Thursday, July 28, 2011

i think i need better time management. (ok i haf given myself 5 min to blog).
i don't even know what i do these days. Time just seems to pass by so fast. even at work.
sighz. and i really hate the sun. or maybe its the stupid respirator giving me so much skin irritation.

on a lighter note, i am now a iphone user, but the sad thing is, i dont even have the time ( u see, poor time management again) to go and dl any of those brainless games or app. and the touch screen keypad actually kinda make me feel even more lazy to reply or text.

ok tmr is fri. i just need to get thru the sun, the friendly contractors and i am more than happy.

Friday, July 22, 2011



its been such a long weekk...yet on the other hand, time seems to pass by way too fast
just glad its saturday. cos saturday is a long day and a stress-free day:)
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Tuesday, July 19, 2011

one way street

Sitting with some random music (today shall be savage garden..courtesy of S2) stoning and doing nothing is a luxury. i give myself 15 more min. lol..when i buy a house next time ( if i mean) i am gonna make sure it has a nice balcony for me to n lie and stone with the sky above me. OMG such melancholy thoughts. ( ok THE GOH i am thinking of your balcony now. i should be your neighbour la..)
i realize i really have the tendency to blog when i am feeling super sian.
can't really understand myself at times, what i am thinking, what i really want.

on a lighter note, tue is over. one day closer to the weekend. :)

Thursday, July 14, 2011

아름다운 한강


credits to http://www.thetravelword.com

가을에는 한강을 가는데 좋은일이 이잖아~
하지만 올해가 가지못해, 조금 아쉽다! 요즘 일때문에 아무도 못해는데!
[ for lovers of korea *ahem..the TEO* autumn will be a good time to visit the han river]
so busy with work these days, i dont even have the motivation or urge to do anything..(like filling in forms, meeting friends...sian]


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Monday, July 11, 2011

Linkin Park - Iridescent [HD] - from Transformers: Dark of the Moon

Linkin park! always the emo lyrics... tsktsk

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.

Friday, July 08, 2011

and finally. for what felt like the longest and most unbearable week, its friday. phew. so much to sort out at work, so much to sort out in my mind.
no wonder they say, there's nothing time can't take away...someday i believe all the negative thoughts will fade and things will go back to the way they were..i can't help but feel i am really such a terrible person at times. I think i need to deal with stuff better.

i think. over the past week, i managed to cultivate more inner zen and coldness already.lol.. or maybe i just dont have the additional energy to complain about stuff. everyone wants to be happy la, just gotta learn to accept why people do things certain ways and that people are people, you cant expect them to behave in a way you have imagined them to.
my favorite phrase these days? life's like this ...

have a good weekend all!!

Saturday, July 02, 2011

우리 기회가 없어?

오늘까지만 너를 그저 바라만 보다
내일은 널 잊겠다고 다짐한다

지금은 어떻게 해야해는지 정말 모르겠어.. 가슴이 아프고 "왜요" 그건 생각을 항상 나와서 잠을 잘 자지 못해.... 이렇게 좋아해요? 나한테 존경을 아무도 없네요? 한순간도 없어요? 왜요? 왜 그렇게 속이다? 제발 나에게 좋은 대답을 주세요...

후회해? 아마... 혹시 당신은 처음에는 알수없어..혹시 처음부터 실수가 있잖아..

이제 믿음, 내사랑을 다시 떨이지가봐....다시 사라져요...

하지만 너의 미소와 사랑을 도 그리워요...
정말 아쉬워요..
우리 기회가 없어?
어떻게 다시 믿는데 가르쳐 주세요...



Keri Hilson - Knock You Down ft. Kanye West, Ne-Yo

Cause we had it, we were magic
I was flying, now I'm crashing

I think my baby love this song too... he seems to sleep whenever i blast this song leh.. lol (and my baby is the one in the previous post..better clarify )

좋았던 기억만 가져가라


Meet my new love (ok we share a love hate relationship..lol)
he follows me around most of the time when my brother is not at home ( apparently i am no 2 on his "people i like list") but ok la, most of the time it is so cute that i cant even be angry with not ( HE CHEWED MY KATE SPADE BAG and MY HAZEL CAN)

take the good with the bad, the happy with the sad.
one can't always expect things to be all good and dainty. cos life's about coping with disappointment. its about finding your way out of a quagmire, its about taking the shit people offer you, the hurt people deal you with. it's about feeling happy for the moment, while it lasts.
연기처럼 사라진 내 사랑, 그래서 가지고 있는 순간 아끼해야해...
( i dont really know who reads this blog but FYI in case u are amused and confused by google translate, this means something like... sometimes love disappears like that of a smoke dispersing, cherish it while you have it) My korean getting powerful right? haha. must practise writing essays for exams... gotta cut me some slack if i start typing in korean some day ok? i tink the next post i shall do it in korean to scold people i dislike. Lol..

writing is so therapeutic..woot* and i have not shopped for a week! great achievement.. just feel like nuaing this whole weekend....lol..ok time to read on some chem engineering crap to polish an otherwise rusty brain. BLEAH!


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Friday, July 01, 2011

Like strangers we meet, like strangers we part ways
there are so many people you cross path with, so many people who linger for such a short moment in our lives...

its been a hell of a week.

jaded. it's like i got another stab on a pretty fresh wound. ouch.
but i guess life's like this. like a test. to see how much you can endure before you fall.
Sometimes love comes around And it knocks you down Just get back up
:)

that aside excited abt a new job position. will miss this aunty though:) my mentor, my friend

had a really good time with the S2 folks at universal studio yesterday albeit the gloomy rain. Laughed so much till my mouth ached.... Amusement park are always fun when you are with a group of people.

there's still so much to look forward to in life.

so glad its the weekend. :)