Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Last post of 2008

Ahaha deja vu. Felt like only yesterday i was writing my last post for 2007.



Anyhow i am feeling much better already. Ehehehe.
I guess this time last year, a part of me died for some reasons. Then i guess this year, i revived that part of me that died. A proper closure finally. A beautiful yet sad part of my life.
Many things cleared up but many things have changed since. Dont have much to give anymore, somehow tired in a way and have accepted reality, as hard as it is. We know what we want but we also have to accept we cant always have what we want. So the next best thing is to accept and appreciate what we already have :)


My only wishes for 2009

is that all the people around me stay happy and healthy.
For my part, i guess i just want to concentrate on my job and do e best i can.



heh. so what did i do on the last day of 2008. Dragged myself out of bed at 6.45am, drove to work at a tortoise speed, spent the morning in a discussion for a project. since it's half day, went home at 12, fell asleep till 3.30pm. Woke up alittle stunned cos i was supposed to meet samuel at 3 to get some stuff. Got myself a new pair of black heels to kick some ass at work. haha. Going for new yr party later. That's all.


Lastly,
Best wishes to all of u out there in the new year
xoxo

How many pooh-ies?



[MV] Jay Chou - A Secret I Cannot Tell (不能说的秘密)

我忍住的情绪在很后面

拼命想挽回的从前

在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天

是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

回忆的画面

在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远

又何必去改变已错过的时间

你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见

想像你在身边在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远

或许命运的签 只让我们遇见

只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天

飘落後才发现 这幸福的碎片

要我怎麼捡

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Tomorrow will be o.k

i guess it had been a really emotional 2 weeks for me. the amount of tears i have shed should be enough to fill a fish tank by now. . it's been a while since i indulge in such sadness. for a while, how much the heat exchanger costs din matter.
haven slept much too i guess. for the 3 days in KL, it was worst. i clocked probably a total of 9 hours in 3 days.
for now, i can only hope tomorrow will be much better.

love hurts. if it doesnt, it's not love.
at e end, i should be thankful for all that i have and had.
i only know i have hurt many people and it's time to stop.

*smile* and everything will be ok

For one last time....

Was discussing some project when i started coughing pretty badly and had to keep excusing myself to go to restroom so i got sent home to rest. Din think i was in the right condition to work anyway. Was hurting somewhere but i dont know where.


I don't know when i will re-visit KL and see these friends again. The previous time there, i didnt have any eyes for the places i went to. So this time round it felt like i was seeing many places in KL for the first time. Much memories still linger and it hurts sometimes.

Ok some photos to cheer up! Day 1 KTV! supposed to go to clubbing but the club was too crowded. I hope i dun get anyone into any trouble for posting some photos.
On the way to KL.


My fave nigga mistress! loves those fats oooh!!!!! i look so happy touching them.



My fave evil bro! i finally got to meet my pretty evil sis-in-law!! hope i din scare her off .



Celia and charlotte:)


View from Shangri-la, where we stayed.






Day 2. KLCC ( i heart KLCC) , petaling street. skybar, lookout point.

Hazel n Nutt goes to the twin tower too.


Can u spot me?



My favorite part of KLCC.

Mua Chee @ Petaling street!

Madam Kwan! Oh mny god! best nasi lemak i ever eaten!

Tuptup loves it!


So does kudut.View from Shangri-La, where we stayed.


Under the huge xmas tree in KLCC with kudut!



Ad then skybar. i love it totally!






kudut n his Long island tea
Lookout point. always beautiful in my heart.

Day 3! bye everyone! sob




Till next time everyone. xoxo

Monday, December 29, 2008

9.27pm. Time to sleep and go back to work tomorrow.
Had an amazing weekend in KL. Thanks oli, kudut, Tf and Zee for being such good hosts and keeping taptap entertained through the night. Will blog again. When i can start thinking well.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Bday part 2

I figure i can entertain those who are bored and can surf net at work. I cant. So. oh well. Part 2 of Taptap's bday! KTV!





















Sunday, December 21, 2008

Taptap's bday part 1

I feel really dumb and lousy. a lousy gf..dont even know tuptup was sick. The whole afternoon we were outshopping, he didnt want to let me know he was not feeling well. And then despite being sick, he went to meet my friends for our xmas gift exchange and dinner. Sigh :(



Kinda 've lotsa stuff i want to write abt. life and everything, but i just dont have the time to do so. Here's part 1 of bday post. Gift exchange pics soon ok! I realy haven had time for much stuff other than work. but KL next week with tuptup to meet all be favorite exchange friends! and xmas too!! :)

Tuptup planned a surprise for me and brought me for some cow bike at a secret place. pretty fun n relaxing:P Part 2 to come. gtg slp !


























Monday, December 15, 2008

HAppy birthday to me!

Happy birthday to me!







Thanks everyone who remembered and wished me, esp those who called!



Dont really have time to be online these days.. my laptop died and pretty much spend 3/4 of my time at work. but i count my blessings in that i am learning something new everyday. using poei's laptop now..which is fsater that my dinosaur desktop. ya Poei's back!!

will do a nicer blog post on my bday soon, With LOADS of MY "PRETTY" pics and some of the stuff i did on my bday!

was suppose to go to batam but tuptup and i decide to save our $ for KL instead!

Dec is busy busy busy (many projects, but lotsa exciting n fun stuff on e way! xmas dinner this sat with the ACKSX plus bf plus Andy. haha. Haven even had e time to get my gift for e gift exchange! that plus lotsa parties and gathering n KL trip! ahhhh i hope i have time to attend all!!
so excited!!

xoxo

Thursday, December 11, 2008

I love to work

Demspey road for some year end dinner with colleagues. Loads of stuff to learn at work. No time for anything. Baby's already complaining i m gonna spend my fridays n weekends at work. I know sunday is my birthday. Oh well. I love to work.

Sunday, December 07, 2008

Lucky 7

Pictures intensive post. Ok chummy ones. I've been terrible to my bf. My bf had been terrible to me. I have a tendency of thinking that breaking up is the solution to all problems. Anyhow, all that storm is over and we celebrated the 7th month today! A trip to marina barrage for a picnic, brief reminiscent of melbourne. Then, crazy shopping. Got a dress while tuptup got his soccer boots for dunno what. haha. Maybe i just had been really cranky recently. maybe it's work or the way life is right now. I think my life now consists of work, family and boyfriend. But december is really a joyous month. FIRSTLY, my birthday is coming, xmas is coming, and many friends are returning! so hopefully, i can spend more time with friends in Dec. Other than that, i resolved to be nicer to my bf n love him more, to dedicate more (ok even more time) to work and to STOP SHOPPING. Planning to go BAtam and KL in Dec. must save up. All that shopping and eating the past few weeks is draining my pay check away.

Ok Pics time! BOLT!!! IS SO SO SO CUTE!!!!! I IN LOvE withthe show n BOLT. I should call tuptup Bolt now.



We got new friends! HAzel and Nutt!




CAM WHORE IS BACK IN BUSINESS. RAWR


A view at the barrage!




Damn the man behind!!!! Spoil the pic!




The boy is hungry!
The best thing about the marina barrage is--there are cameras around! u can send e-post cards for free!! see! so fun! hahaah
FOOD time!!! Love the jap food!


Baby has been upset the whole day cos of his hair!!! hahaha HIMBO!

Hazel and nutt



Happy 7th month!





It's been so long that I haven't seen your face

I'm Tryna be strong

But the strength I have is washing away it wont be long before i get you by my side

And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you Tell you what's been on my mind