Today's the day.
Strangely, it was not as bad as i thought. Just some sort of disappointment that the reason thing came to a closure was the one thing i hated most. But before i made that call, i know i wont regret and there's no turning back. And i know myself well enough to know that i will never ever look back anymore. never.
Maybe in my mind, before i know the real reason, i have already figured out things out. I cant accept it. And I dont hold on to things that are not worth my effort.
So at the end of the day, he's happy, she's gonna be even more happy. That is a good enough reason.
As for myself, i will find my happiness. I know i will.