Tuesday, March 30, 2004

watched my girl today...its quite a funny show with little kids...all quite cute...haha yj surprise not i act watched the show after much convincing n persuasion....
aniway i decided to stop my meanie act.... after last week of countless dao-ing, i realise this cannot go on... n so sorry to my buddy fer dao-ing u unintentionally... realli..its jus mi n my lousy mood...
another of my resolution wld be of cos to stop buying new clothes..after all i am not working of cos i cannot spend rite..but aiya mi n my weak mind... cannot resist the temptation
and haha zx... lol where got pple hold hands still frends one... haa i mean its like u go out wif a guy onli the whole world tinks u 2 r attached liao wat...so hold hands=the end liao la... haha
aniway to all e army guys booking in these few days including ww, john, joshua, the horrible dad of mine, sc, edmund, lawrence, etc pardon mi if i miss yer names... haha take care in tekong...see yer all soon!

Friday, March 26, 2004

went on a tour around jurong today due to some interview.. e thing was at JTC coporation..haha its quite a cool place but reminds me abit of the umbrella coporation from resident evil cos the place was like a veri huge building den like some secret coporation just that its not underground.....aniway... needless to say it was another screwed interview...so fer screwing interview, pls consult mi... haha
so aniway i decieded to venture to jurong point shopping centre to buy sthg fer mrs pandian.. i thought it was in jurong... u wld think so too rite? i mean JURONG point wat..ended up i took this loop service that i thought would juz take mi 5 min or so.... it turned out to b a 30min ride to boon lay... i mean who would have known jurong point is in boon lay.... aniway another thing abt loop service... loop means they make a turn rite? so u wld return to where u come frm rite? but seems to mi its not always e case leh... i took thsis lloop service frm red hill n ended up somewhere near buona vista..and today oi took a loop service from jurong n ended up in boon lay..so nvr trust loop service u know...
aniway went back to school with zh to look fer some teachers...went to thank mrs pandian esp..bought her some choc..n oh man the zh had a whole bag of choc fer all the teachers who happen to know her..or even duno her just see her b4 can liao.. haha and aniway think realli quite sad case.. there dun seems to be much pppl or rather gals bumming ard like us....
today on the mrt train sat next to this army guy...he was like sleeping den keep leaning towards mi... u know those situation where u have this sleeping person nxt to u with their head almost resting on ur shoulders? wat wld u all do huh? haha aniway felt like pushing his head real hard but decided not to b meanie today...
aniway the guys prob pass out today rite... so sad rite...dun u all miss tekong??

Thursday, March 25, 2004

today was once again another meanie day...haven been replying msg since monday...think its e dental attachment la..since the day i almost fainted haven been feeling veri good.... every little things piss mi off..
aniway today was freaking pissed with the driving instructor..some malay guy...try to be funny la... think i quiet n dun talk much den he can slack... so aniway he kept asking me to do left turning which i told him i did last week... and den he juz sit there and do nothing... and the worse thing is he tries to let mi off 15 min early.. so for one of the very few rare moment ever, i slammed the car door at him n went straight to complain about him and so no more Mr Mohd for the rest of my lessons... and i am so not sorry...

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

after my "exciting" day at the dental attachment yesterday.. think today was in a hyper lethargic and the just me and mi mood ...in case u all r wondering wat r we doing at a dental attachment... well... haha its act cos we were considering dentistry as one of our choices at NUS..so we signed up fer this one day attachment at NUS... to get a feel of wat dentistry is all abt..din talk to anyone today except my driving intrustor... he's quite a funnny person....every sentence must have the word "lor".. like "after this u turn lor"... "postion urself in the centre of the road lor" ... funny guy....so today was basically realli a just me n myself day...
act sumtimes i feel that i m drifting away from everyone..which is realli sad..people who has once made an impact or left some memories in my life have now drifted away... actually maybe its my fault also.... come to think... since the end of jc.. i haven realli bothered to keep in contact wif ani of my friends... swimmers...ah soh gang...tubbies...classmates...ex classmates... esp during the period of time when i was working... i was realli like detached from the world... and ya.. think sumtimes pple msg mi.. i take so damn long to reply..my average reply time is like 1-6 hours...sorry guys.... i am juz too lazy.. but trying to change that.. think sumtimes i neglect pple w/out realising it... how many times have i let others down, hurt pple unknowingly... so i guess i am a meanie act....but dun worry la.. no matter wat i still remember all my close friends good friends and everyone else and all e memories... oh man i am sounding so sentimental all of a sudden..
but i guess this is one of the usefulness of a blog..at least it helps in letting others know at least wats going on in ur life and wat is happening in their life... hhaha act our dear dipsy has a blog too...!!=).. see free advertising... haa

Monday, March 22, 2004

Today was a wonderful day..beacause yew jia discovered my darkdark secret...lol... that despite the fact that i enjoy watching gory movies, i am secretly afraid to look at bloody things... well...its a long story... ok so anyway it began on a fatal monday morning where me n yj were on this exciting dentistry attachment at NUH..so after spending a whole morning looking at mould and cleaning of the teeth and some crowning or watever thing, we were ultra bored... so u see after lunch, we specially requested to have a look at some mor exciting stuff... u know like extraction of wisdom tooth and stuff... SO... we happily went ot observe this man having two of his teeth extracted... and halfway through the process i felt veri dizzy and weak...so i tried to walk out off e room to sit down,........... n then i kinda fell onto the floor... aiyo.. u know its quite embarassing man.... haha they all thought i fainted or wat..... all choing to help mi up...but i was still conscious la...its juz suddenly feel like cant see things clearly n veri weak den aiyo....its sad la...haha but quite funny la.... the man who extracted his teeth later came to ask if i was ok... oh man.... ya and so now yj knows my secret...haha

Sunday, March 21, 2004

HAHA clayed another interview..the CAAS one...haha but act that one htink also not reallli related to wat i wanta study... haha and wah lao..waste my time there... muz do presenation, essay, interview and essay n summary... do until want to sleep man..haha aniway still bumming around... keep sleeping....and my latest hobby is claying interviews...haha ya and also driving... keep hitting e kerb when turning la... aiyo but i am glad to announce that i ahve managed to not buy any clothes fer e past 2 weeks... but den again thats partly bcos i have almost seen all e clothes at e diffferent shops... terrible rite...hahaha

Monday, March 15, 2004

anyway juz to keep u guys update abt my choices.. i have pretty much decided to study in singapore... i realise i cant leave my teddies alone...haa no la... i dun think i am ready to study overseas and chances of getting scholarship is close to zero.. mayb nxt time ? haha aniway i am pretty much decied on chemical enginerring.,..but heard its gonna be quite tough n very popular...oh dentistry is not too bad juz dat every year onli 34 pple gets in..so it would be like striking lottery if u gets in la... as for economics, i think its interesting but i feel that ts veri general... hmm as in lie no specific occupations fer it...
thanks to a friend, i keep playing gunbound recenlty...and even got my brother to start playing..haha ya recenlty quite busy with all my scholarship essays...not that i think my chances of getting is high...but oh well.... since my parents keep urging me to apply n since i bum around everyday with my computer and the wall...so why not...
went to school today wof the ever dearest zh dear... forgot it was e hol and no teacher would be ard....haha but luckily mange to get mr pandian n mrs lim as my referees...and after that oooh mi n zh went for this amzaing hot date at venezia...sigh zh...how...we cant keep bumming ard and getting fat...haha but act now i also dun want to work... i mean why work? we are gonna spend the nxt 40 yrs or so working.. must bum ard n slack while u still can..haha but i wun deny the fact i have learnt sthg from my working experience at the polyclinic..
anyway tmr have driving aagain.... i think i am going to bombard the instructor with more dumb question.. the othe rday ws trying to learn how to start the engine n to cchange gear... so apparently i did something wrong n the call jerked violently... and i dumbly ask him" Did i do something wrong?" and he gave mi this sweet smile...sigh...duh rite.....

Thursday, March 11, 2004

boo hoo hoo
i squandered sixty bucks in juz two days... i think i am so not going shopping anymore...

Friday, March 05, 2004

how ironic can life get
i thot finally after results i wld b able to have a good night sleep..but i ended up tossing n turning in bed and having so many thoughts running thru my head... haha in e end couldn't sleep.. in fact think i had a beeter sleep e night b4...
act right now i am still veri veri lost as to wat to do in university... sigh.....this is wat happen when u r the kind who dun bother thinking abt wat u want to b next time when ur friends ard u r alreadi applying fer univrisities n u r still stoning there...haha
results today!!!
cant decribe how relieved and happy i am..think this gotta be one of my happiest entry ever...aniway i am veri veri glad.. a's... it is reallia traumatising period... and i must say e feeling of waiting fer ur results realli sux...first u start worrying a week b4..at least fer mi.. den the day before u toss n turn in ur bed n keep thinkin abt all e possilbe consequences..the good n bad.. i even imagined myself claying gp n failing a's... haha n man making ur way to sch is another torturous thing... esp when yer sch is in buona vista n u live in bedok..the whole journey there u can feel ur heart thumping n beating as though u juz completed a 100m sprint.. haha just thankful fer everything and to all e teachers..=).. i guess i can say i leave rj with good memories... actualli w/out a's, jc life wld actualli be veri intersting... i guess after working fer 2 months as e wonderful temperature taker, i can conclude that.. i miss sch life...at least u dun wake up everyday wif this sense of dread when u r in sch... u get to see yer friends everyday n stone or crap ard wif them... sometimes i think i miss 6B..haha all e tutorials lessons.. watching all e guys sleep during mrs lim lessons n us talking when poor miss koh is trying to teach us...and den there will b maths lec where no one listens n where e gals will start discussing abt handwriting.. of cos there is e tubbbies debra n yj... haha think pple have long forgotten abt us... haha but realli glad u two did veri well fer a's..=) .. and how can i forget zh DEAR... who has an affectionate name kylie wylie fer mi... and haha gp lesson.... e special mrs pandian's group.. i m sorrie that i ever complained abt all e extra work mrs pandian made us do..come to think it realli helped mi alot... so there thanks mrs pandian!!! aniway to evryone who is reading this... no matter how u guys did fer a's.. all e best in e future ya? i guess no matter wat we r all abt to enter a new phrase of our life... some of u will prob b going overseas... but do keep in touch!!
ok juz an update abt my life..
jobless... starting my driving next week...seriously i think tat means i cant work animore which means no pay,no money n no more shoppings... which also means stoning with e wall at home..haha at least it gives mi time to think abt wat i realli wanta do next time...