Sunday, July 27, 2008

Let Go

Easier said than done.

WE question others on the hurt and sorrows they had brought. We talk about expectations that weren't met.

But how many times do we question ourselves on the hurt we have brought to others and expectations of others we could not live up to.

We remember the bad of others and forget about the good. Even if the good existed, they get marred by the bad.

Sadness, unhappiness, disappointments. Myriad of negative emotions that will always come to us to bring us down much as we try to run away from them.
Maybe we all need to learn about letting go.
Not for anyone. But yourself. For holding on to the angst, sadness or disappointment will also suck u deeper into a whirlpool of hatred and unhappiness.


Letting go. Is also something i am learning everyday.


To divert, if u happened to be in East Coast Park and chanced upon a girl who looked like the below, falling down n trying to roller skate like a noob, yup that's me. Trying to learn how to roller skate.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

The light before dawn

Decided to snap out of all these crap feelings and hibernating which has only amplified the negativity i felt.Met Mr K for dinner yesterday, and maybe like what he said, everything is really a matter of perspective.

As quoted from The Dark Knight ( great show by the way) "The night is darkest just before the dawn" . Life's never smooth sailing, and i guess i need to learn to deal with the darkness to see the light at the end. Maybe we dont know happiness till we go through all the unhappy stuff. We dont know what's good till we know what's bad. Somtimes, there is really so little one can do and circumstances often veer one's life off course into another direction.but in retrospect that may not necessary be a bad thing despite the initial inertia and unwillingness

Today i also realise the impact others had made in my life and how some people will always matter. If life constitutes of different chapters, then i am still thankful for going through some chapters, even if they have already ended, because they were happy ones. Good times will always be remembered.

Convocation marked the end of a chapter in my life. Studying life. Surprisingly, i didnt feel particularly thrilled at the end of it. Maybe because my academic life has always been smooth sailing. Like what i said, We dont know whats good till we know whats bad.

It's amazing how 1 year makes such a big difference. The way i was a year back, my life back then. A year is short but a lot had happened.

Alright some photos i liked that i took during convocation.


























































































Thanks for everything..really

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

i sat down today, bent on writing about myself,my life for once instead of frivolous photos.
but changed my mind for some reason.
for it didnt matter because what u dont know is what u are not supposed to know.
blogging serves no purpose to me anymore, and thus i am off hibernating till i find the urge to blog.


crazily warm weather, but a cold cold heart
too many hello-goodbyes

xoxo

Friday, July 11, 2008

Another Tweety Time.

Cos taptap's not feeling too dandy lately... here's another tweety special. Good news for everybody is tweety won't be around soooon n there won't be no more irkish, eeky, chummy photos in the near future (i hear many sighs of relief haha.)
Sometimes der bad luck always come many many at a time. Bo pian gotta wait it out. As der old peeper say... der boat ah come to der bridge head, naturelly bcome slaight. An old flen oso used to tell me der sunshine always come after der rain ah... but i figured hor... der rain oso always come after der sunshine ah... so acherlly ah, it depend wedder u optimistic or pessimistic ah.
oki. No more der tweety grandpa story. See pikture time!
"it's der singlet day at der beach!" (3rd last chummy photo)
"Of course there's der food... taptap loves to eat!"
"Picture before gorging on der dinner!" (2nd last chummy photo)
"How come she look der so good in every pikture?"
"der tweety squeezing wee taptap so he can look der good also." (LAST.)

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

Ok for those who are still reading, some photos from dunno when :kinda not in too gd a mood to write. sigh.

they read with me.















AS requested mr muthu, here's ur fave shot of the day. which bears an uncanny resemblance to the bear photo. esp the hands.














Everything seemed normal..until....






















































they started singing..... like there's no tomorrow





















































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met up with some of mycloser friends in RJC..was nice seeing everyone.=)




















Saturday, July 05, 2008

seems like, every now and then, we move back to yesterday....

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Oh i am back.
For those who caught a glimpse of my ugly pics..haha lucky u~

Anyhow, was back in NUS to collect some gown for commencement.

So, we went to Lt 6, our secret rooftop n PGP