Monday, December 26, 2011

그저 한번씩 나 이렇게 남모르게 울면되요

Being on leave is a good feeling.
Been a while since i felt this slack.

Bought 2 korean books today but doubt they will reach me in time. Korean classes will only start in may probably..so i am a lil disappointed. I miss korean. LOL
Anyhow, what i need to do over the next week or so is either chain myself or hide my credit cards.
The damage done had been tooo great.

December is nearing an end. Somehow, this hasnt been a good month. It's tough, putting on a smile in front of people sometimes when you are feeling down. Well, looking back, 2011 hasnt been the easiest of years. Perhaps its all karma cos i have not been too nice a girl either. No such thing as new year resolutions for me. I cannot fathom what lies ahead and i cant be bothered to.

Time to catch up on my korean drama. esp 남길 오빠!

Friday, December 23, 2011

Lea Michele - Auld Lang Syne - New Year's Eve



watched this movie recently. the drama aside, it was a pretty nice and simple movie. the cliche song aside, i really love this singer's voice. i actually teared watching this scene.. well it's the festive season. And i am on leave till next year... so no complaints:) these days, i need to find joy in the simplest thing and learn to let go.

Merry Xmas and Happy New year all..

Friday, December 16, 2011

i used to love december. cos it's my bday and it'ss near Christmas.
but somehow this year, december just does'nt seem right
too much on my mind. stuff to worry about. so tired actually. and feeling so low about stuff. (all my blog posts recently like so emo hur?)
miss reading korean.
miss going to town to shop.
maybe i shall just do that tomorrow
and not think of anything else

Friday, December 02, 2011

on partings

with some many partings in life sometimes i think i am colder these days. but then again, i have always being pretty morbid and weird. haha
but sometimes u really wonder, who stays and who goes. perhaps now is all that matters.

Thursday, November 24, 2011

disillusioned
adj
having lost one's ideals, illusions, or false ideas about someone or something; disenchanted

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

mid 20s crisis

well i guess i just gotta appreciate every little thing good in life right now

Monday, November 14, 2011

Hello

hello kaya!






Photos from wedding.
I am suddenly motivated to work hard! yay!
i dont mean towards wedding. i mean work as in work.lol
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Friday, November 04, 2011

Phuket with love

Finally had the time and dilligence to upload some pics. the Goh, no wait the TAN, this one for you. our favourite noodle.. taste like the one we found in krabi...found it in phuket town along with the pork noodles..OMG miss it already

so many bowls. but so satisfying. no, no stomach upset. i tink i have overcome the fear of roadside food in thailand.

beautiful sea n scenery. but check out the no of people. think i prefer krabi for its serenity.


and lastly, aunty's pancake. combed the patong for her. but she mysteriously appeared only on the 1st night we were there. haha

OMG
miss the hols already
1 week back to work. i already feel like going on hols again.
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THE GOH


OMGOMG one of my bestest friend has fallen too!!!!
SO HAPPY FOR YOU..and its like the first time i feel so happy for someone when i hear such news.
BUT ITS SO FUNNY tooooooooooooo..so sorry but just funny..HAHAHAHA
we better go more places before u bcum a MRS :p
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Saturday, October 29, 2011

Blues







Back from Phuket and Krabi. So much pancakes, tom yum goong and basil rice. But not complaining. It has been the most relaxing and blissful week...away from work and all the worries and stress in life, sleep song song, and eating a pig load.
First time with the siao ehs for a trip but i think we are still friends:p and good travel mates too.
We now know there are people stuck in the Eating GOH Club and Shopping POH Club. And some that part time as eating club-shopping club.*ahem the TEO* hahaha

Phuket was great too. The resort was just..so comfortable that you dont even want to go anywhere.
Oh man, cant wait for my next holiday already. Am already feeling the blues.
As for now, time to condition myself to get back to work and study my korean.
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Sunday, October 09, 2011

SPCA

I think i am getting more and more lazy. or maybe i use work as an excuse that i am too busy to do any other stuff. Hve not been exercising for the longest of time. Have stopped korean but prolly will resume next year. Have not been reading. Just sleeping and stoning.

Oh well.
Met up with the old RJ clique because the rabbit returns from NYC,
This So6B getting more and more atas. Last time go Ghim moh, now go to PS cafe at some Palais Renaissance. Better bring them back to Ding Tai Fung next time. haha kidding.
But that aside, food at PS cafe was good, just alil warm. I m not a fan of outdoor dining. LOLSome day back, brought the lil friend out.
And then......
How to torture dog.
See the pain on little gogo's face. tsktsk


Forced to smell smelly feet. Double sigh.

Deprive him of water and strangle him. Triple sigh

turn him upside down. X100 sigh

AND lastly,
I DESTROYED MY CAMERA AGAIN.
X100000 sigh

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Friday, September 23, 2011

goh goh n teoteo
with chan chan. its been a while since i took photos. its time to do something to the hair. :x
no wait, actually the face too.
have not had the time to just sit and surf net and do nothing for a while. (although i think most prolly will be going to office later to finish the unfinished stuff.) did i mention i like saturday? i take back my words now. lol. oh well. its been one hell of a week. and i miss korean already. (crazy huh). and there are so many places i want to go, even in singapore. the one good thing is i still have quite alot of leave left..so i think i will start taking leave on random weekdays to roam around on my own. >.<
ok time for a nap b4 draggin myself to work
the friend at home. such a naughty monster though.

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Monday, September 19, 2011

so what now?

Thursday, September 15, 2011

stupid internet was down for 2 weeks..omg
i think everytime i write here. its really like i am feeling down. these days, its feeling unusually ugly, incompetent and dumb. sometimes i wonder how i stay so zen in front of others. and i have mixed feelings about alot of stuff...


:x

Sunday, September 04, 2011

사란들은 힘든 일을 겪기 마련이다.
..>.<

Monday, August 29, 2011

Some random pictures to brighten up an otherwise seemigly depressing blog. horror of horror i am in a good mood today despite the lousy day at work. sigh.



Dont really feel like taking photos thee days so yea, not much to post these days either. instagram is quite fun. lol. just in case people dont remember how i look like. i think i have aged. i found a white hair today at work. and i am a lil more stress so i have a lil more breakouts that usual. ARGH!

but me aaside, i think the little dog at home is so cute!


hello!
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Sunday, August 28, 2011

this is such a random post because right now, i am a lil frustrated with the stuff i have to learn and the amount that actually gets registered. i think i need some gingko nut.
sometimes i amuse myself. my mood swing reminds me sometimes of those graph i see on DV every morning. LOL
anyway the twitter is now private so i can scold more people.
maybe i shall deactivate FB soon too.
that aside, something to look forward to..KRABI! to be honest, i dont know what u can do there. i just want to do nothing and think nothing. so i think i will just find a nice place to stone and then eat and get fat. I need to cultivate more inner peace.

ok, shall go back to read more stuff and get ready for monday*sigh*



Friday, August 19, 2011

feeling extremely like a piece of crap for the whole of today. i guess i have been unusually strange these days. maybe its the overwhelming stuff to pick up at work. or the overwhelming stuff outside work to cope with. feel so bad for being a tad off today and towards people.
or maybe its the recurring pangs of guilt. sometimes i dont even know whats wrong with myself and why i am feeling so unusually down.
such a terrible day


ugh

Wednesday, August 10, 2011




서울을 많아 그리워서 올해도 갈 거예요?
아마...
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Monday, August 08, 2011

do u know what's worth fighting for

growing to like dempsey . some random photos while playing with the phone last night. manicure, a good dinner, friends and bens and jerry:)the tuesday holiday is a small respite despite being awaken by the monster. haiz.. but for some reason, i like how the day kept me busy till it's time to end work. it keeps my mind from wandering too much. ok i would like to type long grandma stories but i don't have the luxury of time these days.







here comes the rain again falling from the stars

so its korean + green day today.
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Friday, August 05, 2011

being positive

its friday so i am unusually positive. ok so we might be going to krabi.. i hope we will still be friends
*credits to the siao ey for this picture.

*credits to the hiao ey for this picture.
that aside, this week has gotta be one of the more stressful one ever..(sigh nvr got so many pimples at one go..lol)
on an unsually positive note ( i think they call it split personality), i should be thankful for the little things in life that makes life a lil better. friends like those two above, uncle whom i antagonise to derive joy (kidding) and a slightly deranged dog that is so lovely.

come sunday maybe i will start feeling angsty again. lol .
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Monday, August 01, 2011

긴 길이

i guess i figured that if life's gonna be like this for the next few yrs( spending a good part of my life at work), i better start figuring out what is it that really matters to me and learn to let go and give some stuff up.

which should not be too hard to figure out right?

난 지금 더 행복하니?

Thursday, July 28, 2011

i think i need better time management. (ok i haf given myself 5 min to blog).
i don't even know what i do these days. Time just seems to pass by so fast. even at work.
sighz. and i really hate the sun. or maybe its the stupid respirator giving me so much skin irritation.

on a lighter note, i am now a iphone user, but the sad thing is, i dont even have the time ( u see, poor time management again) to go and dl any of those brainless games or app. and the touch screen keypad actually kinda make me feel even more lazy to reply or text.

ok tmr is fri. i just need to get thru the sun, the friendly contractors and i am more than happy.

Friday, July 22, 2011



its been such a long weekk...yet on the other hand, time seems to pass by way too fast
just glad its saturday. cos saturday is a long day and a stress-free day:)
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Tuesday, July 19, 2011

one way street

Sitting with some random music (today shall be savage garden..courtesy of S2) stoning and doing nothing is a luxury. i give myself 15 more min. lol..when i buy a house next time ( if i mean) i am gonna make sure it has a nice balcony for me to n lie and stone with the sky above me. OMG such melancholy thoughts. ( ok THE GOH i am thinking of your balcony now. i should be your neighbour la..)
i realize i really have the tendency to blog when i am feeling super sian.
can't really understand myself at times, what i am thinking, what i really want.

on a lighter note, tue is over. one day closer to the weekend. :)

Thursday, July 14, 2011

아름다운 한강


credits to http://www.thetravelword.com

가을에는 한강을 가는데 좋은일이 이잖아~
하지만 올해가 가지못해, 조금 아쉽다! 요즘 일때문에 아무도 못해는데!
[ for lovers of korea *ahem..the TEO* autumn will be a good time to visit the han river]
so busy with work these days, i dont even have the motivation or urge to do anything..(like filling in forms, meeting friends...sian]


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Monday, July 11, 2011

Linkin Park - Iridescent [HD] - from Transformers: Dark of the Moon

Linkin park! always the emo lyrics... tsktsk

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.

Friday, July 08, 2011

and finally. for what felt like the longest and most unbearable week, its friday. phew. so much to sort out at work, so much to sort out in my mind.
no wonder they say, there's nothing time can't take away...someday i believe all the negative thoughts will fade and things will go back to the way they were..i can't help but feel i am really such a terrible person at times. I think i need to deal with stuff better.

i think. over the past week, i managed to cultivate more inner zen and coldness already.lol.. or maybe i just dont have the additional energy to complain about stuff. everyone wants to be happy la, just gotta learn to accept why people do things certain ways and that people are people, you cant expect them to behave in a way you have imagined them to.
my favorite phrase these days? life's like this ...

have a good weekend all!!

Saturday, July 02, 2011

우리 기회가 없어?

오늘까지만 너를 그저 바라만 보다
내일은 널 잊겠다고 다짐한다

지금은 어떻게 해야해는지 정말 모르겠어.. 가슴이 아프고 "왜요" 그건 생각을 항상 나와서 잠을 잘 자지 못해.... 이렇게 좋아해요? 나한테 존경을 아무도 없네요? 한순간도 없어요? 왜요? 왜 그렇게 속이다? 제발 나에게 좋은 대답을 주세요...

후회해? 아마... 혹시 당신은 처음에는 알수없어..혹시 처음부터 실수가 있잖아..

이제 믿음, 내사랑을 다시 떨이지가봐....다시 사라져요...

하지만 너의 미소와 사랑을 도 그리워요...
정말 아쉬워요..
우리 기회가 없어?
어떻게 다시 믿는데 가르쳐 주세요...



Keri Hilson - Knock You Down ft. Kanye West, Ne-Yo

Cause we had it, we were magic
I was flying, now I'm crashing

I think my baby love this song too... he seems to sleep whenever i blast this song leh.. lol (and my baby is the one in the previous post..better clarify )

좋았던 기억만 가져가라


Meet my new love (ok we share a love hate relationship..lol)
he follows me around most of the time when my brother is not at home ( apparently i am no 2 on his "people i like list") but ok la, most of the time it is so cute that i cant even be angry with not ( HE CHEWED MY KATE SPADE BAG and MY HAZEL CAN)

take the good with the bad, the happy with the sad.
one can't always expect things to be all good and dainty. cos life's about coping with disappointment. its about finding your way out of a quagmire, its about taking the shit people offer you, the hurt people deal you with. it's about feeling happy for the moment, while it lasts.
연기처럼 사라진 내 사랑, 그래서 가지고 있는 순간 아끼해야해...
( i dont really know who reads this blog but FYI in case u are amused and confused by google translate, this means something like... sometimes love disappears like that of a smoke dispersing, cherish it while you have it) My korean getting powerful right? haha. must practise writing essays for exams... gotta cut me some slack if i start typing in korean some day ok? i tink the next post i shall do it in korean to scold people i dislike. Lol..

writing is so therapeutic..woot* and i have not shopped for a week! great achievement.. just feel like nuaing this whole weekend....lol..ok time to read on some chem engineering crap to polish an otherwise rusty brain. BLEAH!


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Friday, July 01, 2011

Like strangers we meet, like strangers we part ways
there are so many people you cross path with, so many people who linger for such a short moment in our lives...

its been a hell of a week.

jaded. it's like i got another stab on a pretty fresh wound. ouch.
but i guess life's like this. like a test. to see how much you can endure before you fall.
Sometimes love comes around And it knocks you down Just get back up
:)

that aside excited abt a new job position. will miss this aunty though:) my mentor, my friend

had a really good time with the S2 folks at universal studio yesterday albeit the gloomy rain. Laughed so much till my mouth ached.... Amusement park are always fun when you are with a group of people.

there's still so much to look forward to in life.

so glad its the weekend. :)

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Already Gone

Kept hearing this song and wasnt able to get the title and singer. This post is gonna be totally random. I intended it to be in korean but given that its 12 am now... heh. if i do it in korean, i will need 2 hrs. Anyhow, am on leave to slack before it's time to move on to a fresh new start again. A year of so many changes and fresh new start. heh. but each time i look back, i don't have the confidence to do alot of things all over again. But whatever la, it doesnt really matter. i always like to look back at older photos though. The other day, i was clearing my cubicle at work, archiving and clearing old emails and found alot of stuff from the past ( sounds old)... sometimes the guilt that comes out from me..its almost like imagining urself in a pallid beach.. the guilt are like the waves that come...and then go away...and then back again.
such melachonly. LOL.

I forgot about my favourite nutt nutt in the previous post. so cuuuttteee!
wanted to post these previously too... Old photos...
Back when i was 21 and Gotta agree i am aging fast right??...sigh

the more innocent crys.then. HAHAHA.





Time to move on. Maybe even from this space. LOL..
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