Tuesday, April 05, 2005

its e time of e semester when i start acting weird again.. or rather its mi being weird again
i think i am a realli lousy frend sometimes....=(
and yet i think sometimes i make a better buddy then lover..
aniway
haa aloy showed mi e trailer..and i juz sat and laughed for 5min.. laughing out loud.. i bet my mum thot i went crazy.. u know one moment i am sitting in front of my com typing some stuff the nxt moment i am laughing hysterically...THE HUG was how fake my dear aloy!!! haa but ok u look natural..

yeah i feel like i m wasting time blogging n writing rubbish
but basically..these days i dun realli do much stuff but mugg stone n sleep
although life doesnt feel as empty as it was in sem 1 for certain reason, i still feel like there is something lacking in my life as compared to the past.. mayb e company of close friends, or mayb swimming....its e sports and e company i guess.. not onli u get to undergo some physical pain(no not pyschopathic freak here) but sports pple will understand this better...the feeling of being physically tired frm all that training yet enjoying e feeling of sweating it out..(ok so very un-feminine,yes i agree i m UN-feminine..mayb if i shd haf joined dance instead huh ;P..but OH well guess i haf to live up to expectation of being feminine at times n stop cussing out loud when that dumb car lane change into mi..yes into my car..no there was no accident.. i was how calm..calm enuff not to horn but cuss out loud);the thrill of completing a set in time fer rest..and of cos crapping n clowning ard wif yer frends DURING(haha) and after trg..in a way..it helps in destressing..its funny how i can haf time for training 3 times a week in my jcs days yet in uni, i dun even haf time for anithing else..and uni is suppose to be more relaxed than jc..at least thats wat they told mi in jcs.. HAHAA

and now..back to more mugging session
take care all!

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