Thursday, April 28, 2005

one week down
another wonderful week ahead
got locked out of my house today..sigh

and honestly..riding a bike is harder den driving
while i struggled trying to cycle straight, i couldnt help but notice a ah peh in front of mi calm n composed on his bike

sigh now back to mi n my red book on chem engine principles
don we love exams
u get to do nothing but mugg slp eat,get fat and get pimples
life's like this............

Friday, April 22, 2005

22nd
no joy..onli agony bcos i had 2 pathetic paper today.."killed two birds with one stone" in a bad way..the birds din die e stone crumble..
couldnt realli slp the night b4.. my pre-exam-insomnia is back to haunt mi.. a reminiscent of jcs stress..how very memorable and exciting
2 more weeks of zombie
see yer all den
take care
and yes
world peace

Thursday, April 14, 2005

juz finshed some freaking long reading on ethnicity.. finshed as in skimped thru it..sigh..
so today marks e last day of sch.last day as a yr 1? not counting exmas..which is in one week time.. sigh
this sem seems to zoom past fer some reasons or so...... cant realli gauge if i worked harder this sem or the previous..basically in chem eng.. all u do is bcum a zombie n live like crap each day.. nothing to look forward to.. and i haf decided to live life in seclusion for the nxt few sem n mayb say make some new frends ,that is those freaking smart n mugger kind... n den i can b smart too hur... den we can all be nerd n do tutorial together..how very exciting
so a summary of this sem
guess it was a mixture of happiness,stress n more stress..
but admist all that stress n fatigue, time seem to pass by very fast as well.. i guess when u r busy,time passes by faster..and guess in a way or so, i now tok to my classmates more den i did in sem 1.....although i pretty much still enjoy living in my own world.. HAHA..

not looking forward to anithing
yes.. not looking forward to hols fer certain reasons which i wun divulge now
nothing to look forward to in life too

yes i m back to being bonkus
sigh
so i guess mr aloy crys n xh n sharon r meeting tmr? haf fun guys... pls torture aloy... wish i cld join u guys.....

back to DEVIANCE..yes sociology... haiz

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

matrices=(
so many stuffs to read......to mugg...
my prgramming prac died..as expected..
but i guess i tried my best..spent cow yrs doing programming..
guess i m juz not smart...sigh

being a 'tai tai' seems to b every single gals dream hur...
if yer a guy, n u can let yer wife b a tai tai n dun mind her being one.. den u r good..haha but i guess there is an over demand n lack of supply.. econs hur..guys these days..poor thing.. haha
but wats e thrill in being a tai tai?? haha n wasting yer life n time on makeup,clothes,sending ur kids to sch...
haa ok so unfeminine again..i should go wif e flow n say" yeah i want to be one too"
but we live life only once n
there are so many things i wanta do.. and
i was taking e train to sch today and watching all those woman in mid 20s going to work,wearing office wear n make up..i think its quite fun.. naive?..maybe..i can bet 10 yrs down e road i wun say something like dat..haha but most slightly i will be going to some island to work nxt time...maybe e comapny can post mi to some ulu ulu island n i can live as a hermit there..
and u wonder: whats e thrill in wasting ur life alone at some island?
and maybe 10 yrs down e road i wld regret wasting my youth away living as a hermit..lol
i m weird hur



exams coming
=(
shall not update this dumb blog.....................
not until i feel terrbily disgusted wif mugging


and oh ya violet..nice to see yer today..take care n jia you on fri fer yer exam!

Friday, April 08, 2005

had a nice meal of baked rice today that left mi feeling sinful but it did satisfy my weird craving fer food..haa

one of those days my dad starts nagging
here are some interesting range of topic he covered
1) "pls remember to call ur brother in australia.. i will pay for the cost"
2)"tell mi honestly, do u haf a boyfriend" .(i had to bite my tongue and try not to laugh n act nonchalant..)
3)"aniway its better to haf one when yer older..and if u haf one..must bring him to show mi.. "(yeah over my dead body ..).
though i m not listing wat are some criterias he stated.its so funny..
4) ur face is too oily...i tink u need to eat more fruits and less oily stuff"
5)"u haf pimples( 1 onli lo!) on e side of ur face..better cut ur hair or tie it up"
6)"do u drive ani friends to sch"(i wonder if he had found any traces of evidence in e car)..
7)"so hot, why neber on air con arh"
8)"dun go swimming la..it will make u age faster(is he insinuating i haf aged??!) go swimming nxt time when u get married and haf kids den u can teach them how to swim." (whats the connection HUR????!!)

and was reading sociology
so it says being emotionless is a masculine trait..hurhur.. now wat.. further pt to show i am MASCULINE hur..
and it says..child bearing is a privilege of woman..ya i m sure the pain is..

Thursday, April 07, 2005

i m getting crankier everyday
wats wrong wif mi?

hate the way i behave right now
=(

/*thanks dear for tolerating mi ..i know u r on e verge on throwing mi down e building..juz throw mi down e drain e nxt time i start acting weird*/
/* 76798669 85*/
haa i m in a c programming mood rite now..finally unravel some stuff abt asci value n characters
oh n /* */ in programming means stuff u dun realli haf to read or care abt unless u are the machine..lol if u get wat i mean.it also means stuff u dun expect kailing to say
i bet that brother of mi is laughing at this.. hahaha

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Gotta wake up early tmr n i m still here dpoing all my tutorials.. @!@!$%%$...
hate to drive early in the morning... hate having to explain for my actions.. hate talking when i dun want to.. hate making decisions..hate having things undone.................................


no, not going bonkus... juz whiny

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

its e time of e semester when i start acting weird again.. or rather its mi being weird again
i think i am a realli lousy frend sometimes....=(
and yet i think sometimes i make a better buddy then lover..
aniway
haa aloy showed mi e trailer..and i juz sat and laughed for 5min.. laughing out loud.. i bet my mum thot i went crazy.. u know one moment i am sitting in front of my com typing some stuff the nxt moment i am laughing hysterically...THE HUG was how fake my dear aloy!!! haa but ok u look natural..

yeah i feel like i m wasting time blogging n writing rubbish
but basically..these days i dun realli do much stuff but mugg stone n sleep
although life doesnt feel as empty as it was in sem 1 for certain reason, i still feel like there is something lacking in my life as compared to the past.. mayb e company of close friends, or mayb swimming....its e sports and e company i guess.. not onli u get to undergo some physical pain(no not pyschopathic freak here) but sports pple will understand this better...the feeling of being physically tired frm all that training yet enjoying e feeling of sweating it out..(ok so very un-feminine,yes i agree i m UN-feminine..mayb if i shd haf joined dance instead huh ;P..but OH well guess i haf to live up to expectation of being feminine at times n stop cussing out loud when that dumb car lane change into mi..yes into my car..no there was no accident.. i was how calm..calm enuff not to horn but cuss out loud);the thrill of completing a set in time fer rest..and of cos crapping n clowning ard wif yer frends DURING(haha) and after trg..in a way..it helps in destressing..its funny how i can haf time for training 3 times a week in my jcs days yet in uni, i dun even haf time for anithing else..and uni is suppose to be more relaxed than jc..at least thats wat they told mi in jcs.. HAHAA

and now..back to more mugging session
take care all!

Sunday, April 03, 2005

excitment fills my heart upon knowing that exams is in 20 days time..
ha ha ha

aniway i realise i no longer want to go travelling.. nah..travelling aint fun.. i think wat i would do is to travel AND stay in each country for some time..places like madrid..venice... paris..berlin..SIBERIA.. to experience a diiff kind of lifestyle,culture..pple..etc..haha i wonder when i will haf e time and money to do juz dat.. of cos its dangerous to b alone in some foreign land..but thats the thrill aniway..and den mayb i wld find some cool deserted place to juz stone..
haa wat a BIG air-head dream.

& now back to reality=(