new version of gunbound. looks like i haf to spend my night playing.
i need sumthing to prevent mi frm thinking too much.
i hate e night.

kl e great got stalked by some freaky guy near sl's place today.
sigh.
another week.
time passes so fast.
a month flew by.
is there anithing to look forward to.
sumtimes i wish i cld stay at right where i m now.

oh yeah back frm e chalet
woke up after slping frm 9-2.. n i feel energetic..although i know i whined my way thru in e morning n was half asleep eating my mcdonald breakfast
e chlaet was realli FUn..a night of realli craziness n havoc n AWFUL singing by Miss Teo. but thanks fer entertaining us e whole night. n allowing us onli some peace at 6am.
ok so mi n crys met in n she came my house n said my room is MESSY! haa yup i kept it in e most original condition fer u my dear. haha ok den we met aloy at downtown east n we entertained ourselves wif some xbox games b4 picking bimbo teo up.
den after dinner, bimbo teo wasnt happi that we played xbox cos she felt that the xbox was taking away too MUCH attention frm her. instead she made us play her fave memory game. after xh n zx disappeared somewhere i dunno where.nvr stalk la. n dats when bimbo started going alittle bonkus. she started making us sing n dance. she took realli suggestive photos wif aloy,which r censored in e phots bcos its realli too horrible. pillow fight-aloy started in e dark n aloy got abused.yes aloy attack took place. everyone got a little crazy i tink
n while waiting fer jon to arrive.bimbo went totally bonkus n started singing n dancing-like that of those american idol 1st round rejects.oops.but she was totally enjoying e attention
and den cake cutting session. came wif some champagne. n kl e great drank n started feeling warm n turned red.. haha but no. bimbo wasnt happy to end e night at that. she wanted more games. haha n so despite all e tired n pleading eyes, she started her memory n some number game. kailing e great.yes e great got sabo-ed by the bdae gal n he bf named ZHU-XIAN
n had to eat a huge chicken thigh,some ribs n drank some green tea. courtesy of aloy who served mi.
and finally at 4 plus bimbo allowed e bdae gal n her bf to go slp. but no she was not happy they were sharing a bed n kept disturbing them.tsktsk,cant u gif them some privacy.
e every hpuer crys n bimbo continued wif their xbox n henceforth preventing everyone frm slping. at 6am i think none of us wif e exception of jon was asleep.
finally then, bimbo stopped talking n we all got some slp.
but at 730,bimbo was up n awake yakking again. haha
she woke everyone up to eat breakfast
n den kl e great drove home wif 1hr of slp
ok sorry sharon to make u the 'villian"
of cos i exaggerated things abit
but sharon was realli e star of e chalet.without her i dun think we can last so long.
love ya miss bimbo n of cos e rest of yer too!
slp well everyone!

slept 10 hrs
in a slightly better mood
crys is coming in 1 hr n e room is in a mess! i betta stop her frm coming =P
ok another chalet later..
gonna stay n make sure everyone wun get to slp.. HA HA HA

some photos frm e chalet..too tired to post everything......i want to slp alr

anxiang and e gals

class gals.ignore the one at e back..haha

yaya here is it.. all those who haf been bugging me fer a phot are u all happy now..haa yes pls laugh at mi

now u now wat i meant when i said i looked tragic beneath that smile

guess i haf been feeling real low these days
it realli isnt easily to conceal yer feelings n emotions at times
i even look kinda depress beneath that smile in photos.. haha
nah no particular reasons
i can't comprehend myself also

tired...
1st time since dunno when
i m gonna slp at 11 plus

exciting day today
drove to town den to parkway den to town
parking at taka is exorhbitant
haa i think aloy got a shock of his life wif my drving..cos i made some last min deswperate turn n he was terrified haa he was panicking cos i kept telling him we are lost n he was busy trying to search the street directory.. haahaha n he doesnt know how to use a street directory
class chalet tmr
mayb not going
since i m broke.. ha ha ha

does love realli fade wif time? maybe

"What comes tomorrow, no one knows"

some things may matter to u at one point or so
but u will soon realise that it may not realli matter animore
n in a funny way u will feel happier

life can only be randomly beautiful



it would be good to be able to live in oblivion everyday

do u watch movies,tv shows, and drama and believe that true love exist?there was this morbid show i watched where this rich guy gave up everything fer e gal and den when e gal ran off wif this other guy, he killed e gal and den e guy and b4 e gal died she told him she loved him. n so he killed himself.. it was supposed to b tragic.truth is, i dun believe in such stuffs. i dun believe one can love someone that much. such stuffs are best left to tv n movies
but so much said. i still prefer happy endings in shows. i dun care how scriptwriters try to make a show unique by giving it a sad ending.


n there was this poster i saw at a pet shop quite some time ago that said "the only person who will love u more then himself is ur dog"

hahaha

haa so kimi won again.. i m amazed how i can juz sit n watch cars turn round and round fer 78 laps.. i bet my short sightedness is getting worse.. since i either read or watch tv or rot wif my laptop..
xh..wat do u want fer ur bdae..... i haf walked ard so many places n i still dunno wat to buy.......boo hoo hoo....send mi some telepathic signals pls...
so tmr is a public holiday...sigh

back frm PRIMARY school outing..ok that was how ancient..i mean put some 24 pple who have not seen or tok to each other fer 7 yrs together.. was pretty weird initially ..since i honestly haven seen them for so long and since most went to tj or vj..but things got better when everyone started to warm up.. almost turned SDU when we had to introduce ourselves..haa the nice thing was perharps i tok to these classmates more so then i did in e past.. aniway nice food..nice house..haahaa looking forward to seeing everyone 10 yrs later i hope... i will travel back frm my island fer e gathering.. ha ha ha
aniway was supposed to bring some childhood n present photos.. felt nostalgic juz flipping thru my phto album of my rj life.. i was so much cheerful den.. n i tink i llook better oso...minus all that eyebag n e haggard look..n wif my short hair n more sporty look..
oh well

at e most exciting last stage of my theme hospital..haa was suppose to watch some korean vcd sl lend mi.. but after watching some 14 episode out of the 20, i still dunno who likes who in e show..love..so hard to comprehend huh? but quite a nice show cos there is this realli cute guy..korean guys who wear suits do look good..haha
aniway drove to orchard today..ok that was after turning round n round in bugis..dun ask mi how i ended up there.. i took e cte wat..haha gotta try to go there again nxt wk..wun want to make life diff by driving there on weekends..surprisingly i was calm despite finding myself in weird placeds wif weird road names which i haf nvr seen b4 in my entire life.. n i even found my way to great world city..ok total fluke..haa but the thrill n excitment was there..no i cant read a street directory.. haha and road signs are not helpful when u dun even know any single road names.. haa but interesting day..

well for e 1st time since hols..i din step out of e house today
and watch vcd fer dunno how many hours n did tv surfing fer cow yrs
chi music juz dun turn mi on except fer a few jay chou songs wif a slight twinge of melancholy
feeling down again
its seems like as one gets older..more worries emerge n u find urself not being able to b as happy and carefree as u used to b..u haf more decisions to make.. and somehow u find that whatever the one u choose in e end is the wrong one and u can onli but add it to one of ur regrets in life
i used to think i m one who can dismiss stuffs in life as and when i like n be cool n calm n juz heck care things going on ard mi..but apparently i can't..

there are so many things in life which u cant choose or haf control over.. to start off wif..ur family ur looks... inherent traits etc.. these are things one haf to live wif n be contented wif.. if yer happen to b slightly better in e looks department or wealth..den i guess yer lucky..but i m contented to juz lead a simple life..better still in some deserted island wif mi n e monkeys

and yet another craapy post by kailing e not so great after all..haa

haa long post ahead..not fer e bored pple... it juz bore u out more
actualli tv surfing does helps one kill time
~guys bitch as well... if u watch eye fer a guy 2.. haha
~pple in those kongfu era haf dyed hair already..
n juz yesterday i was watching tan tong kai in some chi game show.. although he din win but his effort was commendable since i din even understood e qn asked..
haa funny nite wif my uni class having multiple chat rooms..was suppose to continue wif my theme hospital
aniway went RUNNING today..freak i totally hate running... its so boring n tiring...its pretty sad sometimes when i look at myself n i m no longer at e physical level i used to b... aniway running is boring cos there is no motivation..or rather sports w/out ani motivation or interest juz dun work..swimming was a tad of both interst n motivation...i tink doing a sports is e most effective when u like it n enjoy doing it
aniway slight digression
y is the yen so weak on e forex huh?i mean since they are one of e economic super power.. ok so i din learn my econs well..cos of e high imports? but no leh..they shd haf high exports.. haa ok watever..who cares.. i must b bored enuff to b thinking of such stuff
yeah
and y does pple in e stadium runs in one direction..haha
aniway
i was juz walking ard aimlessly again..this time in my neighbourhood...walking that familiar path outside e swimming pool...
and e cynic viewpt of life starts coming again
i realise that frm e very moment we enter e world, responsibilities n expectations are bestowed upon us..responsibility as a son/daughter, a lover,a husband/wife,a friend..watever u name it.. and veri often..we are unable to b who we realli are..how many times haf u said sthg to someone that wasnt wat u realli felt or meant.. how many times haf u wanted to do something but haf not done so bcos of pple ard u.. ur parents..ur other half..ur friends...etc
given e chance
i wld love to b who i want to b.. do things i want to do
without having to care abt others
but i do cherish everyone ard mi n everything i haf....
mayb i shd see everything as a gift rather as a responisbility
n its amazing sumtimes.. e kind of pple whom u meet and who enter ur life..i mean 2 pple can turn frm nothingness to something...or frm something to nothingness in e end.. fate or destiny? haa interesting isnt it..one can nvr know who is going to enter ur life in e yrs to come.. its almost as if everything is planned but beyond our control.. like u enter a class... and get to know this bunch of pple... if u had been in another class.. ur social circle might be very different.. n u wld nvr haf to chance to know these other pple rite.. haha ok dun think anione can comprehend wat the crap i m toking abt.. haa



haa niway ignore e above
yay so we are going fer chalet fer xh bdae... haha how exciting... haa i realise despite e countless yr end trips we haven realli spend a nite havoc-ing together b4? i rem malacca organised by junlin n i was room mate wif sharon n we ended up hafing to "babysit" jessica.. n den the one at some ulu place (was it changi ..and dam that treasure hunt! finding the clue beneath a leaf on a tree admist e countless trees there)where i slpt thru e whole nite having juz returned frm another trip n so missed e entire nite wif everyone..haa ok but i figure on e 27th night, there will onli b mi aloy n sharon left since xh n her bf,crys n her bf will disappear fer some reasons or so.. then we can play "aloy attack''..or "stalker"*evil grin*

woke up at 10 and the 1st thing i think of was playing games.. ha ha ha
been to town quite often these few days
but oh well i m not complaining
must enjoy e hols..or rather i m happy juz to rot ard
was reading this pooh book in kino yesterday.. haha its quite a nice book abt some stuff in life.. haa how to end sleeplessness,how to b a good friend and i rem a phrase that goes "what goes up comes down,including u".. haa see i dun juz shop..i read.. right...
okie off to lunch
n den some games n off to stone again somewhere!
ok abt finding a job..soon.. ha ha ha

ok
so Bimbos went kayaking today
yup.. bimbo crys n bimbo sharon...
crys. i m sorry for calling yer a bimbo
how could we not haf noticed the real bimbo among us.
how can we ever miss SHARON TEO?
aniway
i m realli getting physically weak..so unlike my previous self..mi n xh almost died there... haa

ok den met my jc class fer dinner...had a plate of sophisicated fried noodle at thai noodles that cost 9 bucks but tasted like hokkien mee frm some hawker centre..
haa den went sw's hse to stone ard

nice day..meeting up wif all my long lost friends

spent my day at home today
haa
and watch as the hols goes by day by day
wonder wat lies ahead

a yr in nus passssssssses by quite fast
last yr this time, i guess i was choosing my courses
deciding if i shd go fer ani orientation camp n obviously i din go fer ani in e end..

and come this aug
my turn to laugh at those who comes to chem eng
welcome to hell.. haha
although yr 2 will b more of a hell yr ahead for mi
so it will be juz mi n my books
not that it matters animore
i haf pretty much gotten used to life like this.....

see,bimbo in action

haha i m so gonna get whacked by crys... haha

HERE'S a post dedicated to crys

THANKS for being such a BIMBO.
i LOVE all e VulGAR words u say ..
why did u draw on our photos den colour it black? u cunning witch
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
wheres the demure n NICE gal who goes to toilet b4 competition always??? wheres the gal who goes to toilet b4 warm-up and reporting time always? where art thou toilet-bowl- crys? why why why do u love the toilet at toa payoh swimming pool so much??
who is this xena monster i was talking to yesterday? the hao lian woman who wants to kayak alone.. n pair mi up wif aloy?? wat do u think? we will beat u pants down man.. HAHAHA

ALL fer u crys!!!
ur one n onli kailing the great

ok back frm msia alive
no nvr get robbed or mugged
my frend was scaring mi wif all e various horror tales abt wat could happen to u there
haa i nvr knew msia so scary one leh
last few times i went on swimming trip like quitre fun one leh... hotel also can run around then get scolded one..


aniway... did sthg to my hair...took so so long...bleah
i almost got killed by my classmates i think..

surprisingly these days i converse quite well wif pple
like yesterday, the lady at bioskin keeps talking to mi n i actualli tok to her
n today this quite cool hairdresser was actualli toking to mi..to the extent of his gf.. lol no not flirting.. basic courtesy rite..i cldnt dao him also..wait he do sthg bad to my hair eh

ok la tired.........goonna try to read some book tmr...

as the veri responsible class rep,
the class rep shall organise a class outing
but she's too lazy to msg anione yet
so
all the S06B pple reading this..
keep this sat free
we MIGHT be meeting fer a dinner or sthg

urs sincerly
the lousiest class rep ever,
kailing the great

n whenever i m too free
weird thoughts fill my mind
i realli shdnt b thinking s0 much

guess i shall occupy myself wif some stuff tmr b4 i realli do sthg i regret..............
i shall find some place to read a book
lol

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pool is a game i'll nvr excel in
cos i tok n laugh more den i play
oh saw nicky today.. yip kang's diehard training partner
seems different from the nicky i know.....juz seems different
everyone changes overtime
i wonder hows everyone at sasa
i realli miss the feel of the water...sprinting..e carefree-ness..the fatigue..n even my veri brief acquaintance wif h20 polo..n ortega's leopard print swim trunks(was it?lol)

but all these are so yesterday
and its onli like e 1 millionth time i m reminiscing abt them
but let mi choose my path again
i'll still choose to be a swimmer
no regrets
my regrets in life lies elsewhere.............
but even if i made some wrong decisions, i'll somehow stick to them n nvr look back
friends refuse to believe mi when i always tell them i can let go of things easily
i guess its something i'll nvr know till i try it out

was reading my bro's blog
all that tok abt love
love-no big deal..comes n goes..but whats life without having loved someone b4 or having gone through some heartache here n there? thats e thrill of life..

n i agree guys go for looks..mayb juz more so than gals
tell mi if there's ani one not shallow out there..i'll go fer him...

hmm suddenly feel like making my blog some secret or private blog.. n den i can tok abt all my crazy idea abt life which most pple wun concur wif
beats having pple read my blog n comment on how weird i am
maybe

heard e song 'torn' today while shopping..got to b one of my all time favourite
aniway
shall start rotting my life away nxt week
or juz dig a hole n stone..
on second thought
mayb i should find some job n piss everyone off.. i could be those 'most hated' salesgal and piss all e customers off.. haha or i could be some promoter n promote all the wrong things to them..hahaha now u see how evil i am huh

ok i know the layout is SCREWED
haa watever
will change it soon
i couldnt stand the lovey dovey bear skin animore ..so not mi huh
ok prob off fer some pool n shopping

ok so the zombie-mummfying period is over
no big deal
b4 u know e hols will come n go
there realli isnt much to look forward to in life is there?
or isnt there times when u juz miss u cld return old times?
i din realise i was so much of a cynic..
its like i believe everything gd things come to an end and nothing last forever

and dreams
they r so hard to fulfil some times(as e word itself suggests..haa)
juz like e one in melb
in a way he's lucky to be able to chase his dreams
but this doesnt come easy i guess
considering the amt my parents haf to pay..mayb close to 500k?

so
leave a dream as it is or pursue it?

aniway finally went to orchard today
pretty much e same
oh and kingdom if heaven is quite cool la..haha orlando bloom is quite cute la..although e show's a bit gory and i winced everytime those guys get killed..haa u know those typical troy kind of show where there are mass fightings and where they show scenes of one side outnumbering the other tremendously kind of thing..and the hero's always on e side with the lesser army

cant realli think of anithing to do this hols..
maybe read n read books......
although yeah i haf some big agenda to fulfil
for the moment i'll leave that aside
i guess most pple will b looking fer jobs?
i m contented juz stoning my life away this 3 mths
if i can stone fer 8 mths after A's
then this hols is juz peanuts

funny isnt it
1st i complain abt mugging n now the hols
HAAAAAAAa

a quick one b4 i begin on my world of genes
my mum did the most wonderful thing today
well....she was suppose to come fetch mi frm my cn paper today wif my dad
s0
being the very great kailing the great, kailing stupidly forgot her phone
and guess wat her very smart mum did? she called all her friends in the call list
yup... i dunno how many calls she made la..prob alot.. enuff to terrorise all my classmates...wait..i wonder if she called ani other pple other den xy n my 'good' friend..since the call lost consisit of quite a few weird names
bleah
oh well..
mum... s
o cool huh
this is wat we call
the nightmare and power of mum

and oh must record down my debt else i'll forget n i hate owing pple money..
ax: $2
haha