yeah feeling good..bcos no sch till wed.. which means i have so many days to stay at home n mugg n rot n feel dumb
haha yeah i was suppose to not shop animore.. i made a resolution (as usual)..but its not my fault mango deciede to have new collection the day i made that resolution.. so................ haiz.. i am starting to think i am COLLECTING clothes rather than WEARING them.. yeah was packing my stuff e other day n i realise i got 2 big box of new clothes.. if my dad sees it, i am so DEAD..
haa yeah so cool.. looks like everyone miss 6B..so do i.. haha its like i am always telling pple how fun my class WERe... i sHALL not comment on my current class.. i WILL not comment..everything's GREAT..aniway... hahaha e ct rep is retIRED n expired alsola.. so she is unlikely to do anithing for e time being.. hahaha BUT if some BIRD decides to fly back or anione who else is coming back.. of cos e slack n expired ct rep WILL try to organise sthg... HAAHAAHAA..

" everything's changing and out of my control"
recently i feel that there are juz too much changes in my life.. i dun exactly know how to put it also..
haha operation - make-aloy-study has officially begun. spearheaded by sharon teo, the operation is expected to last fer a few weeks..hopefully aloy is still alive den..haa

screw this

" And when i'm alone i feel so much better"

Yeah its true.. i am realli tired of all the facade around mi.. i realli hate it when people bitch and bitch abt others.. when build ur happiness at the expense of others? i rather b alone den hear u bitch..seriously get real

met crys today.. realli miss u guys..n i feel that i m drifting away frm u guys actualli..esp xh..sigh

haa need my dosage of complaining on my blog every now n then..so there u go...

so i pon sch today, though in e end i went for lab cos lab is lab..

saw alethea and jacelyn yesterday.. 2 hot babes..xm must be so jealous

aniway... life's realli boring... though the days do get by realli fast.... i dunno..e year seems to go by pretty fast... and soon.. it wld be e much awaited exams.. i so love life like this...

my uni frends are quite cute.. they r always trying to matchmake mi bcos they r worried i might end up being a spinster.. its realli quite funny sometimes

yay crys meet up soon.. tsktsk dat day saw u but u were busy concentrating on ur food den to notice mi...*shake head*

my brother is goona learn driving soon.. he better make sure he pass on the first attempt..

i m getting sick of blogging..

yeah uploaded e photos we took yesterdat...haa realli enjoyed myself.. been long since i laughed so much.. hmm realli sad cldnt join u guys fer e picnic.. haha but was a "relief" also bcos the picinic was so "porn" tsktsk. u wld think aloy, crys n sharon plus aloy's nine year old sister going fer a bdae picinic at sentosa sounds innocnet rite.. i mean wat can 1 guy 2 gals n a little gal do..u wld juz expect them to mayb sit n eat n talk n mayb sun tan or swim... no..thats wheere u are wrong.. with 3 colour wolfs(obviously i meant sharon aloy n crys), things go terribly wrong.. juz look at all e photos they took of themselves...hahahhaa poor aloy's sister...i bet she is traumatised fer life.. after seeing 2 colour wolf women bath together.. in one night, sharon is now crys's and crys is now sharon's... hahaha and den i met them at pasta mania... and we played some number game..poor xh got a bit "high" and drunk that she cant even remember the number.. it must be that pepsi twist la... i bet sharon out some drugs inside.. haha yeah aloy remmeber not to eat the sand sharon gave u hor... i bet he has thrown it away and use the bottle to put his cookies liao...hahaha
and seriously i think aloy is being terrorised by mi.. u can see e fear in his eyes ( actualli not realli cos he closes his eye) whenever he takes photo wif mi... haha ok though i wld like to say that this colour wolf here is realli sweet to his sister.. veri brotherly indeed.. haha
niway aloy happy bdae in advance in case i forget to wish u.. haa STUDY aloy STUDY..
yeah thanks fer e wonderful time yesterday..love u guys!! will miss u all!=)

classic eg of how i stone in e morning... one fine morning i was on e bus n i din realise my class mate was nxt to mi till i reach my stop... n my classmate was even nice enuf not to disrupt my stoning session
aniway yeah tmr no sch... can stay at home to mugg n mugg
sry eh aloy cannot not attend yer bdae picnic at sentosa although i wld realli like to go..but i m like physically n mentally drained of energy..n if i go i think i will b even more stressed out after i reach home n see e piles of work left to b done...so hopefully can join u all fer dinner=) ..hopefully aloy can see lotsa hot babes at sentosa..
aniway must realli scold my bro..u wld think kailing is e spend thrift rite..no thats where u are wrong.. someone onli shops at levis n topshop n spend 50 plus on a thin white shirt and den spend another 80 plus on some quiksilver pants..tsktsk..even kailing dun spend like that.,...she does it over time; not in one go

and i realli feel like going for a facial and eyebrow trimming soon.. its realli relaxing whenever i goes fer facial.. haa
sometimes i think its good not to have any dreams and hopes actualli..this way u wun be disappointed in the end
but i think that if i realli have the time in the future it wld be to go travelling.... there's so many places that i want to visit..haha


and one thing.. i realli hate being restricted.. i get pissed when i return home juz slighty later then usual and my mum keeps calling..ok i know thats cos she cares abt mi.. but i dunno.. i guess i like freedom.. so u know y kailing hasnt been in any relationship yet.. and even if i realli find a bf nxt time he better makes sure he dun control mi.. haha ah but that will probably be cow years later la.. its like i have enuf books n tutorials to accompany mi now la.. so no hurry...*ahem huichong.. * i m more concerned abt u n ur "passenger"

aniway i hope i dun dream abt e communist and chin peng tonight.. yesterday i dreamt abt hawker centre.. haha i dun realli rem all my dreams la...juz e gist of it..somehow

ok gotta head back to my brainless lab report.. yeah cool..

I wake up in the morning
Put on my face
The one that's gonna get meThrough another day
Doesn't really matterHow I feel inside'
Cause life is like a game sometimes

yup died for chem test as expected.. but i realli tried my best..sigh
went shopping fer aloy present today...BUT.. heh i ended up going to Mango and buying this skirt... sigh.. shopping isnt realli helping mi to destress animore... my dad thinks i am freaking stressed..he's been telling mi abt the danger of being overly stressed n burned out n den getting mental disease.. haha well this is because i 've beeen very bad tempered..and i do mean REallY.. haa and i realise actualli from the time i get out of my bed, it takes mi 2 hrs actualli to b fully awake.. so.. this explains y i am so stone in e morning

" there's no point in thinking about yesterday, its too late now it'll never be the same again."
sometimes i realli hate pple who bitch abt other.. yet sometime i find myself doing that.. life's so full of contradiction.. recently can t seem to stand this particular guy.. someone whom i feel treat pple like his subordinate instead of frends..but hopefully its juz a passing feeling.. n sumtimes i think i do things or say things dat hurt others unknowingly.. do i or do i not? i think i do.. and i realli go into extreme mood swings.. sumtimes i act realli hyper in class n den i juz start to die off n stone... haa sumtimes i find i dun understand myself...
aniway yeah aloy bdae.. juz give him a photo alblum of himself la.. or a video tape of HIMSELF.. den he can play it n watch it over n over again.. hahahaha i hope i can find e time to celebrate his bade today... yesterday i had weird dreams again..this time abt jap occupation.. n i dreamt i was taking some nippon airline.. dun sound too good rite... hahaha ok aniway back to aloy.. yeah finaaly in a few days time he will b same age as us la hor... little boy growing up to b another little boy la.. haha we juz need to set him up wif some hot babe on his bade think he will be happi liao la...hahahhaha

yay nxt week got mid term test for chem..so happi... got test again..words cant describe the "JOY" of being able to have a test..someomore open book.. yeah.. how cool... crap wat the hell am i talking....
aniway great discoveries today...well 2 pple in my class r attached..haha so exciting!! its like jack so fast..steady man... yeah feel so happy for them.. i always feel happy when i see my frends getting attached.. i think its wondenrful thiing to be able to be with the one u love..=) aniway..but within class a bit werid though.. its like today i unknowingly bcame a lamp post-lamp post cos technically i wasnt in e middle but sitting nxt to them..haha ah but how interesting..haha

i think i m bcuming emotionally unstable.. i can cry after watching some show which wasnt realli touching ..i dun mean emotionaaly unstable as in i have been jilted or ditched.. serioulsy there is no time for such things now... i guess i m stressed la.. been thinking alot of the past... nono not as in singapore history.. i finally manged to finsh my essay hopefully tonight i dun dream about Raffles or Sri tri buana again.. but i thnk i am gonna fail my essay cos it dun make sense at all... wth does an engineering student know abt writing history essay aniway

i think my hamster is dying.. .. it juz feels so sad to watch him stuggling to live.. he doesnt run around animore.. he doesnt llook at mi animore..he jus close his eyes n pant n wait for his time to come..

everything in this world is juz so fleeting and ephemeral..

heh i guess i shall not for once complain abt sch..life's like that.. i have resigned to fate.. haa
aniway.. its pretty werid.. i have been dreaming abt sch work all e time.. my dreams now come as physics qn and chem equations.. den sometimes i can wake up in e night n think abt singapore history...juz e other day i dreamt i was on a chinese old junk boat sailing to some island..no not stress..juz hardworking... n e results of mugging

life's pretty stagnant on e whole.. juz that i am bcuming a meanie as usual
told a big fat lie abt something to someone but i guess is shall not say what it is here juz in case...

aloy study!! - from ur favourtie nag machine