Monday, May 24, 2004

neopets is back on my agenda wif e retards game that amuse mi
aniway i will b spending e nxt 4 yrs of my life in chem engineering.. i hope it will b fun.. hey yj congrats...nxt time remember to give mi free braces..

watched van helsing today..quite a cool show..realli enjoyed myslef n miss u guys so much!! we've got so much catching up to do... and aloy got to be e biggest country bumpkin.. i had to bring him to marina and suntec..haa n so funky huh? pink shirt..ok aloy if u r reading this, i m gonna praise u la.. mi n crys agreed u have matured alot actualli..=)..doing more studying now..though i still think u need to spend juz a little more time in yer studies..ok but mayb thats cos i m a mugger..

as fer crys..ha u realise its a long time we wrote to each other? but guess we r still pretty much e same..ha psychology fer u huh? mayb nxt time when i am depress u can give mi free counselling..actualli i m always interested in e subject myself..it sounds fun..
as fer xh congrats too on yer recent attachment(though sad that i onli got to know 2 mths later), thus making kailing e great e onli sad case among us five.. ay nxt time u bring yer cx, crys bring her jon, aloy bring his loren n sharon her ming chuan out la...so cool...and i mmust comment u realli do look happier..its just this glow of happiness that i see on ur face which u prb wun realise..but i m still on e singlehood thing..mayb i will change my mind someday.. but rite now..it juz seems unimportant and faraway... eh no i din get ditched or rejected or wat.. its juz mi n my weird thinking..and also if i cant even b a good friend towards others why wonder to b in a relationship..i dunno alot happened recently that makes mi feel i m a failure in alot of things i do.... aloy n crys commented i take ages to reply smses.. and i agree.. i admit i have distanced frm e entire world.. it feels like i am living in my own world.. call mi insensitive but i can juz heck care things n not care abt wat others feel..i do not practise wat i preach.. i can tell others not to do sthg n do it myself..
oh well..i m not making sense n u all prob wun know wat i am talking abt...so nvm..its juz another night which i feels particular moody and screwed up..

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