Friday, December 30, 2005

shoppping spreeeeeeeee today
mayb i shd shop wif frends instead
at least they can stop me from buying stuffs
today seems to b the day in which everything i try seems to suit me.
so.................poof.the money is gone....
and it din help that every shops seem to b having sales...bleah

hmm...
y is it.guys enjoy reading FHM,maxim etc
but gals dun read men's health etc
or do they? haha

Thursday, December 29, 2005

i m starting to feel the gloom of hols coming to an end
just the thought of it makes mi unhappy=(


aniway
nice day today
someone flew his 1st kite of his life
walked prob 2.4km...legs aching now.haha

i quite like this hols...too bad its ending
i will miss
hanging out wif the acksx... i miss all of u

the ah soh of cos. will b long b4 we meet up again

and i will miss
playing maple wif my bro n lala n my classmates
sob.............

just the thought of it
makes mi sad=(
sigh
hols coming ot an end
so much stuufs to do......so little time
i m torn btw gg out n playing games.sob.boo.boo.hate sch.dowan sch.bleah

went ktv wif bro. we rawk. ha.no we sux. we cannot make it.haha.
and had a GHASTLY dinner.cooked by bro.....EWWWWWWW!!hahaha u know things dun look gd when u see carrot appearing in all e dishes.well e soup has carrot. the veggie has carrot.the FISH has carrot.

=P

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

lazy to blog
a horribly bad day
the NUS staffs are all so unfriendly
bleah!

niway. went market today. felt a little out of place

n

i hate it when i m nice to pple n they r mean

my new yr resolution
1) study mugg study
2)be nicer to all my friends n love ones
3)lets keep it as that fer the time being

Sunday, December 25, 2005

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xmas eve..spent wif the ah soh gang who wanted to experience the joyous spirit of chritmas
lets see
we went to hooters. haha yes the place i tink aloy will like.
was quite an exciting outing. n doing some catching up with all the ah sohs.ah sohs all getting more n more funky. i tink i shd b the ah soh instead. haha
haha oh n i got stopped by a policeman while driving
hah!! no la. evrey other cars were stopped. they wanted to test if pple drank n drove. of cos. kailing din. she drank fruit juice. haha. but exciting. and weiyi could still tell me" hey the policeman quite gd looking"

things kl will NVR enjoy doing
1)taking photos. i look ghastly. y do i need to take more photos to prove to myself that. haha
2)clubbing. just dun appeal to me. hah i still haven stepped into any of such places yet. not intending to. n henceforth. i will nvr be fond of guys who club.
3) drinking. thou shall nvr touch any alcohlic drinks . i dun care. i just dun drink. i can't drink aniway. i love my fruity hooty fruit juice more can.haha
4)now u see. y nightlife doesnt suit kl. i feel like a bad kid just staying out late. see. boring kl rite. the activity i tink i enjoy most.is sitting n stoning. and oh ya how can i forget. reading newspaper. reading the same few articles over n over.


and sharon. i know u are stalking me. hahaha

Saturday, December 24, 2005

there r justtoo many a times i lament at my own indecisiveness n lack of firmness
dat i alwasy get caught in situation in which i can't seem to find a way out




aniway
its e festive season

merry christmas=0)

Friday, December 23, 2005

HappY BirD-DAY saMUEL

I JUST REMEMBERED uR BDAY TODAY AND HENCEFORTH I M REALLI SORRY to proclaim that i din send u any cards or gift!!! arrgh... but i promise when u return to singapore, ur bird gift willl be awaiting u
haha

Thursday, December 22, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL!!!!
I LOVE YOU! hah
welcome to the big 2 club!!! did u think u could escape? hahaha
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out with the girls for shopping yesterday

sharon-hope yer hot date today was great

yea..time to pick ourselves up

results was ok...was a big relief
at least i can celebrate xmas n new yr in peace...

now i just wanna enjoy the remaining hols!!its ending=(

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

these days i tink i haf sign in to msn less than my usual amount. yea..actually i dun particularly enjoy talking on msn.its hard to get an idea across sumtimes. maybe i shd blame it on my poor langauge skills. and there dun seem to pple i haf to tok to.
ever wonder y pple get into a relationship for? i seriously haf no idea. i tink one can b equally happy single or attached..
n its high time i start my hibernation again.. bears hibernate.so does kailing.

n oh ya. blogging is getting boring too.bleah.
excting trip to msia with shiwei jervis n yj
watched chronicles of narnia. i tink we can have the chronicles of johor already.
we kinda explored the place.walked an awful lot. took alot of cab too.thanks to a sabo kia.hah.hmm actualli the sight of the city of johor was a refreshing change of environment.. but i tink i just dun feel comfortable there.. yea i still prefer good old singapore. haha and somehow it seems pple can recognise u a a singaporean straight away.well just take a walk thur the shops selling vcds.somehow they will know u r a foreigner.and the way of queuing for toilet is also different...haha but movie there is realli cheap.yup so is the food. had a nice dinner of oatmeal with rice. haha it was suppose to be seafood dinner with clayfish,stingray n stuffs but i think the oatmeal appealed to me most.hahaha

fun is over..d day is here. boo hoo hoo guess i will rather not ponder too much....sighz.....

Friday, December 16, 2005

It was a windy aevening.


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Image hosted by Photobucket.comxh:huh? y all their kite fly so high. mine only like that???????
Image hosted by Photobucket.comhaha cos i am sharon ma.i can fly a kite.hah!
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Image hosted by Photobucket.com xh is secretly smiling if u observe carefully.haImage hosted by Photobucket.comnow she got her retribution.she had to go n pick up her kite.hah!

Image hosted by Photobucket.comi dunno wat was i doing.collapse in fatigue
Image hosted by Photobucket.comsharon decided. maybe we could tie the string onto her. n she could be the kite.so that we could fly her.(actually. wat happened was. the string got entangled to her hair)
Image hosted by Photobucket.comhaving her evil plot tharwted bcos our kites resume their activities,she spent her evening.winding n rewinding the string.

Thursday, December 15, 2005

i went kite flying today
haha dun laugh. it was actualli pretty fun. i luv flying kites. 1st time to fly kite. i m so proud of the monkey kite. haha.
oh n bowling was well..haa strenous..why all the balls so heavy one huh.haa
been gg out wif u guys so often. but i still enjoyed all the outings=)
cant join u guys tonight to sleep over.. but guess u all wil haf fun toking=P

ok i need to lose weight
dun ask mi why

haiz Dday is not too far away
i went kite flying today
haha dun laugh. it was actualli pretty fun. i luv flying kites. 1st time to fly kite. i m so proud of the monkey kite. haha.
been gg out wif u guys so often. but i still enjoyed all the outings=)
cant join u guys tonight to sleep over.. but guess u all wil haf fun toking=P

ok i need to lose weight
dun ask mi why

haiz Dday is not too far away

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

happy birthday kailing.
sian. 20 alr. the big 2. soon. the big 3. ugh. when that time come. i will go tibet to stone in the sanctuary.
niway.
heh was nice seeing u again....i tink we r both pretty weird.

aniway.. thnaks to all those who remmebered my bday!=)

and. guess who i met today
SHARON TEO SHIOK HUI. haha miss babe is stalking me. hahaha..hope u guys had fun today.. well shaorn..i think u freak him out again. haha
cant wait to see u all again tmr=P . i wanna see crys eat. haha.


ripped this frm sharon blog. i hate taking photo bcos i dun look gd in them.esp nxt to a photogenic person. haven post the photos at sleepover cos my internet connection in my rm is realli bad... wait a while more !






do i look sad.....y do so many pple tell me that.haha mayb i m. so if i am sad. i cant realli say it doesnt matter animore right. haha
WELL.i look sad in photos.cos i hate braces. realli.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

i hate sun!
in sentosa, pple suntan. i shadetan. i look fer shade to hide.having done biology. i dun love e sun animore. not that i did.
but i figure i cld do with a weeny bit of sun.a teeny bit is healthy.i look kinda pale.

m realli tired......... sigh......
i think time is passing by a tad too fast
mayb when u r occupied.u dun think so much of unhappy n gloomy stuffs. n maybe time pass by faster.

anyway
bought a bdae present fer myself today that cost 30 bucks...
these days...i think i spent more on friends den on myself..... presents this month alone cost 100 plus.

Monday, December 12, 2005

in a horrible mood.........
i din want to think abt stuffs anymore........but while waiting to get some stuffs done today
i filled myself with the same old thoughts again
and i am confused all over again
i have no idea wat lies ahead anymore
am i just testing my threshold level
maybe..i feel i m ready to snap soon
i think little stuffs acccumulate slowly until theres a point of no return
is it disappointment i m feeling right now?.. that things wasnt the way i wanted..or was it sthg else
close friends will probably knows wat i m talking abt......its hard making a decision....



had some pretty bad dreams yesterday..thanks to the descent... i dreamt i dropped into some hole.. i m claustrophobic i think......
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Sunday, December 11, 2005

i feel extremely guilty. cos i was supposed to organise the class party n in e end..shiwei did everything. i did not even bring any food.boo hoo hoo...
aniway.thanks shiwei.for all the effort.yj n e rest fer the bday cake=)..din expect it.

aniway.....a veri terrifying experience tpday
i got lost. u know things r not looking gd when u end up at an unknown place n unknown road wif no cars at 12 am. yes laugh at me. but fer 15 min i panicked. u see. i was supoose to exit at PIE changi airport. so being kailing, i missed it n exit at PIE jurong. for those who drive. u know. how sad this is.n den the nxt nearest exit was i some funny road which i cant even rem the name. so fer 15 min. i drove ard in e dark not knowing where i was. scary la. n den images of the movie saw2 i had watched began to appear in my mind. hahaha.. so dun ask mi how i got home. i must thank the road sign in singapore. easy to follow. haha. btw. i cant use a street directory. all i remebered. was. ending up at goldhill road. i dunno where it is. haiz...
watched e descent today
ok. everyone..STOP bringing mi to watch gory show. haha i pretty much covered my eyes wif my water bottle this time round......=(
hai...this hols is like half gone.....boo hoo.. i m actualli enjoying myself

Saturday, December 10, 2005

tired
i hate the feeeling of sleeping veri little.sleepovers are fun. but the feeling nxt morning is not
am dead broke too

xmas present:$50
dinner at petals:$26..haha it was weird to watch the 5 of us
pool:$5
ktv:$7
drinks:$10
total:100?
i m gonna rob a bank soon.haha
enjoyed myself though..thanks fer all the pressies=) and most importantly, the company..
1 person i must "praise"
CRYSTAL goh
well..why ah
1) she makes me walk alot.
2)she brings me to new urban male to check out guys.ya not bad.i must say
3)crys dear, i sense a sore throat coming. haha
4) no la. crys. thanks fer e free food n lodging. haha
5)for toking till 5am despite a sore throat..croak.brave!
of cos not forgetting the rest... xh n her xmas song n maggie mee hairstyle.. sharon..fer providing the laughter n fun always... haha. and aloy. fer just being there. dun get to see u ard much these days.love yer dance. haa


so aniway......photos wun b up so soon....................haaa

niway...... i almost fainted on e train yesterday. haha dun ask mi why. secret btw mi n the acksx.which got them freaked out.my bad though...i was a naughty gal. haa haa...ok la not funny.. i was apalled too.and aloy i wun write abt ur embarrasing act too....

class party tmr.... no need bring food. shiwei e chef cooking. kailing is doing nothing but sitting n watch .yay!looking forward to seeing evreyone

haiz...this hols is so short

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

the dam game is down fer the whole of today!!
hadnt realli been in e mood to blog
i dunno y...... it feels funny blogging abt myself. wat i did fer e day... as if i m reporting to myself wat i did..

i pretty much fill myself wif e same thoughts again....
toking to frends seem to haf make things worse
in e sense that they brought me back to reality
i haf been finding excuses for stuffs to make myself feel better
argh...........................................................i feel screwed up
help!!


but i dun wanta think so much
xmas coming!
does xmas hold ani special meaning?
no it doesnt...not to me


haiz.....................................................................
sian
exams over already....haiz.. hols...nutting much to look forward to
except maybe catching up on my sleep... to try to look less of a zombie... and maybe to resume a less fast paced life...exam period was like fighting with books and time. at least now. i can eat my dinner slowly and watch tv... den maybe play some games. though i broke the disc of my favourite game today.
haha. & i haf gained 2 kg!~ the pants now feel tight! gasp!

so i went to TRIM my hair today
a yr after having a disaster haircut at kimage, where this auntie snip off my hair as if she was on a rampage, the horror lives on as my hair still remains like wat is so called the ruins of a battlefield ..well its a long story. i hate u auntie. i hate u.
well. and i think hair dresser enjoys talking to me. my previous few visits to the salon ended up in chat sessions. so they tell me stuffs like how they dropout of sch, take up hairdressing, and how they like it. and telling me stufff like cherish the time of studying and school because it is still better den work.. i dunno..... maybe when i start work one day. i will reminisce abt sch. but chem eng. i dunno. half way thru the course onli i feel so mentally strained and tired....... i feel like i haf aged...... i dun feel like its something i will want to look back to......

den i was watching sea games... still enjoy watching swimming. but i think i found joy in gymnastic instead.so many chio bu. i think i recognise this gal from nus. chio! and den whenever u watch sports on tv. sure got some got those with the "suay" look. u know they are gonna fall off the beam the moment u see the face. hahaha

ok hols.but i m still at this dam sian mood... dun even feel like shopping or doing anything. the aftermath of weeks of mugging.. i m just gonna hibernate n waste my life away again.........oh well its just on month

haIZzzzzzzzzz

Thursday, December 01, 2005

suffocating frm the amt of stuffs to be done
ailenated from the world

crappy lab today
had my embarassing moment again
so it was filtration time
n i ws supposed to collect some slurry
den the tap was tight.after attempting to turn it fer quite some time. n den i lamented. 'aiyo.cannot turn.no strength". so the demonstrator heard me. n offered to help. but it was a rather embarrasing moment. cos after that. this other girl. who is much smaller size than me. turned it effortlessly. and after that. throughtout the whole demonstration. the demonstrator kept laughing at me.
so these days even as i try not to think abt the fact that sch is starting in ONE weeks' time, it appears that it is hard to do so
even as i decide to go shopping, fate has it that i meet NUS people
today,for example, i met ghost girl.ya if u haf forgotten her, she's e one who wears a white drapping dress n walk up n down the aisle of the lecture theatre
no she dun recognise me.duh.but the sight of her seems to send me an invisble msg "HEy ITS ME GHOST GIRL.U ARE GONNA SEE ME IN NUS IN A WEEK TIME"

and den today i realise y some people get hacked to death
u see
my mum n i was waiting fer the bus at the interchange
u know how sumtimes u dun join the queue but just wait at the side when the bus comes
so we waited at the side fer the pple in e queue to get up
n one FAT kingkong guy who looks fugly thought my mum was trying to cut queue
so he yelled"oi queue up lar"
u see. if i were some gangster ah beng or frm the tua pek gong society
he probably wld haf been hacked to death by now

these days
i seem to have abandon the world for my games
let me stay away from reality.....=(
spent new yr wif the ACKSX minus xiuhui at east coast


i m embracing the new yr with dread as usual
mayb bcos i m pessimistic
but also
new year=new semester
lazy to blog
a horribly bad day
the NUS staffs are all so unfriendly
bleah!

niway. went market today. felt a little out of place

n

i hate it when i m nice to pple n they r mean

my new yr resolution
1) study mugg study
2)be nicer to all my friends n love ones
3)lets keep it as that fer the time being
veri lazy to blog
i haf tons of sch stuufs to settle..ho ho ho
xmas eve..spent wif the ah soh gang who wanted to experience the joyous spirit of chritmas
lets see
we went to hooters. haha yes the place i tink aloy will like.
was quite an exciting outing. n doing some catching up with all the ah sohs.ah sohs all getting more n more funky. i tink i shd b the ah soh instead. haha
haha oh n i got stopped by a policeman while driving
hah!! no la. evrey other cars were stopped. they wanted to test if pple drank n drove. of cos. kailing din. she drank fruit juice. haha. but exciting. and weiyi could still tell me" hey the policeman quite gd looking"

things kl will NVR enjoy doing
1)taking photos. i look ghastly. y do i need to take more photos to prove to myself that. haha
2)clubbing. just dun appeal to me. hah i still haven stepped into any of such places yet. not intending to. n henceforth. i will nvr be fond of guys who club.
3) drinking. thou shall nvr touch any alcohlic drinks . i dun care. i just dun drink. i can't drink aniway. i love my fruity hooty fruit juice more can.haha
4)now u see. y nightlife doesnt suit kl. i feel like a bad kid just staying out late. see. boring kl rite. the activity i tink i enjoy most.is sitting n stoning. and oh ya how can i forget. reading newspaper. reading the same few articles over n over.


and sharon. i know u are stalking me. hahaha
veri lazy to blog
i haf tons of sch stuufs to settle..ho ho ho
xmas eve..spent wif the ah soh gang who wanted to experience the joyous spirit of chritmas
lets see
we went to hooters. haha yes the place i tink aloy will like.
was quite an exciting outing. n doing some catching up with all the ah sohs.ah sohs all getting more n more funky. i tink i shd b the ah soh instead. haha
haha oh n i got stopped by a policeman while driving
hah!! no la. evrey other cars were stopped. they wanted to test if pple drank n drove. of cos. kailing din. she drank fruit juice. haha. but exciting. and weiyi could still tell me" hey the policeman quite gd looking"

things kl will NVR enjoy doing
1)taking photos. i look ghastly. y do i need to take more photos to prove to myself that. haha
2)clubbing. just dun appeal to me. hah i still haven stepped into any of such places yet. not intending to. n henceforth. i will nvr be fond of guys who club.
3) drinking. thou shall nvr touch any alcohlic drinks . i dun care. i just dun drink. i can't drink aniway. i love my fruity hooty fruit juice more can.haha
4)now u see. y nightlife doesnt suit kl. i feel like a bad kid just staying out late. see. boring kl rite. the activity i tink i enjoy most.is sitting n stoning.


and sharon. i know u ar stalking me. hahaha
there r justtoo many a times i lament at my own indecisiveness n lack of firmness
dat i alwasy get caught in situation in which i can't seem to find a way out

aniway
its e festive season

merry christmas=0)
HappY BirD-DAY saMUEL

I JUST REMEMBERED YER BDAY TODAY AND HENCEFORTH I M REALLI SORRY to proclaim that i din send u any cards or gift!!! arrgh... but i promise when u return to singapore, ur bird gift willl be awaiting u
haha
excting trip to msia with shiwei jervis n yj
watched chronicles of narnia. i tink we can have the chronicles of johor already.
we kinda explored the place.walked an awful lot. took alot of cab too.special thanks to a sabo kia. haha
hmm actualli the sight of the city of johor was a refreshing change of environment.. but i tink i just dun feel comfortable there.. yea i still prefer good old singapore. haha and somehow it seems pple can recognise u a a singaporean straight away.well just take a walk thur the shops selling vcds.somehow they will know u r a foreigner.and the way of queuing for toilet is also different...haha but movie there is realli cheap.yup so is the food. had a nice dinner of oatmeal with rice. haha it was suppose to be seafood dinner with clayfish,stingray n stuffs but i think the oatmeal appealed to me most.hahaha

fun is over..d day is here. boo hoo hoo guess i will rather not ponder too much....sighz.....
i went kite flying today
haha dun laugh. it was actualli pretty fun. i luv flying kites. 1st time to fly kite. i m so proud of the monkey kite. haha.
been gg out wif u guys so often. but i still enjoyed all the outings=)
cant join u guys tonight to sleep over.. but guess u all wil haf fun toking=P
happy birthday kailing. haha
sian. 20 alr. the big 2. soon. the big 3. ugh. when that time come. i will go tibet to rest in the sanctuary.
niway.
heh was nice seeing u again....i tink we r both pretty weird.haha
aniway.. thnaks to all those who remmebered my bday!=)

and. guess who i met today
SHARON TEO SHIOK HUI. haha miss babe is stalking me. hahaha..hope u guys had fun today..
cant wait to see u all again tmr=P . i wanna see crys eat. haha.

ripped this frm sharon blog. i hate taking photo bcos i dun look gd in them.esp nxt to a photogenic person. haven post the photos at sleepover cos my internet connection in my rm is realli bad... wait a while more !
i hate sun!
in sentosa, pple suntan. i shadetan. i look fer shade to hide.having done biology. i dun love e sun animore. not that i did.
but i figure i cld do with a weeny bit of sun.a teeny bit is healthy.i look kinda pale.

m realli tired......... sigh......
i think time is passing by a tad too fast
mayb when u r occupied.u dun think so much of unhappy n gloomy stuffs. n maybe time pass by faster.

anyway
bought a bdae present fer myself today that cost 30 bucks...
these days...i think i spent more on friends den on myself..... presents this month alone cost 100 plus.
watched e descent today
ok. everyone..STOP bringing mi to watch gory show. haha i pretty much covered my eyes wif my water bottle this time round......=(
hai...this hols is like half gone.....boo hoo.. i m actualli enjoying myself actually...
i feel extremely guilty. cos i was supposed to organise the class party n in e end..shiwei did everything. i did not even bring any food.boo hoo hoo...
aniway.thanks shiwei.for all the effort.yj n e rest fer the bday cake=)..din expect it.

aniway.....a veri terrifying experience tpday
i got lost. u know things r not looking gd when u end up at an unknown place n unknown road wif no cars at 12 am. yes laugh at me. but fer 15 min i panicked. u see. i was supoose to exit at PIE changi airport. so being kailing, i missed it n exit at PIE jurong. for those who drive. u know. how sad this is.n den the nxt nearest exit was i some funny road which i cant even rem the name. so fer 15 min. i drove ard in e dark not knowing where i was. scary la. n den images of the movie saw2 i had watched began to appear in my mind. hahaha.. so dun ask mi how i got home. i must thank the road sign in singapore. easy to follow. haha. btw. i cant use a street directory. all i remebered. was. ending up at goldhill road. i dunno where it is. haiz...
if u receive a present fromme
and its nicely wrapped, den u know it must be mama who wrapped it
been trying to wrap stuffs fer e last half an hour
in e end i got so disgusted i kjust tore the wrapping paper n wrapped anyhow
exciting day tmr!! wee!!!!
a lazy day spent doing nothing
sometimes i think.playing games takes my mind off stuffs.
i m a tad of nonchalant n oblivious to stuffs
when the time comes. we will all know wat to do.
and so fret not my friends.... when u guys are troubled or wat, just play games. hahaha

n i m so out of touch wif everyone.maybe its time to come out of hibernation..... haa



yesterday i think i saw this guy frm my jc class fer e 1st 3 mths.. n being a shy person, i casually pretend not to haf noticed him. thinking he nvr see me la.. haha. this is so kailing's style. and aniway later when he came to tok to me, i had to think hard fer an excuse why i nvr say hi.haha.so embarassing la..

crap aside


n so 6B pple. most prob e gathering is on the 10th.shiwei will confirm wif u all
and u guys better make sure u all bring some food. well unless u all want mi n shiwei to cook. sure thing man. haha.cooking is a piece of cake fer me. i can make roti prata.pineapple tarts. in my dreams.haha. or else we ask debra and yj to make their specialty-ROCK BrOwnies. the one they did at lennard's hse last time.=P
SLEEPY
watched some psychopathic movie saw2.. which left me hiding my face behind the jacket
haha and u thot i was a weird freak. i get freaked out by stuufs like dat too.haa ok i m seeing stars again from the com
lazy to type
haa
ok 9hrs of com games
i m seeing stars again
now at least theres something for me to do during my hols liao.
haven been doing any stuffs. not even shopping. i think i haf a couple of xmas present to buy is it hur? ACKSX? ha lazy to shop....
hols r meant to slack
i admit
i m a boring person
i dun play. i dun party. dun club. dun go out with friends much.dun do sports now. dun watch movie. dun do anithing basically.but mugg.and wat do i do everyday dutring hols? i haf no idea.time juz fly by.


some things in life are meant to b forgotten
and some stuffs.......at one pt or so. it may matter to u. u may put in alot of effort. but sometimes in e end. everything comes to naught.

i m toking in secret language again. haha

ok off to zzz
must wake up early to plaY gaMES