Saturday, January 31, 2009

More CNY visiting

Oki. short post! *yawn*
Watched Ip Man and Bedtime stories over the weekend. Ip man was not too bad while bedtime stories was just... average.
& then visited tuptup's relatives today. then we went window shopping.
his cute cousin! she tortured my bears! haha



i like this photo cos everyone looks so happy. admist all the terrible economic gloom. smiles really brighten up every one's day abit.


she's so pretty right! and i feel so old taking photo with her...sigh...pretty soon i will be heading towards mid-twenties crisis. haha
he insists he is cute cos i kept saying he's not. ok. haha. sigh.

more CNY gathering with friends tmr. oki sleepy time!

xoxo~~

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Terrible day

Woke up feeling like a piece of crap.
Dragged myself out of the house to go to work.

The MRT train was unusually empty. Looks like all the smart pple has decided to take e day off. I should do the same. But i wanted to better utilise my 15 (pathetic) days of annual leave.

Work was unusually slow and painful. Good news is slowly and painfully i finished one project.
So anyhow, we were on the topic of cheats and lies. I was inspired to blog because i felt unusually infuriated upn hearing Tuptup's friend's stories. Let call him Eeyore, his ex, Tigger and the other guy Piglet. So basically Tigger got together with Piglet while he was with Eeyore. Eeyore was devastaed naturally, but Tigger didnt give a dam and decided to rub salt in the wound by posting many many chummy photos of her and Piglet very shortly after she dumped Eeyore. Of course, shortly is a matter of perspective. Well in this case it was less than a month.

The question was " why didnt Tigger feel any sense of remorse for cheating"
I had the same question some time ago. And i guess i found my answer somehow because i have cheated before too.

Who do we love most in this world?? --> Me, myself and I

So who cares blah blah blah is upset. As long as I am happy, that's what matters. Plus he/she can just move on and find someone else. selfish selfish aint it
Honestly, i am perfectly fine with cheating. Whatever reasons u may give. Well but i guess the least we should do is to minimise the damage. No need to flaunt it on facebook. Eeyore is after all, an animal with feeling albeit a little stone at times. Plus, no one is going to go " Wow what a sweet photo and couple. They will just go..Oh so that's the bitch/bastard or that's the third party" But i guess in a way it's good for Eeyore. It's like giving him the ultimatum. Kill all the lingering feelings. Easier to move on.

So to those who have cheated. (me including), DON'T look back anymore. U just have to believe the pastuer is greener on the other side. (even if it's not.hopefully it is)


To those who have had been cheated on. What's love without the pain. He/She isnt better than u. ur used-to-be other half is happier with that someone else and can't appreciate what u have got. U're better off this way.
so my qn is : which is worse? Cheating on someone or coming between someone.

By the way, yea i have cheated..

sadly..not on someone...but on...my first job.
HAHAHHA
On a lighter note, some CNY pics!




Visting time!


Poohies had tweety for their reunion dinner. Bbq bird :)



Mini hongbao for poohies


Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Food food CNY..

Ahahaha CNY is eating, gambling, hongbao and eating.
Ok and lotsa gossiping. Tuptup had a friend who had a very tragic love story. Well since it's only the 2nd day of chinese new year, thou shall refrain from posting about love, lies and cheating. maybe the next post.
good news is : i disabled the playlist on my blog! no more annoying music when u r here!

Golly. Good 2 days of rest(well not really technically speaking since most of e time was spent visiting) and eating.

I guess the next thing to look forward to would be....online shopping n the weekend . heh and the 2 projects DUE after CNY. booh pooh wee... boop boop boop.

I think they call this post holiday blue.
time to slp. will blog some pics ..hopefully tmr.
xoxo~~

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Happy New Year

Happy NEW Year to everyone !!

Papa, Mama, Poei,Relatives, loved ones, Tuptup, Friends in Singapore, Msia, Ames, US, Uk & all my colleagues

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Monochrome, 12, CNY's eve

Whenever i am upset or stress, i shop and buy. So, there is a negative correlation between happiness level and amount of clothes bought.

A little tired from work these days. The plant visit left me with a pimple. Heh, the environment is pretty harsh, with all the terrible chemicals. I am deskbound most of the time. But visit to the plant is a must for projects.

Otherwise, i am in a CNY mood. Glad about the temporary respite from work.

Fri, we visited China town, squeezing with the crowd but felt the CNY atmosphere. There were many mini stalls set up that sold food i never tried b4. We bought mochi n jelly from taiwan.





Char Kway teow for dinner.. mmmm..nice...





MAgic ice cream.

Cow year is my year.





Chanced upon some media corp artistes doin rehersal do some CNY event i presume.

Fridays i wear jeans.
and look very tired.


Tuptup with his new sweater from Zara.





Sat, we shop again at Orchard because i was upset. Bought a dress AGAIN.

Looking a little upset here

A little happier after given her fave ya kun coffee and kaya toast


Happy and posing after buying her dress. Haha, I paid for it. In case u guys are wondering, no, i dont make my bf pays for my stuff just bcos i am upset. But he does buy me stuff at times or subsidise my buys :)



Ok. Time to spring clean my room and wardrobe. My 12 poohies will be helping me. After that, i shall sleep and then wake up to reunion's dinneer. My fave steamboat and sharkfin!
Happy CNY everyone!
xoxo~~

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

life is a korean drama




Life, is a korean drama. Or at least, i felt so a while back.
Tmr's thurs. Thurs is plant day. We are gg to the plant.. Think taptap in her engineer uniform, helmet etc.
Life is dressing up. Putting on a face too.
I think most of u haven seen me when i am very very angry. Think taptap scolding tuptup and throwing cute little poohies around. So cute now, but when u throw them around, they look sad.




Last sat was dress up too. Tuptup says i can be a greek WARRIOR. Some photo whoring session. Well, we shopped too. Can't for the weekend. And then CNY.









Nutt is hungry too!












bad taptap! RAWR! i know, this is becoming such a narcissistic blog. urgh.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Bad Bad heart, bad bad weekend

Kinda feel :(
Looking very tragic here and it's genuine.


After all the anticipation of a happy weekend, i guess the weekend turned out depressing. Cos, my mum threw my retainer awaay. Sigh, i know , what a ??? reason to feel depress. But as most of you dont already know, i lov my retainer and wears them 24/7. I am serious. am really upset . Even after slamming all my bears and scolding tuptup, and having tuptup shopped the whole day with me and buying a dress, i still feel very sad. and i m gonna have to feel sad till wed. Was supposed to go shopping for pineapple tarts and new year goodies at china town. but shelved the idea cos i was not in e mood.

Why cant we go back to yesterday.yesterday was so much happier. NYDC and then Red Cliff 2.Red cliff 2 was awesome.

sigh:(

Oh well. we cant always be happy.
Some random pics from fri.
I told u i was happier on fri.





















Nutt loves nut. Taptap loves taptap

"When there's faith, there's hope"
Some random line from Red Cliff 2. i really like Zhuge Liang. He would make a great meteorologist. And he's cute in the show. He's smart but not a show-off. I think smart guys are attractive. But there has to be a balance. Mr I-know-it-all is a big turn off. So is Mr Ultra-huge Ego. And i also like Zhao Yun. He would have been 2008 Beijing Olympics Pole Vault Gold Medallist if he existed now,judging by the way he jumps up and down from his spear. But he's cool. I like the way his hair fly here n there when he fights.

Recently, relationship woes seemed to be a big thing. All i can say is No one has not been hurt before. Some got dumped, some has had someone cheated on them, some has got rejected, some has got terribly lousy gf/bf. Whatever. All i can say is.Get over it. Easier said than done i know. Letting go is something i am learning.
But still, thats e only way.
It's just one of those things
You'll have to get over it


Back to my tragic retainer story, i think I am just going to bury myself under the blanket n hope wed comes now. Even brownie with Ben's and JErry isnt going to cheer me up. ;/

The simplest thing are often the most beautiful.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Kinda in the new yr mood and productivity at work has dropped.


It's time to make things right.

It's time to plan more and dream more.


Even in the daylight, shine on.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Taptap ke siao alr

haha i guess if i am saying this, i am o.k
It's pretty late now so i shall just write a short post.

Life's is a straight line these days. Straight is good.
Work- i just completed my first project. Relly hope it turns out ok.
Everyday, i figure something more about myself.
i really think i am not an easy person to get along with. When it comes to problem, i choose to run away or give up. Like how i rather go to sleep than talk about it

oki. itme to sleep. Hopefully can catch Chi Bi II tomorrow! no more emo-nemo times. Good times ahead hopefully! Yea, maybe the skies are finally clearing. so Tonight, i choose chris brown's forever.
We can go anywhere
Go anywhere
But first, it's your chance
Take my hand
Come with me
It's like I waited my whole life
For this one night It's gonna be me you and the dance floor
Cuz we only got one night
Double your pleasure
Double your fun
And dance forever ever

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

Simplicity

The only things i know i had been doing = sleep, work and sleep.





Pooh-ies love duck-ies!

No more drama-mama stories. Simplicity is good. And i also believe, there is nothing time can't take away. I guess i am using some time to understand myself better. Instead of figuring out about others, i really should start knowing myself more. I dont need to be a bitch or a naughty wretch.

On a happier note, CNY's coming!!

& i've been meeting alot of friends these days! Sun was our mini gathering at Jervis's place for some stoning session and Wii. Caught the movie Seven Pounds, which was a tad too slow and predictable for me. Also, i dont live tragic or sad or ghastly movie. I think in the future i shall only watch happy movies or those chirpy and cheerful cartoon movies.


Some random photos taken. Have uploaded e rest on FB as requested.




Brought Flower to work today cos i needed someone to smile when i am under stress



Nutt got taken away :( :( :(
I miss him.