Friday, May 28, 2004

read aloy's blog.. so touched... u guys are definely all my bestest frends too!!! i always enjoy myself so much when we go out..=)..and as xiu hui commented, although we may not meet often,we may be so different in our characters , but when we meet up we seem to have endless things to talk..love yer all n hope to meet up soon=)..

haa i realise i m blogging rather frequently...haa i onli blogg when i am busy..haha
yeah things not looking good..wif e great singapore sales coming.. i sense something bad..i sense e shopaholic nature in mi emerging after having curbed it..eh at least a bit la

aniway celebrated xh's bdae today!! went to cafe cartel.. haa i liked e food there but spent a lot of money...after that we went to embargo..its this realli cool place near e esplanade...always wanted to go inside whenever i walked along singapore river..its this rather dimly lit place..e ambience is great though.. ok i thinks its a bar since pple drink there but not e freaking noisy kind where pple danced like crzy.. i still wun go clubbing.. but this place is different.. its rather quiet n basically a place realli nice fer chilling out wif frends n e drinks there r so nice..n thanks sharon, fer treating us=)..


Thursday, May 27, 2004

my plan now is to realli enjoy my lsat 2 months of freedom b4 uni starts n i turn into a full time mugger.. but seriously, last time my life was veri simple...study,swim sleep.. now wif swimming almost out of my life i guessed i need to find a new interest..sthg othe rden shopping... whic is something that i picekd up onli this yr..
haa aniway this yr passed so fast... at least to mi..
forgot to blogg yesterday..got caught up wif my dear gunbound... haa rence kept being scolded by the people after he kept crapping... haa so funny

niway yesterday went swimming... got pissed by this guy who swam like a bull..haa i mean i think he doesn;t look where he is going...dumb.. ok and i went fer more shopping...was suppose to shop fer xh's present but i ended up shoppping fer myself... meeting crys aloy n co later=).. at cafe cartel.. haa i better go get e present now..haha niway now i realli aprreciate so much when my frends bother to keep in touch.. =)

woke up early today to watch nba..as usual..lakers won... niway u all know 11am got care bears? haa

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

duno y..but everytime i watch e happi tree frinds episodes i start laughing to myslef..
aniway watching bball is reaali so exciting... bcos lakers won.. haa but violet remember to tell mi when is yer match.. i have developed a interest in watching bball
haa went cycling at east coast park..cycle until i almost died..i hoped i will b able to get out of e bed tomorrow..haha think i m realli a weakling now man..bad...veri bad..esp when my swimming competition is in 2 wks time..sigh i hope to do under 36 fer free la..if not veri sad eh...n if not think i will go n bang the starting block after i finish.. as for back..hope under 45 la.. i think my swimming programmes shall start tomorrow.. i shall go do some 1500m den sprints 10 times or mayb i shd do my own 8x100 kick, 8x100 swim la... oh and e pulling also..ricky's favourite but most boring sets..aiya but no paddles allowed.. point is i promise to stop stoning in e water and swim

hmm had an reaali nice talk wif violet today..first time i talked to someone so much abt family, love, friends, life and evrything that even she was shocked i guess? aint we e weirdest friends ard? haa who can ever stand a cold war for half a year, sitting nxt to each other and not talking at all.so childish huh..ya like i said i dun realli open up to pple much...there's a lot abt mi pple dun know.. haha violet commented i lacked confidence... which is veri true.. i still need to find a motivation in life and something to make mi more confident i guess... i duno i find tat i am suddenly at this point where i realli start to ponder alot abt life n stuff... weird..i nvr ever thot much abt this kind of thing b4..guess dats wat u get if u stone wif e wall everyday... ha realli wished we could go on a hols to hongkong or thailand or even as weiyi suggested to m'sia.. but guess we all have commitments at the moment n dear weiyi starts sch end of june..

and aloy i realli salute u..haha how can one actualli oversleep and miss his exams? lol...aniway ur blog is sweet=)

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

haiz i am sufferinf frm mild insomnia..did mention i take 2 hr at least to fall asleep evrynight.. i guess i stone even when i m suppose to sleep
yay east coast park tomorrow.. shss my secret date... u all dun tell pple i go east coast park ok..
haa i realise i have violent mood swings.. but i guess most gals are like dat.. see thats y crys broke jon's arm.. i suppose they quarelled den she juz grabbed his arm and use e table as e fulcrum or sthg den snap e arm...hahaha..ya violent mood swimgs realli... one moment i can feel so screwed up den e nxt i act like i m crazy.. and when i am in a bad mood, i shop, i spend money.. oh did i mention i squandered 40 bucks today..hahaha no wonder i feel much better today
aniway..i m still thinking if i should stay in a hostel..
5 reasons y i dun want to:

1)i'm afraid of e dark
2)i like my bed
3)i cant sleep on a different bed ( i spend 4 nights looking at e ceiling on my last swimming trip and e trip was 5 days 4 night)
4)u think pple will laugh if i bring a few teddies along?
5)is there a toilet in e room?


as for y i want to... i guess its juz to experience e feel of hostel life...and i live in bedok and no one is realli at home even if i goes home..

Monday, May 24, 2004

neopets is back on my agenda wif e retards game that amuse mi
aniway i will b spending e nxt 4 yrs of my life in chem engineering.. i hope it will b fun.. hey yj congrats...nxt time remember to give mi free braces..

watched van helsing today..quite a cool show..realli enjoyed myslef n miss u guys so much!! we've got so much catching up to do... and aloy got to be e biggest country bumpkin.. i had to bring him to marina and suntec..haa n so funky huh? pink shirt..ok aloy if u r reading this, i m gonna praise u la.. mi n crys agreed u have matured alot actualli..=)..doing more studying now..though i still think u need to spend juz a little more time in yer studies..ok but mayb thats cos i m a mugger..

as fer crys..ha u realise its a long time we wrote to each other? but guess we r still pretty much e same..ha psychology fer u huh? mayb nxt time when i am depress u can give mi free counselling..actualli i m always interested in e subject myself..it sounds fun..
as fer xh congrats too on yer recent attachment(though sad that i onli got to know 2 mths later), thus making kailing e great e onli sad case among us five.. ay nxt time u bring yer cx, crys bring her jon, aloy bring his loren n sharon her ming chuan out la...so cool...and i mmust comment u realli do look happier..its just this glow of happiness that i see on ur face which u prb wun realise..but i m still on e singlehood thing..mayb i will change my mind someday.. but rite now..it juz seems unimportant and faraway... eh no i din get ditched or rejected or wat.. its juz mi n my weird thinking..and also if i cant even b a good friend towards others why wonder to b in a relationship..i dunno alot happened recently that makes mi feel i m a failure in alot of things i do.... aloy n crys commented i take ages to reply smses.. and i agree.. i admit i have distanced frm e entire world.. it feels like i am living in my own world.. call mi insensitive but i can juz heck care things n not care abt wat others feel..i do not practise wat i preach.. i can tell others not to do sthg n do it myself..
oh well..i m not making sense n u all prob wun know wat i am talking abt...so nvm..its juz another night which i feels particular moody and screwed up..

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

1.00am... n i dunno wat to do now.. gave up on gunbound.. i think listening to evanescence distract mi..haa
i hate having to sleep everynight
haa looking at deb's album actualli brought back some memories...sumtimes i wish i was back in sch, stoning wif my notes but minus all e mugging
haa aloy u r e onli person i know who can still play gunbound e day before yer exams and plan to go watch van helsing.. haa cool..
freaking sian.... i finished all my vcds and i m on a losing streak in gb..mayb i shd go hibenate in iceland...book a ticket n nvr come back

Monday, May 17, 2004

haiz my good frend yj actually lied about mi... i am utterly devastated, dejected, disillusioned,disappointed, distressed, distraughted..nono words cant describe the hurt and pain inside mi...lol..joking..haha but yj...we know the truth..=)..hee and if i ever do go out wif my lovers, i wun deny la...and so i can give u all my utter assuarance that i was at ps ALONE since i have 0 lovers, 0 crush since long before time,and intending to stay this way until i changed my mind duh..=P

anyway b4 yj kill mi or send her lovers after mi, ok la..enuf crap aniway.. well bird was wif yj but i guess not hot date la..they juz happen to be there earlier...the previous post was an attempt to create some excitment and confusion..hehehe as usual....hmm but i was there at the worng place and wrong time...

aniway enuf crap.. haa debra went jogging.. i went swimming... oh but actualli going back to the pool makes mi feel so empty sometimes...so many memories.. and its not helping that i am now a complete wreck in water.. so aniway after sometime i juz stood in e water n stared into space...well e reason why i go swimming again is bcos i have some crap competition coming up.. n e reason why i joined is cos...haha i got 170 bucks last time i joined n when they won the overall title or sthg..but guess i wouldn't be much help this time...haiz.. crys u netter stand by in case i need cpr..=P..and mayb aloy can stand by fer u...hahaha

Sunday, May 16, 2004

went wif my mum to crystal jade yesterday... since she 's treating mi..haha
watched troy today...TROY rawks!! brad pit rawks too!! cute guys wif chio bu... nice man! haha hmm but i accidentally ruin a "secret" hot date btw birdbird n yj today...u see its realli not my fault... thinking yj might b left alone wif e guys, i rushed my way down to meet her...den at ps, i saw her coming down e escalator so i went up to her...and den dats when i realise bird was there... haa i tried to hide..seriously... i tried hiding in e lift n in MJ...but.. i think they got shy den keep following mi... hahahhaha.. [yj is prob going to chop mi up e nxt time i see her so i better go MIA fer e nxt outing of sthg..=P)...

Thursday, May 13, 2004

haa watching NBA is now my new interest...esp watching LAkers!!! haha
(everytime) by britney spears is nice.... suprisingly

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

thats AVRIL fer u!!! chio rite...haha

Monday, May 10, 2004

i need to spend more time wif gunbound

Friday, May 07, 2004

more abt embarassing moments... today, i knocked down e pole while trying to do this parallel parking..n e licence plate drop..lol... and my instructor tried to knock some sense into mi that family is more important den money... apparently he gave up some veri well paid job for this ikan bilis driving instrutor which pays him only a meagre sum monthly but is supposedly more relaxing n gives him more time to spend wif his family... lets juz say thats not my point of vieew right now...

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

crap... my driving is in serious crap... i feel so devastated today...seriously...
aniway i think mayb i shd go look fer a job... being a cashier sound fun? or is it not?
met up wif violet and weiyi dear today... haa how come u all sound so surprise at my dream huh? haa ok violet i understand u r e all out singapore-all-the-way person... aniway i still think its cool to travel ard e world and juz walk without any aim in some foreign country alone... haa yup there's still nothing and no one in singapore that makes mi miss the country.. ( ok violet dun kill mi..juz dun b surprise to receive a postcard someday frm mi frm, some ulu country..haha) i dun mean i dun like singapore.... oh well... but if life is juz abt work or settling down n getting married den i think its boring... but den again sometimes dreams are juz a waste of time... i dun know i just feel that i think abt so many many things that i want to do or intend to but in e end everything comes to nothing... oh well i guess thats life... u cant always get what u want...sometimes its good to heck care abt everything u know.. but i guess it isn't too bad to have some aims or goals in life otherwise u will feel that turn into a zombie which was exactly how i feel a few months ago until i thought abt what i want to do in e future... hahaha

Sunday, May 02, 2004

seriously i cant believe its may... omg 5 mths have passed and i am still rotting... but i cant remmember anitime in the past 10 yrs where i felt this relaxed and happy... and i cant believe in a few months time e fantsay will end n the nightmare will begin as university starts........ i DUN WANT to go sch... boo.... haa which is realli weird... i remember in Sec 1 i was damn pysched up abt the first day of sch...and i was also looking fer the first day of J1...but now, onli negativity and dread lingers in my mind when i think abt starting uni...4 yrs of torture..... and den its time to work and i shall embark on my journey to my dream... hahaha
was trying to clean up my room today.... freaking tired..... i realise that thanks to my shopping freak nature over the past 19 yrs..the amount of stuff and junk that i possessed is tremendous....
aniway........ i am still enjoying life....... and in conjunction to my living in a world of fantasy fer the past 1 mth of so, indulging onli in tv, computer games, books and vcds and having realli minimal contact wif all my fellow frends, i have come up wif what i intend to do fer the nxt half of my life... haha firstly i shall work hard to earn enuf money to buy myself a big house a car and some countrty club membership..unlike zihua dear, i dun intend to rely on finding a rich husband cos juz look at mi... do i look anithing like a tai-tai ? or the kind who can snag a rich man?no..so there...i got to rely on myself...( not that i know wat e hell i am going to do nxt time ) but there i think i will prob be the kind who value career more... haha and of cos my ultimate dream wld b to travel ard the world and shop n mayb settle down in some country that i like and nvr come back..of cos i wun forget my parents though... so being single helps u see cos u haf all e freedom... although i mean finding The One to enjoy all these wif aint that bad BUT right now who cares...haha in fact i dun think i will ever bother searching fer one...i personally enjoys the freedom u know.... but aniway my dream dun sounds that bad rite???