Fri and Sat.
The only two days of the week i like.

My world

sometimes..when people start talking or rather too many people talk in office, i turn on the ipod. and didnt help i was super frustrated with the stupid laptop today. i got this ancient avril's lyrics stuck to my head now. those were the younger days of avril and teenage years of angst and emo-ing huh.

You know I always stay up without sleeping
And think to myself
"Where do I belong forever
In whose arms, the time and place?"

When you're all alone in the lands of forever
Lay under the Milky Way
On and on it's getting too late out
I'm not in love this time, this night

Can't help it if I space in a daze
My eyes tune out the other way
I may switch off and go in a daydream
In this head my thoughts are deep
But sometimes I can't even speak
Will someone be and not pretend, I'm off again in my world?

재미있다!

우선 여러분들은 google translate 믿을수 없어. hahaha
그래서 난 쓰는 글은 google translate의 의미를 비해서 다르다.

[dont trust google translate cos it often gives a different meaning from what i write. in fact it is so screwed up. hahaha.quite funny. ]



지금은 복잡한 마음에 어떻게 해야해 정말 모르겠어~
어떤 선택을 맞죠? 어떤 선택을 틀려요?

I shall stop torturing u all now.
relatively relaxing weekend finally. gonna try to finish up all that needs to be done at work or any other area of concerns and i am done! gonna shake leg and catch flies and chill . oh wait before that the damn korean exams. It's funny cos i always hate wasting my life away doing nothing constructive but right now, i think i need to spend some time really doing and thinking about nothing. I need some freedom and rest now. period.

Heavy Words?

Taking away what people around me expects from me, i think i can be happier.
They did say happiness is a choice. But as with all choices, you dont have full control of it.

Anyhow, back to work. I guess i miss my desk .LOL.
My life seemed to have taken a big change but i am not complaining. Can't really remember who i was talking to but yea, stupidly cliche but i am gonna learn to take joy and pleasure in life's simplest and smallest thing. Spending time with friends and people who matters to me. Shopping, buying things i like (ok so bimbotic). going to work not feeling stress. watching k-drama.

and all i need now, is better time management. lol

ten thousand miles apart

"im happy with her and eating alot"
why i still love the mistress in ames. make being in love sounds so simple but sweet.
anyhow need to get back to studying korean.. which had been neglected ever since turnaround started.
and prolly book an air tic out of singapore to somewhere:)

Apathy at its greatest heights..even i am amused by myself at times.
that aside, finally, i am back to normal life. turnaround ended. gonna miss the S2 folks i guess. haha
during this TA, i also put a closure to a part of my life. and suddenly, that opened a flood gate of options that would have never crossed my mind just 1-2 months back. i guess i realise when i set my mind on something, my determination is 100%. but to get there is a long process. When i am not concerned about something, i can be an idiot or bimbo in it.
oh well. time to get a good rest and get rejuvenated-mentally, physically:)