the 21st bday with colleagues

My lovely colleagues and friends drove me out for lunch :) thanks!

someone sent some flowers to my office ..hee

cant wait to soak in everything korean! hopefully there will be snow! 아마 눈이 볼 거예요! :) see ya ll in jan! happy new year!
xoxo

mini belated bday celebration

10 over years of friendship! xoxo

aloy n his cute gf! i like her.. stay loving u 2 !! :)

coach...... haha there goes the bonus...

this one for u sharon

sweetie love

crys...ur bf... i am sure he and i.. we will drive each other mad

sharon..the love of u life . lol

crys- the one who save the girls from jon

xmas

long long time ago..hahaha.. i dont even have time to blog... and i feel vry bad my time management is so bad..its like.. i reach home at say 7 plus..bath, eat and settle down..8 plus...watch tv..10 plus...surf some net... sleep... no time for anything.......sian... orchard road has been crazily packed..but i think the christmas mood in Singapore is really good.. in fact.. its excellent..compared to many other countries..oh well...korea in a week's time!!! :P i am kinda broke... did i mention.. i spent some money on a coach bag recently.... oh well.... xmas is a good excuse to spend right :)

Dinner at Pu Tian.. i am kinda..sick of the food.. haha

New dresses

The poohies decide to change their clothes and go picnic some time back.

i am so depressed these days.......ok this is totally random........unsettling heart and mind....... sianz...... well december is suppose to be the best time of the year but somehow strangely, i feel that time is passing by way too quickly sometimes. maybe its the evil routine of going to work, go home, sleep kinda thing. but yea, just passed my two years anniversary at work. has it been 2 years already? 시간이 빨이 서둘러서 벌써 2년이 지났어!!!
i dont miss school, but i miss the freedom. i feel stuck in a path created and molded. i dont feel like i can love anyone. such a long rant. i wish i could take the plunge to do the things i like to do.

oh well.... anyway my greatest love! hazel and nutt!

Flower and Pott

Old town white coffee! Ah but honestly, i have not been drinking coffee these days. I feel like i have no time to do things!!! anyhow, had to do my own laundry these days and guess what! I tore the Levis jeans. Good job man!!!! Ok really busy.. update more next time! Flower and Pott goes to JB to play. haha Padini is like full of Sporeans.

혼자 열행을 가면 도괜찮아!!

the title says: even if i travel alone, its ok. maybe it should say 공주병 ( which means a little narcissistic like a princess kinda disease. or gong chu bing in Chinese) anyhow i think i am getting more and more introvert. i like to be left alone i like to have time alone. its like i don't want to have people around. i get very irritated with those crazily crowded train and i cuss at SMRT. I think sometimes i feel my heart is so cold that i don't have any love to offer. oh man. i don't know what i am feeling anymore. i love my little hazel and nutt the most!

아참!

oh man so long since i blogged!!
these weeks are just filled with trainings. it was interesting though to hear from people who worked in various parts of the world. other than that, i am officially a full time couch potato. had to dig through ancient folders to find some random photos to plaster here.. i haven even been going out and photo whoring much! some days i wake up to such emptiness.. not much satisfaction in life. 꿈없어, 재미없어. ( It's boring to be without a dream)
Well, i am slowly working towards mine. or at least i choose to believe so.
But that aside, i am enjoying time alone.
Sometimes i wonder if people get together because they are lonely and need a companion.

oh the poohies sing!

the toys have their own toys!



oh and its been a while but i met miss linh sometime back! love her hair!
hope u r doing fine :) till next time all!! (wonder when that will be) maybe after i finish more dramas.

can't wait for korea man. 아참!

hazel is trying to crawl out of something....
so long.....i think i am considering quitting blogging for good.
dunno wads wrong with me....... even my boss thinks there's sthg wrong with me,
maybe overdose of melancholic dramas.
maybe its the feeling of depression and not being able to do things i want to
oh man
i need a time out
maybe go to korea or stay there for some years. oh there u go, not being able to do things u want to
life sucks
(suddenly i am an angsty 18 yr old emo kid again)

in need of a dose of reality

so long since i blogged.
a series of unlucky incidents
my blackberry and camera died from a flood in the bag.. sad sad sad.
but i attribute the lack of blogging to being stuck in the world of korean drama. it's getting hard to differentiate between reality and tv shows. damn. oh and the korean guys are so manly.. so hopeless, so lost.. i need a dose of reality.
sometimes i think i am getting better at masking emotions. i can feel so terrible but yet appear so fine at work. no one will know. sometimes i feel that i dont know what i am doing and why i behave certain ways or say certain things in front of others.
i think i am a hopeless case.

D&D

Long weekend part 1...
Check out my curls... so it was D&D. and guess what was I?? Siao Char bo! HAHAHA. thats why i dun have curls. hahaha. anyway. din really take much photos. too busy talking and looking at stuff and eating. wasted. should have taken more photos. boo. we had fun playing dress up though! went to my frend's place to dress up together. games and activites were not too bad for the night!

because long weekend is over and the emptiness is unbearable and the monday blues are turning black , i have decided to make things worse by blogging abt work. some offsite meeting some time ago. Sigh. cant wait for saturday.