the dam game is down fer the whole of today!!
hadnt realli been in e mood to blog
i dunno y...... it feels funny blogging abt myself. wat i did fer e day... as if i m reporting to myself wat i did..

i pretty much fill myself wif e same thoughts again....
toking to frends seem to haf make things worse
in e sense that they brought me back to reality
i haf been finding excuses for stuffs to make myself feel better
argh...........................................................i feel screwed up
help!!


but i dun wanta think so much
xmas coming!
does xmas hold ani special meaning?
no it doesnt...not to me


haiz.....................................................................