have to do, not what i want to do.
Not to mention these days, i m not in the best of mood. Piss me off and i may slap u. haha

5.12pm.
I just spent the past few hours trying to design a poster for my FYP. I swear i have read through it so many times that i am now totally confused about my own project. And that designing a poster is totally not my cup of tea. In this slowly and painful process, i have read every single blogs i know of for entertainment. More pics please guys. I like reading blogs with pics.

So anyway. In this long and dull afternoon, i feel like. banging the wall.
Some pics taken over the past few days. U may feel like u are reading a blog of a ten year old.
oh well. back to work.


Ah Soh and Taptap.





















3 bears, dressed alike.

















Muthu came during CNY to play maple and got a maple hongbao .

















Taptap( the actual one) is very Kay-Poh. wants to know what mum is doing.























We study together.

















They help Poei pack.(and tried to pack themselves)

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Past few days were good.
Visiting. Eating. Hongbao. movies-> Kungfu dunk- jay chou plus gorgeous guys. Ah long- Local movie with a funny mimicry of Msian's chinese.

12.10am
The tv's on. Chelsea vs liverpool.
Just sent Poei to the airport.

This time round, Poei was back for about 2 mths. He witnessed something unpleasant that happened to me. We did alot of stuff-> movies, arcade, bowling,pool, swim, Ktv,maple.
As i sat here, it was like reality sets in and hit me hard in the face once again.
The immense sense of emptiness. The endless amount of work piled up. horrible times ahead.

Thursday, February 07, 2008

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

CNY is good! i love CNY! delicious food. receiving money. visiting.new clothes.( i made all my relatives happy by wearing a really red dress. like a giant hongbao)
everyone is like in a celebration and joyous mood.
reunion dinner was good. then caught CJ 7 by Stephen Chow. The show's pretty good! i'll update more another time.
Just wanta wish everyone happy new year and more visiting and hongbao collection in the days to come. :)

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

I was a bit disgusted to look at my blog because of my tag board. I dont understand why some people are so dense and cant just leave me alone.
Anyhow I just got a new "toy" called HYSYS, a computer program where u can spend many many hours simulating coolers, towers, heat exchangers. The joy of making it work is like when your matlab or C++ stopped having syntax error and start running. The sheer joy and exhilaration *roll eyes*. So i dun have time for xanga and LJ. (unfortunately).

Anyway. I think silence is golden. I said too many things i shouldnt. I can say what you all want me to. But you know what wont be how i feel. Well, in return, people said too many things they shouldnt as well. But at the end, remember i didnt take a knife to force u to read what i write.

My revelations at the end : I cant always write i want.(sadly).
Everyone deserves to be happy.
Two people who like each other should be together. So here wishing all of u couple out there, stay happy and cherish each other, even u two.


And to my dearest babe S : I will be wishing things turn out fine. Enjoy yourself in Japan. Love u!
And lastly, to all of u reading this, Happy New Year!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=XVwrM36HmzM

Anyway i have been watching this crap and laughing like mad. I know it sounds a little crude and i think most pp have prolly seen this before. So watch only if u have nothing better to do.

Sunday, February 03, 2008

Forget it.
Seems like I am always the one at wrong. I am always the bad person. I didnt have the right to feel anything. i was mean to have said this and that.So forget it.




Saturday, February 02, 2008

I swear every AcKSX outing is drama mama.
So many stories and updates, some just so heart wrenching. I swear i am at a total loss when people break down in front of me. But really, life's full of ups and downs.

Friday, February 01, 2008

Ok if i have been sounding weird these days, i guess i m at the crazy mode again and under stress and going bonkus from studying. I think i seriously need to reorganize my life. There's so much things to do that it reach a point that my brain is filled with too much stuff. Doesnt help that i am having a waning appetite and have no notion of hunger. Speaking of which, people think i am on a diet perpetually because of my weight. The last time i had to control my diet was in US where every meal was a buffet and every thing else was fattening. Ever since i came back, i dont have to watch my diet. I just eat when i am hungry. At 2am every night, Poei and I scavenge the kitchen for food. Yesterday was Maggie. Today was Bah Kwa. So the point is, i am trying my best to gain weight, all of you please stop nagging at me.
And i haven really been sleeping well lately too. Instead of dreaming about my top 10, i kept having nightmares of goblins, monsters, vampires etc etc.
I only hope that the real monsters and tree trunk spirits in my life dont ever appear in front of me because they will just give me nightmares and fill my days with gloom.

Anyhow, recently i found out that a friend of mine studying overseas got into a relationship with someone there and has a gf back home. So it's like polygamy! Tsktsk. Wants the best of both world. So smart ah!!! hahaha
Some girls just deserve better. Some guys just don't deserve better.

Alright peace out for the weekend!
Finally gg to meet the AcKsX. And CNY shopping. Everywhere is so crazily crowded. But whats CNY without the boisterous mood.
Happy wEEKend!