not a happy day today

yup send my brother off..lots of pple were there...
relatives,brother's friends......
was trying to look nonchalent..
but yeah when my brother walked into e departure gate..
i cld feel this sadness overcoming mi n having to fight back my tears...
i guess i wun b used to going home feeling e emptiness of e house......
i m not kai ling e great after all..
never was and never will be.....

aniway
take care over there
dun miss lala n mi
posted e pic liao

partings are but part of life
mayb one day i will learn to b emotionless
i think certain things that happen in life are inevitable
wat is meant to happen will happen
thats y i dun believe in holding on to certain things.. even love...
i want to b someone who can let go of things easily
if something is meant to b, then u dun even haf to bother doing anithing..n e outcome will still b e same
alot of things in life i believe are predestined
the kind of pple u meet, e one u eventually end up wif, ur frends; the kind of path u end up taking in life..
do i sound like some freaking cynical person resigned to fate
haha maybe..
ok i sidetracked a little


aniway
yup
n i stepped on some shaving knife today
funny thing is i felt no pain when i ripped e blade out

nvm
shall stone here wif my comp