Friday, December 31, 2004

yeah 2005
it feels fast..that a yr has gone by..
well... went out wif my uni class yesterday..surprisingly..i guess i was bored stoning wif e wall n having a headache abt which module to take
went to marina fer steamboat.. act..i dun like marina..cos its freaking hot n troublesome cos u gotta cook urself.. and marina is so out of e way..but i guess e company was ok la...
and den we went ktv.. haha until 3..so had to stay over at my frend's hostel... i am still waiting fer my dad to come home to scold or chop mi up..haa cos he doesnt like mi staying out late or staying over..for those usual reasons... din realli want to stay...cos singing is reaali not my interest..but felt abit guilty being a oarty pooper also... haiz.. haa yeah ktv was quite funny.... my classmate did this fuuny rendition of huan zhu ge ge.. haha its freaking funny.. and generation gap btw e gals n e guys also la..its like all those supposeldy tragic depressing love songs they did sounded happy fer some weird reason.. and i seriously have never heard of all those songs in my entire life...and ya..1st time i went fer countdown where ppple reallli countdown together..but its juz not my kind of things.. i dunno... i dun like parties..crowds,pple being in crazy party mood etc... i juz cant get into e party or joyous mood that everyone ard mi is feeling..pple always ask mi wats wrong wif going clubbing ,drinking etc..i can t realli explain y.. i juz dun like it..for e same reason more or less.. even though i haf nvr been there b4.. i guess i m a boring person...or rather there are juz some reasons or other that make mi unable to feel truly happy despite a new year..watever..

realli sad..hols is ending..



Thursday, December 30, 2004

happy new yr
i m embracing this new yr wif nothing but dread..

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

spend my whole day reading yest... abt some guy who died..quite a touching bk abt family.. kailing dun juz read morbid stories u know.. although i do feel like reading some morbid killer story right now bcos i feel so irritated...

i hate making decisions... i realli hate it... bcos i know..watever decisions i made..ultimately i will still rgret it... which is why i hate choosing modules... shd i TAKE FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING OR MARKETING!!!?? bleah

zara sales today..but no..kailing is gonna stay at home n think abt her modules..n when she still cant make ani decisions, she will go bang her head..sounds drastic..haha its realli quite irritating la


Tuesday, December 28, 2004

i hate it whenever e yr comes to am end.. bcos it means...hols are ending n sch is starting.. it doesnt help that i hacve to start bidding fer modules................ headache... disgusted... bleah
yeah toking abt sch starting.. haiz... why do hols pass so fast... i usually spend e last few days of hols mourning over e loss of the hols... sigh.....so i guess i better stay at home to mourn over the start of a new sem..niway i am broke la..blame it on e mango sale......... so stay at home bexst..wun spend $$$$..but crys aloy n sharon n xh.lets meet up one last time b4 sch starts.... we can go canoeing bowling ktv or juz stone... hahaha i shall go dig up my remaining savings...
and my ah soh gang.. we still haven meet up at all!! hope to meet up..

heh bird received yer present..thanks!! kailing the great is gonna send u another card...

and shuling if u read this..thanks fer e flower

shall go n stone n stone n stone n stone

Monday, December 27, 2004

cant slp............. bleah... gb dun work bcos if my lousy wireless connection.. reading books dun help cos it juz dun........ stoning doesnt help..

Sunday, December 26, 2004

went ikea today... i realli cannot stand it when ur parents are beside u when u are driving.. its like.. "why haven on signal".. "why u dun stick to center lane"...blah blah blah
aniway.. wedding dinner..things get both awkward n funny when e mistress meets the wife in e toilet..
the mistress :"Hi" ( in an almost too causual tone)
wife:"hi" (abit forced), hows things( i wonder if she meant.."things btw MY husband n u" or wat?)
mistress:" ok..not bad.."

kailing:(smiles secretly)

Friday, December 24, 2004

very sleeepppy..... reached home at 1245 am today n yup almost got killed by my parents...but too lazy to talk back.. its all e so called vanilla vodka 's fault la.. which was horrrible.. and its like kailing cannot drink one la.. so she onli drank liess them 1cm of it n den her whole face turened quite red n everyone thot she was drunk la... no choice la.. its like 10 percent alcohol she will also turn red one la..let alone 40 percent.. aniway had lotsa fun playing tennis.. although still very noobish.. but at least i got a good workout.. n e mixed doubles was realli funny.. esp when we started "communicating"..but played until my whole legs got blister.. lousy addidas sneakers... had to limp home.. n it din help that i had to run to catch e last bus today... walking alone e street at night is realli quite scary.. n i dun dare to drive cos i m a road idiot.. i m totally clueless abt roads

i m so gonna get fat though.. had some buffet yest at some hotel to celebrate my cousin bdae.. today ate alot at jervis's party.. tmr going out to eat wif my mum..sunday got wedding dinner... sigh


Wednesday, December 22, 2004

haa ok after ransacking the room 4 times.. i finally found that cable.. yeah uploaded e pics liao

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

hee fun day today.. went to celebrate our dear crys n my veri belated bdae.. haha ktv was fun wif u all!! for once kailing sang quite a bit, albeit the fact that i think our dear crys aloy n sharon must have been cringing in pain when she was singing.. haha and i think our crys is addicted to ktv liao.. haha she was singing so happily there..
haha den we went to botanic garden for a "picnic"..haha wa lau we forgot to kill that swensen's dumb waitress.. its like we bought an ice cream cake n asked fer a plastic knife n she stupidly tell us that the ice cream was veri hard n that even metal knife wun work.. and that we need stainless steel knife.. ya sound freaking nonsensical doesnt it.. and when we opened the ice cream cake..it was like normal ice cream wat..could even scoop wif a PLASTIC spoon... bleah...niway the ice cream cake was good.!! ex but good!! haha mi n crys juz keep eating n eating.. ya i know i was suppose to be on a diet.. but ice cream cake too good to resist la..

haa n den we had an exciting experience wif hair extension..its all aloy's fault la.. he says he wanta try ma.. so mi n crys how nice to accompany him.. so ya.. we all got an hair extension.. if u dunno wats dat..wait till u see mi...i got a purple one.. crys n aloy got blue ones..n den we went to marche fer dinner n met xh.. haha marche.. nice food!!! we hogged the table for so long that the waitress keeps coming to clear the plates.. oh n we saw mr sam chng pi leong.. so poor thing that guy.. came to meet us and now he owe sharon n crys pressents...

haha oh den we went to OG.. to try on clothes.. haha old grandpa's grandma's clothes.. realli hilarious man.. its realli the ultimate kind of clothing u wouldnt be caught dead in.. haha but very funny!! luckily all the salesgal der veri slack n dun even care.. haha

yeah enjoyed myself today, although its another grow fat day cos i keep eating n eating

thanks aloy fer e forever friends bear.. must praise u abit.. haha yeah i m veri touched..cos the bear is so cute!! n the fact u actualli wrap the present so nicely(u sure not ur mum wrap one?) haha, though destructive sharon strikes again n destroyed it.. haha n thanks fer e xmas card too!! considering the fact that aloy always saes his handwriting is ugly.. him giving a xmas card is a rare event..trust mi la.. ur handwriting is as "good" as mine

yup thanks crys too!! fer e earring and card that u made!!! the card is realli cool!! n the earring..hehe i know u like it.. nxt time i share wif u la.. u half i half.. hahahah

thnks xh! fer the roxy pencil case..cos i realli needed n pencil case.. not that i am looking forward to sch.. i am mot n will never be.. haa yea VERI nice pencil case..veri pinkish=)

did i forget to thanks anione?? haha ooh thats all rite

jokin la.. wun dare to forget sharon lo.. forget to take tomato sauce fer u onli want to chop mi up liao.. haha
yeah thanks fer that cool candle thingy u madew urslef in new zealand.. see crys it shows that she is still thinking of us while holidaying in new zealand..=P n i got the nicer one...lalallala ok la i know u like the pink nalgene bottle i gave crys.. nxt time la.. i will get realli good stuff fer u all man!!!

trying to find that digi cam wire to upload the photos.. the room has been ransacked twice n still no sign of it.. sighhhhhhhhh

Saturday, December 18, 2004

bleah.. i feel fat....... ate pasta...at some pasta place called L'Emozione at milenia walk... den went to esplanade to eat mrs fields..den haagen dazz.. we had 9 pple wolfing down one bowl of ice cream.. ha and den i came home n my mum made mi eat some more supper.. how not to gain weight? i better go on diet fer e nxt 3 days.. aniway.. thanks to all those who came today to celebrate my belated bdae.. haha..special thanks to rence n daryl n seng chiew fer e piggy.. n yj fer e bracelet..

bumped intp my sec sch class at e esplanade... haha was supposed to go class outing wif them also.. and almost got "killed" when they saw mi.. haha morale of the story: nvr go to the esplanade.. haa jking.. but i realli had to go to hunt fer a bed in e afternoon.. thats y nvr go ma...

and.. bird.. i haven send ur card.. i thot send card veri fast one ma.. hehehe BUT dun worry.. yj's card is on the way!!

yay sharon.. i finally can read ur blog w/out having pops up all over the screen.. =) haha yeah excited abt our "outing" nxt tue.. haa ktv... and ALOY U MUST PERFORM ok.. u promised mi a live singing as my bdae present.. haha n i am also hoping U do a duet wif sharon.. hahaha.. n watch out! sharon is bringing us to Botanic garden for a picnic.. but i think..secretly she juz want to TERRORISE the flowers there.. tsktsk..*shakes head*
haa sharon always has all these exotic ideas..




Friday, December 17, 2004

sigh
i feel stupid
typed sthg wrongly on neopets and lost 40000
urgh
i m so not gonna play the game
it brings back bad memories

Thursday, December 16, 2004

me
You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy
at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a
talent for many things (sports, music, art).
You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy
the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how
pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just
can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
and speak out when you have more to say. Don't
hide behind your books and sports and computer,
get out there and get noticed. You also have
deep desires in life and feel vunerable and
alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What
helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
can't say to people, is through my writting.
Maybe you should try.

What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
brought to you by No comments:
Why Ktv bores kailing sometimes
1) she cant sing
2) she doesnt sing
3) she doesnt know almost all e chinese songs there
4) listening to pple sing is boring..realli.. i m sorri..but it is

and its ex.. if i wanted to sing..i can sing at home rite.. hahaha n so kailing cunningly sneak off during a karaoke session to shop..

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

oh happy birthday to myself.. i realised that i m 19 finally..i keep thinking i am still 18.. and i think i will still continue to think that i m 18.. haha yeah a big thanks to all those who remembered my bdae n bothered to wish me..=).. oh ya must praise the samuel BIRD..THANKS fer calling mi frm US.. yeah i dun want to say this..but i think 38 min of talking on the phone frm US shd be quite ex rite? haha i pity my rival though.. who is sharing e phone bill.. ya speaking of my rival..tsktsk.. ask him to stop SMOKING la.. or is the bird secretly smoking too.. hahaha..niway remember hor.. nxt june or is it july u come back, i EXPECT to see a gal wif u.. inidan, korean, african, caucasians i dun care!!! hahaha
no.. i din celebrate my bdae.. all thanks to pulau ubin yesterday.. whole body aching today..haha no i m not complaining.. bdae isnt that important aniway.. but i think my most memorable bdae was in perth.. i cant rememeber how old..( i can nvr remember my age).. ya i tink was on a swimming trip.. kinda had a surprise celebration.. n got thrown into the pool.. haha
aniway i have decided to exercise more..haha..

Monday, December 13, 2004

pulau ubin today wif my class.. 1st time going there n taking a ferry... mixed feelings abt e trip.. as in i am not exactly a nature-loving person actualli..as in i like llooking at nice scenery but eh not forest, mangrove swamps ..so honestly speaking the chek jawa thing or watever its called where u go n loook at stuff like crabs, star fish etc actualli bores mi..though quite fascinating.. and ya i m officially dead.. blisters on my leg.. cycled for like frm 12 to 6.. can die... its was realli horrible.. swimming training nvr felt this bad.. even kang's 400 m fly set isnt that bad..even ricky's broken swim was better.. as least u feel tired but great.. cycling is not my thing.. haha the morale of the story is.. nvr go cycling wif guys.. their idea of a leisure n relaxing n slow paced ride is actualli a farce.. they PROMISED a leisure relaxing ride but it ended up wif u cycling up the slope until realli can die...den u haf to come down n push the bike..den theere is this freaking rain thats keeps following us.. somehow.. and den poor kailing is always lagging behind(obviously..i m WEAK)..ok la at least the guys were quite nice to wait fer poor kailing n offer their help to push e bike up the slope..but i could see that they were half dead also la.. hahaha nxt time i shall choose a place where i KNOW the way..so that halfway i can juz sneak offf myself to go back home.. haha
niway pulau ubin dun realli haf interesting stuff leh.. the scenery quite ok la.. but the cycling is BAD!!!
AND my favourite addias shoes is gone.. after having mud plus sand plus water on it... its the end alreadi.. sigh
but it is definitely MEMORABLE cos i am so not going back to pulau ubin again... haha joking la.. the "expedition" was quite entertaining actualli la.. hahaha and aniway need to go to pulau ubin at least once ma.. if not like very country bumpkin like that..

oh and as usual..kailing plays lightbulb again...sigh...

sigh n i m gonna spend a beautiful tue resting at home... dun think i will be able to get out of the bed tomorrow... think i will just want to lay in bed forever..but hopefully i have lost some weight.. although i DOUBT so since i had a plate of oily fried rice fer lunch.. ok din finish.. n a plate of oily nasi lemak..the so called veri famous nasi lemak in changi village..

Sunday, December 12, 2004

haiz completed theme hospital..ended up one week of hibernation in the virtual world..bleah nothing fun to play liao.. i better go dig up some old games tmr to play.. haha yeah i like wasting my time n life like this.. haa niway s'pore is too boring... its always orchard ,city hall, bugis....sian man...... haha

Friday, December 10, 2004

yeah record 12 hrs wif my computer
i feel like i m wasting my life.. haha

aniway
parents ARE cunning
so i was wif my dad..
and den he asked casually.. "so do u have a boyfriend.."
seriously i dunno how to answer him.. hahaha
if i say yes.. den its the end la.. i foresee two hours of lectures
if i say no.. ya i m sure he will believe mi.. haha its realli quite funny



time realli pass by veri fast when u r busy.. haha busy wif computer games
i cant believe i juz spend 5hr sytraight at the computer.. n guess wat i m playing.. theme hospital..its realli brainless.. haha

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

haa went on a "hot date" wif yj today to watch incredibles.. haa the show realli funny.. n cute
den met up wif the rest of e class to eat.. haa rence is terrible la.. he juz went to crystal jade n ticked one of every dish.. onli he din realise that he ordered all the pork dishes.. so we had a dinner of pork baos.. theres the small xiao long baos n basically everything is the same thing wif the same filling.. onli different shape n sizez n designs.. haha den went to jervis's house.. haa the first time i squeezed into a car wif 7 people.. haha i pity the car though.. i think jervis mum probably got a shock when she saw so many of us popping out of the car..
quite a fun day.. i realli miss everyone la... somehow i still prefer this ex class den my present class.. no offence.. hahahahhaha

Monday, December 06, 2004

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home and I walk alone I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone

a song from green day.. sounds pretty nice.. haha
one week's gone
sigh

Sunday, December 05, 2004

yup my parents juz have to complain abt everything
one moment he is toking abt my room den e nxt he complains my hair is too long
my mum too.. now she thinks i m getting fat
parents.. sigh
bleah went for facial today..quite shiok..
sigh dam depress abt my driving.. my dad keeps scolding mi when i m driving..
den went wif ikea wif my mum to buy a computer table.. haa den met up wif my long lost buddy shiwei.l.who is serioulsy love sick cos his dear is in australia.. haa shiwei driving is quite pro liao n he knows his way well enuf to send mi home.. haha yeah buddy dun worry friday will be here soon.,=P .
i need to learn how to drive.. i need to buck up..damn

Saturday, December 04, 2004

feeling dam depress n dam dumb.. bcos i cant seem to drive properly or even park... haiz............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

Friday, December 03, 2004

haa happy birthday rongren..thanks fer yer party.. haa
actualli i think if i wouldn't celebrate my 21st bdae.. bdae aint that important to mi i guess.. haa haa
die alreadi.. going ktv later.. i hope when i sing they dun cringe too much.. hahahaha
ok la gtg liao........

Thursday, December 02, 2004

haa met up wif crys n xiuhui today... and orchard is realli so small dat u keep seeing yer frineds around..bumped into this uni frend of mine who bought mi to zara and frm then on its e same old story.. yeah aniway.. ya our dear xh n crys were busy looking fer xmas present fer their dears.. ahah see thats thet good pt of being single.. u dun nneed to spend on bf..so i can spend on myself.. hahah yeah suppose to go ktv today but dunno wat happened also.. haa but nvm shoopping's quite fun also..so long nvr go to town... not much has changed though.. and den i met up wif my mum to eat some steamboat.. veri nice leh.. which i forgot to say..my mum thinks i m in depression..it started frm e exam period.. i think one day i was studying until quite tired la..so my eyes were like veri tired n den she walked into e room n thought i was tearing owing to stress..n frm den on she thinks i m in depression... and no i must say i m NOT depress or anithing..i wldnt cry studying lo.. ha ya but its still quite funnyy..
aniway recently i bet u all have seen a tremendous impreovement in my sms speedd... hahhaa kailing used to be the sms god wif lighting speed of smsing lo.. haa haa just joking la...
haa and sharon i manged to read yer blog after having to read thru all those funny funny pops up.. hey hope everything's ok btw u n mc... dun be too depressed k.. cheer up=)..going new zealand soon rite.. have fun gal..
hhaa aloy..going msia rite... dun get caught smuggling bubble gum lo..like one of my bro dumb frend.. haha yeah enjoy yerself.. i know all abt yer gigimonmon liao.. haha
and dam i realise that the stupid hols is so short.. haiz sian la... there dun seem to be anihting to look forward to lo....bleah
my room is still in a mess... haha but who cares.. kailing luv a messy room