last night here in ISU...suddenly felt this deep sinking feeling. reality sinking in. that yes.all that few months. all the pple. will be the past.my memory. unreal. maybe i will correct myself in saying i was emotionless. iwas emotionally drained. sometimes i feel like i could relate to the movie before sunrise. ''and then when the morning comes.we all turn back into pumpkins right.''in a weird sense. this is how i am feeling right now. but i guess. sometimes.somethings are just not meant to be. but i'll remember u all the same.
so its my birthday today. and i am really touched that chris oliver ziting ivie emmy n charlotte came down. despite having a finals the next day. thanks oliver n ziting for the lasagne.chris for the peanut butter n cheesecake. athe VS bag frm chris was really nice. i am really touched. it wasnt a crazy party but enough for me. this 21st birthday will be really memorable. in a way. mixed emotions. i kinda find it hard to penn my feelings right now.
sigh. well.some stuff will be kept hidden forever.
till next time.