its nice to recieve some sms msg once a while frm long lost friends.. or friends who send u those nice hi,haf a nice day, good night msg..bcos it means that somewhere,some time,,someone is thinking abt u or remembers u=)
although i dun realli reply such msg.. i do rem all these nice gesture=)
its like..when someone is nice to mi.. i wun explicitly say it out loud..but i do remember little stuffs that pple do for mi..although half of the time i act like i dun realli care.. haahaahaa
wif exams coming
i guess its high time to abandon this stupid blog of mine soon......its getting pretty duh aniway..the stuffs i write..since i cant write some crazy stuffs lest pple think i m going bonkus..haahaa
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
after spending some 12-14 hours with the com
i m pretty sure one day i will die frm e radiation
else
i will die frm banging my head wif e wall
my programming is so dead
haiz
its the kind of thing u haf it u haf it..no matter how hard u mugg oso cannt b smarter one..unless u spend every hour doing practices... but i wish i haf e time
and today i almost freeze to death in e lab.. keep shivering when the lab TA was toking to mi.. i bet he thot i was weird
wif exams coming
i m starting to feel that sense of dread n stress again
walking ard like a dead zombie
even that funny security guard thinks i m weird..he keeps staring at mi
haiz
i act wun mind studying if not fer exams
i tend to falter under pressure
juz like swimming
if ricky expects mi to do a sub 30, i do a sub 32..lol
oh well
back to more sociology
i m pretty sure one day i will die frm e radiation
else
i will die frm banging my head wif e wall
my programming is so dead
haiz
its the kind of thing u haf it u haf it..no matter how hard u mugg oso cannt b smarter one..unless u spend every hour doing practices... but i wish i haf e time
and today i almost freeze to death in e lab.. keep shivering when the lab TA was toking to mi.. i bet he thot i was weird
wif exams coming
i m starting to feel that sense of dread n stress again
walking ard like a dead zombie
even that funny security guard thinks i m weird..he keeps staring at mi
haiz
i act wun mind studying if not fer exams
i tend to falter under pressure
juz like swimming
if ricky expects mi to do a sub 30, i do a sub 32..lol
oh well
back to more sociology
Sunday, March 27, 2005
took some cough misxture..waiting fer the drowsiness to set in..i luv fighting e zz monster like that..
i hate sch
n yes i m bored... cldnt u tell frm thsoe stupid photos i addddded..........................................................................
freaking------------------------
niway saw crys n aloy today
crys's hair looks..well different..haa
n aloy..looks like mi...zombie in making..take care n dun grieve too much
i hate sch
n yes i m bored... cldnt u tell frm thsoe stupid photos i addddded..........................................................................
freaking------------------------
niway saw crys n aloy today
crys's hair looks..well different..haa
n aloy..looks like mi...zombie in making..take care n dun grieve too much
Thursday, March 24, 2005
slacked the night yestaerdya instead of being my 100%chem eng gal.. oh well...i haf 3 mugging days ahead..make that 2 and a 1/2..woke up feeling bad and cldn;t study
supose to meet crys n co today.. oh well...we'll see each other someday... after exams n stuff..... aloy boy cheer up...
went hollnad v yesterday and it juz reminded mi so much of my rj days...... yeah countless bdae clebration there..how we pon lectures every now n then in j1 to go there to eat..there was once mi n e tubs stood inside e toilet fer cow yrs deciding if we shd go lecture or not.. bcos rj is rather small u see.. u will bump into yer various tutors who knows u shd be in lecture..haa n den the gals wld juz go there n look at the bread and pastries at this rather nice cake shop..but cldn't find it there animore
and den there was once we juz sat at some coffee place n got thrown out.. haa n of cos lui's brother resataurant..whose price is exhorbitant..hahaha..too bad rj isnt there animore..if not i wld haf gone there to take a look
oh well those were the days
now i m stuck in this hell-hole at chem engine..haha
and den i realise
that there are pple in this world who derive joy in bitching abt pple..
although i think everyone is actualli guilty of that at some pt in time..mi inclusive.. but i think that its not veri nice to be act toking abt someone whom u know n who haf not offended in in any way.. i mean harmless crapping is ok... but oh well...this is reaality n wat e world is..hopefully i dun turn into some bitchy witch someday
supose to meet crys n co today.. oh well...we'll see each other someday... after exams n stuff..... aloy boy cheer up...
went hollnad v yesterday and it juz reminded mi so much of my rj days...... yeah countless bdae clebration there..how we pon lectures every now n then in j1 to go there to eat..there was once mi n e tubs stood inside e toilet fer cow yrs deciding if we shd go lecture or not.. bcos rj is rather small u see.. u will bump into yer various tutors who knows u shd be in lecture..haa n den the gals wld juz go there n look at the bread and pastries at this rather nice cake shop..but cldn't find it there animore
and den there was once we juz sat at some coffee place n got thrown out.. haa n of cos lui's brother resataurant..whose price is exhorbitant..hahaha..too bad rj isnt there animore..if not i wld haf gone there to take a look
oh well those were the days
now i m stuck in this hell-hole at chem engine..haha
and den i realise
that there are pple in this world who derive joy in bitching abt pple..
although i think everyone is actualli guilty of that at some pt in time..mi inclusive.. but i think that its not veri nice to be act toking abt someone whom u know n who haf not offended in in any way.. i mean harmless crapping is ok... but oh well...this is reaality n wat e world is..hopefully i dun turn into some bitchy witch someday
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Monday, March 21, 2005
n den everyday i go on to ivle..e same sense of dread ovrecomes mi
been feeling more n more like a part time chauffeur... sending my parents..friends..n thus veri sian of driving..its onli fun when u go on a spin urself... not speeding but juz to go on e road all on ur on... and mayb nxt time when i go out of job i shall be a part time chauffeur fer all e dam rich tow-kays.. haha
aniway i m how 'good' at driving now... it says "road work in progress at lane 1".. n den i change lane to lane 1.. cheap thrill right...
haha aniway fri.. ok la.. if u all realli want to do wat 'dou feng' its ok wif mi.. i dun mind being e chauffuer fer u guys.. =)
BUT haha kailing e great MIGHT need to mugg n mugg n be her 100% chem eng gal..
aniway wat does it means when u call someone 'nice'
indeed "nice" is too cliche..seems like e appropiate word to describe juz anione
but veri often, acc to a veri cynical viewpt of mine, a thin line lies btw 'nice' and 'hypocritical'
of cos if i describe u as 'nice', i wld sincerly mean it.. haa
and i wld haf to confess that i m not a nice gal.. i m MEAN.. HAHAHA
been feeling more n more like a part time chauffeur... sending my parents..friends..n thus veri sian of driving..its onli fun when u go on a spin urself... not speeding but juz to go on e road all on ur on... and mayb nxt time when i go out of job i shall be a part time chauffeur fer all e dam rich tow-kays.. haha
aniway i m how 'good' at driving now... it says "road work in progress at lane 1".. n den i change lane to lane 1.. cheap thrill right...
haha aniway fri.. ok la.. if u all realli want to do wat 'dou feng' its ok wif mi.. i dun mind being e chauffuer fer u guys.. =)
BUT haha kailing e great MIGHT need to mugg n mugg n be her 100% chem eng gal..
aniway wat does it means when u call someone 'nice'
indeed "nice" is too cliche..seems like e appropiate word to describe juz anione
but veri often, acc to a veri cynical viewpt of mine, a thin line lies btw 'nice' and 'hypocritical'
of cos if i describe u as 'nice', i wld sincerly mean it.. haa
and i wld haf to confess that i m not a nice gal.. i m MEAN.. HAHAHA
Sunday, March 20, 2005
Saturday, March 19, 2005
Friday, March 18, 2005
Why i shouldn't go maths lec
1)the lecturer talks to the ohp
2)i dunno wat he is teaching
2a)i onli know how to highlight my notes.
2b)i end up staring at pple
3)there is webcast n its better
3b)the time could be spent doing more constructive thing (see 2a below)
why i should go maths lec
1)i wasted petrol going fer a 1hr tutorial aniway
2) i wasted my time
a)i ended up shopping
b)and wasting money
c)and eating ice cream and fried stuff
d)and feeling fat n Getting fat..urgh
sigh!
1)the lecturer talks to the ohp
2)i dunno wat he is teaching
2a)i onli know how to highlight my notes.
2b)i end up staring at pple
3)there is webcast n its better
3b)the time could be spent doing more constructive thing (see 2a below)
why i should go maths lec
1)i wasted petrol going fer a 1hr tutorial aniway
2) i wasted my time
a)i ended up shopping
b)and wasting money
c)and eating ice cream and fried stuff
d)and feeling fat n Getting fat..urgh
sigh!
Thursday, March 17, 2005
yup
reverting back to meanie mi
although i must apologise to my special someone fer this incoherent n meanie mi behaviour.. mayb someday u will know y
no wun go into some funny essay.. pple will think i m mad
and i hate having to explain myself.. like what i m doing..why i do this why i do that.. i juz want to do wat i want..
to add on to meanie mi
there r 3 kind of pple in e world whom i cant stand
those freaking duh kind.. cant realli explain wat it is.. u juz know one when u meet one
those freaking act like wat they do n say r dam funny kind...pls its lame..
those freaking act cool kind.. pls haf some style of ur own..
yup clayed fer some test
as usual.. i juz malfunction during exam. when i took the question to do at home calmly, i could solve it in less den a min..#!!&*&$$
reverting back to meanie mi
although i must apologise to my special someone fer this incoherent n meanie mi behaviour.. mayb someday u will know y
no wun go into some funny essay.. pple will think i m mad
and i hate having to explain myself.. like what i m doing..why i do this why i do that.. i juz want to do wat i want..
to add on to meanie mi
there r 3 kind of pple in e world whom i cant stand
those freaking duh kind.. cant realli explain wat it is.. u juz know one when u meet one
those freaking act like wat they do n say r dam funny kind...pls its lame..
those freaking act cool kind.. pls haf some style of ur own..
yup clayed fer some test
as usual.. i juz malfunction during exam. when i took the question to do at home calmly, i could solve it in less den a min..#!!&*&$$
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
haiz
spent cow years doing programming lab..still cannot do.. in the end haf to do it wif the MAJOR help of my classmate.. ok nice guy.. haha although he demanded a treat but still he was nice enuf to help mi n explain things to mi.. but haiz i m so so dead fer this module.. computer programms n kl are like two different world.. n haiz.. stress...stress stress...how like dat how.. sounds so birdbird..but realli..sigh
aniway
i finally got to "beat" the ERP today.. u know.. there is always this cheap thrill of beating the ERP like say at 9.31 when is stops operation at 9.30..well no i din managed to do that.. i mean "beat" as in realli went past the ERP w/out putting cashcard..so ya..its not my fault.. city areas are so cunning..the moment i do a right turn i find myself infront of the ERP n den its e end alr la.. haiz
now..time to do some banging of head against e wall...
mayb i will be better at developing algortihm after this..=(
spent cow years doing programming lab..still cannot do.. in the end haf to do it wif the MAJOR help of my classmate.. ok nice guy.. haha although he demanded a treat but still he was nice enuf to help mi n explain things to mi.. but haiz i m so so dead fer this module.. computer programms n kl are like two different world.. n haiz.. stress...stress stress...how like dat how.. sounds so birdbird..but realli..sigh
aniway
i finally got to "beat" the ERP today.. u know.. there is always this cheap thrill of beating the ERP like say at 9.31 when is stops operation at 9.30..well no i din managed to do that.. i mean "beat" as in realli went past the ERP w/out putting cashcard..so ya..its not my fault.. city areas are so cunning..the moment i do a right turn i find myself infront of the ERP n den its e end alr la.. haiz
now..time to do some banging of head against e wall...
mayb i will be better at developing algortihm after this..=(
Monday, March 14, 2005
another whiny post
yeah. i feel so drained of energy.. came home tried to mugg n fell asleep for a while n woke up feeling more dead.... afternoon nap nvr work fer mi.. sleeping doesnt work fer mi too.. n den i got lost in the world of chem engine principles.. n now i m stoning wif my comp looking for crap fer genes n society essay
ok crys.. chances of a date at nus is bleak.. my break are.. onli like mon 12-1, tue 10-11.. haha.. the rest of the time i spent zombifying ard.. no dun say u r a lightbulb..thats an understatment..u r juz one cute lamp post..haa
n ok sharon is right la.. i dun think anione will be used to kailing displaying some emotions.. hahaha i mean i pretty much stone my life thru aniway
yeah. i feel so drained of energy.. came home tried to mugg n fell asleep for a while n woke up feeling more dead.... afternoon nap nvr work fer mi.. sleeping doesnt work fer mi too.. n den i got lost in the world of chem engine principles.. n now i m stoning wif my comp looking for crap fer genes n society essay
ok crys.. chances of a date at nus is bleak.. my break are.. onli like mon 12-1, tue 10-11.. haha.. the rest of the time i spent zombifying ard.. no dun say u r a lightbulb..thats an understatment..u r juz one cute lamp post..haa
n ok sharon is right la.. i dun think anione will be used to kailing displaying some emotions.. hahaha i mean i pretty much stone my life thru aniway
Friday, March 11, 2005
weekend=
i juz feel everyweek passes by so fast... i do the same thing every single day,week after week, see the same few people, (ok not that i m complaining... i still look forward to seeing someone everyday=P), eat the same food.. go to school n stone, come home n mugg...slp.. nothing new..juz the same routine..
haa oh well but i dun think i can handle ani more new excitment in life..
aniway.. its either i m too stressed up or wat.. i've been having realli weird n eccentric dreams.. i mean realli weird.. like dreaming that my brother has a thai lover..lol... and to make things worse, i m starting to imagining that my teddy bears are moving.. u see i always put 2 bears nxt to mi, side by side.. n then this morning this bear which was at the furthest end nxt to mi! the position has shitfted..gasp... mayb in my dreams i rearange them or something.. haa
oh n den i met a realli old old acquaintance of mine in sch today... quite surprise that he still remember mi.. if i m not wrong i think we onli briefly converse during some year end trip n thru icq.. haa its funny sometimes how i can converse wif pple whom i dun realli know.. but there's someone i miss... haa Big ben.. haha ok dunno y.. i tink seeing that old acquaintance of mine juz reminded mi of him suddenly..cos they both frm h20 waterpolo..
we used to icq occasionally n sms.. haa w/out even toking to each other b4 in real life.. haa but dun get mi wrong.. i mean "miss" as in wondering how he is doing... i m a faithful lover..haha ok n if sharon n crys u guys remember.. there's this other guy whom junlin claims walks like a penguine.. haa ok watever... an occasional indulgence in memories of the past..everyone does that..
some pple will walk in n out of yer life leaving behing a great trail .. while there r some who juz comes n goes..barely significant .. yet somehow.. i still remember them.. so long as they are WORTH remebering..haa weird huh..ok another weird post by mi...
i juz feel everyweek passes by so fast... i do the same thing every single day,week after week, see the same few people, (ok not that i m complaining... i still look forward to seeing someone everyday=P), eat the same food.. go to school n stone, come home n mugg...slp.. nothing new..juz the same routine..
haa oh well but i dun think i can handle ani more new excitment in life..
aniway.. its either i m too stressed up or wat.. i've been having realli weird n eccentric dreams.. i mean realli weird.. like dreaming that my brother has a thai lover..lol... and to make things worse, i m starting to imagining that my teddy bears are moving.. u see i always put 2 bears nxt to mi, side by side.. n then this morning this bear which was at the furthest end nxt to mi! the position has shitfted..gasp... mayb in my dreams i rearange them or something.. haa
oh n den i met a realli old old acquaintance of mine in sch today... quite surprise that he still remember mi.. if i m not wrong i think we onli briefly converse during some year end trip n thru icq.. haa its funny sometimes how i can converse wif pple whom i dun realli know.. but there's someone i miss... haa Big ben.. haha ok dunno y.. i tink seeing that old acquaintance of mine juz reminded mi of him suddenly..cos they both frm h20 waterpolo..
we used to icq occasionally n sms.. haa w/out even toking to each other b4 in real life.. haa but dun get mi wrong.. i mean "miss" as in wondering how he is doing... i m a faithful lover..haha ok n if sharon n crys u guys remember.. there's this other guy whom junlin claims walks like a penguine.. haa ok watever... an occasional indulgence in memories of the past..everyone does that..
some pple will walk in n out of yer life leaving behing a great trail .. while there r some who juz comes n goes..barely significant .. yet somehow.. i still remember them.. so long as they are WORTH remebering..haa weird huh..ok another weird post by mi...
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
programming is the most loved module of mine
words cant express how much i love it
so much so that i wld bang my head against e computer and gobble up e tutorial sheet if i haf to........ haha
niway operation gain weight is going a little too smoothly
haa i think now i can eat more then some guys in my class... ya guys also alot on diet one i realise..not all like e hungry aloy eat n eat still so skinny.. i m turning into a rolling ball soon.. i had ice cream fer breakfast..
a fat zombie will b cute though
words cant express how much i love it
so much so that i wld bang my head against e computer and gobble up e tutorial sheet if i haf to........ haha
niway operation gain weight is going a little too smoothly
haa i think now i can eat more then some guys in my class... ya guys also alot on diet one i realise..not all like e hungry aloy eat n eat still so skinny.. i m turning into a rolling ball soon.. i had ice cream fer breakfast..
a fat zombie will b cute though
Monday, March 07, 2005
ok i must start sounding normal on my blog
and in fact in school too
whatever
life's realli bad atm
but i guess a blog isnt a good place fer mi to write off my frustrations
aniway
so some pple might b mildy interested in knowing who he is
haa mayb someday u'll find out.. i feel funny blogging abt it....
sigh tutorials...tutorials..... =(
and in fact in school too
whatever
life's realli bad atm
but i guess a blog isnt a good place fer mi to write off my frustrations
aniway
so some pple might b mildy interested in knowing who he is
haa mayb someday u'll find out.. i feel funny blogging abt it....
sigh tutorials...tutorials..... =(
Sunday, March 06, 2005
ok haha so the one in melbourne knows about my dark secret... haha i suppose there r lots of secret spies around..
haa nice of him to haf that much faith in mi.. but i guess he knows my character quite well also.. haha so...... no comments
haa but its funny sometimes
my brother usually finds out stuff abt mi thru his friends n in e past, i used to find out abt his secret thru his friends also.. hahaha i guess we dun realli tok abt such stuff...
BUT i cannot imagine my brother in a relationship..lol.he will juz keep pulling the gal's hair or like feed her wif food everyday.. haha...juz like i think he probably cant imagine mi in one either..lol
so go ahead n prove mi wrong=P
aniway
i m not going bonkus
juz a bit stressed n tired thats all
i think i need a swim..lol..funny how i miss swimming but nvr realli get down to e pool..
but human being are wretched creatures
its like
u dun cherish something till u lose it
or u dun know wats happiness till u tasted sadness
ok shall stop toking rubbsh b4 the whole world thinks i m crazy
hahaha
haa nice of him to haf that much faith in mi.. but i guess he knows my character quite well also.. haha so...... no comments
haa but its funny sometimes
my brother usually finds out stuff abt mi thru his friends n in e past, i used to find out abt his secret thru his friends also.. hahaha i guess we dun realli tok abt such stuff...
BUT i cannot imagine my brother in a relationship..lol.he will juz keep pulling the gal's hair or like feed her wif food everyday.. haha...juz like i think he probably cant imagine mi in one either..lol
so go ahead n prove mi wrong=P
aniway
i m not going bonkus
juz a bit stressed n tired thats all
i think i need a swim..lol..funny how i miss swimming but nvr realli get down to e pool..
but human being are wretched creatures
its like
u dun cherish something till u lose it
or u dun know wats happiness till u tasted sadness
ok shall stop toking rubbsh b4 the whole world thinks i m crazy
hahaha
Saturday, March 05, 2005
Ok bad day today
I think my mid term is so dead..sigh
Oh well..its over..n I dun like to look back at things..will work harder
Haa
Ok I deleted the previous post
It sounded too weird
I must have been possessed when I typed it
Or too stressed up
But niway BIRD thanks fer calling mi..in e middle of my test..but.. ya I got such a nice buddy=)
Ya
Juz slacking my night away
Wat a precious night.cos tomorrow I would haf to start on my mountains of tutorials
So I was randomly surfing tv.. haa Lindsay lohan is juz so cool.. I like her.I m starting to like teenage boopers..jojo..hilary duff..haa
Yup n then juz now I went for a solo walk ard e world again.. haa I miss that feeling n wld prob not haf the chance to do so till this horrible sem ends
Operation gain weight has begun
My dad tells mi I look too horribly skinny..allthough I think I m ok..but oh well juz to make him happy I shall go put on some weight
And ya I was buying ice cream at gelare
This ice cream boy so cute.. he was too busy watching mi eat my ice cream n din realize that he gave mi too much fer my change..haa and I haf to tell him twice that the change was wrong…aint I such a nice gal rite.. haha any normal people will haf juz kop e change rite
Ok crys.:woman stop hiding in nus la.. where is my lunch date.. u deserve a spanking..or should I stalk in in ARTS my dear???
Huichong: haa glad yer enjoying life.. Unlike mi=( haa no psycho serial killer.. b careful u know..check e fridge fer like eh frozen body part=P..did u eh miss suan kim?
I think my mid term is so dead..sigh
Oh well..its over..n I dun like to look back at things..will work harder
Haa
Ok I deleted the previous post
It sounded too weird
I must have been possessed when I typed it
Or too stressed up
But niway BIRD thanks fer calling mi..in e middle of my test..but.. ya I got such a nice buddy=)
Ya
Juz slacking my night away
Wat a precious night.cos tomorrow I would haf to start on my mountains of tutorials
So I was randomly surfing tv.. haa Lindsay lohan is juz so cool.. I like her.I m starting to like teenage boopers..jojo..hilary duff..haa
Yup n then juz now I went for a solo walk ard e world again.. haa I miss that feeling n wld prob not haf the chance to do so till this horrible sem ends
Operation gain weight has begun
My dad tells mi I look too horribly skinny..allthough I think I m ok..but oh well juz to make him happy I shall go put on some weight
And ya I was buying ice cream at gelare
This ice cream boy so cute.. he was too busy watching mi eat my ice cream n din realize that he gave mi too much fer my change..haa and I haf to tell him twice that the change was wrong…aint I such a nice gal rite.. haha any normal people will haf juz kop e change rite
Ok crys.:woman stop hiding in nus la.. where is my lunch date.. u deserve a spanking..or should I stalk in in ARTS my dear???
Huichong: haa glad yer enjoying life.. Unlike mi=( haa no psycho serial killer.. b careful u know..check e fridge fer like eh frozen body part=P..did u eh miss suan kim?
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