Sunday, June 26, 2011

Already Gone

Kept hearing this song and wasnt able to get the title and singer. This post is gonna be totally random. I intended it to be in korean but given that its 12 am now... heh. if i do it in korean, i will need 2 hrs. Anyhow, am on leave to slack before it's time to move on to a fresh new start again. A year of so many changes and fresh new start. heh. but each time i look back, i don't have the confidence to do alot of things all over again. But whatever la, it doesnt really matter. i always like to look back at older photos though. The other day, i was clearing my cubicle at work, archiving and clearing old emails and found alot of stuff from the past ( sounds old)... sometimes the guilt that comes out from me..its almost like imagining urself in a pallid beach.. the guilt are like the waves that come...and then go away...and then back again.
such melachonly. LOL.

I forgot about my favourite nutt nutt in the previous post. so cuuuttteee!
wanted to post these previously too... Old photos...
Back when i was 21 and Gotta agree i am aging fast right??...sigh

the more innocent crys.then. HAHAHA.





Time to move on. Maybe even from this space. LOL..
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Saturday, June 11, 2011

So juvenile

And so i am done...The exam was well.... i think as u age, u start finding exams juvenile. Gonna miss taking korean for a while..but i guess, gotta focus on some other things in life at the moment. Will get back to korean in time to come cos i am still in love with it. Come to think about it, maybe i shd have majored in like Korean Language and history. I would prolly do better than engineering. Then now i would be selling metal cups at Namdaemun in Seoul.LOL. But anyway i came to realise you really need passion to do well or rather sustain your desire to learn something.

Anyhow, was looking through my photo albums and saw a few funny pictures and a few pictures i like. So i chose 3 of them. This one, not cos i look pretty but cos i look happy. LOL. So vibrant too, the colors of it. I wish my world was this vibrant and bright everyday. LOL.

This one is not only cos its the ACKSX. Happy (belated) birthday Xiuhui. So sorry i forgot to wish you, i have spent the whole sat afternoon reflecting about it, hence the public apology. :p
Anyway i like this pic cos THE GOH IS CARRYING MY POOH! HAHAHAHA.

This one cos it's hazel.
:)

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Saturday, June 04, 2011

decisions

i came to realise i am hopelessly stubborn at times. Giving up on things in life sux. So often, i lapse back to the thoughts of holding on to them. By the way, this refers to the general context of life rather than certain specific things if you are wondering or thinking too much.

anyhow, i think i make things complex for myself all the time.

I think(haha) i think alot. Well if i don't, then i won't be who i am today.
It would be nice to have someone think and make decisions for me.
But then again,
i have not met someone who know me well enough or is smart enough to do so.
LOL

Nonsense aside. more random CRAP.
I really can't wait to finish the korean exams next week. then i can sit at some random coffee place on a nice afternoon and watch the world goes by around me. LOL.
I think people watching requires some skill. I have had male friends who stare at girls in such an obvious manner that sometimes i find it amusing. Being discreet is an art and a form of well, politeness in many aspects.

That aside, i really wished i had a lil more free time to go to Korea. I can so imagine. Walking down the streets of Myong-Dong, stoning at the 경복공 in peace.

Lastly, i am becoming a slave and a lover to the new doggie that my brother bought. It follows me around whenever my bro is not at home. It keeps me up some night or wakes me up at the wee hours at times. I have to feed it and run around with it. Well, hopefully at the end of the day, i learn to be more caring and loving towards well, the world in general. LOL