Friday, December 31, 2004

yeah 2005
it feels fast..that a yr has gone by..
well... went out wif my uni class yesterday..surprisingly..i guess i was bored stoning wif e wall n having a headache abt which module to take
went to marina fer steamboat.. act..i dun like marina..cos its freaking hot n troublesome cos u gotta cook urself.. and marina is so out of e way..but i guess e company was ok la...
and den we went ktv.. haha until 3..so had to stay over at my frend's hostel... i am still waiting fer my dad to come home to scold or chop mi up..haa cos he doesnt like mi staying out late or staying over..for those usual reasons... din realli want to stay...cos singing is reaali not my interest..but felt abit guilty being a oarty pooper also... haiz.. haa yeah ktv was quite funny.... my classmate did this fuuny rendition of huan zhu ge ge.. haha its freaking funny.. and generation gap btw e gals n e guys also la..its like all those supposeldy tragic depressing love songs they did sounded happy fer some weird reason.. and i seriously have never heard of all those songs in my entire life...and ya..1st time i went fer countdown where ppple reallli countdown together..but its juz not my kind of things.. i dunno... i dun like parties..crowds,pple being in crazy party mood etc... i juz cant get into e party or joyous mood that everyone ard mi is feeling..pple always ask mi wats wrong wif going clubbing ,drinking etc..i can t realli explain y.. i juz dun like it..for e same reason more or less.. even though i haf nvr been there b4.. i guess i m a boring person...or rather there are juz some reasons or other that make mi unable to feel truly happy despite a new year..watever..

realli sad..hols is ending..



Thursday, December 30, 2004

happy new yr
i m embracing this new yr wif nothing but dread..

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

spend my whole day reading yest... abt some guy who died..quite a touching bk abt family.. kailing dun juz read morbid stories u know.. although i do feel like reading some morbid killer story right now bcos i feel so irritated...

i hate making decisions... i realli hate it... bcos i know..watever decisions i made..ultimately i will still rgret it... which is why i hate choosing modules... shd i TAKE FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING OR MARKETING!!!?? bleah

zara sales today..but no..kailing is gonna stay at home n think abt her modules..n when she still cant make ani decisions, she will go bang her head..sounds drastic..haha its realli quite irritating la


Tuesday, December 28, 2004

i hate it whenever e yr comes to am end.. bcos it means...hols are ending n sch is starting.. it doesnt help that i hacve to start bidding fer modules................ headache... disgusted... bleah
yeah toking abt sch starting.. haiz... why do hols pass so fast... i usually spend e last few days of hols mourning over e loss of the hols... sigh.....so i guess i better stay at home to mourn over the start of a new sem..niway i am broke la..blame it on e mango sale......... so stay at home bexst..wun spend $$$$..but crys aloy n sharon n xh.lets meet up one last time b4 sch starts.... we can go canoeing bowling ktv or juz stone... hahaha i shall go dig up my remaining savings...
and my ah soh gang.. we still haven meet up at all!! hope to meet up..

heh bird received yer present..thanks!! kailing the great is gonna send u another card...

and shuling if u read this..thanks fer e flower

shall go n stone n stone n stone n stone

Monday, December 27, 2004

cant slp............. bleah... gb dun work bcos if my lousy wireless connection.. reading books dun help cos it juz dun........ stoning doesnt help..

Sunday, December 26, 2004

went ikea today... i realli cannot stand it when ur parents are beside u when u are driving.. its like.. "why haven on signal".. "why u dun stick to center lane"...blah blah blah
aniway.. wedding dinner..things get both awkward n funny when e mistress meets the wife in e toilet..
the mistress :"Hi" ( in an almost too causual tone)
wife:"hi" (abit forced), hows things( i wonder if she meant.."things btw MY husband n u" or wat?)
mistress:" ok..not bad.."

kailing:(smiles secretly)

Friday, December 24, 2004

very sleeepppy..... reached home at 1245 am today n yup almost got killed by my parents...but too lazy to talk back.. its all e so called vanilla vodka 's fault la.. which was horrrible.. and its like kailing cannot drink one la.. so she onli drank liess them 1cm of it n den her whole face turened quite red n everyone thot she was drunk la... no choice la.. its like 10 percent alcohol she will also turn red one la..let alone 40 percent.. aniway had lotsa fun playing tennis.. although still very noobish.. but at least i got a good workout.. n e mixed doubles was realli funny.. esp when we started "communicating"..but played until my whole legs got blister.. lousy addidas sneakers... had to limp home.. n it din help that i had to run to catch e last bus today... walking alone e street at night is realli quite scary.. n i dun dare to drive cos i m a road idiot.. i m totally clueless abt roads

i m so gonna get fat though.. had some buffet yest at some hotel to celebrate my cousin bdae.. today ate alot at jervis's party.. tmr going out to eat wif my mum..sunday got wedding dinner... sigh


Wednesday, December 22, 2004

haa ok after ransacking the room 4 times.. i finally found that cable.. yeah uploaded e pics liao

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

hee fun day today.. went to celebrate our dear crys n my veri belated bdae.. haha ktv was fun wif u all!! for once kailing sang quite a bit, albeit the fact that i think our dear crys aloy n sharon must have been cringing in pain when she was singing.. haha and i think our crys is addicted to ktv liao.. haha she was singing so happily there..
haha den we went to botanic garden for a "picnic"..haha wa lau we forgot to kill that swensen's dumb waitress.. its like we bought an ice cream cake n asked fer a plastic knife n she stupidly tell us that the ice cream was veri hard n that even metal knife wun work.. and that we need stainless steel knife.. ya sound freaking nonsensical doesnt it.. and when we opened the ice cream cake..it was like normal ice cream wat..could even scoop wif a PLASTIC spoon... bleah...niway the ice cream cake was good.!! ex but good!! haha mi n crys juz keep eating n eating.. ya i know i was suppose to be on a diet.. but ice cream cake too good to resist la..

haa n den we had an exciting experience wif hair extension..its all aloy's fault la.. he says he wanta try ma.. so mi n crys how nice to accompany him.. so ya.. we all got an hair extension.. if u dunno wats dat..wait till u see mi...i got a purple one.. crys n aloy got blue ones..n den we went to marche fer dinner n met xh.. haha marche.. nice food!!! we hogged the table for so long that the waitress keeps coming to clear the plates.. oh n we saw mr sam chng pi leong.. so poor thing that guy.. came to meet us and now he owe sharon n crys pressents...

haha oh den we went to OG.. to try on clothes.. haha old grandpa's grandma's clothes.. realli hilarious man.. its realli the ultimate kind of clothing u wouldnt be caught dead in.. haha but very funny!! luckily all the salesgal der veri slack n dun even care.. haha

yeah enjoyed myself today, although its another grow fat day cos i keep eating n eating

thanks aloy fer e forever friends bear.. must praise u abit.. haha yeah i m veri touched..cos the bear is so cute!! n the fact u actualli wrap the present so nicely(u sure not ur mum wrap one?) haha, though destructive sharon strikes again n destroyed it.. haha n thanks fer e xmas card too!! considering the fact that aloy always saes his handwriting is ugly.. him giving a xmas card is a rare event..trust mi la.. ur handwriting is as "good" as mine

yup thanks crys too!! fer e earring and card that u made!!! the card is realli cool!! n the earring..hehe i know u like it.. nxt time i share wif u la.. u half i half.. hahahah

thnks xh! fer the roxy pencil case..cos i realli needed n pencil case.. not that i am looking forward to sch.. i am mot n will never be.. haa yea VERI nice pencil case..veri pinkish=)

did i forget to thanks anione?? haha ooh thats all rite

jokin la.. wun dare to forget sharon lo.. forget to take tomato sauce fer u onli want to chop mi up liao.. haha
yeah thanks fer that cool candle thingy u madew urslef in new zealand.. see crys it shows that she is still thinking of us while holidaying in new zealand..=P n i got the nicer one...lalallala ok la i know u like the pink nalgene bottle i gave crys.. nxt time la.. i will get realli good stuff fer u all man!!!

trying to find that digi cam wire to upload the photos.. the room has been ransacked twice n still no sign of it.. sighhhhhhhhh

Saturday, December 18, 2004

bleah.. i feel fat....... ate pasta...at some pasta place called L'Emozione at milenia walk... den went to esplanade to eat mrs fields..den haagen dazz.. we had 9 pple wolfing down one bowl of ice cream.. ha and den i came home n my mum made mi eat some more supper.. how not to gain weight? i better go on diet fer e nxt 3 days.. aniway.. thanks to all those who came today to celebrate my belated bdae.. haha..special thanks to rence n daryl n seng chiew fer e piggy.. n yj fer e bracelet..

bumped intp my sec sch class at e esplanade... haha was supposed to go class outing wif them also.. and almost got "killed" when they saw mi.. haha morale of the story: nvr go to the esplanade.. haa jking.. but i realli had to go to hunt fer a bed in e afternoon.. thats y nvr go ma...

and.. bird.. i haven send ur card.. i thot send card veri fast one ma.. hehehe BUT dun worry.. yj's card is on the way!!

yay sharon.. i finally can read ur blog w/out having pops up all over the screen.. =) haha yeah excited abt our "outing" nxt tue.. haa ktv... and ALOY U MUST PERFORM ok.. u promised mi a live singing as my bdae present.. haha n i am also hoping U do a duet wif sharon.. hahaha.. n watch out! sharon is bringing us to Botanic garden for a picnic.. but i think..secretly she juz want to TERRORISE the flowers there.. tsktsk..*shakes head*
haa sharon always has all these exotic ideas..




Friday, December 17, 2004

sigh
i feel stupid
typed sthg wrongly on neopets and lost 40000
urgh
i m so not gonna play the game
it brings back bad memories

Thursday, December 16, 2004

me
You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy
at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a
talent for many things (sports, music, art).
You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy
the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how
pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just
can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
and speak out when you have more to say. Don't
hide behind your books and sports and computer,
get out there and get noticed. You also have
deep desires in life and feel vunerable and
alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What
helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
can't say to people, is through my writting.
Maybe you should try.

What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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Why Ktv bores kailing sometimes
1) she cant sing
2) she doesnt sing
3) she doesnt know almost all e chinese songs there
4) listening to pple sing is boring..realli.. i m sorri..but it is

and its ex.. if i wanted to sing..i can sing at home rite.. hahaha n so kailing cunningly sneak off during a karaoke session to shop..

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

oh happy birthday to myself.. i realised that i m 19 finally..i keep thinking i am still 18.. and i think i will still continue to think that i m 18.. haha yeah a big thanks to all those who remembered my bdae n bothered to wish me..=).. oh ya must praise the samuel BIRD..THANKS fer calling mi frm US.. yeah i dun want to say this..but i think 38 min of talking on the phone frm US shd be quite ex rite? haha i pity my rival though.. who is sharing e phone bill.. ya speaking of my rival..tsktsk.. ask him to stop SMOKING la.. or is the bird secretly smoking too.. hahaha..niway remember hor.. nxt june or is it july u come back, i EXPECT to see a gal wif u.. inidan, korean, african, caucasians i dun care!!! hahaha
no.. i din celebrate my bdae.. all thanks to pulau ubin yesterday.. whole body aching today..haha no i m not complaining.. bdae isnt that important aniway.. but i think my most memorable bdae was in perth.. i cant rememeber how old..( i can nvr remember my age).. ya i tink was on a swimming trip.. kinda had a surprise celebration.. n got thrown into the pool.. haha
aniway i have decided to exercise more..haha..

Monday, December 13, 2004

pulau ubin today wif my class.. 1st time going there n taking a ferry... mixed feelings abt e trip.. as in i am not exactly a nature-loving person actualli..as in i like llooking at nice scenery but eh not forest, mangrove swamps ..so honestly speaking the chek jawa thing or watever its called where u go n loook at stuff like crabs, star fish etc actualli bores mi..though quite fascinating.. and ya i m officially dead.. blisters on my leg.. cycled for like frm 12 to 6.. can die... its was realli horrible.. swimming training nvr felt this bad.. even kang's 400 m fly set isnt that bad..even ricky's broken swim was better.. as least u feel tired but great.. cycling is not my thing.. haha the morale of the story is.. nvr go cycling wif guys.. their idea of a leisure n relaxing n slow paced ride is actualli a farce.. they PROMISED a leisure relaxing ride but it ended up wif u cycling up the slope until realli can die...den u haf to come down n push the bike..den theere is this freaking rain thats keeps following us.. somehow.. and den poor kailing is always lagging behind(obviously..i m WEAK)..ok la at least the guys were quite nice to wait fer poor kailing n offer their help to push e bike up the slope..but i could see that they were half dead also la.. hahaha nxt time i shall choose a place where i KNOW the way..so that halfway i can juz sneak offf myself to go back home.. haha
niway pulau ubin dun realli haf interesting stuff leh.. the scenery quite ok la.. but the cycling is BAD!!!
AND my favourite addias shoes is gone.. after having mud plus sand plus water on it... its the end alreadi.. sigh
but it is definitely MEMORABLE cos i am so not going back to pulau ubin again... haha joking la.. the "expedition" was quite entertaining actualli la.. hahaha and aniway need to go to pulau ubin at least once ma.. if not like very country bumpkin like that..

oh and as usual..kailing plays lightbulb again...sigh...

sigh n i m gonna spend a beautiful tue resting at home... dun think i will be able to get out of the bed tomorrow... think i will just want to lay in bed forever..but hopefully i have lost some weight.. although i DOUBT so since i had a plate of oily fried rice fer lunch.. ok din finish.. n a plate of oily nasi lemak..the so called veri famous nasi lemak in changi village..

Sunday, December 12, 2004

haiz completed theme hospital..ended up one week of hibernation in the virtual world..bleah nothing fun to play liao.. i better go dig up some old games tmr to play.. haha yeah i like wasting my time n life like this.. haa niway s'pore is too boring... its always orchard ,city hall, bugis....sian man...... haha

Friday, December 10, 2004

yeah record 12 hrs wif my computer
i feel like i m wasting my life.. haha

aniway
parents ARE cunning
so i was wif my dad..
and den he asked casually.. "so do u have a boyfriend.."
seriously i dunno how to answer him.. hahaha
if i say yes.. den its the end la.. i foresee two hours of lectures
if i say no.. ya i m sure he will believe mi.. haha its realli quite funny



time realli pass by veri fast when u r busy.. haha busy wif computer games
i cant believe i juz spend 5hr sytraight at the computer.. n guess wat i m playing.. theme hospital..its realli brainless.. haha

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

haa went on a "hot date" wif yj today to watch incredibles.. haa the show realli funny.. n cute
den met up wif the rest of e class to eat.. haa rence is terrible la.. he juz went to crystal jade n ticked one of every dish.. onli he din realise that he ordered all the pork dishes.. so we had a dinner of pork baos.. theres the small xiao long baos n basically everything is the same thing wif the same filling.. onli different shape n sizez n designs.. haha den went to jervis's house.. haa the first time i squeezed into a car wif 7 people.. haha i pity the car though.. i think jervis mum probably got a shock when she saw so many of us popping out of the car..
quite a fun day.. i realli miss everyone la... somehow i still prefer this ex class den my present class.. no offence.. hahahahhaha

Monday, December 06, 2004

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home and I walk alone I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone

a song from green day.. sounds pretty nice.. haha
one week's gone
sigh

Sunday, December 05, 2004

yup my parents juz have to complain abt everything
one moment he is toking abt my room den e nxt he complains my hair is too long
my mum too.. now she thinks i m getting fat
parents.. sigh
bleah went for facial today..quite shiok..
sigh dam depress abt my driving.. my dad keeps scolding mi when i m driving..
den went wif ikea wif my mum to buy a computer table.. haa den met up wif my long lost buddy shiwei.l.who is serioulsy love sick cos his dear is in australia.. haa shiwei driving is quite pro liao n he knows his way well enuf to send mi home.. haha yeah buddy dun worry friday will be here soon.,=P .
i need to learn how to drive.. i need to buck up..damn

Saturday, December 04, 2004

feeling dam depress n dam dumb.. bcos i cant seem to drive properly or even park... haiz............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

Friday, December 03, 2004

haa happy birthday rongren..thanks fer yer party.. haa
actualli i think if i wouldn't celebrate my 21st bdae.. bdae aint that important to mi i guess.. haa haa
die alreadi.. going ktv later.. i hope when i sing they dun cringe too much.. hahahaha
ok la gtg liao........

Thursday, December 02, 2004

haa met up wif crys n xiuhui today... and orchard is realli so small dat u keep seeing yer frineds around..bumped into this uni frend of mine who bought mi to zara and frm then on its e same old story.. yeah aniway.. ya our dear xh n crys were busy looking fer xmas present fer their dears.. ahah see thats thet good pt of being single.. u dun nneed to spend on bf..so i can spend on myself.. hahah yeah suppose to go ktv today but dunno wat happened also.. haa but nvm shoopping's quite fun also..so long nvr go to town... not much has changed though.. and den i met up wif my mum to eat some steamboat.. veri nice leh.. which i forgot to say..my mum thinks i m in depression..it started frm e exam period.. i think one day i was studying until quite tired la..so my eyes were like veri tired n den she walked into e room n thought i was tearing owing to stress..n frm den on she thinks i m in depression... and no i must say i m NOT depress or anithing..i wldnt cry studying lo.. ha ya but its still quite funnyy..
aniway recently i bet u all have seen a tremendous impreovement in my sms speedd... hahhaa kailing used to be the sms god wif lighting speed of smsing lo.. haa haa just joking la...
haa and sharon i manged to read yer blog after having to read thru all those funny funny pops up.. hey hope everything's ok btw u n mc... dun be too depressed k.. cheer up=)..going new zealand soon rite.. have fun gal..
hhaa aloy..going msia rite... dun get caught smuggling bubble gum lo..like one of my bro dumb frend.. haha yeah enjoy yerself.. i know all abt yer gigimonmon liao.. haha
and dam i realise that the stupid hols is so short.. haiz sian la... there dun seem to be anihting to look forward to lo....bleah
my room is still in a mess... haha but who cares.. kailing luv a messy room

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

i dun like people who calls themselves princess.. i dun mean u cant b called princess watever.. i mean if u are no where near loooking or behaving like a princess, its a mockery to call ur self princess blah blah blah,,
hahahaha whatever...
i dun like people who calls themselves princess.. i dun mean u cant b called princess watever.. i mean if u are no where near loooking or behaving like a princess, its a mockery to call ur self princess blah blah blah,,
hahahaha whatever...
well i m back............. did u all miss mi...
yeah exam ended today..leaving mi wif a sense of emptiness though.. the papers all like screwed. sigh.. and so after my paper today i juz went home.. nvr even go out... too dead......... hmm like time in jc its like after every test and exmaS the class will go out.. i guess in uni is different.. my class is a dead class..
one month of slacking n stoning till another horrendus sem.....

so aniway i have moved.. as in moved house to a few streets away... so.no big deal..

i feel so dead.......... urgh


Wednesday, November 10, 2004

ok full time mugging from now till forever...
had a realli bad cough recently that probbly piss those sittting wif mi during lectures.. oops.. and its not helping that i m still eating ice cream n drinking iced water.....

Thursday, November 04, 2004

haa saw my bro's old crush at nus today finally..ooh she has short hair now... wanted to stalk her la but lost sight of her after a while
yeah no sch till dunno when cos i m gonna pon sch till dunno when which is good as i can stay at home to rot n mugg n yeah like i sed feel dumb
crys e agony ends only on the 30th nov..............................................boo hoo
to make things worse.. that bro of mine going msia for holidays nxt wk wif his army kakis..while poor kailing is rotting at home feeling miserable
and with so many changes going on in my life... y do i not feel ani excitment at all
haa saw my bro's old crush at nus today finally..ooh she has short hair now... wanted to stalk her la but lost sight of her after a while
yeah no sch till dunno when cos i m gonna pon sch till dunno when which is good as i can stay at home to rot n mugg n yeah like i sed feel dumb
crys e agony ends only on the 30th nov..............................................boo hoo
to make things worse.. that bro of mine going msia for holidays nxt wk wif his army kakis..while poor kailing is rotting at home feeling miserable
and with so many changes going on in my life... y do i not feel ani excitment at all

Monday, November 01, 2004

hmm my dad is out to make mi fat.. i just know it.. how can i possibly eat 2 macchicken?????
heh i cant remember but is it mr Lui bdae today? haha bad memory.. aniway it shd be coming soon rite..if so happy bdae! hahaha
bleah i dun like studying alone but i study better alone... sigh

Saturday, October 30, 2004

yeah feeling good..bcos no sch till wed.. which means i have so many days to stay at home n mugg n rot n feel dumb
haha yeah i was suppose to not shop animore.. i made a resolution (as usual)..but its not my fault mango deciede to have new collection the day i made that resolution.. so................ haiz.. i am starting to think i am COLLECTING clothes rather than WEARING them.. yeah was packing my stuff e other day n i realise i got 2 big box of new clothes.. if my dad sees it, i am so DEAD..
haa yeah so cool.. looks like everyone miss 6B..so do i.. haha its like i am always telling pple how fun my class WERe... i sHALL not comment on my current class.. i WILL not comment..everything's GREAT..aniway... hahaha e ct rep is retIRED n expired alsola.. so she is unlikely to do anithing for e time being.. hahaha BUT if some BIRD decides to fly back or anione who else is coming back.. of cos e slack n expired ct rep WILL try to organise sthg... HAAHAAHAA..


Thursday, October 28, 2004

" everything's changing and out of my control"
recently i feel that there are juz too much changes in my life.. i dun exactly know how to put it also..
haha operation - make-aloy-study has officially begun. spearheaded by sharon teo, the operation is expected to last fer a few weeks..hopefully aloy is still alive den..haa

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

screw this
" And when i'm alone i feel so much better"

Yeah its true.. i am realli tired of all the facade around mi.. i realli hate it when people bitch and bitch abt others.. when build ur happiness at the expense of others? i rather b alone den hear u bitch..seriously get real

met crys today.. realli miss u guys..n i feel that i m drifting away frm u guys actualli..esp xh..sigh

haa need my dosage of complaining on my blog every now n then..so there u go...

Friday, October 22, 2004

so i pon sch today, though in e end i went for lab cos lab is lab..

saw alethea and jacelyn yesterday.. 2 hot babes..xm must be so jealous

aniway... life's realli boring... though the days do get by realli fast.... i dunno..e year seems to go by pretty fast... and soon.. it wld be e much awaited exams.. i so love life like this...

my uni frends are quite cute.. they r always trying to matchmake mi bcos they r worried i might end up being a spinster.. its realli quite funny sometimes

yay crys meet up soon.. tsktsk dat day saw u but u were busy concentrating on ur food den to notice mi...*shake head*

my brother is goona learn driving soon.. he better make sure he pass on the first attempt..

i m getting sick of blogging..

Sunday, October 17, 2004

yeah uploaded e photos we took yesterdat...haa realli enjoyed myself.. been long since i laughed so much.. hmm realli sad cldnt join u guys fer e picnic.. haha but was a "relief" also bcos the picinic was so "porn" tsktsk. u wld think aloy, crys n sharon plus aloy's nine year old sister going fer a bdae picinic at sentosa sounds innocnet rite.. i mean wat can 1 guy 2 gals n a little gal do..u wld juz expect them to mayb sit n eat n talk n mayb sun tan or swim... no..thats wheere u are wrong.. with 3 colour wolfs(obviously i meant sharon aloy n crys), things go terribly wrong.. juz look at all e photos they took of themselves...hahahhaa poor aloy's sister...i bet she is traumatised fer life.. after seeing 2 colour wolf women bath together.. in one night, sharon is now crys's and crys is now sharon's... hahaha and den i met them at pasta mania... and we played some number game..poor xh got a bit "high" and drunk that she cant even remember the number.. it must be that pepsi twist la... i bet sharon out some drugs inside.. haha yeah aloy remmeber not to eat the sand sharon gave u hor... i bet he has thrown it away and use the bottle to put his cookies liao...hahaha
and seriously i think aloy is being terrorised by mi.. u can see e fear in his eyes ( actualli not realli cos he closes his eye) whenever he takes photo wif mi... haha ok though i wld like to say that this colour wolf here is realli sweet to his sister.. veri brotherly indeed.. haha
niway aloy happy bdae in advance in case i forget to wish u.. haa STUDY aloy STUDY..
yeah thanks fer e wonderful time yesterday..love u guys!! will miss u all!=)



Thursday, October 14, 2004

classic eg of how i stone in e morning... one fine morning i was on e bus n i din realise my class mate was nxt to mi till i reach my stop... n my classmate was even nice enuf not to disrupt my stoning session
aniway yeah tmr no sch... can stay at home to mugg n mugg
sry eh aloy cannot not attend yer bdae picnic at sentosa although i wld realli like to go..but i m like physically n mentally drained of energy..n if i go i think i will b even more stressed out after i reach home n see e piles of work left to b done...so hopefully can join u all fer dinner=) ..hopefully aloy can see lotsa hot babes at sentosa..
aniway must realli scold my bro..u wld think kailing is e spend thrift rite..no thats where u are wrong.. someone onli shops at levis n topshop n spend 50 plus on a thin white shirt and den spend another 80 plus on some quiksilver pants..tsktsk..even kailing dun spend like that.,...she does it over time; not in one go

and i realli feel like going for a facial and eyebrow trimming soon.. its realli relaxing whenever i goes fer facial.. haa
sometimes i think its good not to have any dreams and hopes actualli..this way u wun be disappointed in the end
but i think that if i realli have the time in the future it wld be to go travelling.... there's so many places that i want to visit..haha


and one thing.. i realli hate being restricted.. i get pissed when i return home juz slighty later then usual and my mum keeps calling..ok i know thats cos she cares abt mi.. but i dunno.. i guess i like freedom.. so u know y kailing hasnt been in any relationship yet.. and even if i realli find a bf nxt time he better makes sure he dun control mi.. haha ah but that will probably be cow years later la.. its like i have enuf books n tutorials to accompany mi now la.. so no hurry...*ahem huichong.. * i m more concerned abt u n ur "passenger"

aniway i hope i dun dream abt e communist and chin peng tonight.. yesterday i dreamt abt hawker centre.. haha i dun realli rem all my dreams la...juz e gist of it..somehow

ok gotta head back to my brainless lab report.. yeah cool..

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

I wake up in the morning
Put on my face
The one that's gonna get meThrough another day
Doesn't really matterHow I feel inside'
Cause life is like a game sometimes
yup died for chem test as expected.. but i realli tried my best..sigh
went shopping fer aloy present today...BUT.. heh i ended up going to Mango and buying this skirt... sigh.. shopping isnt realli helping mi to destress animore... my dad thinks i am freaking stressed..he's been telling mi abt the danger of being overly stressed n burned out n den getting mental disease.. haha well this is because i 've beeen very bad tempered..and i do mean REallY.. haa and i realise actualli from the time i get out of my bed, it takes mi 2 hrs actualli to b fully awake.. so.. this explains y i am so stone in e morning


Friday, October 08, 2004

" there's no point in thinking about yesterday, its too late now it'll never be the same again."
sometimes i realli hate pple who bitch abt other.. yet sometime i find myself doing that.. life's so full of contradiction.. recently can t seem to stand this particular guy.. someone whom i feel treat pple like his subordinate instead of frends..but hopefully its juz a passing feeling.. n sumtimes i think i do things or say things dat hurt others unknowingly.. do i or do i not? i think i do.. and i realli go into extreme mood swings.. sumtimes i act realli hyper in class n den i juz start to die off n stone... haa sumtimes i find i dun understand myself...
aniway yeah aloy bdae.. juz give him a photo alblum of himself la.. or a video tape of HIMSELF.. den he can play it n watch it over n over again.. hahahaha i hope i can find e time to celebrate his bade today... yesterday i had weird dreams again..this time abt jap occupation.. n i dreamt i was taking some nippon airline.. dun sound too good rite... hahaha ok aniway back to aloy.. yeah finaaly in a few days time he will b same age as us la hor... little boy growing up to b another little boy la.. haha we juz need to set him up wif some hot babe on his bade think he will be happi liao la...hahahhaha

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

yay nxt week got mid term test for chem..so happi... got test again..words cant describe the "JOY" of being able to have a test..someomore open book.. yeah.. how cool... crap wat the hell am i talking....
aniway great discoveries today...well 2 pple in my class r attached..haha so exciting!! its like jack so fast..steady man... yeah feel so happy for them.. i always feel happy when i see my frends getting attached.. i think its wondenrful thiing to be able to be with the one u love..=) aniway..but within class a bit werid though.. its like today i unknowingly bcame a lamp post-lamp post cos technically i wasnt in e middle but sitting nxt to them..haha ah but how interesting..haha

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

i think i m bcuming emotionally unstable.. i can cry after watching some show which wasnt realli touching ..i dun mean emotionaaly unstable as in i have been jilted or ditched.. serioulsy there is no time for such things now... i guess i m stressed la.. been thinking alot of the past... nono not as in singapore history.. i finally manged to finsh my essay hopefully tonight i dun dream about Raffles or Sri tri buana again.. but i thnk i am gonna fail my essay cos it dun make sense at all... wth does an engineering student know abt writing history essay aniway

Sunday, October 03, 2004

i think my hamster is dying.. .. it juz feels so sad to watch him stuggling to live.. he doesnt run around animore.. he doesnt llook at mi animore..he jus close his eyes n pant n wait for his time to come..

everything in this world is juz so fleeting and ephemeral..

Friday, October 01, 2004

heh i guess i shall not for once complain abt sch..life's like that.. i have resigned to fate.. haa
aniway.. its pretty werid.. i have been dreaming abt sch work all e time.. my dreams now come as physics qn and chem equations.. den sometimes i can wake up in e night n think abt singapore history...juz e other day i dreamt i was on a chinese old junk boat sailing to some island..no not stress..juz hardworking... n e results of mugging

life's pretty stagnant on e whole.. juz that i am bcuming a meanie as usual
told a big fat lie abt something to someone but i guess is shall not say what it is here juz in case...

aloy study!! - from ur favourtie nag machine

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

heh how can i ever b thin when i am eating like a pig recently.. when i mugg i have to eat so i wun fall asleep... n so late at night, i m still eating like chips.. n its not helping i have weird craving recenlty.. haa like on sat i had cravings for tako pachi, den fries den today bk n sundae pie... bleah..no not pregnant...juz have these weird cravings... haa so aniway how to be thin like that.. took my friend's car today..haa not too bad... was a smooth trip..but if i'm e driver it wld b another story....
aniway.. pleasantly surprised by a few old long lost friends who bothered to keep in touch wif mi... my dad e dad yk, weiwei n my ah soh gang.. i feel so detached from all my old friends sometimes.. it juz seem that life has taken a dramatic change all of a sudden wif so many things changing..
aniway i have been receiving some weird msg from unknown pple in friendster..weird huh..and i feel quite bad to b dao-ing them.hahaha..
bleah.. i got to go do my history essay..yeah wt e hell m i writing history essay... i also dunno... sigh

Saturday, September 25, 2004

bleah a realli "traumatising" week... finally finished all my 3 tests BuT then again e weekend isnt for slacking also... there is onli some tutorials, a 1500 words essay plus some ctw project which uo till now my group still hasnt thought of a topic ... sigh... and so i went shopping today for a short while intending to splurge on something to de stress..BUt... i ended up pigging on food... speakimng of which yesterday my dad was scolding me..he thinks i am trying to go on a diet and said that i looked awful when i m thin..i guess he likes mi looking plump.. haa but realli i am not on a diet... in fact i am trying to eat as much as i can.. if i have e time n appetite..haha wat rubbish... but realli lo... on fri for eg, i din even had a chance to eat any food until dinner... but its my fault la.. was trying to do my lab report n tryint to print it in school... hiaz lucky got his classmate of mine who was quite nice to help mi... bcos i m a computer dummy... and den there was lab... its weird..last time in jc where we had to do individual work chem lab was actualli quite ok fer mi.. now we had a partner n i feel more blur..haha no la.. not my partner blur..is i am e one blur.. and so not surprisingly kailing is always e last one to leave the lab.. my aim for e nxt prac is to b e 2nd last to leave...haha
aniway i think my bro went drinking yesterday.. n e funny thing is he came back to tell mi he feels like he is drunk..haha so funny rite...
yup crys is a pedaophile..she likes little boys.. hahhaha... speaking of all e little kids at sasa reminds mi of my "dear" enzio and my tamil kitty.. haha i wonder how they are eh.. that tamil kitty is e best..u keep scolding him he also wun react one.. and i still rem ricky always make them stand on e starting block for clowning ard too much..haha oh ya crys i was lookingt thru my red swastika yr book which i found when my mum was clearing up e house.. haha n omg i saw jon..he was my pre primary classmate.. wa so cute man.. he from small got this killer- u-owe-mi-money look..hahhaha

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

kailing is such a meanie..she lives so near to changi airport and yet she din even go to send janice off...haiz... realli soree... cant help it the damn chem engine department decide to rob my so called mid term break by giving mi three tests in a week... aniway to those happily settled overseas now, take care=)

Monday, September 20, 2004

i think actualli my blog is boring.. or rather i m a boring person.. haa its like someone was asking mi to introduce myself.. and i find that i have nothing interesting to talk about..no interests, no hobbies (unless u mean shopping), no nothing.. i dun enjoy movies in particular, i dun reaalli play ani sports or swim now, i dun go clubbing, i dunno how to play card games like bridge or whatsoever.. i dun chat online, i dun play computer games, no not animore..gunbound and i are over..nothing in particular interest mi.. haa i onli mugg... n stone..hahaha
and yeah i miss all e thick stacks of post cards and all e letter writing last time in SASA.. haa its like despite the fact we see each other like 3 times a week for trg we still write to each other..haa and i realise we realli gossip alot... esp crys ... she always have some guy to talk about.. but den again dat was before she found jon jon.. actualli if u ask mi if i miss swimming..yeah a bit.. the training.. i wld say ok la.. i miss the 8x100 sets that ricky always give.. and how we can predict his trg..although i NEVER miss the 1500m warm up kang gives or the 400M fly set.. haa but actualli i miss the pple there most la.. haiz.. i guess u nvr realli cherish something until u lose it.. its true...
sometimes i feel rotten when pple or old friends msg mi or ask mi out and i dun reply or cant meet up..ok how ironic.. so from now on.. i shall do my best to reply them..=)

Sunday, September 19, 2004

hmm who is honey bee..hahah
bleah i have reverted back to my old self of not replying smses... not my fault... e phone sux n i am juz too lazy..so if i dun reply u it dun mean i dun like u/cant stand u/cant b bothered wif u or wat..its just me
aniway i guess janice is flying off tom.. bon voyage.. will miss ya too..

Saturday, September 18, 2004

sigh i haf three test to mugg for so why am i still here? bcos i feel so dead.... can go bang e wall already.. nus juz rocks.. they give u a four day so called mid term break to let u catch up wif ur work and in btw that stingy four days they make u go back to sch fer tests..screwe this man...
yeah resident eveill...feel like watching...but doubt i have e time...
aniway my class getting better..dam full of scandals also.. but sometimes i think pple can get too critical.. i dunno.. i rather not look into a person too deeply..
hmm i am getting more n more boring... i also dunno wat the crap i am talking here.. i shall go back to my physics n continue to wander in a world of torque angular speed and all e crap..

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

i guess my blog is rather dead
realli haven had the time to blog
my senior who saw mi today complained i look stress.. i hope i am not walking ard wearing a stress n zombified look
but den again with three tests nxt week...things are realli not loooking good
and crys yeah life is rather meaningless to mi.. i wonder why i feel like that

on a lighter note
saw yew jia e other day..haa my frends thot u were my senior cos u were dressed quite formally...
and aloy study n stop playing gb!!
crys: haa our fac juz opp to each other but somehow it seems so far away
sharon: haven had the time to read ur blog..hope u r doing great

ok gtg n mugg n mugg n stone n stone...
i guess my blog is rather dead
realli haven had to time to blog
my senior who saw mi today complained i look stress.. i hope i am not walking ard wearing a stress n zombified look
but den again with three tests nxt week...things are realli not loooking good
and crys yeah life is rather meaningless to mi.. i wonder why i feel like that

on a lighter note
saw yew jia e other day..haa my frends thot u were my senior cos u were dressed quite formally...
and aloy study n stop playing gb!!
crys: haa our fac juz opp to each other but somehow it seems so far away
sharon: haven had the time to read ur blog..hope u r doing great

ok gtg n mugg n mugg n stone n stone...

Thursday, September 09, 2004

yay tomorrow i dun want go school...can sleep late... haa
aniway school..bleah dun tok abt it...saw crys on tue..den had lunch wif her..haa yeah must get xh to join us one day=)
aniway..i get turned off easily by guys who are un-gentlemanly... haa its like today on e bus some guy was nice enough to let mi get up e bus first n i was quite surprised cos it seems that alot of guys are so ungentlemanly...haa ok i m complaining too much rite... if u r a guy n reading this u will b like why the hell do we need to b gentleman..aint gals n guys suppose to b equal..haa ok if u insist..=P
aniway i think my bro quite confirmed going to melbourne to pursue his dreams of studying medicine.,..poor kailing is all alone in singapore..sigh i was i wasw going away too.... life here is juz so bad.. argh.. i hope he realli goes there n in e future get some citizenship there den i can migrate there too n like wat set up n animal farm there n stone n rot there for e rest of my life n nvr come back to singapore again..hhahaha

Monday, September 06, 2004

ok for once i shall not whine abt how screwed up life is.. although rite now i m realli screwed trying to churn up some essay... great
aniway on a lighter note..went wif my dad n some old uncles to look at cars today..quite ok la.. although those old uncles of mine realli cute... haha they prounounce the name of e brand like lexus in a realli amusing manner... aniway eh ya cars.. i dunno anithing bout them.. n frankly eh if u gif mi a new car to driv ei think i would drive at a tortoise speed... haa
aniway bird has a blog.. haa i am too lazy to post e link.. n the great news is bird n yj went clubbing!!! ahhaha even kailing e great here hasnt gone clubbing b4... tsktsk n bird says he can dance salsa...haa so nxt time u all can vring him to club n laugh at him

Friday, September 03, 2004

crap..juz reached hme after a screwed 3hrs prac...i wonder wat went wrong...urgh dun wnat to think abt it.. aniway freaking busy week.. i got so many work due n i juz hate school...haiz everytime i take e train frm buona vista i will b reminded of my rj life... bleah.. mayb jc life was busy wif all e mugging esp in j2 but at least i still haf free time to go training like twice a week at least n to crap ard or to de-stress.. and even in school i still crap or stone ard..and weekends i still go out.. i mean at least i haf a life..now its like juz mugging everyday.. no time to do anithing else.. weekends are spent wif my notes n ttorials and mayb i dun realli know e class well also... or mayb they are juz different i guess....
urgh i feel so tired...bleah
btw i still stone alot.. i think even more so now..

Saturday, August 28, 2004

i think having a laptop realli is distrating.. bleah although i find myself slowly distancing from all my friends.. aloy crys n sharon n xh, violet n my ah soh gang..n even e tubs n co... i dun even talk to them now.. n dun even hf e time to read blogs...even if i use e net it wld be to surf the ever intresteing ivle webpage of nus to look fer tutorial and online lectures and the endless mail those nus pple flood mi wif... =(

Thursday, August 26, 2004

hahah i am in e library mugging!! ya rite.. niway so birdbird flying off today...he is probably on e plane right now..guess i will miss him.. ha bird aint u so touched after reading this?? aniway yeah i got my laptop finally... its so cool.. haa and the first thing i did was to install gunbound..not reLLI for playing..but i guess e sight of tha familiar icon on my laptop makes mi feel so better... hahhaha... ok as usual i need to go n mugg... n yeah i saw crys yesterda..hehehe her hair so cute...

Sunday, August 22, 2004

back frm class outing and feeling sick of staring at physics..aniway its like deja vu again as aloy-dream gal lost...i can still rme watching e match 4yrs ago where e same scenerio happened...
eh aniway class outing..eh dun wish to comment..haha make mi walk here n there.... haa and now must realli scold e bird bird..so on a wonderful sunday, birdbird was so anxious to buy yj's present n so he made poor kailing go shopping wif him.. n since the mango at raffles city din haf e size, he made poor kailing walked all e way to suntec..bleah..... always like dat one leh..go out wif him no matter is take bus or wat sure must walk a lot one... haa aniway rite e shirt actualli i wanted to buy fer myself also..but haha buy fer yj liao so cannnot...aniway so eh janice serena pooon n e bird flying off soon... take care guys..!! willl miss u all! haa so today concluded probably e last class outing..haa till den take care everyone! must go do maths now..

Friday, August 20, 2004

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bleah back frm econs...to do more self mugging den going fer facial..eh dun ask mi y..my mum ask mi go one and booked a lot of session fer mi alreadi so i have to go..aniway i have quitted gunbound.. now i onli do physics n maths in my free time albeit e fact i dun get e answers veri often..aniway i juz found out this classmates of mine has a car liao.. so lucky eh... rich parents.. haa den i think maybe nxt time can take his car to schoool.. i hope he is a steasy driver though unlike mi... haha eh guess i got to go n do more physics now... =)

Thursday, August 19, 2004

bleah i end at 8 pm today.. bad...its like 8-8.. den i had a 6 hrs break n so wat did kailing do? go to library to mugg n stone n sleep n look at cute guys... there was one sitting nxt to me.. ah well thats not e pt.. n i found out there is this guy in my class who actualli rejected dentistry fer chem engine.. eh weird eh...and so after such a tiring day i still had to sit down n msg e whole class one by one eh.. bleah... actualli i m sad to announce i dunno where we r eating on sunday.. so eh... sorry eh.. i will go think of sthg soon....

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

haa met up wif debra serena yew jia today... n not forgetting crystal..haha i m like usuing my breaks to meet up wif pple... niway serena baked thia cake fer us wif white chocolate in it..so nice!!! haa wat can i say..issac is a lucky guy...haha n debra's room is so cosy..haha yeah feeling a bit better after meeting up wif everyone..=P

Monday, August 16, 2004

wee i pass my driving!! so fluke..i tink e tester is nice to mi...aniway haa i got 18 pts..actualli i htink he can minus a lot more but den he din.. haa so dun count on me to drive.. like i say i m a dumb driver..but who cares..haha and den i was sitting at e place waiting to watch some video when this rrather cute guy approach mi.. n being in a good mood i talked to him... haa he gave mi his name card den ask mi to msg him but hehehe i din.. feel so bad.. but oh well.. kailing is scared of strangers...haiz ok gtg 2 mugg n mugg n mugg...

Sunday, August 15, 2004

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yay monday dun need go school..haha niway i forgot to elaborate on e interesting pple i have met so far.. well to start off wif the guys r weird..for eg i haf this classmate who suddenly pop up in front of mi one day wif this magazine n asked if e cover gal is mi.. and e gal on e magazine i must say looks too pretty to b mi.. but this kinda reminds mi of e time zixuan commented i look like this thai gal in newsweek whose occupation i do not wish to comment bcos it gives mi nightmare... and i haf this senior called samuel but reminds mi of shiwei bcos of e way he talks n laughs... for eg he will tease someone den laugh loudly.. but e laughtre is veri similar.. n den the other day on e bus i saw this guy who looks like a fatter version of jervis..haha as for e gals.. i haven had e time to go n notice them.. mayb i shall do that nxt week..haha

Friday, August 13, 2004

and so tpday was quite ok day since i onli had an one hour lecture den can go home... however due to unforseen circumstances, i woke up at eight after pressing that snooze buttorn fer some gazillion times when my lecture starts at 9..so not surprisingly i was late.. well i am rather broke alreadi after spending 100 bucks on 5 textbks each 1000 pages n more..so great rite.. can mugg n mugg..en i came home to do some maths.. in which i spent 40 min juz starting at one question which i thot was dam hard n turn out to b so eaas..duh... and so mr aloy u having maths exam tmr.. good luck dun let miss LMAO crystal GOh down..
so naiway our dear miss sheryl chen xiaoying is leaving fer duke tmr.. i guess i will miss her... can still rem all those morning in rj where we will stone ard in the lt and commenting on guys.. haiz..so pretty soon more n more pple will b going away..haiz..so sad huh..
sian..tmr still must go sch fer econs lecture... haha am i e onli one dreading sch this much huh? i hope e rest of u r enjoyjng ur uni life.. haa i can imagine miss Zihua camping at e med fac canteen every day juz like u know in those counterstrike games where those snipers camp, and desperatelyt hunting fer her neurosurgeon etc..haha
oh well... freaking boring post here.. i guess after stoning ard in sch everyday, i lost my crapping skills... or rather i cant b bothered to crap ard animore... ok i need my daily dosage of gunbound now... so bye..

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

and so school started... lectures are ok i guess ince they are like doing jc stuff now...
i dun like uni though.. i dun like meeting new people.. i think everything is such a facade.. nvr felt like this before.. bleah... mayb i juz dun like talking to strangers.. i rather b alone

Sunday, August 08, 2004

national day...bleah suppose to go watch the village wif aloy sharon n crys..but haiz..nvm... so now i m stuck at home doing this online maths lecture on function limits n stuf.. its so sian... but at least u get to pause n rewind when u dun understand... n e lecturer sounds weird... but e onli hting abt online lect is that i get distracted..ahem gunbound ..n now i m blogging ...n neopets..sigh... not used to studying again though..bleah tmr marks e start of school.. wif lectures n stuff....haiz i so wish i was going to JC and seeing e tubs zh n all e gals ok e guys also rather den my new class... hopefully...things get better... but den again i m quite set on being antisocial freak... haa which wld haf been e case in jc too if some Mr khong tinky winky din make mi e ct rep..haha... by e way..happy birthday mr tinky buddy winky khong... ur present eh... mayb must collect nxt year liao la... haha at night got lots of tv shows..esp singapore idol.. ahem sharon.. u think we wld see u? lol... juz e notion of it makes mi laff.. n got ndp..haa my brother is in it.. but i alreadi caught e preview last wk... and my stoopid bro got us a seat where e fireworks appear directly behind us.. dam... so aniway i m juz writing realli boring stuff... cant help it whe ur mind is full of domains, range n limits... bleah gtg back to my lecture... tataz

Saturday, August 07, 2004

haiz shopping to destress isnt a gd idea..so i squandered my money on some tops n bag frm mango today... GREAT... haiz..hopefully when sch starts, i will stop shopping b4 i have to pawn my teddies to get money..but den again e idea of having to go to sch juz put mi off..haiz...aniway my brother is learning frm mi.. in fact he spends more den mi..levis is his fave shop.. diedie also must buy things there.. haiz i think i shall not waste my time blogging n go n do some more constructive things like gb liao..

haa ok i think my blog is ok.. aint u all so happy now? hahaha.. hmm after going mia fer so long, actualli nothing much has happened to mi..lol.. ok this wek was orientation... freaking boring oreintation.. and ok my class is quite sian.. serioulsy i missed 6B u know...i was so happy to chance upon our ziihua dear during my frreaking stupid scavenger hunt.. aww aint u all touched now? hiaz... aniway u can tell that my class is rather sian.. i think 100% mugger type.. and i think fer my faculty there is also this senior thingy which is like quite important... as in.. they emphaises alot on it.. n apparent u have to rely on them fer nots, lab report n stuff..so aniway u see during o week we were supposed to go to sentosa on thur..so being e ultimate slackers, none of us turned up n i think e seniors were not happi.. n so i had to force myself to go to a stoning bbq cum movie session yesterday.. eh it was ok la.. juz that they keep making e freshies play games that had stupid forfeits n so i ran home.. hahahha
oh n my ogl is this funny thai guy who has quite a cute thai accent.. who plays gunbound by e way..haha..oh by e way my time table sux too... so u will think chem engine is abt chemistry n physics,,thats where u r wrong.. apparently i haveto take modules like maths, phyiscs chemistry, gp stuff(critical thinking), econoomics... its JC all over again.. n we were told to mugg DAM hard.. GREAT!!! i luv mugging... so on this wonderful wed nite i was feeling ultimate sad..cos of the class n timetable...bleah.. haa lucky mr aloy was there to entertain mi wif his webcam n hung act!! haha
ok as fer cute guys eh..alot man.. ya rite.. like i care eh.. uni is juz abt mugging n myself.. hahaha eh i guess i shdn't complain too much abt ani one.. u nvr know who is gonna read ur blog........ so long nvr blog.. dunno wat else to say... aniway its still dam sad eh..when lessons start nxt week.. its byebye to tv, shopping n slacking... haiz..

Sunday, July 25, 2004

another test

hmm.. so is this alright?

Saturday, July 24, 2004

can lah haiyo -.-'

canot

canot meh

aloy here

testing testing

hi

hi

Monday, July 19, 2004

sad eh..i think there is sthg wrong wif my neopets account..haiz..sad
and sigtoo.. h 2 more weeks to school..haiz e onli thing comforting is ntu starts one week earlier..
so yesterday had this class gathering at some restaurant co-owned by lui's brother at holland village... eh not bad la..alot of pple turned up.. e place was alright also... ambience quite nice.. actualli veri lazy to go one cos veri far..but den its xinxin.. e xx i knew since pri sch..so i had to pry myself away frm e computer..which was how tortorous man.. hee so xin xin going off to switzeland.. so cool eh... and den i think soon some more pple will start flying overseas haa nxt time come back all sure veri powerful liao eh..hahhaa and my class dam solid eh... can juz sit n tok forever one..mi n zixuan went to eat this apple crumble at swensen while the rest of them were still deicideing wat to do nxt..oh aniway e apple crumble is good eh..juz dat i veri suaku..the waitress pour some funny funny thing den got smoke come out so i was like " wa..got smoke eh.." n e waitress also gave us a sheepish smile.. oh so after savouring e delicious apple crumble, we went back n find e whole class still at e same place toking.. haa solid eh..and den we continued toking at bk.. hee ya n dunno who was saying its so fun to see ur friends get married den e gals can b those "jie mei" at e house playing tricks on e groom n his buddies.. so eh.. to all my fellow class mates n friends..get married faster hor!! n bird eh.. we plan for u ur future wife liao..dun let us down..hiak hiak



Friday, July 16, 2004

and so i got "stalked" again at city hall... aiyo enuf is enuf..go n hound or approach some other gals who yearns to b models..not mi eh.. i din know singapore got so many funny talent agency or watever it is eh.. and although that funny funny test claims my inner child is 6 yrs old, i am not that gullible eh
haa yesterday when i was sleeping i could feel my brain oscillating..i think its an after effect of that wave pool thingy.. i felt like i was swinging to and fro as i was lying in my bed...and aiyo read jon's blog... crys..tsktsk..want to go private n secluded places wif jon say ma.. haha we tried running away remember? but thought u all will b angry so came back..bet u were cussing n swearing rite..heeheehee=P
 

Thursday, July 15, 2004

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so whie talking to rence yesterday he commented i sound like a 12 yrs old..and oh man this is worse.. i m convinced that this test is rigged!i mean i seriously did e test truthfully eh
My inner child is six years old today

My inner child is six years old!


n i realise if one day i get hacked it will be bcos
1) i fail to reply smses
2) i m habitually late..trust mi i try to get there on time but i guess i overestimated the efficieny of public transport
wee fun day today...went wild wild wet wif aloy crys n sharon n jon...hehe there got alot of hot babes wearing bikinis eh..some wear until realli quite obscence eh..i dun understand how pple can wear bikini for this kind of thing.. i mean like normal swimming or tanning can la.. but this kind of thing is u will go up n down n swing here n there one so wear bikini so yuck leh... haha but oh well aloy was having a fun time ogling n gawking n drooling at them.. hiak hiak..poor jon had to resist the temptation since crys was there.. so aniway we stated off wif this cycling thing..alamak at first i thot not scary ma..so see aloy so scared i let him pair wif sharon..end up i start cycling den so scary man.. i was so afraid the bike may fall off the rails.. wa lau i was like putting my safety into the hands of the designer, constantly telling myself that nth is gonna happen..
haha after that we did some five people ride in a float.. haha somehow by some stroke of luck, aloy kena the front sit eh..den he scared until keep holding on to the handle nearest to him n din dare to look up... haiyo aloy ah.. and den he got so paiseh dun even dare to look at the photo they took.. hahaha n den we did some black hole thingy.. the person told mi wat if scared can scream for someone so in e hole i juz anihow scream..haha lucky they din come n save mi eh.. and there was also some wave pool n we play until head also giddy..n somehow i banged my head against e floor twice man.. haha n of cos e finale was the fuuny slide we took.. not realli slide eh.its like u sit on a float and drop down 10 m or dunno how high eh...veri exciting leh.. haha aiyo crys n aloy both very scared... and den when mi n sharon take that time we said we not afraid and so those two guys in charge purposely push freaking hard... haha but fun!! haha so i think e rides were all ok la... but i think last time fantasy island more rides...but still fun! =)
ok tired also.. must keep climbing up n down man.. and carry e float up n down... haha plus all that thrill n excitment makes u mentally tired too..hee ok so i forgot to push aloy n crys down or rather i decided to be magnaminous n let them off on the account that jon was there so i cldn't bully crys n aloy was already freaking scared n i din want him to faint from a weak heart..haha

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

wee!rj won both titles this year...despite e lousy cheering which was drowned completely by the AC family..
haha aniway the kailing's blooper continues..this time her sandals broke..haha and so poor sharon had to go wif her to buy a pair and kailing had to borrow a pair of sandals frm her frend..sad sad
and crys..u deserves to die..haha tmr u will find out..hahha

and wat kind of person do i hate most..the kind who does the wrong thing and still declare their conscience is clear...lol i m not referring to anione..juz an after thought from watching the amazing race..haha

yay finally tmr we r going to wild wild wet..ok sad eh we plan so now den now get to go..but so exciting!!!

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

ok now i must go eat lots of nutritious food to gain energy to push 2 partner in crimes down e slide on thur..heh heh crys n aloy.. big bear wants revenge!!!!!
haha
for two days in a row, i stayed at home..the feeling is good.. when u haf e whole house to urself.. i can turn on e tv n computer at e same time n multitask.. haha and staying at home is good cos i dun spend $$$..but actualli now i dun luv to shop also..cos i am sick of shopping malls
wee..tmr going wif sharon to watch sch nats..hmmp crys..meanie mean meanie..agreed to go wif mi last time liao den con mi, deceive mi..haha i always kinda like sch nats actualli..i get to pon sch..but i must say e finals sometimes quite intimidating..like so many people watching.. so exciting but scary.. but i must say e feeling of having ur school there to support u is quite good..despite e fact dat half of them goes there fer e sake of match support..haha

Sunday, July 11, 2004

ok enuf of quiz.. b4 i start wondering if there is some truth to it.. haha aniway... today is 11th july..how many days is it till sch starts?? boo hoo.. the other day i was toking to was it rence? haha i think he is actuaalli looking forward to skool.. oh man how can anione prefer sch to this slack-it-all lifestyle..which has onli a life span of three weeks or so left, 4wks if i pon orientation..

niway today went wif my brother to do some facial thing.. haha ok not mi..he is the one doing it.. lol.. ok and i also stupidly sign up for some facial.. haha my brother is a big spendthrift..juz like mi.. for eg, he goes to kimage to cut his hair.. when he is in ns..so got style or no is still e same ma right.. haha den went to hans fer dinner..seriously i dun like the food there but den my auntie wanted to go so no choice..

Friday, July 09, 2004

now this is gewtting weird all over again
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can someone enlighten mi on e wat bidding sytem in nus? i m totally lost..one day i must realli sit down n read everything dat sound so cheem there..but i serioulsy have no idea wats happening...

aniway nvr ever walk along orchard road alone.. haha its dangerous..u see on a fine friday afternoon, kailing happily accompanied her brother to marriott hotel fer some interview.. so after that kailing was walking towards e mrt when she was once again stopped by some funny gal who claims to b a talent scout frm eh was it BHI or watvver thing she said.. sigh again asking mi to go n b some model.. ##@!!#.. and i think it isn't juz orchard road dat is dangerous.. they stalk u at city hall too.. haha ok rather aniti climax to my story.. u wld think i got molested or robbed.. so aniway... veri weird leh.. how come they always stalking mi huh? i veri gullible meh..last time was e funny imodel which sharon got approached too.. den now this funny funnny one.. seriously speaking, i realli cannot make it one.. i m not degrading myself but its e truth.. haha

aniway serioulsy that funny funny heart colour thing..eh i dunno how it turned out like dat..sharon got a pink heart n aloy got a blue heart.. how come i got a black one huh? i mean i got a shock also leh... weird.. weird...everything is so weird

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

lol wat a stupid quiz... so funny rite.. i keep reading pple's blog den they alwyas put these funny funny stuff so i tried some..and oh man e absurdity of e answers...make mi sound like some melancholic apathetic reclusive psychopath...
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went nus fer checkup..i shall not elaborate further..den met crys on e train..haiz realli i think we are fated to meet.. n i m fated to stalk u la... see nxt time u n jon dun let mi stay in ur store room also cannot la.. cos everywhere u go..big bear is there..so after dat i went to roam ard alone n bought some skirt.. i m veri into skirt recently..

hmm aniway xh wanta watch mean girls... so sharon n crys..u all on?? haa aloy u r exempted cos we know u wun like e movie la..n school nats is nxt tue.. e finals.. mi n crys planning to go watch and den go to gelare to get fat as well.. so sharon n xh u all wanta go?

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

one thing when u ask ur mum to buy 8 days..she buys e cover wif spiderman instaed of the cover wif tobey n kirsten on it.. i guess she thot spiderman cutter

ok crys i dun understand... u know giving out flyers.. i always wonder y the pple giving out e flyers cannot juz throw e flyers away?? u know..since most pple throw it away... is it they got supervisor watching ah

sigh think later muz go nus fer check up.. act come to think nus is realli quite far..but den i dun dare to stay in hostel leh.. like quite scary at night..sigh this reminds mi sch is gonna start...haiz.. bye bye gb..byebye neopets..byebye tv..bye bye bed.. byebye to shooping malls.. haiz..so in view of this, i have decided to extend the hours when i am awake..instead of sleeping at 1am, i will sleep at 2 n wake up earlier... haiz pple always ask how i can slack thru 6mths like dat..trust mi..its possible..n i enjoy it..
one thing when u ask ur mum to buy 8 days..she buys e cover wif spiderman instaed of the cover wif tobey n kirsten on it.. i guess she thot spiderman cutter

ok crys i dun understand... u know giving out flyers.. i always wonder y the pple giving out e flyers cannot juz throw e flyers away?? u know..since most pple throw it away... is it they got supervisor watching ah

sigh think later muz go nus fer check up.. act come to think nus is realli quite far..but den i dun dare to stay in hostel leh.. like quite scary at night..sigh this reminds mi sch is gonna start...haiz.. bye bye gb..byebye neopets..byebye tv..bye bye bed.. byebye to shooping malls.. haiz..so in view of this, i have decided to extend the hours when i am awake..instead of sleeping at 1am, i will sleep at 2 n wake up earlier... haiz pple always ask how i can slack thru 6mths like dat..trust mi..its possible..n i enjoy it..

Monday, July 05, 2004

sigh..somehow gb is down n neopets has bored mi n i fell asleep reading..bleah
haa went to town wif xh yesterday cos she needed to shop fer clothes for school... n being a shopping freak i gladly acccompained her..haa she tried on alot of clothes whil ei juz watched cos i cannot buy ani more clothes.. so zara was having sale but i dun realli like e stuff there..haha oh i bought htis funky pink pointed shoes.. haa blame it on mtv la..they alwasy have this host wearing that kind of bright pointed shoes so fer e fun of it i bought one..

haa so later i had to ditch xh to meet up wif my class at swensens for a pre bdae celebration fer debra... ok sorree debra fer being so late... so after having not celebrated deb's bdae fer e past 2 yrs, this yr, after overcoming tremendous difficulties n pressures, i finally made it!! haha so i thot e celebration was not too bad in terms of attendance.. haaha and so e guys were all having their army talks but at least their hair has grown significantly.. haa aiyo i cant stand their shaved head..hahaha i hoped i dun get smacked e nxt time i see them.. haha but that will b gazillion years later.. haha aniway goo job zx.. haha keep up e good work!

abt more depressing stuff..roddick LOST..boo hoo..words cant describe e sadness n anguish i feel..boo hoo hoo..

Saturday, July 03, 2004

so more of kailing's blooper... on a fine saturday night, kailing was strolling along raffles city n abt to cross e road when she suddenly tripped over this concrete slab n almost fell.. n in e process somehow she made this oooh sound that made quite a few pple turn their heads to stare at her... boo hoo hoo...

one thing i hate is making decisions.. for eg, if i were to choose btw two tops to buy, i wld juz buy both so as to rid myself of any nightmares or regrets...and toking abt nightmare, i finally had nightmares abt those orange fingernails of mine which xh n crys kept suaning mi abt..hhaha ok i still haven got rid of them

meeting xh fer a trip to town to shop tomorrow..yay!! haha ok crys.. %$!!@#$@!!!..haha u were supppose to join us...n den u r gonna ditch us for an aircon..i hope u feel sad n sorry after reading this.. lol.. haha ok den i tink there is suppose to b some class outing in e afternoon or something... haha toking abt class outing i m so glad i dun haf to organise ani more liao... mayb 10 yrs later la.. i will organise some class outing to e zoo or birdpark den we can sit n look at e animals n talk n laugh.. hahahha ok thats a joke of cos..

aniway so quite obviously sharapova beat serena williams since she is so much hottter...haha no la i mean serena was completely outclassed..if u ever bother watching.. n that brother of mine was drooling as he gawked at sharapova... ok i hate to admit but my dearest roddick looked so rugged n not as cute now.. sigh mayb someone could lend him a shaver.. oh but his serve is still so marvellous..but i think mr federer will probably whacked him.. =(

Friday, July 02, 2004

sheesh squandered my night playing gb wif aloy again...hee aloy veri sry leh.. mi so noob..haiz.. haha ok aniway more of kailing blooper act... on a fine fri afternoon, kailing was on e bus home when she fell asleep n she was so sound asleep dat e kind soul nxt to her had to wake her up...haha actualli i was not realli dat sound asleep dat..but i think e gal thot i was..so..

Thursday, July 01, 2004

haa sharapova is so hot man...

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

ok i shd b sleeping...slept onli 5hrs yesterday..ok no big deal..haha but somehow i am e kind who takes freaking long to sleep no matter how tired i am n i can nvr sleep at other places other then my bed.. juz ask debra n co wat happened at e sleep over last time..haa ok aniway actualli kids are quite cute..like teddy bears like dat..esp the way they talk... hahamayb i will get a few nxt time to play wif.. crys..u dun wanta haf kids rite bcos u r afraid wat they might turn out to be when they grow up but i think this is e interesting part abt having a kid.. ok i was staring at e kids today ( my half day relief teaching at some kindergarten) n i was trying to picture them when they r grown up..they look so innocent now but u nvr know dat 10 yrs down the road they will bcum some ah lian or ah beng or some high flyer...

ok so crys n i not going fer sports camp.. hee lets juz slack our way thru uni la.. we go mugg full time k.. haha

Monday, June 28, 2004

hehe went wif crys to city hall today.. hee quite fun.. we tried on clothes at mango n ebase... den we had ice cream n waffles at gelare... shees crys is it u or wat y everytime i see u i think of eating ice cream..wa but shiok ah... e ice cream so nice...but so sinful.. haha den later we met xh at pasir ris.. well we went to fisherman's village... suppose to haf dinner there cos xh wanted to try out to see if the food was nice and if e ambience was romantic..but somehow we din realli like it there so din eat there..

Saturday, June 26, 2004

haven been blogging cos my brother hoggs e computer... haa but aniway din do much these two days xcept shop n shop... haa ya lo saw crys at orchard on friday... haha see crys now u know wats stalking.. n jon dun complain i din do my job ok.. haha

Thursday, June 24, 2004

haha so NO freak accident at wild wild wet.. because we din even got to go inside!! haha yup i shall narrate e story again.. so on a fine thursday afternoon, kailing happily set off to pasir ris to meet aloy sharon n her bf.. n we were all so excited on our way there.. that is until we reached .. we were told upon our arrival that e lockers were full n as such, there was no way we could go n play.. so out of desperation, we tried calling crys her cousin n damn it we dun haf her ah ma's phone no.. so aniway we even pictured her ah ma having fun inside n up on the slide.. haha yup a bit disappointed that we din get to go in..

haha so since we all din want to go home, we set off for sharon's bf house instead to swim.. haha actualli to be honest i thought it wld be a stony session but instead it turned out to be very fun!! haha seriously sharon n aloy...dun need to feel bad that u all "conned" mi into going fer wild wild wet... i realli enjoyed myself today.. hehe i guess its e company realli.. which was y i wanted to go wild wild wet actualli..cos it wld be soooo fun wif u guys ard=).. hey we must go there someday again ya?! and CRYS.. u better go! haha and bring yer ah ma along

haha ok so after our swim n exciting workout, we trudged down to kallang airport fer dinner.. haha sharon yer bf realli gentleman leh.. lucky gal u!! haha yup he paid fer cab fares, bought satay, fried kuay teow fer us.. hhaa ok aloy u r progressing.. he volunteered to buy us drinks.. so amiway thnks sharon n mc tan!! for tolerating 2 lightbulbs.. =P

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

haa din blog yesterday.. yay so happy man.. i DID not go to taka square, I DID NOT think of ice cream and waffles at gelare, i DID NOT think of new zealand ice cream.. i onli HAD TWO scoops of italian ice cream..

aniway joke of e day...some freaking funny accident happened to mi.. i was waiting "patiently" at orchard mrt for weiyi ( ya for once i am early), leaning against this pilliar and reading my book when this guy approached mi.. so, intending to hogg that comfortable pillar for a longer peroid of time, i had to entertain him.. aniway..so he said he was frm some modelling agency n looking fer new faces..yaya i know prob some con man..although he did look quite sincere..haha but quite funny though..i mean he must be either blind or stupid.. i mean hallo..if i look like some potential model, den the pigs will fly n cows will come home themselves man..haha ok i dunno wat the cows analogy is la.. it juz pops up in my mind suddenly..

haha ok joke aside... yup shopped wif ah soh yesterday.. quite fun.. but i am BROKE..later think going wild wild wet wif aloy n sharon n her mc tan ( somehow i m pronoucing it as mac tan).. i HOPE no freak accident happens.. like u know e float capsize or i get stuck in e tunnel... haiz...

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

haha ya we WILL go shoopiing nxt week..but nono we WILL NOT look at brownies, we WILL NOT go to taka square..we WILL NOT think of ice cream and waffles at gelare..we WILL NOT think of the new zealand ice cream.. we WILL NOT eat fried food dripping wif oil..

hhaa wa lau crys u go n cheat LJS of a fish and chips still dare say..tsktsk

actualli wild wild wet sounds fun leh but den if mi n aloy go wif sharon n mc den we like 2 candles leh..but den if mi n aloy onli den also quite weird leh.. if say we go rent a float i think it will surely capsize since i think i am heavier rite..and den aloy is quite shy n afraid of "dangerous" acts so i think he wld juz go there n stare at babes n i will try to look fer cute guys..but like dat waste $$$$... hahaha unless we kidnap crys frm her cousin.. but nono thats quite bad rite..blood is thicker then water.. haha

oh i forgot to mention the highlight of the day
i met miss koh at cine.. haha aiyo last time i keep complaning y i like nvr ever see my teachers on e street one... den..haha veri awkward.. i dunno wat to do when i see her so i juz waved as if i saw a friend... haha
hee quite a fun day.. hee mi n crys walked up and down frm orchard to somerset to orchard to dhoby guat..and its all her fault.. haa we keep eating n instead of shooping for clothes we looked at book.. oh ya bought this dan brown's book.dunno leh i like his bk..but frigging ex..but i think my mum will be happier to know i spend on books instead of clothes..oh of cos i bought a top..frm ebase..they having sales.. haha our dear xh bought this pierce cardin wallet for her bf..haha i was trying to get her to buy those stuff which was on sales..haha so funny...

Monday, June 21, 2004

yay meeting crys and xh later for more shopping... geesh.. i promise not to spend.. i promise... provided no freak accident happens//like i accidentally go try on sthg i like..ya u know..haha

Sunday, June 20, 2004

oh well more of retail therapy.. bought some blouse frm mango n some sandals frm dmk.. how like dat how..keep wasting $$$
and apologies for mia frm class outing..juz not in e mood n eh i dun realli eat durian..
the onli way to get thru a break up i htink is that u try to live better n hope that someday that person might regret not choosing u n who knows u might find someone better.. aniway aloy soree i din check my phone so din reply u=(.. i realli hope u r feeling better

its not easy to forget unhappy things..that i would agree.. but after some time..it will get better

aniway i realli salute nus for their unrelentless attempts n propagandas..they send brochures to u every other day n den they even get pple to sms n email u...

Friday, June 18, 2004

one more thing
if i ever hear ani of those freaking angelic or soothing or peaceful songs when i m angry or pisss i may juz explode faster..funny but its true
n damn i still haven got my certt...waste my time
u wake up early in e morning n u start thinking n start feeling screwed up.. watever
met crys aloy n xh yesterday.. hey aloy dun worry u din spoil our mood or wat.... i was in a lousy mood too.. but still enjoy myself though..esp sharing ice cream together at gelare.. and crys blantanly asking aloy if he has tissue when he wanted to go toilet..veri comic though..we kept laffing after aloy was gone.. n soree to crys if i keep picking on u..my fault.. n aloy..of cos we dun find u nagging or wat..wat r friends fer rite?? yup n we tried shooping wif xh fer her bf's present.. guess i wasn't much of a help though.. i have weird taste..and sharon..we missed u!! when does ur exmas end??





Thursday, June 17, 2004

i cant stand people indulging in self histronics on their blog..

but i m realli feeling veri screwed up.. not depressed..juz want to bang my head against the wall..




Wednesday, June 16, 2004

IF u see mi, dun EVER ask mi wat happened to lakers..
yup nus keep sending those brochures abt camps, orientation, i even receive an sms frm some unknown person frm nus.. actualli i m probably gonna slack thru all e camps n orientation unless someone askes mi.. haa as in not like i even care.. in jc orientation was not that great..watever it is u onli know pple skin deep..i dun mean all but majority i think.. so i guess it dun matter if u r popular or if alot of pple knows u but to juz have a few pple who know u well.. eh nvm crap

Sunday, June 13, 2004

haiz intercon was GREAT.. it started off wif a perfect start.. i reached there at 1 when the meet starts at one.. and poor crys had to jumped in straight fer her event.. backstoke was great too.. i hit the lane.. as fer free... its jz sad..watever..haiz poor lakers lost..sad..sad..

hmm actualli intercon was not that bad since swimming dun mean much to mi now i guess..but its juz kind of sad how pple u can thrash last time can win u now...hmm met a lot of long lost sasa pals yesterday though...jeremy khoo, fang yee,zhining, colin n erwin..hey sharon u shd know them too rite.. haha last time when we were still in lane 5 struggling they all vrei pro liao..oh ya there were lots of guys to ogle at too... yup crys see, thats e plus point of being single..i get to ogle at guys and their abs while u haf to shut ur eyes since u already haf johnny jon jon.. dun worry jon, crys was a good gal yesterday.. she onli looked at hot babes..

guess rite now i shall continue to mourn over the loss of game 4..haiz
bye lakers bye.. =(

Friday, June 11, 2004

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aiya sad day...screw e detroit piston
niway haiz so i went swimming today.. things r realli not looking gd..haiz lots of things are going awry in my life..
was freaking amused by the number of guys who bother tanning themselves.. i mean ok i went to e pool at like 0ne plus.. and there were like so many guys tanning themselves..wah lau e sun was how strong man n y bother..but then again guys who r too fair r a big nono.. ok watever i am talking rubbish
tmr going violet's hse to cook.. sigh was suppose to do some last min trg..how like dat how...sigh

Thursday, June 10, 2004

a veri sad n depressing game 3...haiz =(
eh to those who wanted pics taken on e shen yue farewell..can u all like hmm dl it frm the shutterfly thing i posted? cos i think e file too huge to send by mail..sorry..
haiz was trying to change my blog template out of sheer boredom.. n also i realise my blog actualli quite messy n hard to scroll around..i have trouble finidng e dam scrollbar of my own tag board.. aniway too lazy to change..haha bought a new disc man today... crap la was choosing btw this sony one n panasonic den the guy told mi panasonic one better so i bought it..apparently sony stuff is made in malaysia n panasonic one in japan..oh well i think i am quite gullible.. haa ok so i did not go swimming today as expected bcos eh the sun was veri strong n i dun want to haf panda eyes.. haa think in pri sch when i was a swimming freak i had veri obvious panda eyes..n u know too much sun is bad for e skin n complexion..aniway crys i knew ur johnny jon jon way back in pri sch u know.. haha n he hasn't change much..but den again most of my pri sch guy frends hasn't change much..haa n isn't this such a small world? had i known that 10 yrs later he will get together with u, i wld have warned him man..hahahaha..joking la of cos.. crys is e best galfrend a guy can ever haf..she goes ard breaking their arms..hahaha and i realise since i was in pri sch i have always been that crappy..haha n it din help i haf a brother who is damn full of crap n i am always forced tO sit wif guys so full of crap.. haha so its not my fault u see..

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

ok great so intercon is realli this sunday? i was hoping some freak accident may occur n it might b postponed...crap i realli wanted to go swimming today..but there was a heavy rain.. die die die..i m gonna sink like a dead bear... how like that how..aiyo crys i hope no one recognises us animore u know..later they will b like.. " ay isn't that e poh kai ling..y now like so slow.. wasting everyone's time leh".. haiz... tomorrow..tomorrow i shall go train man.. tomorrow is a different day..haha

yay and lakers won!! and Kobe bryant rawks!! freaking exciting match today..i skipped e care bears juz to watch the match..n e damn tv haf to black out due to poor network juz when he was making THAT crucial shot that saved e day.. haa ok nvm..boring talk here..

so aniway today driving was a bit better..had this nice instructor but he says i lacked confidence ( as always) n i think too much..which is true..

Monday, June 07, 2004

hee congrats to miss violet dear fer getting into medicine.. haa not bad..since my best pal is gonna b a doc i guess i can haf free consultation nxt time.. (touch wood though) haha

niway sad sad day since lakers lost at staples centre n my driving is screwed up esp e parking.. sad sad sad

was reading my dearest mummy, sharon's blog.. haa eh my standard not high one.. to mi its juz e feeling i guess...haha actualli i also dunno wat i am looking fer in a guy..hehe so yer dear Mr Tan is coming back ah..hehehe i can see u smiling so happily now man..haha as fer crystal n the erwin.. dun worry guys..i will make sure i keep a lookout on crystal in nus.. juz in case she keeps drooling at e guys in FASS, or exchanging phone numbers wif them.. so crys..beware! bigbear is watching u!!! lol mayb jonny jon jon can pay mi some money to spy on crys.. hahaha.. aniway crys how..sunday realli got inter con ah..like dat i must go swimming but so lazy to go.. how how how.. we need reinforcements n i think tell u wat la.. when i swimming dat time u stand near e pool k.. juz in case u see a dead bear floating..den u must quicly jump in w/out hesitation k.. n ur turn that time i will phone aloy if u are out of air.. after all aloy nvr did get to give u ani cpr.. haha

Sunday, June 06, 2004

haiz poor coria... going up 6-0 n 6-2 den losing e grand slam..i feel so sad for him..haiz..i think he deserves 2 win though... n he's cuter also.. sad sad sad
at seng chiew's hse playing gunbound..haha n e mahjong freaks led by zihua r ok playing mahjong duh..haha
went to send shen yue off at e airport today..it was a tearful farwell man..haa but i had to forced myself out of e bed man..
went to stay over at zx's hse yestersday...i thot it ws quite fun leh... haha we were still pigging at 2 am/.. haha n dat yj i must say realli sleep likes a log... we were all squeezed up in a small mattress n yet she still manages to sleep n wake up commenting dat she can sleep thru a thunderstorm but den again she did since there was realli a thunderstorm and she slept thru it..haha

Thursday, June 03, 2004

ok so i pierced my ear today..cos i was in a bad mood since dunno when.. haa sounds kind of sadist..not happi den go pierce...but somehow my other 2 ear holes had stories behind...done on impulse n when i m not feeling gd
niway..aloy if u reading this..cheer up k..dunno wat happened but it seemed u r in a bad mood since tue..i prefer e crappy n cheerful aloy i see everytime..=)
haa n yj: u stayinh hostel? i m thinking of e prince george..the one wif personal toilet n aircon..lol..but i think one of my frend ask mi to stay at sheares.. but oh well i 'm still thinking... its scary at night..lol..as fer camps ah..hmm dun think joining..haha
still thinking if i shd go to e sleepover...but my parents...veri paranoid one... since sec sch they think i haf a boyfriend or watsoever so basically whenever a guy calls they freak out.. n so u know why they dun like mi going fer sleepovers.. but they dun know how guai i am man..hahahaha

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

i so love my computer..it can crash n den u repair it and den it crash again..dumb computer
niway that explains why i went mia fer a few days...
on monday kailing e great went all e way to nus to pay her deposit only to arrive at nus and find herself not brining e form n having to travel all e way back home n back to nus again...
met ah soh yesterday...haha nvr go shopping wif kailing bcos she will not b there to stop u frm buying stuffs..niway june now..i so want to go overseas..i read abt this teddy bear kingdom in hongkong..so cool...haha
niway aloy ah dun worry i din vomit blood e other time..if u need help can ask mi again..

Friday, May 28, 2004

read aloy's blog.. so touched... u guys are definely all my bestest frends too!!! i always enjoy myself so much when we go out..=)..and as xiu hui commented, although we may not meet often,we may be so different in our characters , but when we meet up we seem to have endless things to talk..love yer all n hope to meet up soon=)..

haa i realise i m blogging rather frequently...haa i onli blogg when i am busy..haha
yeah things not looking good..wif e great singapore sales coming.. i sense something bad..i sense e shopaholic nature in mi emerging after having curbed it..eh at least a bit la

aniway celebrated xh's bdae today!! went to cafe cartel.. haa i liked e food there but spent a lot of money...after that we went to embargo..its this realli cool place near e esplanade...always wanted to go inside whenever i walked along singapore river..its this rather dimly lit place..e ambience is great though.. ok i thinks its a bar since pple drink there but not e freaking noisy kind where pple danced like crzy.. i still wun go clubbing.. but this place is different.. its rather quiet n basically a place realli nice fer chilling out wif frends n e drinks there r so nice..n thanks sharon, fer treating us=)..


Thursday, May 27, 2004

my plan now is to realli enjoy my lsat 2 months of freedom b4 uni starts n i turn into a full time mugger.. but seriously, last time my life was veri simple...study,swim sleep.. now wif swimming almost out of my life i guessed i need to find a new interest..sthg othe rden shopping... whic is something that i picekd up onli this yr..
haa aniway this yr passed so fast... at least to mi..
forgot to blogg yesterday..got caught up wif my dear gunbound... haa rence kept being scolded by the people after he kept crapping... haa so funny

niway yesterday went swimming... got pissed by this guy who swam like a bull..haa i mean i think he doesn;t look where he is going...dumb.. ok and i went fer more shopping...was suppose to shop fer xh's present but i ended up shoppping fer myself... meeting crys aloy n co later=).. at cafe cartel.. haa i better go get e present now..haha niway now i realli aprreciate so much when my frends bother to keep in touch.. =)

woke up early today to watch nba..as usual..lakers won... niway u all know 11am got care bears? haa

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

duno y..but everytime i watch e happi tree frinds episodes i start laughing to myslef..
aniway watching bball is reaali so exciting... bcos lakers won.. haa but violet remember to tell mi when is yer match.. i have developed a interest in watching bball
haa went cycling at east coast park..cycle until i almost died..i hoped i will b able to get out of e bed tomorrow..haha think i m realli a weakling now man..bad...veri bad..esp when my swimming competition is in 2 wks time..sigh i hope to do under 36 fer free la..if not veri sad eh...n if not think i will go n bang the starting block after i finish.. as for back..hope under 45 la.. i think my swimming programmes shall start tomorrow.. i shall go do some 1500m den sprints 10 times or mayb i shd do my own 8x100 kick, 8x100 swim la... oh and e pulling also..ricky's favourite but most boring sets..aiya but no paddles allowed.. point is i promise to stop stoning in e water and swim

hmm had an reaali nice talk wif violet today..first time i talked to someone so much abt family, love, friends, life and evrything that even she was shocked i guess? aint we e weirdest friends ard? haa who can ever stand a cold war for half a year, sitting nxt to each other and not talking at all.so childish huh..ya like i said i dun realli open up to pple much...there's a lot abt mi pple dun know.. haha violet commented i lacked confidence... which is veri true.. i still need to find a motivation in life and something to make mi more confident i guess... i duno i find tat i am suddenly at this point where i realli start to ponder alot abt life n stuff... weird..i nvr ever thot much abt this kind of thing b4..guess dats wat u get if u stone wif e wall everyday... ha realli wished we could go on a hols to hongkong or thailand or even as weiyi suggested to m'sia.. but guess we all have commitments at the moment n dear weiyi starts sch end of june..

and aloy i realli salute u..haha how can one actualli oversleep and miss his exams? lol...aniway ur blog is sweet=)

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

haiz i am sufferinf frm mild insomnia..did mention i take 2 hr at least to fall asleep evrynight.. i guess i stone even when i m suppose to sleep
yay east coast park tomorrow.. shss my secret date... u all dun tell pple i go east coast park ok..
haa i realise i have violent mood swings.. but i guess most gals are like dat.. see thats y crys broke jon's arm.. i suppose they quarelled den she juz grabbed his arm and use e table as e fulcrum or sthg den snap e arm...hahaha..ya violent mood swimgs realli... one moment i can feel so screwed up den e nxt i act like i m crazy.. and when i am in a bad mood, i shop, i spend money.. oh did i mention i squandered 40 bucks today..hahaha no wonder i feel much better today
aniway..i m still thinking if i should stay in a hostel..
5 reasons y i dun want to:

1)i'm afraid of e dark
2)i like my bed
3)i cant sleep on a different bed ( i spend 4 nights looking at e ceiling on my last swimming trip and e trip was 5 days 4 night)
4)u think pple will laugh if i bring a few teddies along?
5)is there a toilet in e room?


as for y i want to... i guess its juz to experience e feel of hostel life...and i live in bedok and no one is realli at home even if i goes home..