in a horrible mood.........
i din want to think abt stuffs anymore........but while waiting to get some stuffs done today
i filled myself with the same old thoughts again
and i am confused all over again
i have no idea wat lies ahead anymore
am i just testing my threshold level
maybe..i feel i m ready to snap soon
i think little stuffs acccumulate slowly until theres a point of no return
is it disappointment i m feeling right now?.. that things wasnt the way i wanted..or was it sthg else
close friends will probably knows wat i m talking abt......its hard making a decision....



had some pretty bad dreams yesterday..thanks to the descent... i dreamt i dropped into some hole.. i m claustrophobic i think......