Thursday, January 31, 2008

OK I SERIOUSLY NEED TO DO SOME DAMAGE CONTROL
This stupid Poei has been matchmaking me with his friend. Sending him my blog add, my msn, Facebook and saying i have a crush on him but i am very shy to add him.
Poei:" Never mind la, when i go back Melbourne you all can go dating. He very nice,very handsome, study medicine, very muscular and tall. Better than all yer engineers la."
.....................

Sigh. no such thing ok.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Ok. CNY is coming. Somehow, they cancelled alot of lectures next weekand so, i think i have a 10-days holiday for CNY. hahaha.
i was just driving aimlessly around after school cos i didnt feel like gg home and these few days, just felt a little down for some unfathomable reason. And then i was just thinking even though i think this semester is gg to be a killer, i kinda dislike school lesser as compared to the previous sem. Maybe its the notion that it's the last semester. & Ok helps that there are a few eye candies to look at.
You're so fabulous
You make me wanna scream.
Anyhow, it's been a while, almost 3 semester since i see all e yrs 4 Chem eng pple. So it has actually been pretty interesting updating myself on whats going on.

Ha and the Msia lecturer said this in class today:
"Malaysians like to bargain and ask for discount".
I think my closest Msian friends would be mistress n evil bro. hmmm..ask for discount.. zee only tells me about Mr Zamblonga and Bonjales lei.
My impression of Msian is ok-ok la. I have met some pretty nice ones and some not so nice ones and some a little weird ones in US. hahaha.




Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Arlow. Taptap's back.
Who said last semester is slack?! There are so many projects and projects and presentation. this semester i had a really diverse group of lecturers, from American to Ukraine to Malaysian to China.The Ukarine one keeps smiling at me. The Malaysian one is actually pretty interesting although lame at times. He's some engineer working here and teaching us on petroleum refining. Somehow, he always like to compare Singapore with Malaysia and at times, you don't even know which side he is on. And because his wife, some singaporean, calls him during lectures to update him on e stock market and to fetch her home, his conclusion of Singaporean Girls in comparison to Msian girls is that Singaporeans girls are very pampered and always demand their guys to send them home. I have no comments. Haha.


And just to clarify my x,y,z ,M, A,b,c post. It was written in sheer exasperation because of the seemingly huge clout of rumors and scandalous stuff .Not helping that most of my friends in Chem eng are guys since all the girls somehow have been taken away by boyfriends. Not helping also that even Poei is matchmaking with random friend he sees online and tagging on blogs of guys using my name, saying stuff like " I like your spectacles" etc etc. Although M exists. I had a pretty good view of him in 2 classes today.


Respect is to treat every individual as an end by itself rather than as a mean of an end. This is the respect i have been blabbering about, the latent form of respect for every individuals, be it you know them or not. And i came to light that different people operate on different moral grounds and different extent of moral egoism and selfishness. Thus while one can argue there's no right and wrong in some issues, at the end of the days, your morals and values come into play to determine the things you do and what sort of person you are. But i agree that absolute excellence is impossible. We are constrained by circumstances. Most of us are probably not aware, but many a times doing nothing is by itself, doing something. It's like the bystanders standing and watching someone drowning and not doing anything. The point is, sometimes, you don't have to do anything to hurt someone.

And i've got a new phone!! Like finally. The old phone was really breaking down. It was a little heart wrenching watching my old phone go, because, though i am not the very sentimental sort of person, there were some memories and stuff kept in e phone. But i guess, when it's time to go, you have to let it go. And i think now, which is a month later, everyone's prolly happy or happier. Makes what that had happened worthwhile.

alright. Back to work. i know. this is a totally random post.
And feb.march.april.is gonna be horrendous. i may disappear or go mia.
Well as for now, Chinese new year is coming! :)

shouldneverhavelookedyourway.

Friday, January 25, 2008

I watched as people fall from hero to zero,
Yet I didn't move, i stood transfixed as they took the plumage themselves.
Even as i know, they will never return to where they once stood, glorious and beautiful.
Haven talked to the old buddy bird for a while, who was prolly busy fending off the blacks in Chicago and honey-mooning in mexico. So we finally talked online today& finally he was no longer bemused by my surreptitious blog entries. But Bird alas, is still, well...erm bird.

Bird:" the pig at seoul garden, really can eat one ah?!"

The perfectly innocuous question. Hahahaha actually, i felt a little sorry for the ill fated pig. It was just in the wrong place at the wrong time. Almost as if its existence was a fatal mistake and shouldnt have happened. Maybe.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Before people starts hallucinating, no, i am not with x, y or z, i am not interested in A, B or C.
If there is anyone i should be interested in, then it will be M, who is in 4/5 of my classes. LOL
But yours truly here still intend to be carefree for a while longer. I am still a little jaded.And i have more important thing to do and think about right now. Like Design 2 =.=



And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows the way
The way I like to have my way
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Finally met the Baobei in school for lunch yesterday. So at the end of the day, it was concluded
1) We miss ACKSX and haven seen each other for a while.
2) last sem in NUS, but we wont miss school. Not that we are looking forward to job search n work life.
3) i was too rational when it comes to love and hence emotionless. Accepted and got over things so quickly that it got a little unbelievable, to myself and others.
I read this somewhere: Pain is inevitable. But misery is optional.
Thus, i opt out of misery.
I don't believe in being persistence . Being stubbornly persistence drives one to nowhere. most of the times.
I guess i am the weirdest person in e world.













































I foresee myself in an island in the future with a bevy of guys .Hahahha. Evil bro will be in an island nearby waiting for the love of his life. Jigsaw mum will be in the next island , surrounded by the remains of guys who have fallen prey to her machines and equipments. Some of them will be sent from my island.

They say, love is blind. Just ask 1stlala. Who got engaged to bigbear. LOL. And after marriage, he became, a CHANGED man. From Cool dude to Muthu Curry. Pic 1: Wedding photo.

















Pic 2: On his way to changing his image. For the sake of bigbear
















Pic 3: Muthu emerges. [and i know. lala is gg to kill us soon. ]
















You will never ever reach where i am

Sunday, January 20, 2008

for some weird reasons, i am sudddenly motivated to study and to do all the stuff i have been procrastinating. Serious stuff. Not that i have never been motivated to study. Honestly, there hasnt been a time when i am not sure of what i want.

In 20 years time, if i am not in Singapore, most prolly u can find me in Saudi, where Chem Engineers (those with 20 yrs of exp) earns 200USD an hour or 500,000 a year.

anyhow
Sleep. A new week ahead;)

Friday, January 18, 2008

Still slacking while i still can, since it's the 1st week of school.

Someone told me, there's alot of things you can discover on facebook. I couldnt agree with that someone, because i partly got enlightened through facebook. I didnt even have to do anything. All i clicked was" updated status". And then, my first thought when i read it was "ooh. Public announcement to me and the world ah."
Not exactly the best way to enlighten someone.

More random stuff:
Dont bother watching Cloverfield. It is the first show i ever watched that made me want to walk out of the cinema and ask for a ticket refund.

Not going to watch Australian open anymore.
ANDY RODDICK JUST GOT OUSTED! =(

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Today saw a three hour session of in e salon taming my hair. Unfortunately, it still looks the same. Or wait, maybe worse. Dont ask me why three hours then. AI wont bother taking a photo. Apologies for lack of photos. The only place i go to is school. Unless you all want to see the different varieties of guys i look at in lecture. Speaking of photos.Just for laughs.Dont say i dont share good stuff hor.
Seoul Garden has a latest addition. Chef's recommendation: Little pigs. First, you put them in the soup. Next you serve them on plate. Lastly, you share them with the evil brother. Not in graphics here. But jigsaw mum did a 360 degree turn of the head. Private joke. hah




















































Anyhow. This is what i learnt in class today: Use this to confuse people when you cant convince them: if i say "i am lying", then am i lying or not?"

The answer is totally irrelevant.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Yours truly here has progressed to another level.
Instead of being late, i missed my class.
It so happened that i marked the wrong time on my timetable, thinking my class is from 2-4 when it is frm 12-2. And so at 12pm, i was still watching tv at home, happily eating lunch. Until my bro and lala were on maple. And lala<--another blur king, thought the class was from 10-12. So, u can imagine the horror when i discovered class was from 12-2. And there i was, at 12.40pm, at home. So i had to run out of the house in a record of 5min with poei watching me in great amusement. NUS is just a cool 30-40min drive away from home.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

People come and go like seasons
Nope. The phone had to go i suppose. I will observe it for a few more days.
Sigh. Cherry"s cam survived the Des Moines River. But my phone couldnt take the Singapore rain.
So i try to do some salvaging of stuff in the phone. Here's what i tried to salvage:
Maple story!




















And so with time, you became someone who belonged to yesterday.
Which may not be a bad thing after all

Monday, January 14, 2008

and so the phone died. i think it was raining heavily and some water got in. Or wait. Did i drop it into the puddle of water. Dont ask me how.
Hopefully it can be revived. Not that i like my phone very much. Maybe it was time to go, just like other things.

So dont scold me if i haven been replying smses or calls.
ok greetings from NUS.


1st day was great.


1) i was late. Ok this is not new. I was late for all my first classes of the day last sem. Must turn over an new leaf. Right


2) i forgot my wallet. Had to hound lala for 10 mesos. And without my student card, i couldnt go anywhere. No com lab, no library. So the only reason why i am here in e com lab is cos i managed to charm a guy in opening the door for me. Right. I meant to say terrorise. Hide behind the door then when he approaches, grabs his hair and pushes him to the wall. Then force s him to hand over his matric card. RAWR.


3) my handphone is flat.


4) i didnt pack my bag. i have no notes. So am doing some damage control now, printing all my notes for the entire sem.


5) slept for 5 hours. School: 10am-8pm today. 6pm if i decide to go home instead. And the snooze button monster is back.

Respect.Like i say, don't expect me to show u any if u gave me none.
Many people question me how i feel towards tree trunks.
I am not the kind who bother looking at tree trunks and feeling something for them. Or maybe sympathy. If you get what i mean

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Nope, no pictorial illustration of tree trunk. Just go out of the road, tree trunks are everywhere.Hahaha.
Shopping spree today with mom. Just as i was getting over the festive mood of christmas, now i am into the joyous mood of chinese new year. I can't wait to start shopping for new year goodies.
And then on the way home, somehow the radio played 2 songs back to back that totally describe how i feel. Over You by Daughtry and Over it by Katherine Mcphee.

"Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you"

"And thats why Your eyes,I'm over it
Your smile, I'm over it
Hurt at first, a little bit, but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it"

Hee hee.

Sometimes parent never fail to say the weirdest stuff.
Mum: " You can't drive to work in the future"
Taptap:" ???"
Mum: "If you drive to work, you wont find a boyfriend, cos if you drive, they can't send you home"
Apparently, she wants me to bring a guy home by the end of the year. Hmmm..i was thinking of bringing a few. =P. Honestly, finding a boyfriend is not hard. It's about finding the right one. Of cos the idea of the right one is seriously overrated. It's often a matter of perspective and takes time to discover. And sometimes you get blinded by emotions that you think someone is the "right one" before you even discover more about the person. At the end of the day, there may not even be one.
I am still not afraid to fall in love crazily because somehow, i still get out of them easily. But I am not looking for one because i rather they come to me. I prefer the lure of being chased. Hahaha Ok roll your eyes at me everyone.
But freedom is good too, especially when i am standing at a crossroad, deciding my future and where i am heading. I can safely make my own plans and do what i want without having to worry about any emotional attachment.

Anyhow, hols coming to an end. Honestly, at Semester 8. I still have pre-School blues. The other day i even forgot to bid for one of my classes.But this hols, felt really long. Maybe because alot of stuff happened. But i am glad all the horrid things happened during holidays. But hols were still good. Eat, sleep, play. No worries.

This week. Was good. HAd the chance to meet up with some of my Rj classmates. Yours truly here is officially the retired and expired class rep.
And then finally met up with a few long lost primary school friends yesterday. Really glad to meet everyone though.

I guess
It's time to re-orientate and gear myself for school.


=X

Friday, January 11, 2008

Tree trunk by the way is a female

Some people have serious hallucination.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Ok geez. Sometimes i lapse into the dark side unknowingly.
Anyhow, i took down a post. So for all you who missed the tree trunk post. I dont know why i described the antagonist as a tree trunk. I swear the word just pop into my mind at that instance.

Now that i think about it, just because someone is mean to you doesnt imply you should be mean in return. Because its not like you are going to change things by being mean in return.
But i really like the term "enlightened" that evil bro coined. Truly enlightened after being blissfully unaware of ugly people and things. Each day, i learn something new.


Anyhow, was supposed to hit the gym with Poei and Lala today. Ended up with me and poei going on a wild hunt for Lala"s house in Hougang. Because lala was too busy looking for his twin sister. Anyhow we caught Body 19-some thai horror ghost show. For those who likes being intrigued throughout a show, watch it.

Friday=(

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

FOUND!

FOUND!!!!!



A PAIR OF LONG LOST TWINS. Discovered yesterday on facebook.
Affected party please contact Andy Lee as he eagerly wants to meet his other half.

























There is no need to thank Poei and Taptap.

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

AHH!! Amazing day.=D
My evil brother came from down KL for a visit.I was feeling damn excited yesterday and practically smiling to myself as i drove to meet him.[yea i know i sound like i am gonna meet a lover] I couldnt even wish that the day would passed by slower because before we know it, the day has gone by. It's been a while..but i still feel close to him. Sibling ties.Amazing. Haha.

Lunch cum dinner was at Seoul Garden- simply because they dont have it in KL. Anyway, I did a collage of us a year back, the night before i left ISU. And us a year later. Ha we still looked the same. Oli's tour of Singapore = Bugis, Sim Lim Square and Changi Airport. Mummy was there too. But i dont have a good pic of her. And all the pics and good stuff are in oli's camera. Good in a morbid sense. I have very exciting stuff which i will upload on FaceBook and tag them if i am feeling morbid. =X
But yea, i am gonna miss the evil bro and i will definitely drop him or Zee a visit if they do come back to KL!

Friday, January 04, 2008

Honestly, i Think i am writing too much stuff on my blog. Maybe to me i treat my blog as some sort of diary and writing makes me feel better.
I honestly dont know and dont care who reads my blog.
.

I think right now, i am really at peace and worry-free. (Well at least before school starts. ). Life is very simple now. Sleep alot, wake up, eat, play maple,go out. Simple but happy. I am quite amazed with myself this time round. I dont feel anything anymore and i am not deceiving anyone. I do feel very liberated, free of all the unnecessary worries. This is what i really appreciate. Happiness is often a matter of perspective.
I am just gonna relax and play for the next 1 week. ;)
Sorry to all those who have called me and heard a baby crying and screaming. That is my 24 year old baby brother and his teddies.
So ANYWAY here i am, doing the stupid bidding. Waiting for 5pm. Discussing with pple on MSN and phone. I feel like a stock broker. BIDDING SUX!! RAWR

Met Executive and Ah soh n John (Like FINALLY) today. Cafe CArtel SUX, so we moved to some Coffee Shop for beef noodle.
I will miss u both!!! Especially my Ah Soh Sista. Who is gg to the land of Ah Tiong. Take care and will miss u loads! *muacks*

Thursday, January 03, 2008

Ok I AM TAKING a break from all the stress and helplessness of bidding for classes.
met up with ACKSX minus S. (We miss u sharon babe)
Sentosa. Missed the sun though. But nice time chilling(literally too) and bitching.
And sharon! Loved the way u reacted. TRue Friends! Muacks
Then met aloy for dinner. Sorry to make u wait so long. Heres what happened :

Crys:" Ok Kai Ling, turn right on the next traffic light"
[ Kai Ling proceeds to do a left turn.]

Other Quotes of the Day.
Xh:" if i am a bitch, then i am the nicest bitch of them all"
(true. Xh is harmless. anyway. the word to use now is slut. not bitch. hahaha)

Crys (on her assets) :" huh, must i wear a bikini? My boobs will be spilling out"
[don't need to ask her cup size. and no, no visual image will be provided]
Anyhow.
Photos. Just a few.It's been long. Past few days were spent on FYP and out with Poei. Yesterday, he taught me how to play pool. And then at night, we had fun defaming someone in maple. Anyhow, Yea i carefully choose e photos so that there are no indecent exposure of us in bikini. I dont have much assets to show anyway. haha


Tuesday, January 01, 2008

And so,
GoodBye 2007
Goodbye to you, goodbye to people and everything that belonged to 2007, goodbye to tears and laughter that belonged to the yester-year.

Hello 2008.