Friday, June 29, 2007

fri night was spent at settlers cafe with bunch of the 4J people till 12am. playing mind-boggling games. but it was really fun.
am suppose to meet cute lala for shopping spree today
but am down with a bad eye infection=(
red eye and a little blurred vision.and i keep tearing.sigh
sad.
hopefully it gets better so that tomorrow, then we can have the rampage at malls
friday!!!!!!!!!!!!

i feel a little dead actually. today i realised i am a very impatient person. haha dont ask me what happened.
anyway i saw my suave and long lost dad YIP KAI today!!! who just got back from UK yesterday.the hair is more funkynow. it's been so long since i last saw him and we met at the most unexpected place and so it was a nice surprise!

off to enjoy the fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.........

Thursday, June 28, 2007

decision making is a painful process
especially when there are nuances of grey .
there are times i wish i am given no choice. this way, there will be no room for regrets or whatsoever. whatever it is, we will never know how things will turn out if we had gone on the other side and taken the other path, and so no matter what there will be regrets. sometimes, maybe it's really true that decision are made in that split second when the choices are presented to you. the one your instinct or gut feeling is telling u to take, but yet when u sit down and let things run through your mind, hesitation sets in. It's a tug of war between rationality and emotions.

anyway
i dont really know what i have been doing these days but i feel that i dont have enough time to do my stuff. i have to make the top 20 list. write my SEP essay on my exchange program. submit my Ia report. blah blah blah.

ok this is from sharon. i m really lazy to upload mine. haha

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

this is from crys. haha. i just realised. sharon is hogging all the limelight. LOOK AT HOW BIG SHE IS IN ALL THE NEOPRINT.
anyway had a really nice shopping trip with the acksx. aka as the 5Bs now. (bimbo.bimbi( a term coined by someone to mean a male bimbo), bitch, bossy and babe) babe was used just so the bitch n bossy could laugh at the irony of it.
the first time(for a long while) i see the bitch n bossy on a shopping spree... they were like a pack of wolves being released after days of deprivation of food, devouring any prey ( bags, clothes, earrings) that comes into their way. no mercy. nothing that caught their eyes were spared. bimbo on the other hand was a little more docile(probably cos she just down 500bucks on sthg for her bryan. )
anyway i am typing this half dead. monday night was spent at some ma la huo guo place(hot n spicy steamboat i reckon) with my secondary sch class. at bugis. which was a little suspicious loooking.
after that me, lilian n weiwei n zhihao went to some hongkong cafe for supper. had a great time laughing myself silly. i think i was almost tearing n laughing so hard till my stomach was aching. reached home at 1am. n got drenched. n thus, i felt like crap today. =/

Monday, June 25, 2007

ha kop-ed this from aloy... really lazy to upload any stuff. my laptop is deteoriating faster than i have expected. the C drive has roughly 1Gb left. oh now that i am typing it.i just realised that's less than the amount of memory space on my ipod nano. anyhow.tag board is back. =/
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Friday, June 22, 2007

sushi at changi airport.....
actually today i felt pretty sad for the whole day......saying goodbye is sad. but somehow, we all have to say bye someday, sometime,somehow
let the end be the beginning of something new
if fate has it, we'll meet again

till next time
xoxo






Thursday, June 21, 2007

so now i know what it means when people describe themselves as having mixed feelings.
the same way i feel right now. it's a hybrid of two opposing feelings

am feeling really really dead now
the funny thing is i didnt work much today. i think i am tired from all the talking.
from 8-9am i was reading msn.com and checking out king arthur.king arthur in the uncles and my boss opinion is quite good looking. because they kept telling me that.haha.
someone once told me that the greatest compliment a guy can get about his looks is when member of the same sex comment he is good looking..
so anyway.back to my crap..so
from 9-11am i did some stuff.at 11am, my boss bought me out to this jap restaurant for lunch.. he said he wanted to treat me..so lunch was pretty good..though the bill came up to abt 70 bucks. don't ask me why. i never order the food ok. we had some sashimi and hamachi and kimchi only what.

came back to the office at 1.30..then at 2.30 had tea time (my treat..haha)with my uncles technicians till 4pm. everyone got their dosage of kailing's crap and weird talkings..
after work. dragged myself down to town to get some stuff for some of my favourite people at work. my favorite engineer ben(good figure.haha), fav uncle and my new found friend who have lunch with me..she got me a card today which i thought was really nice of her..she,along with the uncle are my usual lunch partner. don't ask me why i dont lunch with the other interns. must venture out of comfort zone.................


tmr one of the uncles is treating me and my friend to sushi for dinner. yea more jap food. i wonder what i did to render so many treats from everyone.

ok. i think i am just gonna collapse now.i think i am gonna hug the newspaper to bed and imagine myself reading them in my dreams..
the top 20 list will have to wait till tmr.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

i was reading something on msn.com (again i repeat. thats because it's the only website available in my office on my desktop) and i just realised singapore is an expensive city to live in. so apparently according to this survey, we are ranked 14th in the top 50 most expensive place to live in-in terms of food,housing, transport blah blah. the top 3 being moscow, seoul and tokyo. new york is 15 or sthg. of cos, survey may be pretty screwed up.
but still..interesting.. because i never knew it was expensive living here.
e other Asian countries in the top 50 are china, hk n taiwan.
anyway other 'interesting' things i read include- boy being maimed by a bear while camping, firefighter being killed in SC and stuff.
aiya.last week of work and i finished all my projects last week. so basically this week i am just walking around the office to check out the guys and to say bye to everyone. hahaha joking joking.


tmr, i'll be 'celebrating' my end of internship with all the technicians and engineers. it's a tradition to treat everyone when someone leaves the department. so there u go, i m treating everybody..... it's actually a little sad saying bye..or rather, they are saying bye to me. some of the uncles wanted to treat me. my boss wanted to treat me. oh well.i guess i will miss everyone a little

anyhow. i think i have life after internship pretty much planned out. =/
somehow, things fall into place themselves, nicely or not. we just have to take thing as it comes.

as for now..i just need to look through my top 20 list again. Sigh

oh and mango sales start tomorrow. yours truly here aint going. if i buy anymore clothes, my wardrobe is gonna explode.

Monday, June 18, 2007

sigh i just typed a whole load of stuff and lost it

anyway.11.30pm.just got back.waiting for the hair to dry. it'll probably be 1am b4 i get to bed. so i am so dead for work tmr...arghh..i know u are thinking..''there's such thing called hair dryer''
but my hair gets all frizzy the next day when i use it...

met the ah soh weiyi n lilian, weiwei, chairman lin (who got a headache sitting next to me. probably because it reminded him of the days i sat next to him in class and slowly torturing him) and john.

it was nice meeting my ah soh sistas.. lian is working now.. and weiyi just got back frm the states.
and weiwei just got back from UK.

i realise.. yea people in the banks or financial sector do dress up much MORE nicer than engineers. which may be a gd thing for me. because i take 10 min to get dressed everyday. so i cant imagine if i have to dress up nicely for work. hahaha

ok i am using the hair dryer.

Friday, June 15, 2007

secret heart on my coffee for someone not here ;X
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i know before u guys think otherwise. bird is my good friend ok. the kind who will meet up every now and then to catch up and talk abt our life..so don't think otherwise. he's happily attached to bird sao..and i have someone else on my mind.. =P
anyway there's a really cool fountain at suntec city..i'm still trying to figure out how it works.



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2.45 am
am here waiting for that hair of mine to dry

a slow but nice friday night with the buddy
of food, photo taking, chatting by the sea and feeling the light sea breeze.late night coffee. haha


ok. do i look like i am old enough to get married?!!!
we walked past this bridal shop and the lady asked if we wanted to try any bridal gown or suit.
?!?!?!?!?!?!
i mean... firstly, we we are not a couple. friends.good friends.ok. guy and girl go out dont mean must be couple. secondly, we were walking like 0.5 m away from each other. and thirdly, and most importantly do i look like i am at the age of marriage??!

anyhow photos tomorrow.
it's 3am. i am tired.
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend

>.<
Fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy night

Thursday, June 14, 2007

eeps haven blog for long
was in a deep hibernation mood
haven really been online actually..seriously..i used to spend my entire day with my laptop on..these days... it's collecting dust.
whatever..

i am finally done with all my projects at work..so time to shake legs and to make my top 20 list-not for guys la... for my final year project(FYP..ARGH)
SIGH..uber headache. how am i suppose to choose from all the projects.sigh! i think i am the kind of person who don't like to have things undone because i don't feel good when i know i haven done something.

actually, i am feeling somewhat happy at work these days.. today we had some lunch time celebration for some of the technicians who got a pay rise.( i heard some are earning 5-6K a month! may be peanuts to some of you i guess..). i remember vividly the first time i met all these uncles, i just sat at one corner. but through the past 6 months, i have gotten to know some of them fairly well..and they are really pretty funny and friendly people..who talks about the weirdest and funniest stuff. and i must say they are pretty nice to me..

so next week is likethe last week of work. mixed feelings. on one hand i am exhilarated by the dawn of freedom( no more waking up at 6am yay) but yet, i feel i will miss this life i have been leading for e past six months. i'll miss anticipating fridays.and of course i'll miss some of the people at work as well. and i foresee myself to be hit by emptiness (i dont like spending days doing nothing constructive )probably as my life get displaced once again..for the past one year, it has been displaced a couple of times. just when i am getting comfortable and settling down at a particular lifestyle or environment, it's time to move on. but an exciting year nevertheless, meeting all sort of people in my life. doing things i have never done before. i think i have came to embrace changes, challenges and spontaneity.



anyhow. my hibernation mood has come to a closure for now

gotta meet up with 'long-lost friends"
1) ACKSX
2) WEIYI, Lilian!
3) BIRD
3) LALA
4) ElYSIA
5)AX
6) Wei Wei
7) 4J class outing( well maybe. if it goes through. i have been 'faithfully' MIA for the past few years..so if there's one this time round. i resolve to be there. ok try to be there. )

all these plus many many korean dramas...will probably be how i spend my days when work ends till FYP starts.

Thursday, June 07, 2007

ok this is bad
i am suffering from some kinda phone trauma.. it's kinda like.. i think too many people msg me abt different dates and time to meet and then i am very confused because i dont remember who said what. and i dun remember if i msg them or call them back and the worst thing is i dont remember if i said i can make it. . i feel really relly bad because i really want to meet up with them.

and if u are thinking..why dont i just go back to check the msg..well this afternoon.. being terrribly disgusted and frustrated with my database thing, i did a ''delete all msg'' stunt without thinking. ahh that 2 min of sheer thrill at watching all the 200 over msg being deleted(it's kinda like your frustration with stuff being carried away with it..some sort of effect like retail therapy.) soon dissolve into regret.

i so deserved to be killed by friends. yea. slap me.
that, aside from being the one who is always the last to arrive, is another good reason to make me the worst friend u can ever get. i am bad. bad girl. bad taptap. i'll change.
i still remember though, one of the 'craziest' thing i did just recently.msg people to tell them this " the movie is at 4.40pm. dont be late"
no prize for guessing who was late.
more random crap.
been doing a lot of crazy shopping these days...
actually sometimes on weekends i prefer a slow and lazy afternoon at home..where i do my own stuff..like reading, watching tv,surfing net.walking down random street. doing shopping. oh no not antisocial. just that everyonce a while. i need some time on my own i guess.


>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
on a separate thought:
often people engage in mindless competition of their own
constructing the whole idea of winner and loser

but how can there be a winner or loser when there isn't anyone engaged in that competition to start off with.


to me, a good looking guy isnt just the face and the body
it is also about what lies beneath-the mind and the heart.
sadly u cant really tell the latter two easily. because every so often, we don this pretty facade.

.
once again, i succumbed to hatred,
only this time round, i aint gonna fight it

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

i think these days there seemed to be lesser to blog
not only am i caught up in the virtual world after work, even at work, its 9hrs of staring at my desktop. i am impressed by myself i must say, for being such a good girl. i can sit at my desk from 12pm after lunch to 5pm doing the Microsoft access. i hate to say this but i will miss work after my IA ends. well in a way, it beats doing nothing and bumming around.....
there's gotta be more to life


well anyhow. hope everyone is doing great. i think i am neglecting a lot of people.
xoxo

Monday, June 04, 2007

the cup of water i dropped on myself, almost breaking the cup in e process. cool stuff. haha
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bird, dont say i never give u screen time. haha
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yea i know no what eat a meal at the coffee conneisseur except us.
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weekends== many many tv.
sunday was for the good old buddy bird at clarke quay. who gave me green tea after returning from his 101st honeymoon with bird sao in japan. our catching up usually involve exploring unchartered territories. (to us that is)
anyway..we almost got a free meal at TCC .the waiter gave us 8 dollars as change when we haven even paid for the bill. but being very honest people, we told him abt the mistake. and i spilled a whole cup of water on myself. work today was bad because i was feeling totally zombified but my boss was very nice..he suddenly popped by my desk and gave my ice cream popsicle. so i continued spending some 6 hrs with Microsoft Access. fun stuff.*roll eyes*

today, my fellow analyzer engineer tried to matchmake me again. with this 26 yr old engineer who apparently is dying to know me( i told u, it's the metal braces. ahah u all dont believe). he gave the guy's handphone n office number n his name n the map to where he sits. yea man, i will go right up to him n flash him a big metal smile to see if he will be bedazzled by it.
actually right now that piece of paper is lingering somewhere near the dustbin because e only name i can think of right now is C****
hee. geez.





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Saturday, June 02, 2007



haha sharon is so gonna laugh at me..cos i laughed at her when she said kwon sang woo is cute. anyway..this is my current love.. i mean other than someone else. the other one cannot say la=X

anyway i am getting a little crazily unreal from an over dosage of too much korean drama. no i dont mean i spend my time crying in front of the tv. but as we all know it's all a picture of perfection or sheer imperfection in the world of drama. that's how things get a little unreal.

anyway the last time i did a reality check, every thing's pretty much unchanged.
at work. i think my boss and big boss like the database thing i created.but
everything's just a routine somehow, like i am following a daily regime of sameness..

i read somewhere, that( i think it's a highly pessimistic point of view) bliss precedes gloom.
or rather.good things and happiness don't last long.
better left to your own thinking.
somehow i think, one can change his physical appearance, some of his habits but his values, perspective and thinking will never be changed. or it will be a feat if u can change someone else's thinking or values. because somehow i think some of these are intrinsic or inherent.