Sunday, July 29, 2007

PLGA, PLL, PEI, PLA. SIgh all these polymers. PT sounds better la
say this word now :spectrophotometrically.

whatever. presentation later. and i am not prepared. so not prepared.

like great
tmr is going to be a crazy day
as if things are not bad enough
i realise i have two class outings. and i forgot abt one totally. hoho. like ..ugh.. i have been pretty absent minded and forgetful and doing air headed and bimbotic stuff.

ok for andy
mum: oh andy thought i don't remember him anymore ah?
KL: u say you don't what
mum: ya but he put on weight right
kl: ya he DAM vain la, keep going to the gym. so you think he look better now or last time
mum: of course now la, must ask Poei to go to the gym more. and oh change the name of that bear of yours, dont call it lala anymore. call it momo.

Saturday, July 28, 2007

today was movie day
watched the horror show called Alone with lala. It was actually not as scary as compared to the previous ghost shows i have watched like Shuttler but there was a pretty sinister and nice twist. And i guess it wasn't scary because i was (as always) hiding my eyes behind my hand at all the scary scenes. And at the end of the show, there was some kinda saw 3 scenario.

weird sightings: 1) mammoth thighs of a girl wearing mini skirt.ugh!
2) boob exposing girls. don't know whats with some Singaporean girls these days. must wear clothes to expose part of the boobs. maybe guys find it sexy. but i feel it distasteful.
3) cute guy, not cute girl friend

andy: " usually for a couple , one looks good but the other usually dont look as good"
kl: " ya lo, either the girl very pretty then the guy is not good looking, or the guy very good looking, the girl very ugly"
andy:" so is ur boy boy good looking ?
aha this is a trick question.

so lala spent the afternoon convincing me that true love doesn't exist. That a guy is definitely going to cheat on you somehow. Because i said if a guy ever cheats on me, then i m gonna dump him immediately. So the lala was trying to convince me that they deserve a second chance. HORRIBLE right. Guys are just horrible. and also apparently, i was told that asking a guy his shoe size is a sensitive question because of certain reason. this stupid lala is corrupting me with all his thoughts la! grr
and then met mummy for dinner and she saw lala. i reckon she thinks lala and i had something going on. but I didnt have the heart to tell mummy that lala belongs to a group called The Others. hahahahah

that aside, i pretty much still exist in a semi daze, declining appetite(no not anorexic). Sigh..am still trying to figure out what is wrong me really.


The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
[Big Girls Don't Cry]

I am a big girl. right

Thursday, July 26, 2007

suffering from some kinda waning appetite these days, like i dont even feel hungry. not to say my weight loss is tremendous. 2 kg. soon it will be 45kg again.
so it's like 12pm now. i woke up at 8.30am and i dont feel hungry at all.. but upon reading sharon's blog n seeing e photo of my very unhealthy leg, i promptly decide to go cook the bowl of noodle now n try to finish it all. i really want to gain weight la.bleah. shopping with the bimbos later.=)

crys leg is so hei!!!
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my B's. we are all gonna get the same hairband. and then i will look more like a gypsy. haha
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been blogging incessantly probably because i was feeling pensive about stuff.
not good
but i just realised it's like TWO weeks till school starts. SIGH. how did time pass by?
so i guess, i really just want to enjoy my last 2 weeks of hols.
my timetable nxt sem is like a 3 days weeks on even week and 4 days week on odd. sounds good? only on the days i am in school, i will have lesson from 8am(DAM!) to 5/6pm. yea. not fun you know.only 1-2 hr break. very huge contrast from my timetable in ISU. but oh well. this is NUS. 23 credits is normal i guess.

whatever it is, yea shall not think so much. and shall not blog so much.shall enjoy my hols.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

le+shJ) .: says:
AIYOH THE PICT SO SWEET LEH!
:. le+shJ) .: says:
put the hand so nicely across his shoulder
taptap says:
the pic hor
sharon says:
my turn go see (sharon is forever very slow)
taptap says:
he go pull my hand and make me put my arms ard him one
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le+shJ) .: says:he called me the other day
taptap says: what?!
taptap says: so his voice sexy not?
le+shJ) .:ya...his voice very deep leh......

(they have been carrying out a secret affair. i knew it)
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:. le+shJ) .: says:
now bimbi cannot use to call aloy already
:. le+shJ) .: says:
we call him bastard la
sharon says:
i shall not get involve in word politics

(aloy, i m not very sorry) haha
don't say i never share gd stuff with u all la... unveiling my secret dadee... haha ok i know all of u are prolly laughing at me now.
guys dont be jealous ok.. pls love him more..
after giving so much screen time to all my other guy friends, must give dadee some screen time too. that explains the solo pic at the bottom(better still, click to enlarge).. (wahahaha i bet Chris is jumping up from his seat now) and i know i look like i am gg to eat dadee up in all the photos.

and i know my blog is very anti climax. one moment i am talking abt car chasing from a guy.(in retrospect, yea i shdnt have done that.jeopardizing my safety n his) the next i m blogging abt happy stuff. my mood is that erratic.
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oh as if life isnt bad enough
so finally i know how it feels to be followed
ok here's where the "fun" kicks in
someone following u all the way around in school, and trying to follow u in car. of course that was $!$#!#@ dangerous. u know, like paparazzi following u in e car n u are trying to shake the car off n i could have just died. and now, he who started all this is claiming that by switching lanes continuously, i am endangering his life and i should be responsible for it because i SHOULD jolly well know he is going to follow me. ?!?!?! oh so i ask to be followed in a car huh? oh yea man, action packed highway drama like that u see in movie. only i didnt see how fun it was. rationally i should have just drove normally and be followed. but honestly, how many of u is gonna stand being followed around?

seriously what is it u want? what have i done to deserve this? i didnt #!@@#!$ cheat on u or what. even if i did, so? u can't force someone to like u.maybe u are trying to undo ur own regrets in the past, but i don't see why i have to be part of it.
my life,and u are not part of it

that aside
anyhow guess i am pretty much done with worrying abt all my classes. like always, you don't have to look for the answer because somehow they come to you. got me out of the quandary. but good thing or bad thing i don't know and i dont have control also. otherwise, my mood is pretty back to normal, only i wish there is someway i could fly to be with you right now.

ok on advice of friends, i am not gonna think abt anything.or rather wait till sunday since the deadline is mon. since desperate times call for desperate measures. decisions. grr. one moment u thought u have the answer, and then the next moment, u are back at square one.

off to roam the streets..=/

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

so depression continues..haa..i hope to snap out of it soon. actually it's getting better. i kinda know what i m heading. life's always easier if you know your directions and priorities and make ur decisions, saving the lingering hesitation. but if i hear anymore on CORS and modules and electives and specialization i am gonna bang the wall.
but i guess more or less, i know my priorities in life at this moment. and no, it's not FYP.
had a brief laugh for the night
TT: i go hide under blanket now..
ZT: u better dun hide under ur blanket. u r attracting evil ducks to come peck ur face when u sleep.
was feeling pretty screwed up about stuff yesterday night
so my friend told me to just go to bed and not think about anything because thats what he does usually.
so i did. and today i woke up.feeling worse. in some sort of daze from morning till now. like 1 million stuff going through my mind.decisions to make.plans to finalize. stuff to do.
like i said i like spontaneity.so when it comes to planning. i hate it.
and i was really feeling overwhelmed by stuff.
maybe i should just pack up and leave for some secluded island now for some solace and let everything falls to place itself. bad or good. regrets for the later.
yea i should run away

Sunday, July 22, 2007

came home abt 5am. tried to sleep but too much stuff gg through my head.
woke up at 12. rushed to school.
went through some cell culture training, my mind spinning with the centrifuge and feeling fuzzy watching the china grad student pipetting stuff and giddy when he started talking in his heavily china accented chinese that i couldn't really comprehend .so i let my mind wander to you.
Nightmare of working with PhD china students is coming back. In ISU, my group members were 2 china girls who did differential equations in Chinese.. x goes to infinity becomes x something something wu2 qiong.. and i stared blankly at them. They asked me " YOu don't understand chinese ah?" i felt so embarrassed. So today the grad student started talking in chinese. And i don't know why i found it hard talking to him in chinese. so i asked a dumb question like " then zhe ge medium yao gan ma?'' (what is the medium for) and then i paused, realizing it sounded horribly rude. sigh.


one night. and it all came back to me. so this was how it felt, seeing someone u miss a great deal after so long. i cant comprehend how it feels exactly. " this is the best feeling and i wouldn't change a thing about it"

Saturday, July 21, 2007

ok the way i am feeling it's weird. maybe that's because i never felt like this before. it's weird. i cannot really comprehend it myself........
now let's go back to gene delivery...haha very anti climax i know..

Friday, July 20, 2007

feeling a little overwhelmed by stuff suddenly
i reckon i am the kind of person who likes to worry about trivial stuff and tell myself not to. So i will chuck all the stuff and problems to the back of my mind and bring them all out one fine day.
that explains erratic mood swings and the feeling that i liken to a tad of depression and overwhelmed. But i guess it passes as quickly as it comes. Or at least i hope.

Thursday, July 19, 2007


today was another fun and crazy day at settlers..


Me n Zhihao actually won in the Acquire game..i said actually because i am known for being horrible at that game..It's some sort of investment game..that requires alot of thinking..So everyone was like busy scheming n whispering about their tactics.. esp Zhaoxiong and weiyi.. Haha and John and Sheryl were just gossiping abt stuff...
haha and taboo was really exciting..so now, me and Zhihao are termed the "Dynamic Duo"..supposed to ironic because we are very bad at taboo.. whereas John and Sheryl are the "big bang duo" for that special camaraderie .

So anyway Weiyi was suppose to guess a word:
Chen Ann:"What is kai Ling's MSN nick"
Weiyi:" huh? taffy? i dont know"

Ha and WEIYI U ARE SUPPOSED TO BE MY AH SOH BAMBOO SIS!! RAWR! THE AUDACITY TO NOT KNOW MY MSN NICK! i am sure all of u can guess the word now alr right. (TAP!) hahahhaAnyway Happy 22nd birthday to sheryl!!


The Ah Soh sis,Sheryl, The "dynamic duo"
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Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Some random stuff :
The average height of a Singaporean Guy is 1.72m. haha ht is a sensitive issue to guys i guess in some cases so i shall not comment on my ideal ht in a guy/.

i finally found the key to being more productive. => no internet. yea. i dont need to count how much time i have spent on the net, oh yea online shopping. I wanted to curb shopping at malls. i ended up online shopping. luckily i aint a huge msn addict.
So i think the thing to do when school starts is- to disable my internet connection. Or chaining my laptop up, destroying the routers.

i tried listening to a few chinese songs these days but somehow they dont really appeal to me as much as English song. maybe i need to listen to more Chinese songs. I was listening to "kiss goodbye".sounds like a sad song.
but it's like " i tried watching lee hom but i ended up looking at you"


a really random and crap post that exemplify what i meant by wasting time on the internet.
these days..the idea of going back to school gets me down.....like horribly
not to mention my favourite CORS is fast approaching..must start all those dumb biding of classes and planning of the time table. and how wonderful. friday is lab day. 8am to 6pm. And that aside, i still have another lab module. I might as well start checking out to see if there are any cute lab guys around*roll eyes*
Been procrastinating these stuff,some sort of escapism perhaps. sigh. i guess i will be a good girl and stay at home over the weekends and plan my classes and timetable. Wake me up when August ends.Really.

Don't try to undo your own mistakes and regret through others

Like i always say, "It's your problem, not my problem"

Monday, July 16, 2007

back to school...booo boo boo..met a few long lost classmates n friends.....and then the afternoon was spent plodded in front of the computer in the com centre. how very interesting.doing nothing constructive.
and then it's the time of the year where tons of orientation camps and stuff are going on, where doe-eyed freshmen fill the school. HOW CAN ANYONE LOOK FORWARD TO SCHOOL AND ORIENTATION!???? haha. but i hate to agree that time passed really fast.3 years...what happened to the 3 yrs. Ok theoretically, 2 years only. Yr 3 wasn't spent in NUS,
but seemed like just yesterday i was the pesky freshmen. Only i wasn't anticipating or eagerly awaiting school and obviously, no orientation camps whatsoever for me. AND now..i am the old senior. GEEZ.
I don't want to go to school. haha

On a side note, my dressing gets rather erratic. Some days i dress up rather nicely(in my own sense..like dress, nicer tops,skirts, slight makeup) and some days, i will just wear crap stuff(tshirt with 3 quart pants. If i feel bad, probably i will wear my nerdy specs). Please recognise me which ever case. haha

And was on e shuttle bus
this man asked the driver if the bus goes to the business school
so the bus driver said" business tool ah? this bus dont go business tool. must go center(central) llibrary
I am not being mean here. I have being caught in situation where i mis-pronounced words.
Like trying to change a flight to San Jose from Des Moines. Me and friend had a hard time pronouncing San Jose( San-ho-say. how am i suppose to know.haha). I m pretty sure the woman from AA laughed at us. So dont be mean to people when they mis pronounced words ok?

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Class outing yesterday was quite entertaining..all those talk on Kalikuay(curry chicken), Gurkha, Changi hospital horrors, Israeli and Jerusalem.

Anyway
maybe i think i should start embracing sports and water again.....like do some water sports..i don't know.. stuff like wakeboarding sounds fun..or maybe weird stuff like scuba diving. i only wish i have more hols!!! geez actually since i stopped swimming...i haven really done much sports or rather, i haven found another sports i love... the only bimbo thing i have to say about swimming and water sports is that : sun makes u age faster, chlorine and the water damages your hair.
and honestly, when school starts, i really can't afford the time. But i always think that after training so much for 10 over years..it's a pity to stop swimming. I think maybe some time next week i shall jump into the pool and see if i can still swim or rather not swim like a beginner.Sigh.

many stuff in life hinges on comparison. We hate it when people compare.Yet, we do so ourselves consciously or sub consiously


when you go,
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay,
And maybe when you get back,
I'll be off to find another way.
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did Yesterday"

Taptap: You bet i would. haha

Imbecile creatures will cast you as the villian because they never will know the truth. Don't judge others before you look at yourself.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

i don't like reading articles.Articles of 10-20 pages long of many weird and bombastic scientific terms are just painful to read.
i don't like researching on stuff(esp when there are 10001 articles correlating to your search). Right now as i am typing this, i am seeing stars and feeling unwell from starting at the screen for so long.
Reminiscent of biomedical project days. I dont know what i am reading and what i am doing. geez
Sizzler later with some of the class people. Reminiscent of Florida Days where the breakfast buffet cost just $3.99 USD. Over here, i just checked the menu, one plate of Terriyaki chicken cost $19.99 SGD.
I sound like i am hard at work, but honestly, it's been unproductive and it doesn't help much that i have inherited some sort of piggy-disease of sleeping 10 hours a day and feeling sleepy yet again after meals and reading some stuff. Not good.Sigh.

With you, every road has a different light and turning

Thursday, July 12, 2007

I don't like taking trains.Simply because i have had bad experiences the past few times i took trains. The other day, i was happily seated and playing Snake 3( a dumb version)when this guy sat beside me. And within minutes, he fell asleep and his greasy hair found its way onto my arm. You know those situation when someone dozed off on you. And so i got a little irked(especially because the Snake on my phone screen has kamikazed into the wall.) But being a very polite girl, i resisted the urge to slam the head into the glass pane. haha.

The other day. I was not so happily standing in the middle carriage. And as the train meandered to a station, a group of people of a particular nationalities came in. Like tarzans and Hercules, they extended their arms to hold on to the bar above, thereby exposing the smelly armpits with a rather pungent and unique smell.


And today, i got pissed off by this aunty at the supermarket. Speaking of which, my mum is always making me run errands like buying fruits and vegetables.So i was hovering near the Kiwi section (Choosing kiwis is my speciality because when in Ames, my favorite past time is to buy them and eat them at 10pm.sounds morbid. haha) and i extended my hand to pick one up
Aunty: Aiya don't need to choose one la, the kiwis just arrived today.
taptap ignores the nosey aunty(who by the way is just another patron) and continues scrutinizing another kiwi.
Aunty: U want those hard or soft kind?! Must choose meh? i choose for you la!
taptap proceeds to pick the kiwi up and smashes it into the aunty face.
I like scrutinizing and staring at the hairy skin of the kiwi cannot arH?!
No, i didnt smash the kiwi at her. Today i was in a truly angelic mood. Thou shall not relegated myself to the class of ignorant and crude aunties.
ok now try to imagine me doing groceries. ARgh

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

lazy day
fought the ZZZ monster and readings this afternoon. ended up feeling sleepy
watched harry potter today... i don't think i am a good movie reviewer so i shall not comment.. (There aint any cute guys in the show!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

everyone has the dark and light in them
it's a matter of which path you act on
that's who you really are.

Actually i can't really remember the exact lines..........my memory is failing me. sigh.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

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lunch with my favorite mumee Cherry today at Miss Clarity Cafe. =) It was like the first time we went out in Singapore.
Lunch was of Chicken cordon bieu and ballotine. Desert was Warm bread and butter pudding and mud ooze.
Today dadee 'confessed' to having many intimate photos of him with many mumees. haha. Our 'family' is an extremely dysfunctional one.Tsktsk
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Monday, July 09, 2007

ok am writing my SEP essay now...and the feeling is weird. a tinge of sadness.......sigh..miss those days , miss the people, miss the school. I want to go SEP again. haha
sigh. anyway back to NUS today
set foot at the engineering building after one year or more away from it. no i didnt miss it.
and a wave of nausea overcame me. haha. and it took me a short while to figure my way around. And on the way i discovered many laboratories that i never knew existed. bleah.
ironically, today was e graduation ceremony for the Industrial Engineering people.
So NUS people..pardon the BORING pics of the school. it's for the non-NUS people to see

The most horrible flight of stairs i must run up whenever i am late for lectures. And i am like late rather often. ISE graduation ceremony. The BORING engineering buliding. There are many many more boring engineering buildings and labs that i didnt bother taking.
And yay meeting mummee for lunch tomorrow! haven seen her since we took the flight back to Singapore.
Sigh anyway, FYP HAS STARTED. My postgrad student has sent me loads of stuff to read.He seems like a pretty nice guy(I hope he is). But It feels like school started early.No more idling away..like blogging(senselessly) that much, watching korean shows(will still watch but not so much la), shopping and Can't go out that much anymore( can still ask me out though.haha). gotta spend my time reading up some stuff and starting the project soon. Goodbye holidays. Year 4 is probably gonna be horrible. but i guess one has gotta do what one gotta do. But admist FYP, i will take the effort to spend time with the one i love.I'll plan my time well. I can only comfort myself that life's more fulfilling this way. Work and play instead of just senseless playing n wasting time.Although i am not complaining the stress-free and carefree life it has been the past few days. If only, it could be longer.

Sunday, July 08, 2007

i think writing is addictive. the only thing is that in my case, i write rubbish.
but more crap stuff i read abt today.
1)3 out of 200 Singaporeans are millionaire. Thats like 1.5% of the Population.
2)In Mauritania, FAT is beautiful and sexy.mammoth- like women are the most sought after. So girls pump themselves fat through the practice of gavage. This involve drinking up to 19 liters of fat-rich camel milk a day and say if the girl vomit or puke, what they do is they squeeze her foot, pinch her thighs or force her to drink back the vomit.
3) six time hot dog eating champion Kobayashi is beaten by an American called Joey Chestnut. Joey downed 66 hotdogs( with buns) in 12 min.

yea. rubbish stuff. hhaha

Saturday, July 07, 2007


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geez i forgot to put in the pics in e previous post....anyhow..transformer today.. yea it's a great show..plus i think the army guy is very cute n manly. hahaha. Alas, the lala was 'tearing' uncontrollably throughout the show. hahahhahahaha especially when he saw bumblebee being injured and one the the autobots 'died'. I think TRansformer was too touching a movie for him to handle. hahahah
ok just joking only.
shopping tmr with lala........
this hols......is moving along too fast........


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Friday, July 06, 2007

n bimbi: bird says u have a deep,manly and sexy voice. ( haha actually i think he said deep. manly n sexy was from me)
hahahhaha jking la. all of u pls dun faint.
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some long over due pics with acksx. Where is my ACKSX! all busy dating RIGHT. i am gonna wallop jon, Pigxian n bryan for taking the B's away! haha

today was spent having supper with bird.. supper is a killer. haha but fun la.. saw a few people i knew in e same cafe... the 'executive' wei wei and this girl from chem eng....... haha some BIRD took a photo of me on the phone n laughing and flashing my metallic smile. but i m gonna get rid of it soon!! wee!
anyhowit's like 2 am now. i hope i dun fall asleep at Transformer tmr. n start drooling. hahaha

waking up i see that everything is ok
slowing down i look around and i am so amazed
i think about the little things that make life great


i love avrillllllll!

Thursday, July 05, 2007

i am gonna steer clear of malls!(right) haha i am an impulse buyer. sigh i m buying lotsa weird stuff. useless stuff.
actually last week was spent relief teaching at the kindergarten. it was really fun i thought, to see mummy at work. and i think i like kids. in the sense, they can be angry with u but yet when they see u the next day, they come to u with smiles. it was like..there's this boy jun yi..cos he was snatching someone's toy. so i just told him not to do that again( i dont scold kids la)..so he was sulking the whole day. but the next day, he came to me calling my name and waving to me happily when he saw me. other than that, there's devon, bryan, jun li..geez.all my favorite students. bryan is a really small size and cute kid who cries when people open his lunchbox because he hates to eat. devon looks like my lala bear. chubby and short. jun li has the biggest and most gorgeous eyes.
although seriously..i cant imagine if i have kids(IF EVER) next time, how they will turn out to be.. i mean.. what if they turn out as morbid and crazy as me? haha

life's really relaxing these days.. and carefree.. though i know days like this are fleeting. but it's really a good thing to spend a day not having to worry abt tomorrow. but pretty soon the semester gonna start, FYP gonna start.. i foresee hours in labs.......sigh
anyhow. TRANSFORMER(like finally) with lala( no not chubby and short. haha) on sat. then shopping with lala on sun.

i think i would consider myself someone with a small social circle. but i am alr having a hard time coping n maintaining contact with all my friends. am still working my way out to meeting up with those whom i have promised to meet once i end work. i guess for the friends i meet up or want to meet, they are the ones that matter to me. so in a way i am alr thankful for this small social circle.




When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

ok so FYP Balloting results were put today.
i got my first choice.. by Prof Wang Chi Wa.. It's called PLGA/Poly-lysine Blend Nanoparticle: New carriers for gene delivery.
but the ironic thing is i dont know why i chose it. probably because while in ISU i came across the PLGA/poly-lysine stuff on my biomed project. and probably i got the first choice cos no one else chose it. hahaha

sigh.n so FYP is gonna start. boo hoo
piggy can sleep even while taking photos
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Tuesday, July 03, 2007

ok my eye is getting better..thanks to all those who were so nice to msg me abt it
mon i had two different sizes of eye.. today, it has regained the original size
although i think, my vision is still a little blur.. but i reckon it will clear up in a few days time

today marks freedom...no more having to wake up early
although u can call me weird.. i dun like the feeling of waking up to emptiness and not knowing what to do to fill the day... shaking leg and doing nothing or just gg out to have fun doesnt really go for me.. i mean..a breather once a while is good. but not forever.. or not too long......it would feel like i am wasting time n life away...

more 'exciting' stuff
recently one of my friend is trying to matchmake me. haha.

anyway..what do u do if someone ask u out( no not related to the matchmaking above) but u are not very close to the person..and dont have much to talk to the person....it's like a friend but not those really close kind...
i know i talk a lot because i dont like awkward silence.although some friends are those whom u feel comfortable with even if there is sheer silent..

anyway..i m gonna enjoy my hols befor FYP kicks in..so ask me out..i know i owe many people a 'date'!

Sunday, July 01, 2007

ok la all of u are gonna laugh at me
i slept for a total of almost 20 hrs today and yesterday
because my eye was really bad.
yesterday it was horribly swollen and tearing non stop and i cldnt even open it. it was painful just blinking . so had to go down to another doctor in the afternoon again. the worst thing was i was trying to re-submit my choices for FYP. and i cldnt see any crap. it was horribly traumatizing cos i was told to go to the hospital if it gets any worse.and so i lay in the bed from 2pm-6pm. 8pm-8am. feeling terribly sad and sorry for myself.
today. it was a little better. still a bit of blur vision. sigh. hopefully it gets better tomorrow.
haha but today, despite the bad eye, i did the most implausible thing of 'terrorising' someone with my singing. i mean u all know how horrible my singing is. hahaha.so embarrassing la.

and sorry lala abt this weekend..but thanks for being so understanding too and not killing me for not being able to go out with u... next week ok! and maybe we can catch TRANSFORMER.

back to bed.