i was just commenting to a friend today that it's been a while since i write something other than fun and uploading photos . am still in a pretty down mood. and have been pondering alot about stuff and life. some disappointing stuff. learning more stuff about myself. other than school work, i think i am someone who gives up too easily. esp when it comes to relationship. i used to think i m someone who's pretty confident. but then it occured to me i only appear or try to be. In face of disappointment, i crumble and lose my faith and confidence. This prolly dun make sense to most people but it didnt matter.

I still try holding on to silly things, I never learn