and sometimes i wish time would freeze at certain point in our life

pretty soon..my internship is gonna end.. i must say i kinda like it.. my supervisor's pretty nice and thinks a bit too highly of me...one last project and presentation. i like presentation. esp solo kind. like that no one take the limelight from me. haha *roll eyes*
but there will be things i miss..

pretty soon..i'll have to go back to school and start on all those final years projects..back to zombie life of chemical engineering, seeing people i dont want to..crazy mugging.. just the thought of it fills me with dread
the past one yr....going on exhchange at IOWa, doing all those travelling, working at Exxon has been kinda like a myriad of fairy tales and dreams.. embellished and embossed with love, laughter, fun and meaning. life was carefree and stress-free..studying never felt so easy. work will never be this fun next time. there was so much to look forward to. and i had the chance to, as the saying goes ''to stop and smell the roses''. to experience new things in life.my perspectives towards life and things have changed tremendously. somehow i feel, a part of me has changed as well. there are alot more things i am more sure of right now. slowly, i feel, i am beginning to figure out the future and what lies ahead.

only fairy tales have perfect ending.
not quite so in my case.
sometimes even aurora feels more depressing that twilight-->the beginning of something new feels more depressing than the end of something.
but i guess, life can't be just fun and satisfaction and happiness doesnt stem from making merry all the time.
one gotta do what one has to.