Saturday, January 31, 2004

went to city hall yesterday to meet up wif xh n crys...haha haven seen them since last july when sch nats end... went on a shopping spree at topshop... sigh i am realli turning into a shopping freak... bleah..haha and u two r so terrible lo.. haha forcing mi to try out that horrrible ultra short n mini skirt... aiyo...haha but it was quite fun trying out all e weird clothes fer fun rite? haha one day i will dress u two up horribly too!!!

so aniway todat at work some old man told mi i look like donald duck wif my mask on...cool.. haha went to bugis wif my mum after work to shop... boo..my blog is so like a shopping diary....but i guess its e onli thing i enjoy doing rite now.......
Behind Blue Eyes

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

An' no one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies
But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelin's
Like I do
And I blame you

No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain an' woe
Can show through
No one knows what it's like
To be mistreated
To be defeated
Behind blue eyes

And no one knows how to say
That they're sorry
An' don't worry
I'm not telling lies


ya xh i think that this song is quite nice... haha

Thursday, January 29, 2004

My Immortal"

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
i am so going to watch the last samurai tomorrow..haha

Wednesday, January 28, 2004

i realise i am quite a failure at computers...haha was trying to change e background of my blog to andy's roddick picture n then i realise i dunno how to...
haha another mundane day at work today...some bitchy nurse was on duty.. all i can say... she's a bitch.. hah no for once she din scold mi la... but haha she is such a tattletale man... saw my fellow working partner using e internet n went to complain.. so aniway they have kinda shut down e whole internet system on all e computers... damn... there goes my onli source of joy at work...aniway my partner also calls it quit ..haha he can't take it animore... sigh so now i am left all alone at this pathetic shit workplace with no one to whine n complain to animore..think i am also going to quit soon la...from today onwards i am so going to hunt fer another job...
aniway went to sign up fer e final theory driving test today.... so much fer not needing to go to the library after work to mugg animore..think pretty soon i will have to start camping out in e library again...bleah...
aniway juz fer e update robotman safin won agassi in e semis!! hhaa ok he's quite cute actually... so now that rodddick is gone frm e aust open, i guess i haf to b satsfied wif watching robotman safin...haha
aniway feeling veri veri sad now
andy roddick crash out of e australian open.. wth.... i am so not going to watch e australian open animore... all thanks to safin
sigh so much fer my movie marathon... yesterday suppose to b watching last samurai.. i ended up shopping again..walked into bit and pieces.. haa and suddenly had the impulse to pierce my ear.. think my life realli too boring already thats why..so weiyi ah..remember our ear piercing date hor... haha aniway today went to make my ic... 6o bucks gone juz like dat.. and there goes my magic kitchen movie..
sigh n aiway today was another freaking busy day at work..and got this funny old man who keeps tryin to talk to mi.. wah he is damn full of crap n worse still i have to pretend that he is veri funny n laugh n his not so funny jokes..pfft...i sound like a meanie..

Sunday, January 25, 2004

yesterday went all e way to my uncle's hse in punggol juz so that i could catch a glimpse of my cousin's galfrend..not too bad...trainee teacher...hah felt quite happy fer him also..cos he used to complain to mi that he dun haf a gf.. n so quite happy that he managed to find his princess at last..=)
aniway i was forced to drink some alcoholic drink..was initially veri sleep already cos i had to wake up at 7 to take my much awaited sat so after drinking abit of e horrible tasting wine, i felt realli drowsy.. aniway that kinda marked e end of chi new year visiting..
went on a solo trip around singapore today...haa din feel like meeting anione..so juz wander around..end up buying lots of stuff again...sigh
haha aniway tomorrow finally dun need to go library to mugg animore!!! oh well but sat was quite clay.. aniway tomorrow marks e start of my movie "marathon"!!
mon- last samurai.. my brother say got chio bu inside
tue..magic kitchen... think jerry yen is cute leh!! haha
wed-peter pan
thur-stuck on you
fri- rest
mayb if i have e time i may plan some class outing soon... haha IF i actualli do get down to doing something abt it
damn tomorrow is mon..
i nvr dread a monday so much last time...sigh.....

Friday, January 23, 2004

aniway...two of my hamsters that my brother brought home on chinese new year eve were killed in a freak accident... so sad... ever heard of pple who put two small teeny weeny hamsters wif e bif fat n ferocious one?? well my parents did... cool.. veri cool indeed... aniway so they cleverly put them together into e cage n them for e nxt few moment there were some wide commotion in e cage... my two retard big hamsters strangled the small ones to death n wile those two little stoopid ones were there squeaking n shouting fer help inside...wat did my parents do?
sit there n watch..
n insist that they were juz playing ard...
aniway so i came home n they told mi e whole story... cool
chinese new year.. kinda lost its meaning....... went around visiting bcos i had to..no bcos i want to... aniway... later going visiting again... to punggol.. bleah...

Monday, January 19, 2004

heya... happy chinese new year in advance!!
aniway cant believe another year flew past already... think chi new year...hmm usually on e eve it would b going to school fer celebration den prob go out wif class or go training!! haha yup i remember i used to spend my chi new yr eve afternoon at swimming training.. sounds tragic? haha not realli la... at least i get to see all my swimming frends... haa n on that day we usually clown ard n even e coach gif us damn slacker sets...for years we've been trying to ask him for hongbaos but so far haven succeeded yet..i realli miss trg although when i kept complaining abt it last time...haven been doing ani swimming since sch nats...miss e water, the fatigue n pain i get from trg summtimes...n all my felllow trg frends especially..aloy sharon crystal n xiu hui!! hmm spent half of my life swimming...since pri 3 i guess when i started competitive trg..thats almost 10 yrs..if u plus e yrs i started learning how to swim...frankly i dun regret choosing this path although i am nvr realli successful at swimming.....i cant realli imagine myself in ani musical groups or societies also...haa its juz not mi.. my life used to revolve around swimming..going to school..training..eat n sleep...w/out it, life wld seem so empty...like it is right now.. no goals, no dreams, no motivation.. it seems that every day u are juz hoping fer e day to end.. nutting to look forward to.. the day goes by like any other day... juz plain emptiness ...work n school r realli so different.. to start off wif.. working comes wif a certain amount of responsibility regardless of wat kind of job u r in.. n it has certainty shown mi a greater picture of e society that we r living it.. realli... in school we r like so shielded n isolated frm e external world...the onli pple we come into contatc wif r our frends.. haha in case u r wondering y i am talking abt all this crap is bcos it seems that everyday some unresonable patients or nurse will come along n spoil my day.. i used to get quite upset over such incidents... but now.. think i've learnt to heck care everything... my philosophy now..
haha aniway back to chi new yr..the onli thing that cheers mi up rite now... to all my frends...haha spend more time wif yer loved ones!! esp yer family members... hmm as quoted frm my buddy violet.. there r more important things in life than boy-girl relationship.. haha i think thats realli true.. i wun deny that finding a gf n bf is not important..after all we r all not that young animore... haha but i think summtimes friendship n family r veri important too.. i think it's realli great to have true friends who will stand by u always.. haha so to all e lovelorn friends of mine who r busy jacking someone or those who still haven found their princess or prince charming n r feeling lonely... do not fret n worry too much.. u r not alone..n wat is meant to b urs will be.. haha!! anyway i am starting to crap more n more... better stop here... tata

Sunday, January 18, 2004

sigh its sunday..which means tomorrow is monday nmust wake up early and go to work again..haa but well...nxt week onli need to work 3 days... cos it chinese new year!!! yeah!! haha i luv chi new year..cos can buy alot alot of stuff... juz dat sigh i got sat 1 on sat... the third day of new year... how tragic rite... sigh..oh well i think that one is also quite gonecase already...haven realli been studying fer it..cos keep going shopping.. bought loads of clothes... siggh... i've got e inclination to indulge in buying stuffs whenever i am in a bad mood or something... yesterday i blast my whole week of pay on a watch and a few blouses... sigh... oh well its chi new year rite? haha so ain't we all suppose to buy new stuff... hhahaha...

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

haa check out e cuppycake song... my brother is crazy over it n listens to it 10 times per hour... hha its veri short n cute... sounds like teddy bear singing..

You're my Honeybunch, Sugarplum
Pumpy-umpy-umpkin, You're my Sweetie Pie
You're my Cuppycake, Gumdrop
Snoogums-Boogums, You're the Apple of my Eye
And I love you so and I want you to know
That I'll always be right here
And I love to sing sweet songs to you
Because you are so dear


man... i am realli getting more n more childish...haha
haaa today e lui shiwei n bird are off to tekong fer their much awaited army days! haha tok to them abit on e phone..think they veri lucky all in e same bunk.. so lonely army life now not lonely already! ! ha wonder how they all look now wif their new hair style.. aniway today was one of e better day of working..for once no one scolded mi... mayb thats cos doraemon wasn't there... in case u r wondering who that is... she is the most bitchy nurse there who looks like doraemon... haha and so mi n my fellow working partners (this vj guy n malay gal) call her doramon.. she is e kind scold u not enuf den still must complain to e head nurse..so in e end double scolding plus being blacklisted... n in case u are wondering e head nurse herself is juz another pathetic one... she has this grumpy and constipated look and she always eat lunch alone in her office..oh ya... and today got this realli realli cute patient who looks like a model..and so i keep staring at him while taking his temperature... hahaha should haf pretended to talk to him awhile longer...haha

Monday, January 12, 2004

i hate working... i so hate working..... cos i seem to get scolded everyday...so like i say on my last day of work there i am so going to scold them all one by one ... aniway toking abt working, i went to visit yew jia's workplace wif bird today... haha for once i felt like a mega gigantic gargantuan lightbulb... esp when eh we three were eating icecream... n i was in e middle...realli veri bright man...hahha... ok aniway guess wat...fer e hundredth time bird made mi taaake the wrong bus home n so frm great world city we took ard 2hr to reach home... great huh... way to go bird!

Saturday, January 10, 2004

today woke up at eleven... think later going shopping wif mum again fer new year stuffs.... yest class outing was not that bad after all though it was kinda last min.. seng chiew treated us to NYDC... haha the food was quite ok but veri fattening...all e cheese n ice cream....aniway thanks chiewy!! haha den after that we tried to go to the esplanade to hunt fer some romantic spot but i think e rooftop was closed... so we end up camping outside fullerton hotel... haha i frankly think e place was quite a good spot for stoning n chilling out..and as usual at every outing, lui was in his whiny mood..jz that yesterday he had xm to whine along wif him...haha aniway so sad rite... most of e guys will be gone nxt week for army... will miss them all! haha aniway take care guys...hope to see u all soon! =P

Friday, January 09, 2004

danm today got scolded again cos some lady complained that i was using my hp... but u see... if my phone vibrate den of cos i haf to do sthg rite... ok watever..still veri piss... e person had better make sure i dun see her again if not i am so gonna to confront her n ask her wats her problem...haha aniway i am supose to plan some class outing b4 the guys go to tekong fer their much awaited BMT..... sigh
i think recently i seem to enjoy juz being all alone... mayb its due to working? as in when my fellow partners talk to mi i juz dao them or give them e one word answer... hmm n den after work i dun feel like going home...den juz camp out at e tampines library to study for sats... although sumtimes i still end up falling asleep... n den after that i wld juz roam or stone ard on my own until its time fer mi to go home.....aniway nutting much happened to mi today xcept that i slipped n fall while going to the toilet today................. luckily it was still veri early in the morning n no one saw..... n recently i have also cultivated a habit of being habitually late fer work... luckily e pple there quite heck care leh... they dun even seem to notice or maybe they are secretly observing den waiting fer an auspicious day to lash out at mi... haha act i dun think i am juz habitually late fer work.. Whenever i meet someone, i am also usually half an hour late... n that's like e minimum...Seriously... I Do try to be on time juz that eh something always crops up... haha

Thursday, January 08, 2004

Sigh another rather uneventful day.... U know I think seriously e nurses over there at my workplace haf some serious problems... u wld think that..wow nurses... shd b veri pretty, gentle n friendly... ya right... haha they r juz a bunch of women experiencing menopause.... ask them some stuff onli they like want scold u already....ok i m sounding more n more like a meanie.. watever..
niway i realise i am behaving rather like birdbird now... u see...today i was suppose to go to e queentown driving centre fer e driving test.. so aniway e add was 18 commonwealth ave..so i was decidng btw whether to get off at e queentown mrt station or e commonwealth one...so since e add was commonwealth ave, i cleverly took a train to commonwealth den took a cab...v clever rite? haha i got onto a cab and den told e taxi driver to send mi to e plcae...den he told mi e place was at queentown... n juz next to e mrt station...waste 5 dollars of cab fare juz like dat...sigh......... e lesson? = dun go home wif birdbird too often... u might juz end up like him taking all e wrong buses n trains.....

Tuesday, January 06, 2004

sigh wat a tumultous day .......guess wat.. i lost my wallet on this wonderful day... sigh...how clever rite..aniway i got stranded n had to call my mum fer help...sigh.... aniway after work i went to library to study...as usual i fell asleep la...but how i lost my wallet is another long story.........sigh.......aniway tomorrow is e test..sigh n i am not prepared at all........not realli in e mood to crap around today...except mayb fer e fact i miss school days abit... i think working is so boring... everyday i juz stone around there n doodle n waste my time..and did i mention i dun like my fellow working partners???.. oh well..i'm juz in a lousy mood today la..... haa n i realise rite evryone's blog seems to haf some interesting stuff ...haa but i duno how to put those stuff in so i guess i am stuck wif this boring blogg...sigh i dun realli care now.......

Monday, January 05, 2004

haha ok shall start my first craps...not sure what a blog shd b all about? thoughts? an account of wats going on in my life? haha whatever.. shall stick to craps plus some of my stories...
ok right now...trying to study fer some stupid basic driving theory... everyone tells me that its a damn simple test but the point is i haven even touch the book yet and the test is on wed.....
its realli not my fault cos u see... i work evryday at the ever lovely tampines polyclinic.. the place damn cool man... the pple are so GREAT.. esp the nurses... wow the other day one juz tried to scold mi after some fever patients stupidly wander into her room... its realli not my fault... i gave them such great instructions... n they keep nodding their heads as if they know wat to do........ sigh..... my fault meh? haha n back to studying... is it also my fault that i keep sleeping recently when i am suppose to study? haha i used to think sleeping is a waste of time..as in why spend ur time on sleeping when u cld b doing some other more interesting stuff... haha but i think this is a view point that many will strongly object to..haha
the other day met up wif my long lost buddy sw.. haha ok not long lost but haven tok to him fer some time... n sorry that my so called xmas present fe ru sux k... haha i promise a better one nxt yr... hhaa
haa juz bored so decided to try sthg that i thot i wld nvr ever do..start a blog....haha