haa long post ahead..not fer e bored pple... it juz bore u out more
actualli tv surfing does helps one kill time
~guys bitch as well... if u watch eye fer a guy 2.. haha
~pple in those kongfu era haf dyed hair already..
n juz yesterday i was watching tan tong kai in some chi game show.. although he din win but his effort was commendable since i din even understood e qn asked..
haa funny nite wif my uni class having multiple chat rooms..was suppose to continue wif my theme hospital
aniway went RUNNING today..freak i totally hate running... its so boring n tiring...its pretty sad sometimes when i look at myself n i m no longer at e physical level i used to b... aniway running is boring cos there is no motivation..or rather sports w/out ani motivation or interest juz dun work..swimming was a tad of both interst n motivation...i tink doing a sports is e most effective when u like it n enjoy doing it
aniway slight digression
y is the yen so weak on e forex huh?i mean since they are one of e economic super power.. ok so i din learn my econs well..cos of e high imports? but no leh..they shd haf high exports.. haa ok watever..who cares.. i must b bored enuff to b thinking of such stuff
yeah
and y does pple in e stadium runs in one direction..haha
aniway
i was juz walking ard aimlessly again..this time in my neighbourhood...walking that familiar path outside e swimming pool...
and e cynic viewpt of life starts coming again
i realise that frm e very moment we enter e world, responsibilities n expectations are bestowed upon us..responsibility as a son/daughter, a lover,a husband/wife,a friend..watever u name it.. and veri often..we are unable to b who we realli are..how many times haf u said sthg to someone that wasnt wat u realli felt or meant.. how many times haf u wanted to do something but haf not done so bcos of pple ard u.. ur parents..ur other half..ur friends...etc
given e chance
i wld love to b who i want to b.. do things i want to do
without having to care abt others
but i do cherish everyone ard mi n everything i haf....
mayb i shd see everything as a gift rather as a responisbility
n its amazing sumtimes.. e kind of pple whom u meet and who enter ur life..i mean 2 pple can turn frm nothingness to something...or frm something to nothingness in e end.. fate or destiny? haa interesting isnt it..one can nvr know who is going to enter ur life in e yrs to come.. its almost as if everything is planned but beyond our control.. like u enter a class... and get to know this bunch of pple... if u had been in another class.. ur social circle might be very different.. n u wld nvr haf to chance to know these other pple rite.. haha ok dun think anione can comprehend wat the crap i m toking abt.. haa



haa niway ignore e above
yay so we are going fer chalet fer xh bdae... haha how exciting... haa i realise despite e countless yr end trips we haven realli spend a nite havoc-ing together b4? i rem malacca organised by junlin n i was room mate wif sharon n we ended up hafing to "babysit" jessica.. n den the one at some ulu place (was it changi ..and dam that treasure hunt! finding the clue beneath a leaf on a tree admist e countless trees there)where i slpt thru e whole nite having juz returned frm another trip n so missed e entire nite wif everyone..haa ok but i figure on e 27th night, there will onli b mi aloy n sharon left since xh n her bf,crys n her bf will disappear fer some reasons or so.. then we can play "aloy attack''..or "stalker"*evil grin*