Wednesday, April 30, 2008

3 papers down
one left! the final exam in nus. next week. haha.

I think too much mugging has taken its toll on me. Maybe if u ask me who i like now, i can go " Naphtha! "
I just feel nothing. Or rather, i feel like a piece of stone.

Anyhow, was seated next to some xena warrior today during exams. This girl, really reminds me of xena. She was punching her calculator as if it owed her $100000 or more cos it was so loud and i relly wanted to throw my pencil case at her. And when she flipped her paper, she did it so loudly and with so much might that it seemed like she was angry with the paper. I think she prolly ate a cow for dinner. dam fierce

Too tired to think nnow.
Sleepy time.
Brand new day.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Ok


I think i am pretty dead. (as always). but really, judging by the stack of stuff waiting to be processed into my brain. i know i am dead. i need 36 hrs a day. grrr.

Maybe time should stop here. I know this sounds crazy because everyone is prolly wishing exams could just come and go, like that of u when u go to sleep and wake up, then poof, everything's over.



These days, it's all about tweety. The 2nd pic has its hidden msg carefully concealed for the safety of the faint hearted. The first pic is from one of my current fave shirt which i got from walmart back in iowa. It's funny cos when peple ask me what my shirt says, i just say shutt up


Kinda miss walmart. (badly)

















miss 3031.I miss all the stuff i did back then. grr. even the cold. or checking mail boxes. but memories are but memories. they are not real anymore. i do however, keep the nice memories close to heart, bringing them out just to look back at them a little and smile at them. but it ends there. There's so much more of the future to look forward to. For things that i miss or want to do again, for places i want to visit again, i have alr made a silence promise to myself to do them or return some day. As for people of the yesteryears, they don't matter anymore. Or rather, those that matter are those i still keep in touch with.


With a touch of your grace.Shadows fade into the light
BAck to mugggggging.

Monday, April 21, 2008

muggmuggmugg
kinda feel like i am in some sort of hibernation mood, casually neglecting the world and everyone around me, doing things at my own pace. i can't study with people around bcos they just stress me out totally.
sometimes i feel i really dont understand myself. like telling people to "follow their heart" but yet i could never do so myself. but i will save this long and complex story for another time.
5th may. e day when i am finally done with exams. I can already think of 1001 things i want to do. Even the smallest little thing like just having the time to sit down with a warm cup of coffee and read all the newspaper article i want to sounds good to me.

Oh well. Back to mugging. Won't be updating much bcos THERE IS NOTHING to update except whine about how i think i am so dead and how horrible my mood is.

Rawr.

Friday, April 18, 2008

Mugging.
My favourite form of entertainment -->online shopping. reminiscing. Visited the long abandoned friendster. Aiyayyaya.. kinda brings back lotsa memories. ACKSX, RJ days, and people in ISU, esp the evil bro and mistress. Can i have some of those days back? Those carefree times. I miss. But i think 2006 was really a year where i changed the most. Can't really explain why. And was reading Sharon's blog. More reminiscence. This one's for u babe. This is u way back in 2004, terrorising aloy. Cheers.


























































Someday, somehow, i'll make my way back.Those days.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Ok tomorrow is my laswt day of school. Officially, not counting exam. So, my last class will be the Engineering Professionalism lecture. (unless i decide to do some masters next time) . The last time i get to sit in a lecture, to roam NUS, to chill with friends or classmates in school, to work on project in the E5 com lam etc etc. Although i don't think i am gonna miss NUS a lot, but there are stuff i will miss, like my classmates, some of whom i think are pretty nice n funny.

So anyhow, i am finally done with design 2. Undoubtedly, the most horrendous module ever. I wish i could party and play, but there's still the much dreaded exam to deal with. I wish i have another hour to blog and write down every single stuff going through my mind and the happenings of this last sem of mine. It's really a sem full of ups and down. And a sem, where i am really totally into school, not so much of wanting to but rather having not much of a choice. So much so that there are days, i get through just thinking of the stuff to do. Of cos, there are the rare surprises along the way. Like getting to know new people through projects. (like the 2 WEIRD chinese high BOYS in my Eng prof group). One of them has a strange penchant for earrings:



















(just so u all are wondering, he's single but not available. )
And HE's not GAY. sorry. Girls, u can send me ur resume if u are interested.

Actually, i have had people or friends telling me they like it when i blog about them. I am not too sure abt the one above. hahaha. prolly, i better avoid him for a while. hahaha.

I'll blog more abt stuff another time. And crys, this one's for u. SO KAWAII!
LET'S MEET IN NUS FOR ONE LAST TIME AND TAKE photos at every single building. Ok peace out. Time to get back to mugging.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

It's 2am, and somehow, i feel the blues of school and other stuff in life. Kinda like having lived in some sort of alice-in-wonderland sort of mood the past few days,and somehow, sitting here, typing a report at 2 am, i suddenly felt like reality closed in on me once again. Can;t really explain why, but really, more of disappointment in myself as always. Sigh

Oh well, sch's coming to an end. might as well enjoy what's left rather than linger in what that has gone by. What i really need now is prolly a really nice, long and uninterrupted sleep and maybe a really nice hug.
But i am thankful for a yellow creature who appeared from nowhere and caught me offguard but makes my days alot happier.
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So i really should stop complaining and be thankful for everything. After all, many stuff in life are ephemeral. You just gotta cherish what u have at the moment.



If we close our eyes it could be just me and you

Friday, April 11, 2008

There's actually 1001 stuff on my mind. I wish i have the time to pen everything down. And actually, i have to admit, i am sharing lesser stuff on my blog as compared to the past. It's isnt because i have something to hide, just that, some stuff, u can keep them in ur heart and feel good about it. :)
How long it will last, i dont know. And it doesnt matter.

Anyhow, i am going to Melbourne to visit Poei!!! ;)

but for now... i need to get thru exams. oh and design.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Eeps..rather busy...but promised to do up this post because some people complain i nvr ever blogged about them..Anyway presenting to u, the executive, the professor and the ka kia. (miss u, weiyi)
Always enjoy their company cos they always make me laugh till my cheeks hurt. Executive, u come back more ok! much as we like to tease u abt how u take plane like taxi..we do love to have u back=P
Cheer up k!!!
Next up, sentosa in speedo swimming trunk n BiGini ok. oh and the ping-pong show down.
Some random photos in which we were sorta clowning around. We managed to get the prim-and-proper executive to act cute. Haha.

Anyway, i think i am gonna hibernate again. Cos i am gonna be really really busy for the next one month or so. Critical period. esp the next 8 days. I wont have time for anything till i get my costings done.Much as there are some really crazy beautiful and amazing stuff i can talk abt, there's also the crazy dreadful stuff on my mind. Take care all of u. xoxo

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Haha remember i once wrote a post in which i said i like to actually do something crazy every now and then, venture out of comfort zone and go against the norm if i have the chance to do so?

Well i just did something really really crazy.. really really crazy
But i am not saying what.
Cos if i did, i know, i will prolly get 1000001 qns. and 10000001 "OMG!"

Anyhow, had the honour of being driven around today. And managed to catch up with all my darlings for dinner today. Seriously. drama stories as always. Well at least this time round, it's all the nice things. I still rem the past few times, it was break-up and sad stuff.
So another one has fallen over to the OTHER side. pretty soon, i will start seeing all the " nothing but sweet" or "sweeter than sweet" or "just love" stuff.wahahaha
The expression me and Crys gave:




















But i am truly happy for u two ok. :)
Not gonna post too much photos.Cos at the amount of sleep i am clocking, i think pretty soon, i am gonna look like crap. So don't want to give u guys too much nightmare. But just in case, some of u really miss me. haha























































Ok back to reality.. must get through the next 2 -3-4 weeks..at least..now..there's some sort of motivation n something to look forward..:)
but i don't really want to think too much either...or rather the other intriguing thing i think about these days is design2 .. sigh.
So today, i did something i have always wanted to do but didnt have the time to.
I cleared my laptop of barnacles of the past.


"There comes a point in life where you realise who matters, who never did, who won't anymore and who always will"

People walk in and out of your life. People come and go like season. That's what i have been told. I couldnt agree more.
& to me What matters is who remains at the end of the day.
Or rather, what i want to is to cherish those people who matter to me now and try not to let them become an object of the past.

Thursday, April 03, 2008

I am just really disappointed and upset with myself.like really
But i figure i will go to bed and wake up to a new day.
Sometimes, all the horrible stuff just come in packages. .
Although nice things do happen..like exploring unchartered territories. Just less frequent these days.

i'll update more when i have the time.
Gotta spend more time with my pillow. It's been a while