was feeling pretty screwed up about stuff yesterday night
so my friend told me to just go to bed and not think about anything because thats what he does usually.
so i did. and today i woke up.feeling worse. in some sort of daze from morning till now. like 1 million stuff going through my mind.decisions to make.plans to finalize. stuff to do.
like i said i like spontaneity.so when it comes to planning. i hate it.
and i was really feeling overwhelmed by stuff.
maybe i should just pack up and leave for some secluded island now for some solace and let everything falls to place itself. bad or good. regrets for the later.
yea i should run away