heya... happy chinese new year in advance!!
aniway cant believe another year flew past already... think chi new year...hmm usually on e eve it would b going to school fer celebration den prob go out wif class or go training!! haha yup i remember i used to spend my chi new yr eve afternoon at swimming training.. sounds tragic? haha not realli la... at least i get to see all my swimming frends... haa n on that day we usually clown ard n even e coach gif us damn slacker sets...for years we've been trying to ask him for hongbaos but so far haven succeeded yet..i realli miss trg although when i kept complaining abt it last time...haven been doing ani swimming since sch nats...miss e water, the fatigue n pain i get from trg summtimes...n all my felllow trg frends especially..aloy sharon crystal n xiu hui!! hmm spent half of my life swimming...since pri 3 i guess when i started competitive trg..thats almost 10 yrs..if u plus e yrs i started learning how to swim...frankly i dun regret choosing this path although i am nvr realli successful at swimming.....i cant realli imagine myself in ani musical groups or societies also...haa its juz not mi.. my life used to revolve around swimming..going to school..training..eat n sleep...w/out it, life wld seem so empty...like it is right now.. no goals, no dreams, no motivation.. it seems that every day u are juz hoping fer e day to end.. nutting to look forward to.. the day goes by like any other day... juz plain emptiness ...work n school r realli so different.. to start off wif.. working comes wif a certain amount of responsibility regardless of wat kind of job u r in.. n it has certainty shown mi a greater picture of e society that we r living it.. realli... in school we r like so shielded n isolated frm e external world...the onli pple we come into contatc wif r our frends.. haha in case u r wondering y i am talking abt all this crap is bcos it seems that everyday some unresonable patients or nurse will come along n spoil my day.. i used to get quite upset over such incidents... but now.. think i've learnt to heck care everything... my philosophy now..
haha aniway back to chi new yr..the onli thing that cheers mi up rite now... to all my frends...haha spend more time wif yer loved ones!! esp yer family members... hmm as quoted frm my buddy violet.. there r more important things in life than boy-girl relationship.. haha i think thats realli true.. i wun deny that finding a gf n bf is not important..after all we r all not that young animore... haha but i think summtimes friendship n family r veri important too.. i think it's realli great to have true friends who will stand by u always.. haha so to all e lovelorn friends of mine who r busy jacking someone or those who still haven found their princess or prince charming n r feeling lonely... do not fret n worry too much.. u r not alone..n wat is meant to b urs will be.. haha!! anyway i am starting to crap more n more... better stop here... tata